Prettiest Fae

Graham Harwich || 18 || Fae-dane "If you ever bother asking me if love is really true I would stare you in the face and say it's looking right at you If I really understood you better than you know yourself Then I know I'm perfect for you and nobody else."

[always-smiling-felix]

A Very Happy Birthday | Felix and Graham

[always-smiling-felix]

"It was a joke…my heart…" Felix puffed out attempting in vain to catch his breath. Letting his head fall back against the pillows he let out a satisfied sigh. "I just mean…you’re very good. Very…very good." He promised, his own face flushed as well. "You’ve….wonderful instinct." Felix himself did a bit of research before his own first time. Reading raunchy texts and watching questionable movies. He didn’t want to mention it to Graham, as he didn’t want to make him self-conscious if he’d done the same.

Wanting more of his little fae, Felix sat back up, cupping his face. He kissed him soft and sweet before pulling back and beaming at him. “I love you….more than anything…words cannot even describe how magical this is for me…I do hope you’re enjoying yourself too.” If the color in Graham’s cheeks was an indication….he was. He let his fingers trail down the other teen’s sides, reaching around to cup the round globes of his butt. Applying a little pressure, he kneaded the tense muscles. “Relax my heart…you’re too tense….” 

His eyes dropped down to his boyfriend’s member. It was long, graceful, just as the rest of the fae’s body. Biting his bottom lip, he gave Graham a heated look from under his lashes. “Have you ever…pleasured yourself, love? Have you ever made yourself…you know.” Bedroom language tasted bitter to his tongue. Perhaps it was his desire to keep all things pure and innocent with Graham. Then he realized how ridiculous he was behaving. “Have you ever had an orgasm, love?”

Laying back, he kept Graham tucked to his chest, letting his fingers stroke up and down the fae’s back. “Oh my heart….of course I want to. I’ve wanted to since the moment our lips first touched. But, as I’ve told you before I am quite content to wait as long as you need me too. I’m in this for keeps you know…there will be plenty of time.” His voice sounded subdued even to him, but it made the words no less true. If Graham wasn’t ready, he would wait.

He rolled over, nestling Graham against the cushions. “I’ve an idea…” Taking the fae’s hand he brought it to his own aching member, then put his own upon Graham’s. “Let us do it together…” Propping on his side, he smiled encouragingly at his boyfriend. “Watching each other well….it always makes it better.”

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

Graham's reddened face transitioned into a pout. "That's not funny.." He said, as if he'd had his arms crossed. "I thought you thought I was a prostitute or something. Or some sort or hooker." Bashfully nudging his face against Felix's chest he murmured softly. "I am glad you are.. Satisfied.." He had to shut eyes eyes scared of the word. Though if he'd been completely honest he never understood why he was so shy about it, the way Scott spoke about it in the past he'd felt like the only person in the world who reacted like so.

The way the nephilim held his fae almost caused him to melt completely in his arms, turning into nothing more than a mountain of pudding. "I love you." He answered back automatically, he didn't even need to think of it. Loving Felix had simply become second nature. "And also I am the one who asked you to bring me to the bedroom remember?.." His face was still bright as a tomato, but he hid himself to keep the other boy from noticing. He was sure it was a failed mission though. The long fingers that clenched onto him caused a flinch, but at his boyfriends words he attempted to do just that, relax. However he failed to do so. And instead he rested his forehead against his, it was just what his tensed body needed to releases the tight hold his muscles had.

Just like that he'd forgotten what words were, and his face heated up enough for Felix to take in just how red Graham really was. "Uh--" He blinked a few times before his eyes went down to focus on his boyfriends organ. It reminded him that it was normal, "Yes.. But-- Only after I met you.. I started having... Feelings.. Especially when you would walk around the loft shirtless." The memory caused his shaft to throb viciously. So a few times.. After you would go to patrol--" He couldn't finish, heat filled his tummy and he threw his head into Felix's neck.

