Pairing: Cowboy!SatoSugu x Cowgirl!Reader (Slow Burn/Enemies to Lovers)
Synopsis: You get to meet Geto & Gojo the Gunslingers, the notorious outlaws that have every town and law enforcement in a twist, when your bum-ass boyfriend and pimp offers you as payment to avoid going to prison. Little do they know that you were counting on this and it is only a small part of your plan to get what you desire.
But when you realize that the infamous gun-slinging, smooth-talking cowboys could be everything you want and more when they offer you a deal to team up with them for a bounty hunt, will you successfully be able to go through with the rest of your deed? Or will the gunslingers have more of a hold on your frosted heart than you think?Â
Warnings: 18+ (MDNI); No Curse/Time Period AU (Western AU); Slightly Historical Accurate lol; Outlaw!SatoSugu x Outlaw!Reader; Adventure/Romance/Action; Poly!SatouSugu; Tragic Backstories; T/W for Childhood Trauma, Parental Death, Violence, Panic Attacks & Torture; Angst/Hurt/Comfort; Hand Kink; Masturbation; Voyeurism; Guy on Guy; Double Deepthroat; Mutual Oral; Fingering; CMNF; Spitroast; Riding; Unprotected PIV; Creampies; Outdoor/Public Sex; Shotgunning; Multiple Positions; Spit Kink; Facials; MDom/fsub Undertones; Aftercare; JJK Character Cameos; Love Triangle Trope
Word Count: TBA
Disclaimer: I own none of the characters mentioned in this fic. However, as this is my writing, I do not give permission for my work to be reposted on any other sites that are not from my own accounts. Thank you!
Writer's Note: Howdy, y'all!! I'm back with another story for y'all lovely people! I wrote this fanfic about a year ago & loved it so much that I decided to revise & revamp it. I felt that I wrote the other one too fast so I wanted to take my time to correct any grammar mistakes & flex my new writing skills lol. I hope y'all like this one! It's one of the MANY works I've got coming this summer đđ -Jazz
Credits: Fanart in collage by aransmind! Divider made by @chachachannah & @viviansturns!
The Gunslingers are a match made in heaven and Hell.
Handsome, charming, and deadly.
They are known for their impressive yet terrifying speed when it comes to cocking and shooting their guns. Youâve heard of them killing all kinds of wanted criminals and even other gunslingers in other counties. Everyone knows themâŠand so do you.Â
If a record was playing, the damn thing would be scratching by now with the way the saloon reacts to seeing the gunslingers in the flesh. Whispers begin to rise from the silence, including from Yuki, Mai, and Maki who have wandered over. âOh, my God,â Mai gasps. âItâs the Gunslingers!âÂ
âWhat the hell are they doinâ here?â Maki wonders aloud, peering at them from behind her spectacles. âAre they lookinâ for someone? I thought theyâd been arrested!âÂ
And they were, last year. At some point, the articles of criminals, corporation owners, and high rollers found dead with bullets in them and a note from âG & Gâ left at the scene stopped when they were arrested after that train heist. And you know it has everything to do with your boss.Â
âWho cares?â Yuki dreamily sighs as she stares at the gunslingers with heart eyes. âI get to admire them in person now! Arenât they delicious?âÂ
âKeep it in your pants, Yuki,â Choso grumbles, tugging on a lock of the blondeâs hair as she giggles. âThey ainât even all that.âÂ
âOf course not,â Yuki purrs, making Choso blush. âNot above you, Chosi, but a cowboy hat would do you so well!â
Even you will admit that the âwanted dead or aliveâ posters donât do them justice: they are fine as all hell, straight out of a womanâs wet dreams. But they are also outlaws. And you despise outlawsâŠfor personal reasons.Â
The duo begins to look around the silent saloon, Gojoâs head slowly turning despite his blindfold. When his head turns toward you, you feel as if the air has been stolen from your very lungs. Despite the fabric covering his eyes, you feel as if he sees you. All of you.Â
Gojo nudges Geto with his elbow before waltzing over to the bar, his boots thudding across the hardwood floor. Geto follows, ignoring the whispers and stares in his wake. The piano has begun to pick up again, but it does nothing to ease the tension swimming in the air. Quickly, you turn to face your drink while the girls scatter to work, leaving you to fend for yourself.Â
Geto sits on the stool beside you while Gojo takes the one beside him. You feel the air around you become stiff and tense as the outlaws settle into their seats. âSo whatâs a cowboy gotta do to get a drink round here?â Gojo asks with a smirk. âCan ya help a guy out, miss?âÂ
