Cyber mind of the Clinically Lost

Programmer and coffee junkie just tryna get my name and ideas out there

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I’m a bundle

Sunday night and I have done pretty much nothing all weekend. Now that statement sounds really bad. How about I put it like this. I ate well, I slept in, I am curled up on the sofa with a roast cooking, Supernatural on TV and a glass of wine in hand. That sounds comfy. That my friend is Self Care. Doing nothing can be good!

I used to spend so much time beating myself for not getting 100 things done in a day. A day off was unheard off for me. No school or no work meant I had to come up with something that would make me get up early and go to bed late till  was on the point of collapse. If you can see yourself doing this, please step back. Take one or two days to do ‘nothing’, I promise the world will not collapse around you if you wanna binge watch a series and drink a bottle of wine (responsibly). 

Self care is so important and help leads to Self Love. So go ahead, put yourself first for a day and see how good it feels. 

Fox out x

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My first meal prep! Kinda proud if this. Never really into prepping before but when i started my new job it became apparent i would need quick nutrious food to eat on the go.

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Summer days with this one x #summer #love

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Bad Janet!

Janet? Whose Janet? Well I was told as a young one that I should put a name to things I don’t like, like the monster under the bed, and my depression as a teen. So I have named the base of my spine Janet. Janet like to pick random days with as much inconvenience as she can muster in am aim to trap me in bed, unable to move around the pain. 

But not today Janet! Ginger tea? CHECK. Motivational music? CHECK. Yoga stretches? *crack* *strangled voice* check...owwww. But none the less I have built my various ways of battling Janet. Battling the trapped nerve that makes my back ache and my legs feel useless. but the biggest strain is the mental one. I’m sure any of you out there living with chronic pain know that the hardest barrier to fight past is that part of your mind that doesn't want to feel the pain, that would much rather lie very still in bed until it just ‘goes away’. There is nothing more unhealthy. I know it’s hard, I know it hurts and I am so sorry that you have to suffer in this life but please get up, please try. Even if you just sit up, its a step. Don’t let the pain become who you are. It is not you. You are still a wonderful, vibrant person under there. YOU ARE NOT THE PAIN. YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE

Good luck to all my fellow sufferers out there. One day at a time darlings. We can do it.

007 out x

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Going up in the world

Well wow, don’t things just keep getting better. I just got my first job! I know, 19 and only just got a job? Kind of makes me sound like a slacker, but boarding school makes it hard to get a job and no job experience makes it even harder. But enough about that, after countlessly hearing “no” someone has finally took a chance on me. Moral of the story: it’s not the failure that counts but what you do with it. Good luck to all you perseveres out there, your time will come.

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My life mantra

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Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic

Arthur C. Clarke

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My parents always told me not to talk to strangers.

Hi, I’m Fionn (Pronounced Finn btw), and you are a fellow tumblr user, there we are no longer strangers.

I’m just here to say hello. I have finally ventured to the world of tumblr to spread my idea and hopefully find like minded individuals. This blog will mainly consist of my software engineering exploits but I also want t try and share some of my medical anomalies and stories, in the hope that my recovery may help someone else’s. So here goes 3...2...1...*Jumps head first into the unknown*