Lifting his head his blue orbs began to shine from underneath his eyelashes. "I don't want you to." He said in a certain tone. "Wait anymore.. I mean.. And I don't want to either." Leaning up slightly he pressed a kiss to his boyfriends lips. "I'm ready tonight. I-- Trust you.."

The cushions were soft, and welcoming when Graham's back fell upon them. The nephilim's need quaked with energy, but now, it didn't frighten Graham. It didn't cause nervousness. Taking an easy breath he closed his hand around it completely, before giving Felix a nod, then a smile. There was no hesitation, he simply let his head fall over to his side slightly, so it would come into contact with his boyfriends. "I'm ready.. And.. I love you sweetheart."

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

My Missing Puzzle Piece || Graham & Felix

[always-smiling-felix]

Felix closed his eyes, turning his face almost away. He couldn’t bear to look at Graham, he felt like such a wretched human being. He’d turned his back on his family, on his people, how could the fae even want him anymore? It was so exciting a story, of how he’d risked everything for love. But now it just felt so cheap, so ridiculous. How could he not have seen? Known? His skin burned, almost as if by merely touching Graham and his innocent perfection would burn him. All he wanted was to disappear in the folds of his boyfriend’s embrace and disappear.

Graham’s words continued to chip away at him. He could almost feel the pieces of his shattered soul falling from his body and crushing to dust on the floor. Letting out a little sob he shook his head. “Stop…” He shook, “I just….you don’t understand….Graham…I just…” He couldn’t even put his thoughts into words. Pulling away he raked his hands over his tear stained face. “I turned my back of my people…my family…my friends…everything…because I thought it meant something somehow…all I’ve ever wanted was to be loved…to be important to someone and now…now I feel like such a phony.”

His eyes widened as his boyfriend continued to speak to him. His voice like the light trill of bells. Blearily meeting the fae’s gaze he fought to smile. It should have been easy. It’d always been easy before. But now it felt like his smile weighed a thousand tons of icor. “Graham…” He sobbed out with a squeak. Oh how he wanted to believe those words. That he wasn’t broken. That he was salvageable. “Please….don’t leave me…Graham.” He said in a soft voice. “I’ll do better…” He no longer sat with Graham on a bench in the park, he now curled into the corner of that prison cell in the City of Bones. Graham’s voice sounded so very far away. “Don’t leave me in here…” Clutching at his chest, he fought an impending panic attack. He’d hadn’t had one in a long time, not since the prison. “I’m…sorry.”

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

It hurt Graham to realize that none of his words had been breaking through to his boyfriend. for a second he felt as if he'd been hurting more than helping. Taking an easy breath he arched his eyebrows. "How can you say that? You think that just because I'm not as harsh on you as you are yourself that I don't fully grasp the concept but I do. I guarantee it. So many nights I think about it,about what I would have done in your position, with you in Celine's.. And no matter how I think of it I always come up assured that I would do the same."

The fae nearly cried along Felix now. "Sweetheart... You are loved. I spend so much time trying to make sure that you feel it. You mean more than the world, at least to me you do, and everything that you have lost you regained and more. Your people turned your back on you for not understanding your love, but there's Scott and Isaac and all the other friends you've made since you got here. They are your people, they are also your family... As is my own. My mom, dad, siblings. Dear lord even my grandmother asks me about you. And on top of all of that. You have me. The person who will always love you unconditionally, to me there is no one more important than you.."

A single tear rolled down his cheek now, but he laughed subtly, gripping onto the nephilim for dear life. "Oh Felix.. I'm never going to leave you. There is nothing in this universe that will keep me from you." But the smile disappeared as his boyfriend continued to speak. A hallucination of some sort? His breathing, it told Graham exactly what it was. A panic attack. "Felix?.."

He shook his body, but more incoherent words exited the other boys lips. For a second, fear struck his core, he could remember vaguely reading in one of the medical books in the library of the university he attended that, panic attacks could be relaxed by a kiss. The fae could remember reading something about endorphin's being released while holding the other persons breath and distracting them could dispel the discomfort completely, and so that's exactly what he did. Without a second to waste Graham's lips came crashing into Felix's

[hummel-berry]

I can hit that baby in my sleep.