He gives Shoko a flirty look, not knowing that this girl is gay as hell. âI could damn sure try,â she replies, barely giving him a smile. âWhat will you fellas have?âÂ
âIâll take a Long Island iced tea,â Gojo says then laughs. âJust kiddinâ! A beer, please.âÂ
Geto takes a moment to examine the shelves of alcohol behind Shoko. He then looks at your pretty drink. âIâll take what the lady is havinâ,â he answers. âActually, what is that you got there, miss?âÂ
His dark, enchanting eyes meet yours and you ignore the butterflies they invoke inside of you. âWhiskey smash,â you blandly reply. He hums thoughtfully at the name. âHmâŠis it good?âÂ
You tick your eyes at him briefly, secretly admiring his features. âIf you like your whiskey with some sweetness to it, sure.âÂ
A slow smirk appears on his face. âOh, I definitely do,â he drawls. âI like sweetness with my everything.âÂ
You swallow hard, sure you have a cherry pit in your throat. Gojo chuckles from beside his partner, flashing you a white-toothed smile. âOooh, me too. Iâll third that, maâam!â Shoko nods and shoots you a look before wandering off to fix the drinks.Â
You do your best to keep calm and act normal, sipping your drink and trying to relax. At some point, the silence becomes thicker, prompting one of the gunslingers to speak on it. âWelcominâ place,â Gojo sniggers. âI feel so at home.â Geto quietly chuckles from between you and Gojo. âLetâs just settle this, Satoru. We wonât be here long.âÂ
âSettle what?â you wonder, but you know that they are here for Kento. Shoko comes back with the frothy, red drinks, lowering them in front of the gunslingers.Â
âThank you kindly,â Gojo chirps before taking a sip. Geto nods his thanks but doesnât drink his right away. Instead, he goes into his pocket and retrieves a folded piece of paper. He unfolds it and slides it across the bar to Shoko. âI donât suppose you know who this guy is.âÂ
You peek down at the paper, finding it to be a âWantedâ poster with your boyfriend and boss looking back at you. Kenzo aka âValentineâ looks much different than when you met him. On the poster, he is clean and shaven, has longer, shaggier hair, and has a distinguished scar on his left eye.Â
But of course, this is the gunslinger who robbed people blind and just pulled a train heist and massacre in the town of Cherrywood a year before with his crew, Geto, and Gojo. The man who takes his place now is âKenzoâ, a humble saloon owner who sometimes dabbles in illegal activity to fund his saloon. Â
Valentine, a criminal on the lam and your outlaw boyfriend, is known for using his looks, charm, and violence to get what he wants. He is a man who loves money, women, and jewels. As a notorious criminal and outlaw, he has bounced from place to place, county to county, robbing folks and then laying low before starting again.Â
He was arrested for robbing the Cherrywood regional train and having his crew massacre all its riders before you met him. Originally, he was given a fifty-year sentence but escaped after serving five weeks just by seducing a prison guard and then knocking him out to steal the cell keys.Â
You were hot on his trails when he showed up in Blackwater a year later and met you in a whorehouse that you purposely took a job in since he frequented it. He took one look at you and immediately fell in love with you (and your body), proposing you a job at his saloon. âYou could be mine,â he told you. âMy girl.â You agreed and the rest is history.Â
âIâve heard of him, yeah,â Shoko replies as she cleans a glass.Â
âIs it possible youâve seen him around?â Geto ponders aloud. âI donât know if youâre aware, but he escaped Cherrywood a year ago after robbinâ a train and massacrinâ everyone on it. Heâs wanted in about nine different counties.âÂ
Shoko takes another brief look at the poster before someone flags her down from the end of the bar. Saved by the bell. âI canât say I have seen him, fellas,â she apologetically says. ââScuse me.âÂ
She hurries off, leaving you with the two cowboys. âHow âbout you, maâam?â Geto asks, passing the poster to you. âYou recognize this face by any chance?âÂ
You look down, studying Valentineâs face. You have, but first, you need to read these guys. âIâve seen him in the posters, but not in person. May I ask why you two are here?âÂ
You keep it casual and curious, making sure you donât sound too suspicious. âWe were paid by a private source to track down Valentine for his crimes,â Geto vaguely explains.Â
âAnd for personal business,â Ghetto adds with a smirk. âYou see, we were in, uhâŠbusiness with Valentine some time ago and never got our cut.â He doesnât need to go into anymore detail than that. You know exactly what heâs talking about.
