Trying To Be Perfect

Just trying to be thin and beautiful

[imcaughtinthemiddle]

food does not control me. i am strong enough. i can bear all this pressure. i am able to handle my hunger. i don’t need food. i cannot ruin my progress.

[caloriekitty]

Anorexic Mind

It’s not “Oh I can eat this and make up for it later”

It’s not having excuses to eat and maintain or gain weight

It’s “No I can’t eat this. I can go longer without food”

It’s making progress no matter what or how Much food is around.

Wonder why you aren’t losing weight? You aren’t anorexic. You’re a wanna be.

Don’t be a wanna be. That’s pathetic… if you are going to starve yourself then do it. None of this part time ana crap is gonna make you skinny and you will never reach ur goal.

It takes full time (and should come naturally)

[fragilegoal]

common sense (tw meanspo)

why stop if you’re still fat? honestly, what do you think stopping right now is going to do? i’ll tell you what will happen if you stop. you will stay fat. you will get fat. be honest with yourself. are you satisfied with what you see in the mirror? you don’t want to stop now, do you? think about it. think about what you could look like next week, three weeks, two months. think about it. it’s easy math: less calories in and more calories out means weight loss. simple. so think again, do you really want to eat that food? do you want to shove all those calories down your throat? it’s okay if you felt an urge to eat, or if you have already eaten some. it’s okay, but no more, okay? if you want this, you need to realize what you are doing, what you are eating. you are allowed to stop eating and move forward. never feel obligated to finish a binge, you have the power and control to stop at any moment. sit on your hands if you have to, hell, i know i have. can you afford to eat right now? maybe you worked out or fasted, and maybe your body is exhausted, and yes your body needs food and you deserve to eat the healthy foods your body needs. but don’t shove unhealthy food into your body when you know it makes you fat. be rational. what . do . you . want . to be fat? or to be skinny. your choice.

[luv3lybon3s]

how did i ever let myself get this fat.

i deserve to starve.

[smallestdisappearingdoll]

🌻🍌🌻

[thininsanities]

i hate how hyper-aware i am of my body at all times. my thighs are touching, my stomach has rolls, my clothes are too tight. i want to stop thinking about the fat weighing me down and i feel as if i can’t until it’s completely gone.

[skeletonnthinn]

Cold water on an emtpy stomach

I never understood before, what they meant when they said

the feeling of cold water hitting an empty stomach is the best thing to feel

Until it happened

Cold water on an empty stomach

It’s so euphoric

Feeling light on your feet after not eating for a day

Feeling more motivated to go on than ever

Blacking out when you stand up

Getting dizzy while walking

Shaky legs

How easy it is to exercise

I’ve learned to love the taste of black coffee

It’s bitter but it’s good

I hate the way cream and sugar tastes now

Sometimes the 2cal seems like too much

Sometimes I don’t want to feel bloated from water

I love the feeling of being empty

Maybe he’ll take notice someday

Of how thin I’ve gotten

I just want to be small for me

But if he notices and thinks im beautiful

Then all will be well

The euphoria.

It stays.

[anhedonic-simplicity]

meanspo 2 🐖

jesus. look at you. you’re absolutely revolting. shoving all that greasy shit into your mouth. i cant even bear seeing you. you did this to yourself. you have no self control. if you’d stop fucking around, you’d be at your ultimate goal weight by now.

you want to look like those thinspo girls? you have to fucking work for it. sitting around and constantly filling your disgusting stomach with junk isnt going to get you anywhere.

WORK FOR WHAT YOU WANT.

stop whining about not being skinny when you havent put forth the effort of making yourself skinny. this is YOUR body. fucking make something out of it, you gross pig.

[hiyesimsad]

Meanspo

Are you seriously grabbing more food? After everything you’ve eaten today? Disgusting. If you want to be loved for your body, that means you have to actually /work/ for it. Not be a lazy fat fuck that thinks i comes easy. If you seriously think grabbing that snack will help you, you’re thinking with your stomach. Not your fucking brain. Put it down. Throw it away and don’t even think about buying it again. You don’t deserve any calories ever again. You disgusting fat fuck. Go exercise before you even think about eating again. 2 sit-ups, 20, 200, 2,000. However many it’ll take for you to lose all those calories you’ve had this week. If you seriously want skin and bones, you bet your ass you better work for it because at the end of the day, you can’t have that snack, /and/ a good body.

