Reality is Frequently Inaccurate

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I miss my dog.

[annabelle-gracee-deactivated201]

Aw! I love animals! I had a naked cat once.. Well, it wasn’t actually my cat. But he was cute.. Sort of.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

That doesn't really sound cute at all.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

[private] I miss my dog.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Really?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I miss my dog.

[annabelle-gracee-deactivated201]

What kind of dog?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Black German Shepherd. 

He's a total cutie.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

[private] I miss my dog.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

He’s not too far away. 

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Are you going to let me see him?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I miss my dog.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

text@Maggie

Maggie: Because you're not supposed to have it.

Cyra: You didn't care before

Maggie: Well I do now.

Cyra: why?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

text@Maggie

Maggie: Because you're not supposed to have it.

Cyra: You didn't care before

[cyrafarrell-blog]

text@Maggie

Cyra: If this is still your number

Cyra: I'm sorry I was such a bitch earlier

Cyra: also please don't tell anyone I snuck this phone in...

Maggie: Still me. I deserved it, don't apologize.

Maggie: Bring me the phone.

Cyra: what? why?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

text@Maggie

Cyra: If this is still your number

Cyra: I'm sorry I was such a bitch earlier

Cyra: also please don't tell anyone I snuck this phone in...

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

-Looks around and notices a few people looking over at them- Can wedo this in my office, please?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Nah, we can be done now.

Nothing else to say. -She turns and walks away.-

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

I left because I was your psychiatrist and I crossed a line, I crossed more lines than I was comfortable with and I fucking loved it. 

[cyrafarrell-blog]

You didn't fucking have to up and leave like that. It was your choice. You didn't give me one. 

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

If I had been doing things for myself then I would have stayed… with you. -she sighs and looks away from her again- 

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Yeah bullshit. You left because you can get in trouble, because it all would have come down on you. Because you didn't think it was worth it. I get it. Whatever. But you're the only one I've ever been able to open up to. You're the only one I've made progress with and you left. So no, it wasn't about me, obviously. 

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[annabelle-gracee-deactivated201]

I suppose that’s true.. I really wish they had better ice cream though.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Ice cream is ice cream. What's the big deal?

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

Giving where things were headed that was the best thing for both of us. -she says quietly- 

[cyrafarrell-blog]

You don't need to pretend that you did it for anyone but yourself. Its fine. I'm all hopped up on mood stabilizing drugs anyway, I can't remember how to be mad.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[annabelle-gracee-deactivated201]

Yeah, I stopped taking their pills one time, but they found out and started injecting the sleep aid. As for food, I’m never a fan of hospital food. I miss mcdonalds.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Its not that bad. Any food is good food if you're hungry.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[dr-maggie-brooks]

They thought that. I… I don’t even know what to say to you right now. I left…

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I know. You were trying to get away from me.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

I'm ready to go home now.

[annabelle-gracee-deactivated201]

Being locked up isn’t what bothers me.. It’s all the medication, they think it’s a requirement to sleep even if you don’t want to. Completely irrational if you ask me.

[cyrafarrell-blog]

Yeah kinda one of those necessities, just like they'd feed you if you didn't want to eat.