âWe donât like beinâ played with,â he says, his voice dipping an octave, sending a chill down your spine. âOr when someoneâs money is funny, so we came here to exchange words with him.âÂ
âWords or bullet?â you want to ask, but you instead bite your tongue and sip your drink.Â
âWeâve been told he was last seen in this town,â Geto explains. âWe figured everyone comes to saloons so why not check here?â He slides the poster away from you, a kind yet flirty smile crossing his beautiful face. âBut even if he isnât, we can still enjoy a drink with a pretty lady.âÂ
You roll your eyes, having heard that line before. âDoes that line work with all the girls?â you scoff. Gojo coughs up his whiskey as he laughs, but Geto doesnât take it to heart. In fact, he chuckles. âI see not with you,â he replies.Â
âI like that,â Gojo states once heâs recovered, his blindfolded eyes set dead on you. âYouâve gotta be the first person who isnât scared of us or tryinâ to jump in bed with us.â
You passively shrug, twirling your tongue around the rim of the glass. âIâve been âround gunslingers in my time.âÂ
At this, the duo share a look unbeknownst to you, quite interested in the pretty thing sitting with them at the bar. âOh, really?â Gojo drawls and you realize your mistake. âAny of these encounters youâd care to share, little lady? Iâm quite interested.â
Geto nods, his gaze like molten fire. âI am too.âÂ
You suddenly feel your mouth grow dry and your cheeks become hot. Your body reacts in a way it never has with any man youâve been with, not even Eren, your first love!
The way they continue to stare at you, giving you their undivided and unwanted attention, is even worse. What is wrong with you?Â
Luckily, your boss comes to the rescue, barreling up to the bar like he wasnât watching the duo from afar and shaking in his boots. âOh, gentlemen!â he shouts, giving them both a hard, eager handshake. âWelcome, welcome! Can I offer you two another drink or a dance free of charge?âÂ
Gojo ignores him like he isnât even talking, leaving Geto to handle this. âThanks, but no thanks,â he says, plastering on a kind smile. âWeâre here for some information about him.â He passes Kenzo the poster and you watch in real time as the color in your boyfriendâs face drains.Â
âHave you seen this guy anywhere?â Geto asks, squinting at him. Gojo peers at him from under his hat, his stare intense even with the blindfold. Kenzo clears his throat and leans in to whisper to Geto. You pretend to ignore them though you secretly strain to hear. âLetâs talk in private,â he whispers. âEven the walls have ears, Iâm afraid.âÂ
Geto nods and nudges Gojo who sighs and downs the rest of his drink. To your shock, Geto puts a hand out to you for a shake. Though hesitantly, you take his hand and feel the room grow hotter than a sauna when he places a gentle kiss on your knuckles.