[some97pounds-deactivated2018103]

tw ~ meanspo

really, babe? you’re going to eat that? do you even know how disgustingly obese you are? darling, i thought you were better than this… i guess i was wrong about you. you could be so happy by now, you could have everything you wanted and more, but you just have to keep ignoring me everytime i give you the advice you need! you’re absolutely repulsive. but, there’s still time. you can listen to me, and you won’t believe how beautiful you look, just keep following what i say and i swear on everything and more, babe, you’ll be happy.

just put down that piece of lard.

[anathinsporequests]

Thin

Don’t open your mouth. Don’t go to the kitchen. Don’t eat. Your stomach rumbling? Put on music and don’t hear it. It hurts? Get over it. Have a nap. Workout. Look at thinspo. It’ll go away. Deal with it. You ‘have to eat’ because of family? Lie. Chew and spit. Have a shower and purge. Workout all you’ve eaten. You don’t need to eat. You need skinny. You need to be dainty and beautiful. I believe in you. Just forget the cravings and think of when you’re thin and and people will find you beautiful. Just don’t eat okay? You need skinny.

(This is for myself)

[daintyganjagoddess]

i fucked up this week i am disgusted with myself

[xanorexic-queen]

Can you do means for a girl who is bad at not binging

Hope this is good!

Well well well. Look who’s back.I’ve noticed you’re not skinny yet. Why is that? You know exactly why.It’s because you haven’t been restricting your calories like you should be. It’s because you haven’t been getting up at 5am to work out. It’s because you haven’t been drinking 3 liters of water a day.It’s because you have been eating out of boredom, not out of hunger.It’s because you’ve been binging.It’s because you haven’t just realized that the pain is worth it.Don’t you want to be skinny?? You’re constantly looking through the thinspo and pro-ana tags, sitting on your lazy ass instead of working out. That lard covering the entirety of your body won’t go away by itself. You have to work hard for it. Skinniness is something some people are born with. Others have to work their asses off for it. You’re clearly not naturally skinny, so start fucking working.

[waitingfor-bones]

🍯 beach thinspooo 🍯

ly guys so much

[xxsadgirl666xx]

i want a perfect flat stomach that when i lift up my shirt my friends get jealous. that i can wear crop tops and not feel like a fat slob

i want smaller thighs so that when i ride in his front seat again i wont feel so disgusting. he pretended to like them but i know they’re gross

i want my wrists to be smaller than they already are that my friends freak out about being able to fit their hand around it

i want to be so light that i can be lifted up easily. i want to feel like a princess not a pig

i have to get there

[skinny-lou]

Yeah, sure starving yourself hurts and it’s hard but what hurts more is the constant guilt and shame and self hatred that comes with a full stomach because you ruined weeks of work in one sitting because you can’t keep your mouth closed

[femme-affamee]

These are the reason why you still being fat

🍬You eat healthy one day, the next day you think you are skinny and then you binge, you fatass

🍬You are too lazy too workout

🍬You are afraid to weight yourself because you binge eat and obviously become fatter and fatter

🍬You aren’t reading thinspo

🍬You aren’t drinking enough water

🍬You are eating bread 24/7. Carbs make you fat

🍬You think you will always be a fat girl and then you give up

You, that fat girl who has lost her hope. You, that girl who is just halfway to her goals. You, that skinny girl who is a day left to match her dream weight. You all, listen to me. Don’t give up. Food is cheap, being skinny is priceless. You don’t know how skinny feels because you still eating like there’s no tomorrow. Food last only a few minutes. Being skinny lasts forever. Make the right choice. That thin person you desire to be is inside of you, trapped in your fat body. Become that girl. You won’t succeed if you stop trying.