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So…It’s a holiday on my side of the pond and my family is coming up this weekend which means: Cookouts. Cookouts. Cookouts. I’ll be in and out and maybe on mobile here and on Lisa. I’ll try to be here tomorrow morning and night. But idk. I have to go to my cousin’s tomorrow and on Sunday we’re having a family church thing and then ANOTHER cookout. Then on monday everyone will be here but I can escape that for a bit XD. So…updated? Updated.
Switching accounts to liveblog. Bye guys!
He shook his head, tears in his eyes, “I can’t… I can’t let her go… She’s… Everything…”
"John. Look at me. Come on. Come inside and pull yourself together." She opens the door and steps aside. "Go on."
He looks up at her, pleading, “I was gonna ask her to marry me… Please… I just,.. I just need closure…”
"John...I told you to leave her alone. I want to feel bad for you but I can't. This is what's best for everyone around. Please, John. Just let it go."
John shook his head, “Samuel isn’t here Deanna… Please! Just… Talk to me..?”
Deanna crossed her arms and stepped on the porch closing the door behind her. "No, he's not but he'll be home soon.What more do I need to talk to you about?"
He shook his head,” I can’t believe that… Please just… Let me in? I promise you I’m good enough for her, come what may… Deanna please!”
"Believe it, John. Look...get off my porch before Samuel realizes you're here. And he will shoot you. Mary's started seeing some boy from the town over. I'm sorry but you two are over. And I'd appreciate it if you didn't start harassing my daughter."
He shook his head, stepping back to reply to her, “then I’ll wait! I know you convinced her to stop seeing me! There was no one else!”
"Well you'll be waiting a long time, John. Look, Mary made a choice. And she made a smart one. Nothing against you, John but somethings aren't supposed to work out."
John watched her go, tears in his own eyes. He leaves moments later, heading home. It’s not until a few days later that he starts to doubt her words, and drives to her parents house, pounding on the front door.
Frowning, Deanna throws her hand towel over her shoulder and peers out the window. John. She let's out a sigh and opens the door. "Mary isn't here, John."
cxgnatus replied to your post:The first two miscarriages Deanna had were both...
im sad why would you do that
But like..John and Mary are so special and she had to have Mary at just the right time and no more girls to distract John and just...the perfect set up. Mary being treasured and coddled...the right ammunition to have her running for the hills
"And he was the one." Mary clung to her mother like she was the only thing keeping her from drowning, "I know it’s for the best but… it hurts so much."
"Shh. I know. Sometimes what's best hurts. But you're saving his life, baby girl. Shh. You'll find someone else. Just let your heart be open to it. Shh. I know it's not much but would a bit of peach cobbler help? And I'll get your dad off of you. Okay?"
The first two miscarriages Deanna had were both boys. The last one was actually born stillborn at seven months and Deanna was heartbroken and didn't want to try again. Her doctor told her she probably couldn't have any children and she fell into a depression for several months. Mary was a complete surprise and her entire pregnancy was filled with anxiety and fear and then relief when the little girl came safely. After Mary, she had two more miscarriages. There must be something special about that Mary....
"Or letting him go." She started crying harder when she realized that her mother was right and that being with John would only cause him pain or get him killed. "I’ll… . I’ll. …end it tonight when I see him."
She hugged her daughter tighter knowing that her daughter is in pain. "Baby...I really wish it didn't have to be like that. You know I like John." She rubs her back a bit more. "Shh. You're doing the best thing for the two of you."
"I tell him and it opens him up to all this even if he dumps me after finding out." Sighing she cuddles closer to her mother and starts crying, "But if I don’t… I love him, Mommy."
"If you don't...you end up like your aunt. Sweetie, you have to make this choice for yourself but you have to be ready to accept whatever comes with it. Whether it be John in a box or him dumping you."
"It’s not fair." She indulges in a very rare self pity session as her back was rubbed, "Why does it have to be us? Why do we have to be the one’s to deal with the things that go bump in the night?"
"Shh, honey. I know it's not fair but someone has to do it and it just happens to be us. It's in your blood." She rocked her daughter and kissed the top of her head again.
He frowns, “then what the hell kind of world is this?!”
"One you don't need to know about. Now go on and find some nice girl who won't hurt you John. Please. Leave Mary alone."
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He frowns at her contradicting statements, “I’m sorry…? I’m confused…. You just said I was perfect for her and now you’re saying I can’t be with her? I was in the marines…. I can protect her…”
She shakes her head. "The Marines didn't prepare you for this, sweetheart." She gave him a soft smile. "In a different world, I'd be encouraging you to put a ring on my little girl but not in this one."
