Riia

🇺🇦 || 19 y.o || HealerFount №1 fan || Comic artist and illustrator

[d3nar7]

Hi hi ✦

Name: Riia (or Den or whatever you feel like calling me tbh)

Any pronouns are fine

Disclaimer (written to ease my anxiety about posting): This is a place where I'm having fun. I draw what I want and picture the characters as I personally see them, with my headcanons, etc. (which may make them a bit ooc). I create different aus, and since I'm not a writer, they can be a bit confusing, though I do try to put everything together as best as I can. There will be plot holes and things that don't make sense, because my main priority is to have fun with whatever I come up with.

Important: While I don't draw explicit things, I do post content/art with blood, mental health issues, death, and a lot of angst, so minors or anyone triggered by the mentioned, please be careful.

Also, I'm a multishiper, and while I hyperfixate on certain ships, I will sometimes drop random ships that I find intriguing/like the dynamic.

Askbox: open (feel free to ask whatever, but no promises that I will answer everything. Sometimes I gatekeep asks, so if an answer will suddenly come after a month, welp )

Requests: closed (for now, but probably will open soon again)

Fav ships currently: HealerFount raahhhh I love them with all my soul, TimeMocha, PureLily, ShadowVanilla (and all their variants too tbh), ShadowLilyVanilla (or LilyShadowVanilla)

tags:

riias art — my art (without wips)

riias rambles — talking / thoughts / shitpost

riias asks — answers to asks / requests

AU:

To love the divine AU - My main HealerFount AU (Masterpost is in progress)

CRK OCs:

Frail Asphodel Cookie (PureLily fan kid)

White Chamomile Cookie (HealerFount fan kid)

welcome to the mess

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I was rudely interrupted from my creative process again..... *Insert screaming*

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So these two f*****

Finally, it's been years

The other virtues

LMAOO

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The fluff i promised

Puppy healer and kity fount :3

I made the other shadowvanilla too (posted it)

AWWW SO ADORABLE 🥹🥹🥹 SO CUTE IM CRYING

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Finally presenting the design of dear White Chamomile Cookie as an adult (poor thing will be used purely for angst while i do all the fluff with her little self🥹)

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I was about to write down a comic script when i found a short fic I wrote not so long ago

I cried reading it, but no way im crying alone, so im taking y'all with me

"One last embrace"

ShadowVanilla (past Healerfount)

Angst, all angst.

Word count: 459

Shadow milk took a shuddering breath as he swayed. All around him seemed blurry. What was he thinking? Destroying the world? And for what? He lost everything. He turned into whatever he is now. A cruel monster. A lying beast. It was never what he wanted. Why did his mind break so easily? All he wanted now was to get hurdled into a warm hug from his dear Healer. Healer who he thought he had lost all those years and eons ago. Healer who turned out to be his enemy. Who he thought was a thief but turns out to be his actual husband. Oh the world must be laughing at his face right now.

He was done. His mind was breaking from all the voices. His body crumbling from all the magic strain and entities that were not supposed to be combined with him. All that fighting. Everything was truly futile.

As his body slumped forward all Shadow milk could think about was that maybe somewhere in another timeline he is with his Healer, with his family, living a much better life together. Where they aren't separated. Where they are actually happy. Where he doesn't become this.

Just as he was about to hit the ground he was hurdled into an embrace.

— Shadow milk! — a worried voice called out, while a lot of white and yellow came into his view. Ah, no mistakes there. It was none other than Pure Vanilla. Or well. His Healer too. Maybe the universe decided to grant him his last wish after all.

— I wish.. you never left me that day.. — Shadow whispered knowing that Nilla would hear it anyway. He felt at peace to be honest. As if as his body and mind were gradually being destroyed he slowly went back to how he was first created. To a gentle cookie whose mission was to share knowledge. To a cookie who actually made a good husband and a father. Who made mistakes and fixed them. And maybe it was a blessing to go that way. Not as a violent creature. But as someone who was killed eons ago and now will have a proper burial.

