The Cyn's Tale

Simple yet Complicated. Direct. Brave. Fierce. Unfriendly.

[cynthia-yuyu]

That was deep

People stay just because you helped them Not because they wanted be around you or they miss you. Thank you very buddy! Now I know. Goodbye :)

[cynthia-yuyu]

Diamond Vs stones

What's a difference between a Gem and a stone? Diamond was a stone but through high heat and pressures over time, it turns sparkle and shining. The 'diamond' stand by your side through the thick and thin with Go through challenges and obstacles At the end diamond got threw away because you' ve pick up a stone A stone that you keep picking over and over again This time diamond will be gone for good As you wish, you don't want the diamond lost its time on you, you turn the diamond away. Hope one day you will find another diamond ☺️

[cynthia-yuyu]

Lately

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling With no vivid reasons I Guess I’m afraid to see you in pain In fact I hate seeing ppl suffering

Lately my eyes won’t let me hide Cause they always start to cry Cause this time could mean goodbye

Lately I’ve been staring in the mirror Very slowly picking all bad memories Trying to tell myself I have no reasons to stay

Lately I care n I did what I should Ended up being blame or scolded Just because I sincerely care While you be nice to others who hurt you before.

Yes, you are right bud. I deserve your insult. I should waste my time on others And I I no longer care. Cause this time could mean goodbye And you did it Hurt me well.

[cynthia-yuyu]

Success

I did if Beside the busy thing in life I did a good job in handling my self I became independent I noticed I don't depend on people like I used to I'm grateful for people who hurt me previously, because of you, I ve stronger and better person. A pat on my shoulder, well done :)

[cynthia-yuyu]

Reflection

I see my reflection through your eyes and your actions It’s scary + heartbreaking That’s make me believe in karma again.

You told me She was your family choice and now He is her family choice You left in a rush, and now she left you in a rush You shut me out of your life, Now she shut you out in her life. You chosen the wrong priority in life; now you left with nothing. I won’t feel bad for you anymore. I’ve fight enough to gain your friendship but I’ve failed. Trust me, I did my best and I’m tired of trying.

I'm sure you will ok again, just matter of time :) take care n speedy recovery.

[cynthia-yuyu]

Answer

Some nights I wonder if You look back our memories with happiness or hatred But someday I deathly afraid of your answer

When you lose a buddy, it’s not going to be easy to gain back. #Notetoself- forgive and forget; please accept buddy will never be the same Buddy would never care, jokes, and understand you like before.

Letting go is not what you WANT to do; but that’s right thing to do😊

[cynthia-yuyu]

Exactly a year ago How time flies Back to Past where we were both were happy Enjoy companion each other, good laugh, silly jokes Look at us now; we fall apart You're filled with hatred, sadness and can't find your way back While me, tired of work, life and hoping my pillar would catch-up with me like last time What happen to us? You promised that you suppose to text me but you disappear again 😑

[cynthia-yuyu]

The world is round

The world is round Please remember that. Each action you do, somehow someone will do that to you. It’s just matter of time.

You finally understood my feeling, walking through my path This is how I felt after you left The only difference is that you lost the love of your life; I lost a pillar.

For me, a pillar is more valuable than r'selationship because friendship never die. When you left, I lost my sense of direction & devastated. I cried more than you could imagine.

To see you in tears yesterday reminded me how I was. To see you in tears yesterday breaks my heart. A buddy that I used to take good care were mistreated by a skank.

I know you for so long, I have never caused you so miserable, maybe once and that’s about it.

What she has done for you? Causing you so much pain And drama, but you still stand by her. I’ve been a terrible buddy, not good enough for you to change or listen to me .

All I ask was just a drink yesterday, you said no and walk off because you were not in the mood. But ended up you met skank instead.

Do you know how frustration I was? It’s an effort to get you things And it’s not easy look for your TOP Man shirt.

Do you know I had to walk few stores n I was blocked by you to ws. I had to email you. I feel so silly and again you just making use of me and lost.

All I wanted was for you to have a drink, text me safe flight and …etc Nothing from you because you were busy looking at the phone. Thank you for making me noticed that I’m not important to you at all.

I m proud of myself because I still stand by you and offer you help even though you hurt me Many times . I’m not stupid. I help you because I understand your pain and your anger.

