newagepanpsychist

May i never sully anything even though i be utterly transformed into mud

[cybersyn38]

i have a classmate, who is, i shall preface, very sweet and interesting, i think we potentially have some things in common. but she does something so fucking hilarious i just can't keep it to myself. for some reason she carries around this book about a very heretical sect of christian eunuchs in 18th century russia. so, the thing is, she carries it around everywhere and puts it on the desk every single time and... that's it. she's not reading it. she brings it with her and puts it on the desk even when we have, like, one class. and she never interacts with it at all. and not to be a fucking cunt but I've noticed that the pages have remained the exact same (again, not to be a fucking cunt but I've asked to take a look at it to see what page she's at. i'll check on the progress on Saturday if she brings it with her again). again she's sweet and all but this is really funny. performative reading is very real, especially amongst philosophy majors. she's not the only one that has done that she's just the only one who keeps doing it and doubling down

[cybersyn38]

there's one more secret i feel i have to share with you... i did not care for pride month. WHAT?? didn't like it. it insists upon commodity form, lois. it is no longer about liberation, it has been recuperated and reificated. pride month is all about further capital accumulation, this is just how social relations based on commodity production operate

[cybersyn38]

Я ВИДЕЛА Я ВИДЕЛА Я ВИДЕЛА ДАААА СИКС СЭВЭН БЕРНЛЯМБДА IF BERN IS SIX THEN LAMBDA IS SEVEN

[cybersyn38]

so technically according to the strict laws of the practical reason

[cybersyn38]

male attracted person (MAP)

[cybersyn38]

friday night? deal?

[cybersyn38]

my obsessive neurosis is consuming me. true drama of a neurotic isn't the lack of a desired object, it's the obsessive avoidance of desired object. beware of your dreams as they may come true. when the neurotic comes closer to objet a, anxiety occurs: lack of lack. did you know that you're castrated? that you're barred ($)? lack is the fundamental premise on which desire may circulate in the Imaginary and the Symbolic. but when a neurotic approaches objet a, the operator of lack, it finds out that desire is fundamentally empty. useless even. objet a interrupts the circulation of desire. the subject dies with the destruction of the Real/Symbolic/Imaginary topology: this destruction means absolute fulfilment of desire. not the $<>a structure, but the end of the barred subject itself. anxiety is something that occurs before Terror

Enjoy !

[cybersyn38]

shove Dimitrov's thick book up your ass and moan all night from the internal orgasm of all your cells

[cybersyn38]

molesting transcendental logic, touching schematism, sucking on that deduction of categories, nibbling three temporal synthesis (slightly biting recognition in notion)

[cybersyn38]

тебе не надоело?верни артпостинг вк паблик🙄

[cybersyn38]

things that can be true at once and non contradictory:

1. ive been asked out numerously

2. ive experienced physical intimacy

3. ive been confessed to

4. i get approached and complimented

5. ive been in relationships

6. im a femcel

it's a lifestyle, a philosophy of female ostracization and jouissance. few will get it...

[cybersyn38]

scratch an ariochristian and a gnostic bleeds

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El Roi