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Being with a gangster is a bad decision, havenโt you thought of that? But leaving him is hard because heโs been so good to you. You try to end it because heโs bad, but youโre fucking with him at the end anyway. In short: youโre addicted to mista, a literal gangster. But you throw your morals for dick at the end haha.
TW! Mature and Sexual Content.
Note: Contains Neapolitan dialect (Mista is a native of Naples). Translation provided below.
Mista, Mista, MistaโฆHe knows what heโs doing. But do you? You wish you did. Heโs a great lover, you hate to admit that. Addicting more like it. You come back to him everytime, you're experiencing withdrawal from a drug youโve never even taken. Heโs so good to you that you shiver just one night away from him. Heโs hard to quit, youโve tried.
โAmorina, I know you donโt want to. I see it in your eyes bambina.โ His words hypnotized you, standing on your doorstep he was here because you called. He could tell you were serious, but truly you didnโt mean it did you? At least you truly meant it on the phone. But hearing him, seeing his gaze look deep into you, youโre not sure if you can leave him again.
โNo, no. I canโt, not with your new โpositionโ now.โ Ah right, your morals are telling you not to get attached to a literal gangster. With a higher rank at that, the Donโs right hand man. Danger is much closer than ever. Perhaps you finally understood that your gifts were tainted in blood. But now Guidoโs not just an underdog anymore, heโs the right hand of the Passione boss. High status, high risk. Youโre scared for your life, or afraid of what people would think? Mista thinks otherwise. People would talk.
He chuckles, his soft voice seems to mock your moral ground. At least, you think he is. He looks at you, grabs the palm of your right hand, and caresses it. You flinch at first, but you know he means no harm right now. โAmorina, not a single inch of you will be touched by Naples. Not with me, so why fear it?โ He scoffed as he thought of his next words, he turned his gaze back onto you.
โHavenโt I been good to you? Iโve kept my world away from yoursโโ he kissed your palm, placed it on his warm cheeks now. โLet you breathe in your own air, away from mine. So why fear us? Answer me mamaโ he gave a soft smirk at you, the way he looked at youโฆitโs teasing. Like he knows heโs won, he knows your deep desire is to let him fully embrace you. The core of your heart has his soul imprinted onto it.
You shook your head, eyes closing at the thought. Either you know heโs right, or that your morals are losing your grip, either way your pride gets the best of you.
โWhatโs this look? Amorina, answer me.โ He gave a soft smile at you, a predatory comfort. Prey caught in a trap. You opened your eyes, finding him only a mere inches away from your face. Heโd move his steps closer. His hand caressing your palm in his cheek, comforting you, making you feel safe in his arms.
โI canโt, y-you know what people will say. I canโt have blood in my hands.โ You blurted, like a confession to a priest. Shameful but freeing.
โThereโs always blood in Napoli, itโs not my bambinaโs hands doing it isnโt it? Thatโs not your problem Amorina.โ His gaze turns serious, the way his brown pupils turn lifeless, his brows now straighter than the usual furrowed one whenever he smiles. A serious tone, not anger but you can tell he means it, his grip soft but it feels tighter than if he was squeezing it tight.
โI know Iโm morally fucked, but you are too bambina. I know you love me, you love me so fucking bad. Youโll stay even if youโve tried to leave.โ He gives a teasing smile, his life back in his eyes. Kissing the palm of your now sweaty hands, he continues his gaze onto you.โYou can leave anytime, Iโm not holding a leash, but youโll always stay. I know your heart is mine mama, forget this mess, I know you love the taste of me. Couldnโt get it off your tongue hmm?โ Spoken with such confidence, your ego hates it. But heโs so fucking right and you despise it.
You hate how heโs now up against your face, inches from your lips. You hate how you shook your head from holding back, saying no in your head. You donโt say anything, but he can read you. โSi Si Amorina, I know your heart. Let it go mama, weโre meant for each other. You know itโ he whispers by your cheek, just by your ear. You hate how intoxicating he is, and yet you love him too much to let your morals win.
And this is where our gangster wins. You keep coming back to him, heโs so good to you.
โAh! Guido guido guido, fuck right there right there right there! Oh godโโ your blabbering, mumbling obscenity as he fucks you over the bed. The soft beige sheets, crumpled and messy from the way you two move over the bed. Your hair, pulled by his left hand as he rams his cock into you. Youโll always end up on his cock afterall. Make up sex is a guilty pleasure, you hate how he makes you feel good, and you hate how it boosts his ego. For him? A trophy for his win, heโs always right. So he says.
He loves it when you two choose doggy, makes him feel so deep into you. He can feel you pulsating his cock, what a cunt you own. The way your ass hits his hips, his sweat acts like glue to your body. Itโs so electric.
โSi si bambinaaa, you feel so good madonnaa. Donโt I make you feel so good, huh?โ He groans as his hips move just deep enough, not too slow or harsh, just right. Your moans are enough to confirm what he wants to hear, but you try to mumble back.