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

Texts @ Eve

Eve: GRAHAM!

Eve: Yea, I am still alive. Promise. I like to think that he wouldn't eat me....I don't think vampires make a habit of eating other vampires.

Eve: How are you?

Graham: I am alive!

Graham: Actually pretty good!

Graham: But Felix stepped out for the day, you know saving the world and stuff. So I'm all alone with all this extra Halloween candy and leftover Chili

Graham: What about you? Is everything okay?

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

Texts @ Eve

Graham: Eve!

Graham: Are you alive?

Graham: Captain Hook better not have like, tried to eat you. I don't know if vampires eat vampires or stuff but I swear...

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

{ CLOSED }

[always-smiling-felix]

Felix caught him with one arm, using the other to hold his bowl. Nuzzling Graham’s cheek he gave it a kiss. “No princesses yet, my heart. But fear not, the night is young.” 

"For now though….I do believe there is a pot of chili on the stove….and Halloween Town ready to play on the telly." He told him, guiding the fae towards the kitchen. "I do recall hearing someone mention a young belle would be out tonight….one of the neighbors I believe. Her little dog was to be the beast."

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

The fae couldn't help but to gasp when he was reminded of the food. "Oh yes that's right! I almost forgot you made some in the crock-pot!" Pulling away just for the sake of hunger he sped to where the food was located, staring at it in awe. "It looks so delicious oh my lanta." Grabbing two bowls he began to make their plates. "Wait the little neighbor five year old Sarah? Or the other one? The teenager? Oh either way I'm so excited! I love Halloween Town! It always made me wish that I was a little witch when I was younger! You've never seen any of them right? Because before me you were always doing nephilim things? Like saving the world like the natural born prince charming that you are?"

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

{ CLOSED }

[always-smiling-felix]

Felix came around the corner, his prince’s costume perfectly in place, caring a bowl of little bundles. “Of course, my heart. And yes I’ve color coded our little bags…an frozen costumes get the little blue bags that have black licorice and pencils….the Disney costumes get the gold bags that have the candy bars and ice cream vouchers and the others are red and they have the skittles and milk-duds.” He told his boyfriend proudly. He pecked him on the cheek as he passed, “You look beautiful.” He told him before he opened the door.

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

Graham clapped his hands together, making his way to the nearest mirror so he could fix himself up. He could hear the sound of a few little children. The way Felix sounded interacting with them made his heart soar. Because of course, nothing was more attractive than a man who was good with kids. And well-- Graham already thought Felix was good with everything. The knot was don't just how he wanted, Jinx dressed up in a little yoshi sweater. The door slammed and he practically raced to his boyfriend. Making a small purr at first he gave a subtle laugh. "You're so good with kids, were their good costumes? Please tell me one of them got a gold bag. I need to know to have faith in our next generation. Any Belle's? Aurora?"

[ishipmalecislove]

hrhchriscolfer: My cat officially hates Halloween. #Toad&Yoshi

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

{ CLOSED }

"Felix! The kids are knocking! My sailors knot isn't tight enough! Can you get it! And remember to give them extra candy if they have Disney costumes! But not if they are from Frozen! Elsa and Anna are America's top ten costumes of the year! That's not showing Disney flair that's being on the in crowd. You don't get extra candy for that!"

[greenornaments]

[klainesslove]

This cute face 😍

Pic credit: not mine.

[echoes-of-past-blog]

Blood Runs Thicker

[echoes-of-past-blog]

Rolling her eyes at the insufferable guy, “Pray is a term of expression, not prey!” Sighing out loud, she picked a glass of alcohol from the nearby table and downed it in a single go. “Look pixie, I didn’t ask Felix to sacrifice his life for me. The nephilims caught me without knowing who I was and I was well on my way out of the prison when Felix jumped into the fray. I knew something of that sort would always happen and that is exactly why I kept my identity safe from Felix… And I don’t care if you believe me or not, I cared about boyfriend. I didn’t love him but I cared for him and I tried to keep him away from the mess but he wouldn’t listen!” She slammed the alcohol back on the table turning towards fae, her anger boiling beneath the calm facade she wore. “And I suggest you move along instead of confronting me once again about this!”