âIt was a pleasure meetinâ you, maâam,â he softly says. âHopefully, weâll cross paths again.âÂ
His eyes gleam as he tips his hat at you, leaving Gojo to follow Kenzo upstairs. Gojo doesnât follow right away, instead digging into his pocket for some coins and placing them on the bar in front of you. âFor your drink,â he says with a wink. âHave a good night, little miss.âÂ
Then, just like Geto, he leaves as if he didnât just steal the air you breathe with it.
Synopsis. Five times Gojo Satoru - your self-proclaimed biggest fanboy, your #1 stan, your hottest - makes his delusions of you everyone elseâs problem (step on him), and the one time he proves that even the most delusional, dirtiest of fantasies really do come true (still, step on him).
A/N. Babygirls would yâall believe that I was deep in the trenches of stan Twitter for fandoms Iâm not even in gathering research for this for weeksâŠ
Gojo Satoru is having the worst day of his entire life.
The worst day out of all the long, arduous, handsome (exceptionally handsome, heâd been voted âMost Likely to Grace a Vogue Coverâ three years in a row) eighteen years of his entire life.
For starters, their prank (plastering the hallway with the worst shots from Principal Yagaâs abstract dance lessons: Mean Girls-style) had been caught-in-the-act by none other than Yaga himself.
And Geto had somehow slipped away from Yagaâs rage (itâd been his idea- that bastardâŠ) And heâd just lost his spot as valedictorian to Shoko (she cheated, he just canât prove it.) And! On his way walking back home from detention, the convenience store was out of his favorite kikufuku mochi.
So all in all, for the worst day of his entire life, Gojo Satoru thinks he was handling it quite well-
He slams his hand down on the counter, âIâm going to kill mysel-â
And thatâs the first time he hears it.
Your voice.
Not in front of him. Not behind him. Not even anywhere around him. It was - quite fittingly - emanating from above him, as if the heavens themselves had split open, and the first sign of the pearly gates was the voice of an angel.
You.Â
Gojo instantly darts his gaze to where the wiry, bespectacled cashier was staring to avoid eye contact with whom he likely thought to be a madman. A rather cheap device, with rather cheap graphics. A box with the most beautiful voice.
The first spark of elation today.
It sung to him, almost like a siren.
âI-itâs the leading contestantâeek!â The cashier says, and cowers in fear once Gojoâs azure gaze snaps to him in a split-second. Unwavering. Intense.
As the young man trembles, Gojo reads the name tag on his uniform: Ijichi. Huh? That name almost sounded familiar, was it perhaps a long lost friend? Some obscure family member? He looks at the man again, maybe not. Or perhapsâŠ
âWe go to the same school.â Ijichi sighs, when it becomes obvious that Gojo was furrowing his pale brows at the name tag. âIâm two years below you, but we had extended maths together. I sat next to you?â Again, that knit between the otherâs eyebrows only grows deeper. âAlso you plastered one of Yagaâs pictures on my backpack today.â He adjusts his glasses, âAnd my face.â
Recognition floods Gojoâs face, and he snaps his fingers. âAhhh, I remember you now- yeah, sorry about that.â
âI-itâs alright! It was an accident.â Ijichi pauses. âI think.â
âHehâŠâ Pointedly, the white-haired of the two doesnât answer that question. Instead, heâs turning his eyes back to the television above Ijichi, ravenous not to miss a single second.
The cashier follows, more easy-going now without any additional customers or managers there to keep him moving. He could afford to ask, âAh- her. Do you watch idol competition shows often? I didnât expect that of you, Gojo-senpai.â
âExcuse me?â
âI-I mean-â Ijichi waves his hands fervently in front of him in explanation, âItâs just- those shows really do target a certain demographic and- I just didnât quite expect it with yourâŠoh, but it has been g-getting popular these days so I donât know what Iâm saying-â
âI donât.â Gojo admits, cutting through the otherâs blubbering. He crosses his arms in front of him and aims to look as dignified as possible as he admires the lilâ dance you were doing as you sang. âItâs justâŠâ
And he almost felt stupid asking this- hell, he almost felt fucking shy (which is impossible, Gojo Satoru is never shy). But he does so anywaysâ
Holding his head high. Index pointing straight at the blurry screen. Pixels which would not hide your beauty.