I forgive you but I won’t give in to you anymore. I tried my best in every thing you asked. I have accepted no matter what I do, my pillar would never come back.

Again, just remember the world is round, what you do today to others, you will receive the same thing. Hope you’ll be caring and be kind to your next buddy. 😊 Chao…

[cynthia-yuyu]

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[cynthia-yuyu]

Thank you for your venom

You woke me up Let me notice the truth I understand But it doesn’t mean I like it

My friendship is not your priority This is not something that I want

I Guess I have to tell you the truth …

[cynthia-yuyu]

I m suppose to be mad at you, but I feel bad. Seems like you don't have enough cloths to wear. But I hate it when you wear those clothes I got for you when you go out with that skank . You promised me that you wouldn't but you broke promise. My weakness spot is always you. #hatemyselfforthat Why can't you be in love with with Ms.amira? Then I can have 2 buddy at one -time. 😕 No matter how mad I am, I always lookout for you. Worry the skank of yours will bully you, you mentioned choosing that skank was a mistake, and you were unhappy. But you still go back to her. Thus I never lay an eyelid 😛 cause I know you always go back. My dear, I think I did too much for you. Getting a Sg SIM card so that you can stay in touch with skank when you were in spore last month. And obviously with we both working together, the skank wouldn't noticed. The power of working together 🙌🏻🙌🏾 I'm happy that you still called me as buddy, but my dear, you should do your buddy duty too. Remember your Friend even when you have your spouse 😹 Oh my buddy, it's time I knock you with 🍳 please don't ask me add cheese in the eggs 🧀

[cynthia-yuyu]

Good job! That's a great way start your Tuesday!

[cynthia-yuyu]

At fault

Doing the wrong thing and yet to be rude?

You were at fault at deceiving me and breaking my promise. Yet you were nasty in your choice of words? .

yes, I’m at fault too as I didn’t give you time -off as you wanted to chill. But you don’t have to be rude

Good! At least I know the truth.

[cynthia-yuyu]

Goodbye my pillar

It’s been a Long time to receive a Long conversation from you. Your messages these days always short And closed ended.

You said you were going away and again you’re leaving. But thankfully this time you leave and you said in Advance.

:)

Things are not doing good on your end. No matter how much you hurt me or how much you made me angry, I would still help you. All you have to do is just ask me to stay n help.

It’s not because I’m stupid, I help because I know how stress you are when you have no one to count on.

You didn’t ask this round, instead you wanted to go away. It’s a silly you choose to block me in your life.

If there’s anything I can email you? 😏 that’s wrong move dude! At work, I emailed 24/7. I hate emailing. I doubt I will email you to talk.

The moment you chosen to go away, you ’re asking me to remove you from my list. You forgot I have short term memory. Out of sight, out of mind.

You have not witness how I ignore those people. I don’t even reply them or get them anything.You chosen to walk away and expect me to get things ? 😅 You must be kidding my Friend. You’ve lucky because since I know you, I hardly say No to you

Did you notice? you always receive gifts, items you wanted easily when we were closer n chat daily last time? That’s because we communicate and I know exactly what you want and I had put you in priority.

Now you choose to go,it's your choice, you wanted to leave and you don’t need me in your life.

I respect your decision. Like I told you earlier on, you no longer under my care, I hope you will be happy with family, a new buddy, friends n so-call fiancée.

I’m sure you’ll be able to find a new buddy who is better than me. I’ve failed to be your buddy. I can't care and protect you anymore.I won’t say sorry because I did my best and I can't save our friendship.

Take care my pillar. It was a great 1 year, 9 months and 7 days knowing you :)

[cynthia-yuyu]

Sorry no cure

In my definition, sorry means you wouldn’t repeat your mistakes. If you keep repeating your mistakes, then don’t say sorry.

I’m sick with your sorry

[cynthia-yuyu]

[cynthia-yuyu]

Tawar Hati

This is a worst feeling. This means a feeling where I no longer feel angry or sad.

It’s been an on-going battle to gain back your friendship. No matter what I do; it’s always bad.

You would came back when you have no one, you would stay distance when you don’t need me.

I’m tired putting effort to rescue friendship. Going extra miles, just wanted make you feel happy, ended up you said -I’ll think about it or I don’t know what to say.

Thanks for your friendship. I’m useless and I not able to save our friendship.

Thanks for all wonderful memories and I appreciate it.

I Guess it's about time .