— I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry.. I never wished to leave. I wish I had never left you. — he hears Nilla hurriedly talk above him while pulling him into a tight embrace. Shadow could feel a warm tinge of magic covering him like a blanket. Probably Nilla trying to heal him. But both know that there is no point.

— I don't want to go.. — Shadow found himself saying in a small voice. He wanted to stay here. In this warm embrace. With everything he lost and yet found again. To build everything anew.

To just have that stupid fucking normal life that he was stripped of. That's all he ever wanted.

And that's all he never got.

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Do you think healer would bonk a very rude cookie with his staff?

Someone is accusing fount of lying because they didn't like the answer, healer comes over, bonks them on the head and tells them that if they weren't ready to hear an answer they don't like they shouldn't have asked and that if they don't like it it doesn't mean it's not the truth

Plus with like a ">:[" angry face

#protective healer

YESSSSS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💯💯💯💯

I will stand by this till the day I die.

And he is definitely so cute while doing this too.... 🥹

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Finally got my Professional Junior Bachelor degree in graphic design ✌️✌️

Now 3 more years of uni to get Bachelor degree in digital art..... 😭😭😭😭 *screaming*

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White chamomile cookie (healerfount fanchild) by @d3nar7

Without text:

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OMG🥹🥹🥹🥹 MY BABIES

THEY ARE SO CUTEEE AHHH

Chamomile mimicking Fount OH IM ACTUALLY GONNA CRY 😭😭🥹🥹🥹

THANKYOUUU

I got so exited that ain't no way im falling asleep now lmaoo

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Who would you ship black sapphire and candy apple?

Bonus: who would you ship with her White Chamomile Cookie

I really like BSapphire with Silverbell so probably this. Or with Clotted Cream since i saw them being shipped too and I think their dynamic can be cool

For CApple I never really thought of shipping her with anyone since i see her as a kid😭😭 maybe only platonic like retentionship with Haetae 🤔🤔 orrrr... What if she and Strawberry Crepe met... Hm hm hmmm (discovering new possibilities in the process lmao)

White Chamomile is much harder to answer for. I haven't grasped her personality and lore fully yet but for now i see her as a loner. Maybe in process i will start shipping her with someone but for now nope 😌

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Frail Asphodel, does she exist in this timeline? If so, she would have a future past sibling

It would be so awkward

Frail Asphodel doesn't exist in this au 😔

They were created for a sole purpose of making Pure Vanilla a single father since they were born not so long before Lily died, but then i forgot about them so they don't even have a proper lore

Also omg what is wrong with me and creating ocs who will lose one of their parents so young 😭😭

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Always had a head Cannon where a pure vanilla can see magic but cannot see the world

So he can like see your soul

Something like true sight

:00 such an interesting head canon, I like this!

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Thoughts on lilyenchant?

My fav toxic selfcest yuri ship yeap. If Lily is dom even better LMAO (I love dom Lily in any ship tbh 😌 Im ready to fight for that) Imagine putting your evil self in place...

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The only time White Chamomile had an opportunity to meet her godmother✌️

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What other ships do you like?

And what's your second favourite version of ShadowVanilla? (assuming that HealerFount is your favourite ShadowVanilla version)

Im a very crazy type of a multishiper which means that i like everything and there are barely any ships that will give me ick XD

Mostly though its ships with my fav characters like Lily for example: PureLily, ShadowLily, ElderLily, SilentLily, GoldenLily, DarkLily ect. And all the poly ships you can combine from all that too lmao

Im more of a plot person anyway, so as long as interesting shit happens between two people (both platonically and romantically) im locked in, even if its complete angst with unhealthy relationship cause ain't no way all the ships i named above are healthy 😭

About my second fav shadowvanilla version... (Because ofcourse my babies healerfount are the best ever) A really hard choice really.. i love them all😔 but probably sagerecluse? Or viriking (is this how its even called??? (<-True fan))

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Me with my 150k gay cubes. :3

150K GAY CUBES??.. leave some for starving people 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏

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Rainbow cubes ain't ever recovering from this update ;/

Im a true crk fan, i completely forgot today was an update day and i have 0 gay cubes and a dream 😭🙏