âWhoâs that?â
âTh-that?â Ijichi turns his head back towards the television, and his face breaks out into a dopey smile - Gojo doesnât even know why it irritated him so much. After all, that was exactly how he felt, too.
So why the hell was another smiling at you like this-
Thatâs when Ijichi says your name.
And any and all annoyances with the other man simply melts. Simply turns the insides of his chest all warm and gooey. Simply leaves him a little weak in the knees (and he was damn glad that his lower half was obscured by the counter).
Gojo repeats your name, like he was tasting it.
âStage name: Cupid.â Ijichi continues, watching you dance about the screen now, as well. âSheâs been a fan favorite since her audition, even though producers did do a bit of dirty editing to try and make her unpopular- fans saw right through it. And now sheâs been in the lead for weeks.â
âTalented.â Gojo grits out - one word. Perhaps the only word that wouldnât make him positively shatter that nonchalant façade of his and embarrass himself in front of fucking Ijichi of all people.
He nods at the vocal break you were continuing on-screen, your gentle lashes fluttering shut as you put your all into a song that seemed to be of your own make. You nail the note. He trembles. âThough IâveâŠseen better.â Lies.
âShe has come a long way.â Ijichi hums, eyes closing as he savors the music. It was the last few chords, perfectly in harmony. âSheâs the fan-favorite to win the contract from executives, expected to debut sometime next year.â
âAh- another idol then.â His throat remains parched with his own lies, growing dryer by the seconds of your voice. Your dance. Your presence. âTalented, thoughâŠâ You finish off your final belt, and Gojo can only repeat, stupidly. Nonchalant, nonchalant. Câmon Satoru, you can do this.Â
Gojo shuffles, âSo uh- whatâs the show name?â
âIdol Academy.â The black-haired man answers, âNew episodes air every week at 9PM.â
Scratching behind his backânonchalant. âAh, Iâll let my sister know-â You fool! You donât even have a sister! And only too late does Gojo realize that Ijichi seems to realize this as well, âI mean- uh, ShokoâŠwho is like a sister to me. Iâll let her know- and maybe Iâll check it out, too- if I have the time. Probably wonât though.â Nonchalant! Nailed it!
Ijichi nods, and he looks away from your finished performance. âWell, if you want to vote for her for the upcoming finals then her number is #143.â
âAh, weâll seeâŠprobablyâŠwon-â Except, for idols, a finished performance isnât really a finished performance at all. Nonchalant! Nonchalant!
Because then thereâs the ending fairyâyou with your bright smile directed at the camera, your arms moving behind you as if you were drawing back a bow and arrow. Pop! The arrow embedsâŠdeep into his heart. âIâm going to marry her.â
Gojo pauses after his confession.
Ijichi pauses after his confession.
It seems the world pauses after his confession.
Everyone but you (which made sense you were practically out of this world), who nodded along to the comments that the judges were giving you. As you walk off the screen, Gojo practically leans over the counter to watch your every step- and even your steps past the television frame-
Ijichi reaches up to turn off the television.
So nonchalant.
âGojo-senpaiâŠâ He starts, and this time itâs Gojo that cowers at the way his schoolmate was looking at him.
Before he knows it, thereâs the smack! of something being plastered on his face. Flat and glossy. Colors bursting even behind his scrunched-up eyelids.
AâŠposter.
âHer official poster.â Thereâs more than just a little amusement in Ijichiâs tone as he watches Gojo rip the paper off of his face and stare down lovingly at your own, right in the middle of it. Smiling a smile that seems to be just for him (nevermind the fact that this had once been Ijichiâs poster). â9PM on Channel 8, #143. Donât let her down.â
Gojo would vote for you like his life depended on it.
