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blog for muttering about my cluttered interests. tbh its mostly complaining about my day at this point. AND CICERLINA. mutuals only please

ok also blog thesis is that its a little bit performative and you should at all times assume im having a lark. im chilling

#there may even be some caesicero. or all three. anything could happen #order of operationns #<- planning my day out #playing chess #<- talking about uni stuff #ow ow ow ow ow ow ow etc #<- complaining abt chronic pain #annoying discourse for the chronically online #<- complaints about fandom #win stupid prizes #<- complaining about video games

butch--dan

once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

oh my god keir starmer just announced an under 16 ban on social media. i do not want to have to submit my fucking government id to blog on tumblr actually!!!!!

#not to mention discord #oh my god will he please just fucking RESIGN #congrats to him on completely alienating the youth vote with this also lol

scribeherself

I think one of the gentlest things in the world is when a friend just gets your weird little brain. like you say half a sentence and they finish it. you reference something incredibly niche from seven years ago and they’re already nodding. they understand your strange vocabulary for emotions that don’t have real words yet. it’s being seen and known and still loved. maybe especially because you’re known. god. what a gift.

#prev i have to know is this about you and [redacted for privacy] going “thank you. thaaank you. thank youuu” at each other

new intrusive thought just dropped: if a friend says "im having a hard time" reply with "waow just like my peanits"

#why?????#well i mean the all nighter after a series of weeks where i average 3hrs sleep per night. obvious causation #nevertheless!

iero

T-shirt that says "I'M SORRY FOR THE PERSON I BECOME WHEN I'M OVERHEATED"

#dskjdsjkdsjkdsjkdjs #:anchor: <- mee

aqwult

argumate

I don't see what the-- oh gosh

#HOT #almost nsfw might i say

i feel strangely alone. which is silly, of course, on account of i literally communicated multiple times over text with friends today and also spoke verbally with a friend and participated in book club. guess it's the 1.25am brain talking.

#:/

ametoraeye

im really glad the fanfiction inspiration is hitting me when i have an essay due. excellent timing

#i need to write about. elevators. or i will literally explode

i feel not very good, which is to say bad. but at least there's aeneas. and i'll finish this essay tonight by insomniac's gambiting.

#crucially. it does not work #once the essay is over: nuclear fusion!!#<- this is my silksong fanfiction :thumbsup:#order of operationns

its-arson-time

type prevs url with your eyes closed in the tags

#duioelegies

i suspect that all my troubles stem from 4pm lunch for the past week, so my goal today is to have 2pm lunch. locking this in.

#started a new skong playthrough also. not for any reason i just want to 100% the game again.#first sinner went down easier than i expected. really fun fight. tried lugoli ONCE and was like byeeeeeee #do i love them? yes. do i love fighting htem? NO #order of operationns

bayesic-bitch

Currently doing an Insomniac's Gambit. For those of you who don't know, this is when you mess up your sleep schedule badly enough that you attempt to fix it by skipping an entire night of sleep then going to bed at a reasonable hour the next day. Crucially, it does not work

#yeah.

exhuastedpigeon

You can and should write fanfiction that isn't perfect. You can and should write whatever fanfiction you want. You can and should write fanfiction that brings you joy even if it's silly or goofy or weird.

Except for me. My fanfic has to be perfect and read like a novel and ruin at least one person's sleep schedule.

#its me the person whose sleep schedule its ruining is me.

kind of getting angry at the ways the [redacted] uni system just demonstrably does not work but nobody bothers to change it because students can just detroy their mental and physical health over it instead of the adminstration adapting to prevent this from happening

#i cannot emphasise how minimally disabled i was when i first arrived here #like. i had problems with my wrists and back but it was nowhere NEAR this level and i managed to maintain a semi-healthy sleep schedule #and now. well. haha.#playing chess

got an essay due in 4 hours and i still need to write 1k words for it. somebody help meeeeee

#playing chess

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