โDonโt tease me, j-just make me c-cummm oh godโโ you tried finishing your sentence, but the way his fingers reached your clit, and the way his cock is mating with your cunt, makes it so hard. Youโre moaning and mumbling like a fool. Self respect is a myth by now.
Your moans act like a siren call, instructing him to go faster without any words. His hips rutted faster, your moans were so hot to him. You were his Parthenope, the siren of Naples. Your voice lures men like him, he falls under your moans.
Grunting, you can tell heโs close. Heโs holding back, he wants to savor your flesh. He lowers his body, his toned and tanned chest touches your back. Skin to skin, the vibration of skin touching and him moving inside you? Sensual heaven.
Pleasure in the wrong place, heโs a bad man, but your cunt says otherwise. He grunts, his breath so hot near your ears. Feels ticklish. He whispers, โYou see how good I treat you? I wonโt ever hurt an inch of you, d-donโt worry Amorina.โ He then smirks, you can feel his smile through the shape of his mouth. โMaybe not on the outside, but might hurt an inch of your insides, only if you tell me toโ he chuckles, his wet lips giving a quick peck on your cheeks. Heโs teasing. You canโt help moaning like a fucking fool, the teasing, the way his cock ruts inside you, you canโt help geting so wet. Using his left arm to keep you locked with his body, he allows his bicep to keep your body pinned up against his on the bed.
โSo tell me bambina, amore dโa vita mia, will you stay with me this time?โ He shut his eyes while he inquired, you were squeezing him tight, he was holding back. But you were trying too. Your pride was there, you canโt be with a criminal and youโre morally good, a were a good persโ
โUรจ! puttanella, Iโm asking you a question.โ He squeezed your cheeks tight, glaring at you to answer his question. Your thoughts were interrupted by his voice, heโs cursing you out. But fuck you liked it. His gaze was predatory, and his hips were moving harder. Your answer was cut short with a moan, and you tried to speak. โY-yes, fine Iโm sorry. I will.โ You gave in. What a whore you were, giving up your morals for an orgasm? Or was your heart and mind set for him all this time? Whatever you decide, he chuckles, then kissed your lips like a hungry dog.
Releasing his lips from yours, a trail of saliva follows. His lips inches from yours, a grin painted on his face. He moans, then speaking in short breath, he spoke. โI knew you were reasonable. Youโre my girl for a reason, so smart, so loving.โ His smile lingers, but his compliment felt more like an insult rather than admiration. Whatever it was, his spell worked. You were close.
โGuido, Iโm so close. T-tell me, tell me you love me, god!โ You blurted, a mess. Sweat glistening on your body, hair a muck like a birdโs nest, your cunt bruised from the ram of his cock. But it didnโt matter now, it never did right? Youโre infatuated with him. Didnโt matter if you threw your morals for his cock, he made you feel so good.
Your tongue may be tied, but your cunt canโt lie.
He loved what he heard, you hated what your heart had in mind. His hips moved even harder, faster, like rabbits in spring. โI love you. I love you. I love you bambina, thatโs what I wanted to hear. I know youโd never l-leave me.โ His words were interrupted by his grunt, his cock is red and angry inside you. Ramming like a bull, ready to fill your cunt with seed. โGuido, I-Iโm so close, o-oh my god. Guidoโโ you shut your eyes, youโre so close, youโll cum any time soon. โSi bambin-na, come with me. Seal the bond, we have to mamaโ Pinning you even deeper into the bed, the two of you acted like animals.
He ruts even quicker, till you feel it, oh there it is. Heaven. โGuido! Agh!โ You scream, your cunt squeezing every last drop of his cock. โAzz! Merda!โ He shouts after you, pinning your body down. His hips stop thrusting to finalize with a hard thrust, he releases his seed. He pins your body, your legs shaking and trembling from the pleasure, heโs holding you to comfort you. Your knees still shake, the aftermath is still there. Your cunt is so sensitive, so red and bruised, so full of cum.
The orgasm keeps running slow for a few seconds, he says nothing but kisses your temple, that soft spot between your ear and eyes. Comforting you, and when you stop shaking, he pulls out slowly. His seed dripping from your slobbering cunt, thereโs so much fluid. He hasnโt done it in a while, it seems, been holding it for you. Cradling you on the bed, he holds you as you catch your breath. Itโs all so overwhelming, you feel tears in your eyes. How embarrassing, youโre feeling so much yet itโs all so fucking good, is it guilt? Shame? Comfort? For Mista you're just overwhelmed. He comforts you, he always does. You feel everything, your head is spinning with thoughts he wonders why your head hasnโt blown up yet. So many thoughts, what a heart you carry. Kissing the back of your neck, he whispers.