That night, he went home and created a second Twitter account for himself.
@thestrongestfanboy: Voting for Cupid #143 on Idol Academy and u should too or else (Ò` ïŸ ÂŽ)ćž
@Fushidaddy replying to @thestrongestfanboy: already voted, youre late to the club lmao.
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy: Blocked.
Liked by @CupidOfficial.
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@MnetIdolAcademy: ANNOUNCING THE OFFICIAL DEBUT LINE, CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR RISING GLOBAL STARS!
[GLOBAL VOTE FINAL RESULTS]
RANK #1âCupid
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And he did.
From his phone, his laptop, his motherâs phone, his fatherâs phone- Getoâs phone, Shokoâs phone (where he found a copy of the last test paperâs marking schemeâhe knew that little con-woman cheated, he feared for her future patients). Until, ultimately, you did win the competition.Â
Just as heâd wanted you to.
And Ijichi as well, he supposes. But he is younger (at least, visibly) and more beautiful - therefore Gojo thinks it should count more.
And so you swept every award in the reality competition, and snagged center spot in every headline, concert, and fan account that was ready to feature the freshly-minted popstar.
Almost two years later, by the time that your official debut had come âround with a hit single and an album that was climbing the charts, heâd just entered his first year in university. And by then, practically everyone in his life knew by now that he was a sort ofâŠstan. Gojo accepted the title begrudgingly, after Geto and Shoko had walked into his newly-acquired dorm room one day and found every inch of his walls covered in your posters. There was a life-sized cardboard cut-out of you underneath his bed, too, but thankfully they hadnât found that yet.
Geto threatened to strangle him until he took down the posters of you on his side of the room, at least. They were sharing, after all.
The room was appreciated on stan Twitter, at least. His latest post about it racked up a solid 992.1k views.
@thestrongestfanboy: New room pic!! Can u guess my ultimate bias, bet u canât^^Â \(â Ïâ )/
Attached was a picture that heâd forgone every single rule and regulation about internet safety to post: from the posters of you dating all the way back to your pre-debut days, to the cardboard cut-out of you, to the plushie of your cupid character, to the American flag with your face on it (why always the American flag for these things, he wasnât sure), to the rare photocards that he was holding up for the camera. It was a shrine.
The repliesâŠnot so much.
@pinkillit: Lemme guessâŠCupid? Lol so real, I luv her too!
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @pinkillit: Well I love her more than u soâŠ(ïżą_ïżą;)
@pinkillit replying to @thestrongestfanboy: Damn
@gggggnarly: WOAH??
@hearts2hurts: I canât even send hate, this is impressive ngl.
@utahimeslefttoe: need to do this with my bias
@lovelicky: Parasocialism, who?
@yuuthebaddie: You scare the huzz
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @yuuthebaddie: I donât need the huzz when I have my queen #thearrowhitme (â ââąâÏââąâ â)
@Fushidaddy7 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: kinda wish I could hit you rn too #fakefan
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy7: ??? Blocked.
@Fushidaddy8 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: ??Â
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy8: Donât u think itâs kinda problematic to be pushing 40 and arguing with minors online?
@Fushidaddy8 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: youre 19 tf are you talking about?? and also because you claim the arrow hit you, but you donât even have her rare âFirst Love, First Kissâ photocard. youre no better than a local lol.
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy8: U seriously think ur a bigger fan than me? I was there since even before our girl debuted. Lmao.
@Fushidaddy8 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: i was there before she even entered the show- and yes. i am.
That particular scathing reply wasnât over with just that, and Gojo had realized - clicking on the notification, to his slowly-growing horror - that it would be accompanied by a picture, as well. A snapshot to a room that looked much like his own.
From the posters of you dating all the way back to your pre-debut days, a selfie with you at a rookie fanmeet before (dammit) youâd entered the competition, the cardboard cut-outs, the plushies, the flags, the rare photocards. And yesâŠthe ultra-rare âFirst Love, First Kissâ photocard that heâd last heard went for a comfortable few hundred dollars on the market.
