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mad or sad?

I can't decide which one I am. Maybe a little of both right now. 

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omg at people in this world always acting like they are a victim.

not everyone is after you, ugh!!

[gentlemensvogue]

Scott and Kourtney 

[daily-disney]

[ninaninaninanina]

crying

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i can't decide if i want people to follow my blog or not...

I wanna write private things, but then it's just so boring without followers. Hm. 

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Late Night Blogging

This is very repetitive, but I can not believe it is 2013. I still remember the elementary school days. I still reminisce and miss those days so much and I would do anything, pay any price to go back to those days. They were so simple and happy. I miss the friendships. They were great, everything was just about having fun and being carefree. I think the best thing about those days was the lack of stress. We were on a schedule and that schedule always included a time to have fun.

Nowadays, it is hard to have fun sometimes. I feel like I'm too caught up in preparing for the future or too uptight. I am an uptight person. I am way too cautious about my actions. I do not want to face bad consequences if I make a wrong decision. I never take chances. 

I want to greet the new year with joy, but I just feel an overwhelming sense of sadness. I want to go back and live in the past so much. But, by doing that I'm missing out on this new year. I can have so many great experiences. Ahhh, why can't I just be optimistic?!

Oh gosh, I really do not know. I just want this to be a happy year filled with many wonderful experiences. 

:) 

[d1anet-blog]

I love you. 

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friends pay friends back when they owe money

I'm not trying to be tight here, buuuuuuuuut my friends just all seem to keep "forgetting." I swear, if I add up everything people owe me it would prob be $100+. That's a lot?! Especially when its MY own money that I have to go work for. UGH it's just so IRRITATING!

I do not believe in forgetting you owe someone money. Especially when I owe those people they seem to always remind me, even if it's like $2. K. I see how it is "friends."

#rant

[dashofserendipity]

Did you know that by spelling the english word SOCKS outloud, you are also saying the spanish phrase Eso si que es, which means “it is what is is”. 

My spanish teacher told us this last year and I will never forget it

[bekkaa]

can we  say socks instead of yolo?

[scarecrow-hero]

yes.

[lostwishes-deactivated20200729]

Mama, just killed a man #SOCKS

[d1anet-blog]

Bought myself Christmas presents :)

So, since my parents decided I have bought enough things throughout the year, I did not get anything for Christmas from them. Plus, I just got my iPad from them.

We didn't have any plans on Christmas so basically I just sat online and shopped. I spend too much money. I need to build up my bank account again. But, every time I look at my closet I feel like it is so empty. But, I'm probably not alone on that.

[d1anet-blog]

I mean a christmas gift from you would've been nice

Even something little. I hate it when I get people shiz and they don't care to return the favor. Some friend. That is not courteous. IDC if that sounds selfish either.

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I love OU! I thought I would regret not trying to get out of here, but I actually genuinely love going to OU. I mean it's nice to have friends that you grew up with still be around you. Of course, I'm still sad that the whole college in Texas thing didn't work out, but I'm okay with it now. I'm glad that I have my parents 40 minutes away from because I need my mommy to make me food and stuff. There's still a lot of growing up I need to do. I feel like if I were ever to leave, it should be for graduate school. But honestly, OU has always been my first choice. I wanted to go to the Dallas area, but there wasn't any school that really caught my eye there except Baylor. But, that was out of the question because it was so so so expensive. 

The first semester at OU was tough. I'm sad that I didn't get a 4.0 first time around. But, I know better now. This isn't high school and I definitely need to study if I want to get the grades I need to get accepted in grad school. I had way too many borderline grades this semester. It was scary. Hopefully, next semester will be a lot better. 

:)

[therowrow]

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Definitely something on my wish list from Burberry, but I can not justify spending around $500 for a jacket. I know it's high quality and designer, but whatevs. Maybe one day when I'm done with college. 

[mollzdreazy]

[d1anet-blog]

the truth will always come out eventually.

You can't hide things forever. 

[davidtennantsclevertongue]

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Mercedes GLK.

[d1anet-blog]

trying to shove a semester's worth of knowledge into my brain in 3 days

smart move Diane.

Gonna fail Zoo... but at least I passed Zoo lab?