Left and forgotten

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Day 99 since the love of my life died.

Turns out it doesn't hurt less and people are liars.

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Somebody hurt me so that I can start posting stuff on Tumblr again. :/

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Well, Fuck.

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"Smoking kills"

Darling I'm counting on it.

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Somebody hurt me so that I can start posting stuff on Tumblr again. :/

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I wanted to participate in a giveaway but then i realised you need friends for that. 🌝

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Is it just me does anybody else feel like we've been in January since like, six months?

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I hate it when people ask me are you single? Bitch no I'm a fucking album.

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It's so weird.. like, You see all these awful things happening, life altering things happen around the world and somehow you think that you're immune to it. Like it doesn't or won't happen to the people around you. Like there's this bubble around you that the chaos cannot penetrate..

But then something happens to the person closest to you and it just... Bursts the bubble..

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IDC if you have your friends, family or boyfriend or whoever.

Sometimes literally no one can help you with what you're going through and that shit is lonely af.

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Did you ever accidentally tell your friend about your depression and you regretted it cause you didn't want them to worry but instead they brush it off like it was a joke or something and you're just standing there like "----"

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"Smoking kills you"

Who told you I'm alive in the first place?

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You ever read something so deep and depressing and so relatable and then you realize that no one is going to know you or understand you the way some random Tumblr post did and get sad or are you normal?

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I feel like, I'm screaming in the middle of the road and everyone's just... Passing by me. .

And sometimes Through me.

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Do you ever fight your tears so hard that when they fall down your cheeks it almost burns your eyes or are you emotionally stable?

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I keep hearing this term very often, "This is a sad generation."

Well, of course it is. That's what happens when kids are expected to be the adults when they don't even know how to be kids.

That's what happens when adults have kids for the wrong reasons and kids are supposed to grow up without a proper parental figure. Most of us manage to grow up from the mistakes we've seen and the injustices happened to us. But some of us, who aren't strong enough, become our parents.

It's just an endless cycle of producing traumatized kids. After all, parents are too just scarred teenagers.

No wonder all the kids are depressed.

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Normalise not getting married. Normalise not having kids. People need to stop thinking of marriage and kids as just the next step in life and dig deeper and make sure they are ready for marriage, a lifelong commitment with one person.

A mistake on one night doesn't make you eligible as parents. Honestly, nine months of carrying the baby and giving birth, even that doesn't make you eligible as a parent. It's not enough, giving birth. If you're gonna carry out the responsibility as a parent for the rest of your life, only then have kids.

You're responsible for bringing a life into this world. Make sure it's for the right reasons. Not just to fill a void or because of family pressure.

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I keep hearing this a lot that parents have flaws too.

But how's that an excuse? That parents have flaws too?

I never understood how that was fair. Especially when they aren't capable of accepting that they have flaws.

How can they be shitty for the better part of their lives knowing that everything they do is shaping their kids.

They should understand us. Not the other way around.

Cause, as they love to point out , they are the grown ups. They are the parents.

Maybe they should start behaving like one.

I mean, when did this become normal?

Understanding parents, us being the mature ones than our parents, not saying anything because it would hurt them even though they keep going on saying shit that hurt us,

It's like the roles are reversed.

No wonder all the kids are depressed in this generation.

I just sincerely hope that our generation learns from all this and becomes better parents instead of passing on the hurt like it's some fucking legacy.