โMe faje impazzire, Dolcezza Mia.โ
After a while, youโve calmed down. He gently helps by flipping you over, your back now laying on the soft fabric. Your nipples hard, wet with marks from his bites, your body glistening with sweat, you were a mess. Your face was a mess, for Mista it was a piece of art. Your heavy eyes, hazy with tears and a realization of how lustrous you were. Your cheeks are red and rosy, your natural flush. The way your dried up tears painted your face, your surprised Mista isnโt hard again due to how sensual you looked. And your lips..my god. The most lush heโs ever seen, wet with spit like you were wearing lip gloss, pinkish tint that looks so kissable. He imagined your lips reaching the edge of his cock when you were deepthroating him.
He had to kiss you after that thought, but this time like the lover he is. Slow, sweet, instinctively you wrapped your arms around his shoulders. You were the one trapping him this time. Slowly, you let go from the kiss, you stared at his gaze. Heavy, curious. โWeโll talk, we have to.โ You spoke, your tone was gentle but it seems you gained your morals back. Or courage it seems. โIโm here all night bambina, you know that.โ His response was genuine, you knew he wasnโt a full on..bad guy. He loves you, and that part is what your heart and mind is conflicted about.
Aftercare is softer. You felt his embrace, skin to skin but it wasnโt lustful this time. Sensual embrace, the one your heart desires, the one your skin misses each time heโs away. Heโs sitting on the bed, his back to the headboard, but his tanned arms engulfs your body in a warm hug. Heโs caressing your arms, his touch is soft, his chest is bare and warm. You were laying on his chest, it gives you comfort, comfort you need for the courage to talk with him.
Breathing softly, youโre at ease. โYou know I love you. But you also know I canโt have blood on my hands, people will know. At the end of the day, Iโm just scared. I canโt get involved with passione.โ He can sense your worry, he kisses your forehead, he understands the concern.
โAmorina, I understand. Itโs different now, blood is stained with the old boss. The new Don, heโs different. Heโs young, heโs doing it differently. Regardless of how he does it, Iโm there for him.โ His tone was sincere, heโs always been honest to you. Got nothing to hide, at least not anymore. He lays his chin on your collarbone, his voice vibrating on your shoulder, it feels much more intimate. โGiornoโs good, and he trusts me. Iโve got you on my mind, I know whatโs right and wrong. If I didnโt know, I wouldโve died on the streets.โ His gaze faces yours, you naturally look into his, he smiles at you.
โNun cโ pensร , you wonโt get involved. Now can you rest that pretty smart head of yours, and give me a smile?โ He teased you, but he was being sincere. You gave him a timid smile, and looked into his gaze. In an almost desperate tone you inquired, โYou promise, this time?โ waiting for his reply, your heart raced. He gives you a peck on the cheek.
โMi cuore, Iโll do whatever it takes.โ
He keeps his promise after that, you hope he does. If he isnโt there with you, heโll call you on the line.
His voice is enough to make his presence felt in your room. โDonโt worry bambina, Iโll be there tomorrow night. Put on that Pucci dress I got for you, I miss seeing your curves in silk.โ He was busy again, higher rank meant bigger responsibilities. But you felt his hunger through the phone. โI will, justโโ you hesitated for a moment on the line, he could feel your worry. โBe safe, I know I know itโs stupid. Just remember to um keep things at ease..โ you didnโt know if you sounded stupid or anxious, either way he got your point. โBambina, I wouldnโt even dare cross your words!โ He assured you on the phone, chuckling at the end. Then you heard his sigh on the line, his voice came again,
โYou have my word, donโt fret bambina. Tutt a post.โ
Tutt a post. Everything is fine, he meant it. You hope it does. You wish he wasnโt a sweet talker, and you pray Don Giovanna would give Naples mercy.
Divider credit: By Saradika-graphics
Madonna: Refering to the Holy mother, a common Italian saying similar to omg (Oh my God). The realistic equivalent to Mamma Mia in everyday Italian.
Puttanella: whore. A harsher term for it, similar to putana which is the same meaning. Means more of a whorish girl.
Me faje impazzire: You drive me crazy. This saying is not in typical Italian(the one we typically hear and use), itโs in the Neapolitan dialect/language.
Amore dโa vita mia: My love, the love of my life. Uses Neapolitan dialect but same meaning in typical Italian.
Me dai na voce: Give me a Voice/Let me know. Neapolitan slang/saying, not in the Tuscan dialect (typical Italian).
Azz!: Neapolitan exclamation of surprise, taken from the word Cazzo (dick).
Tuttโ a postโ: All good/ Everything is fine. Neapolitan dialect form, typical Italian would be Tutto a Posto.
Nun cโ pensรก: Donโt think about it/worry about it. Neapolitan saying, the Nun is said to be trimmed to just N.
Uรฉ!: Similar to oi! But Neapolitan style it seems.
Bambina: My baby/my little girl.
Amorina: My love. More used in the south, a more feminine version of Amore.
Note: You can tell whoโs my jojo fav. Also sorry if itโs not accurate in the translation leave me basta. Also might pull this up in A03 but idk man, anyways this fic so toxic I love. I had a vision where heโs so bad for us yes papi.