I hope I die before Jan 1st, 2027

//TW suicide, PSI

[cutiehulk]

I give up.

[cutiehulk]

I'm just a loser. I envy happy free people, envy them who escaped dictatorships, who was born free. And I'm a loser who will never escape.

Envy people who can travel, who travel, who go to concerts, who go to races, who are not afraid of tomorrow, who don't cry every single night, who don't beg for death to take them every day, who don't think about hundreds of way to kill themselves every day, who don't constantly want to be hit by a car, or get shot, or else.

They have everything I want. Everything I will never have.

Loser.

[cutiehulk]

Death, please, come for me, take me tonight

[cutiehulk]

Death, please, come for me, take me tonight

[cutiehulk]

WHY CAN'T SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN TO ME? WHY MY LIFE IS HELL? WHY WAS I BORN IN HELL? WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE FREE PEOPLE? WHY MY LIFE IS JUST SUFFERING AND SUFFERING AND SUFFERING AND SUFFERING?

I'm in so much pain so much pain I can't describe I hate my parents for having me for laughing at me for saying that I make everything up

I hope I die I want to die I hope death comes after me very soon death please come after I can't live anymore

[cutiehulk]

I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell I'm in hell and I'm never getting out and nobody listens to me nobody can save me nobody understands me I'm doomed forever aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I can't do this anymore why was I born whyyyyyyyy God this is unbearable This is unbearable I can't I can't I can't I can't I need pills I need something someone to kill me i can't do this anymore

[cutiehulk]

Death, please, come for me, take me tonight

[cutiehulk]

Death, please, come for me, take me tonight

[cutiehulk]

Please anybody I can't live in this shithole anymore

I can't leave

I have nothing

Every second of this pathetic life is miserable

Please help me end my suffering

Please this is too much pain

[cutiehulk]

Somebody please tell me how to kill myself

Please, text me what pills should I take to never wake up

I'm begging please

I can't do this anymore

[cutiehulk]

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[cutiehulk]

Shoot me in the head please

[cutiehulk]

I want to be a part of the free world so bad and it's never happening

How does it feel living your life not hating every fucking aspect, every fucking second of it

I'll never know

I hate my life so much

[cutiehulk]

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[cutiehulk]

A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM.

when asked, those few who survived throwing themselves off the Golden Gate bridge (pure chance) all recalled:

On the way down, they realized - all of what they were facing could have been solved in life. Horribly, arduously, not easily, but IN LIFE. They then came to the sickening realization that they did not want to die, not yet, not like this, but it was too late.

The body is the body is the soul is the brain is the heart is you.

That's why I want to die in my sleep every night.

I'm sorry but there is nothing temporary about my problem. This shit is permanent.

[cutiehulk]

This was the last time I tried to tell my family how bad I feel

They don't care, they only laugh at me, it's so funny to them that I am in so much pain

Whatever I feel is just a joke to them. They shrug it off

Zero support when it truly matters

[cutiehulk]

hey man are you alright? maybe you feel like you don't have anybody that loves you but hey i love you <3. please don't kill yourself, for me?

Thank you very much ❤️ I'm trying, but I can't promise