AMELIA BLOG

(redirects from casimirpulaskiday) 21, writing about music and myself in various corners of the web

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Kieslowski, explaining the main topics in his films ( 1995)

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Kate Bush, 1980s

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i am the kind of person who gets upset when summer rolls around because that means fall is coming and then winter again. very cute

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this show broke my brain and now it’s your turn

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omg i watched this as a kid and now i am crying laughing

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post goth night

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yesterday and last night were very hard on me but today my partner made me breakfast in bed / I practiced for three hours with a band for one of my favorite musicians and I went and saw one of the most special shows I've seen in a while (though really I've been to so many good shows lately) / ate a footlong wawa hoagie in the park / feeling tired and tender and so relieved

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amazing how in one day I can (1) have unbelievable anxiety to the point of physical pain and hyperventilating in a wawa parking lot and (2) talk to some close friends about that anxiety and immediately feel 90% of it relieved and feel clearheaded and ready to deal with what's really bothering me. I feel very lucky to have such kind hearts in my life

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Kendrick Lamar and his Mom

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screaming!!!!!!

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just for fun. in my basement. lots of mistakes

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i had to put a lot of hormones into my body and i’m feeling very emotional and i dug up this song from a year ago

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As heard in “The Beaver Trilogy”:

[whatdoesapersonlooklike]

okay at like point 4:57 olivia manages to almost hit a prince range?? 

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had an amazing night seeing sheer mag and then wild nothing + dance party, made some friends and had some long overdue girl bonding time, woke up hungover but just treated myself to a SALMON PLATTER and now I’m going to the park to read the book my partner lent me

I feel so beautiful today! I type as I take a shit in a public restroom

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as someone who hasn’t played in a band since age 14, i probably should have staggered my participation in three (3) bands but you live and you learn! shows on may 14th (nyc), 21st (philly), 22nd (nyc), and 23rd (philly), and june 3rd (philly). graduation somewhere in there! then a trip to austin and a two-week-long tour!

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Emil Nolde (German, 1867-1956), Sonnenblumen und kleine Blüten [Sunflowers and small flowers], c.1930. Watercolour and gouache on paper, 35.1 x 44.6 cm.

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recently to get myself to do things I've had to (figuratively) hold my own hand and (literally) talk to myself in the mirror, kind of patronize myself, say "we've done this before, we're going to do it again, ok? ok, because we have to, we have no choice"

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freelancing and depression and free-floating anxiety do not mix nicely