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

"First of all, my name is not pixie, it's Graham. And to you that's all it'll ever be. So please only refer to me with that name. Second using an excuse like I didn't ask for his help is ridiculous. You led him on into this false affection which ruined his life and they you act like none of it is your fault. You may be a vampire whatever and old, but you are anything but wise which is truly disappointing! And if you really did care about him like you say you do Your response to hearing everything that he's been through would not be. Oh well I didn't ask for any of that. Usually someone would show a bit more sympathy! That is how you show you care for someone. If you didn't want him involved in anything you wouldn't have made him think that you loved him." The slamming of the glass frightened him only slightly but he didn't falter. Graham held resolve. "Or what? What will you do. Even if you were upset enough to injure me the party invitation said no violence! You can't do a thing but accept the truth!"

[innxcentheart]

Impressed, and slightly wary, until Graham expressed how nice he was, she felt herself relax, because there was no hiding the fact that the witches she had endured during her time in Mystic Falls were of not the nice kind, all except for Bonnie and her grandmother it had seemed. Then Elena shook her head slightly. “No… not exactly. But I got a friend who can do magic. I’m sure she’ll be glad to hear she can have someone to go to.”

"What? No, you don’t– you don’t have to do that, Graham. That’s really nice. Thank you, but really you don’t have to. I don’t mind paying for my own food." Because the thought of free food made her think of Sage trying to convince her compulsion for free food was healthy and she felt her skin crawl slightly from their conversation. When he tugged at her hand, she followed after "Oh, right now.. Okay." falling into a nice pace next to him. "Are you supernatural, since you know about them, I mean?"

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

With a bit of a giggle he closed his eyes and shook his head. "ope! You no longer have that choice. We are friends and friends totally pay for other friends when they eat their very first college wrap. Besides haven't you ever heard that food tastes about a hundred times better when it's free?! I promise this is a one time thing, but I a doing it no matter what!"

It wasn't until the vampire asked her question as they made their way to the dinning hall did his expression even out, to a relaxed one. His eyes were still bright with energy but his expression was a more focused one. "Oh, I mean. Sort of. I am a halfling fae, and when I first came to New York from my home town for college and found out there are a bunch of other supernaturals I asked around on what that meant. But I'm so busy with school work or with my boyfriend I never really have time to focus on what I can do. But I can make coins float in my hands! Cool right?!"

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

{ OPEN }

[lexi-the-vampiress-deactivated2]

"Yes.. Felix kinda told me about you. " she laughed. "Maybe you’re the long lost queen where’s your crown!"

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

Giggling at her words he nodded his head. "You have no idea how many people I am friends with because they heard about how nice I was from Felix. I think he tries really hard to give me a big head. Maybe I should get a fake crown and ask people to refer to me as a true queen for the next few months."

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

{ OPEN }

[chryseusxlamia-archive]

Eve smiled brightly, nodding, “I have put off getting things for too long, besides, Halloween shopping makes me feel great!” She laughed, “A little rain should never put a damper on Halloween shopping.” 

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

"I am going to binge on all of those really cute Halloween sugar cookies. You know! The one with the pumpkin designs on the! Oh my god Felix is so not ready. He will question me on all the junk food but you know what this is only a once a year thing!" Taking her hand in his own, he rushed back to all of the products. "This rain gives us more tie to search for the true wonders of the store. You know, get the true effect of the holiday in our souls!"

[-intheround]

The ground-breaking metamorphosis scene in the Michael Jackson short film ‘Black or White’ released in 1991

[racialized]

this is still pretty groundbreaking and its been almost 22 years

[always-smiling-felix]

A Very Happy Birthday | Felix and Graham

[always-smiling-felix]

Felix’s body arched up off the bed. Each touch from Graham set his skin on fire, then cooled it with the next. He made a whining, pleading sound, bringing his finger to his mouth for something to gnaw on in the interim. “Mmm…Graham.” He whispered, lashes fluttered against his flushed cheek bones. They had mutual petting sessions before. But something about them seemed chaste, not nearly so intimate. Mostly because Felix knew he wouldn’t allow it to go any further. Graham was pure, innocent, he would never want to tarnish that…at least until he was sure his boyfriend was absolutely ready. Just as he was now.

His body took on a mind of its own, seeming to lengthen and display itself for Graham as the fae took him in. He’d longed for such appreciation for so long. It almost felt unreal. But his teeth digging into his own finger kept him grounded. His heart skipped a beat, then thrummed in unison with his throbbing erection. When Graham’s lips touched him, he almost released right there. His body jerked, hips coming off the mattress as he made more whining sounds, desperate for the fae’s attention. Which he so lovingly displayed. 

"By…the…Angel…." He gasped, fingers digging into the mattress below him. The fear of gripping Graham too tightly faded in and out of his clouded mind. But he ended up burying his fingers in Graham’s lush hair anyway. He massaged at his scalp, letting him know just how good all of this all felt. That was…until the fae’s tongue became involved. Felix took in a shuddering gasp, a tremor going through his body right into Grahams. "Graham…" He whispered as his hips bucked, demanding more and more. 

When Graham pulled back, and gave him that look, Felix lost it, immediately taking him by the arms and pulling him back up to him. “You…” He laughed, peppering the fae’s cheeks with kisses. “Where did you learn all of that? You are…perfect.” He told him sweetly, his finger touching Graham’s lips, smearing the saliva over his plump bottom lip. Cupping the back of his boyfriend’s head, he kissed him. Tongue gently prodding for entrance beyond Graham’s lips. He moved his body so their erections touched, eliciting another gasp from him that transferred into the kiss. He wanted to treasure each and every moment of this.

[cuter-than-tinkerbell]

The arch in the nephilim's back set him off only slightly but not enough to cause him to cease the pleasure filled kisses he delivered over his boyfriends nether. Graham, after all these years of holding himself for such a special occasion oddly enough felt like he'd been in his natural habitat. Perhaps it was due to the fact that he was cloaked with the sounds of affection coming from Felix's lips, or because he simply wanted to pleasure him. 

It wasn't until he felt the other boy's long lanky fingers rustling through his hair gently did he really give Felix the attention he so craved. There was more tongue, more saliva, just more lust overall. The air in the room became thick, causing nothing but the sound of heavy breathing to elicit past the couples mouths. But the fae gasped, mere moments after his boyfriend did. A shock of fear waved through him returning him back to his thoughts, his insecurities, his bashful behavior. It'd been as if he was one of those deer spotted during hunting season. However the way his name sounded pass Felix's lips a second time, like a declaration of love, well really it was the only thing that kept his face from being consumed by red color.

if the tug wasn't enough to cause him to giggle the kisses he'd been peppered with would surely do the job easily. But the praise it excited him, he was able to please the man he loved thoroughly. Their bodies motioned together like angels dancing in the clouds. "W-- What is that suppose to mean?.. I just did what I thought you'd like.. I didn't learn it from anywhere it just... Came to me.." The way Felix's thumb brushed over his lips caused him to shudder with anticipation. Graham could have very well released right then and there. The touch caused the sexual tension to peek and his need throbbed. But the kiss acted as a rejuvenating factor, giving him the strength to shove the orgasm so far back that he'd had just as much energy as when they started.

Felix's hand found the back of Graham's head when they grinded against one another effortlessly, and Graham's hand found the back of Felix's neck. Never had he felt so close to someone before and truth be told never did he want to again, not like how Felix made him feel. Their second kiss caused the boys toes to curl again indefinitely, so much so that it'd pained him, the pain though, without a doubt heightened the pleasure. Taking mental note he pulled back breathlessly so that their foreheads rested against one another. Without a second thought a huffed out barely incoherent. "Felix.." Ushered past his lips. He eyed the drawer with the tools they'd need to go all the way, before fixing themselves back at the angel before him. "D-- Do you want to?.."