With you costumed like a sweet, sweet cupid.Â
Sparkling eyes. Angel wings. Holding up the second button from the top of a school uniform - a symbol of confession in Japan - as if you were confessing to someone.Â
To him.
Gojoâs giggling stupidly and kicking his feet on the bed as he zooms in on the picture, taking in your picture on the photocard- before his phone buzzes with yet another Twitter notification and his heart plummets as he realizes just whose room this is. Fushidaddy8 himself could be seen reflected on the lone mirror in the room: scarred lips smirking, his beefy arms raised in a flex, biceps the size of Gojoâs headâ
@pinkillit: He kinda ate you up ngl.
Ignoring that, he responded to the aforementioned perpetrator.Â
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy8: Well Iâm going to marry her!! Hope that helps!! âź(ïž¶âœïž¶)â
@Fushidaddy8 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: delulu really isnât the trululu kid
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy8: That trendâs dead, unc.
Though he did slide into the other manâs direct messages right after that, in the hopes of buying out the exclusive photocard from him.
He was laughed all the way out of his direct messages.
Gojo Satoru did several things next.
He blocked (and reported) @Fushidaddy8.
He subscribed for a gym membership.
He dragged Geto out of their shared dorm room (sleep-deprived and grumbling at the 3:41AM on the clock, bound to miss the important physics exam that dayâŠsemantics, heh) as moral support on his trek to the post office. Where, when his best friend shivered at the cold early morning and questioned just what and to whom were they mailing, Gojo had answered-
âOh, just my second button.â The very same one that heâd kept safely since their graduation from high school a few months ago - because, see, Gojo Satoru wasnât the type to fall in love.
He wasnât the type to confess.
Though, he did get confessed to more times that he could count (he was perhaps the second most popular bachelor on campus, right after Geto - but even that was a highly-debated ranking of first and second). He just never found the one.
That isâŠ
Gojo beams, plastering on a few stamps on the cardboard box- much too big for but a single button. In it, he poured his feelingsâcorny, yes. But true. âIâm going to send it to my girl, Cupid-â
Geto punches him before he can finish.
@thestrongestfanboy: The lion does not concern himself with the pain that comes with #truelove, even if he cried a little ââ(> _ <)
@Fushidaddy9 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: lmao loser.
Just a few months later, another one of your limited edition photocards was released: the âSaid Yes!!â photocard that sold out instantly. Just the cutest photo of you receiving a second button in confession, your expression one of pleasant surprise.
No one believed Gojo when they told them that the button was his.
He bought five.
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Gojo Satoru had bought 67 albums.Â
67âŠheh.
Sixty-seven different copies of the very same albumâyours.
Sixty-seven different copies of the latest addition in your platinum-reaching, Grammy award-winning discography: the âObsessionâ album.
Of course, theyâre all yours. Because who else would have such banger songs that he wouldnât mind replaying over and over again until Geto threatened to smash the damn things? Who else would have exclusive photocards so cute stuffed into the crevices of said albums, that he just had to collect them all? Who else would host a fancall event that he simply had to put a dent in his sizable bank account to win?
It was somewhat of a lottery system, and Gojoâs sure heâd funded his local record store for a few months at least with how much heâd cashed out there.
Heâd been up bright nâ early on the day your album hit the stores - camping outside with a few avid others of your fandom (though, proudly, heâd been the first one there). Rushing with the rest to buy up your album, your merch, and with itâŠa chance to see you.
Every album bought was an entry into the raffle thatâd grant them a chance to see you.
Just a few minutes of your time through the screen, and even that was like looking through the pearly gates of heaven in Gojoâs eyes. Heâd dreamt about it, heâd manifested it, heâd tweeted about it so many times on his private account that everyone but Haibara had blocked him on.
@thestrongestfanboyPRIV: IâM 22 NOW SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GET WHAT I WANT  (àČ„ïčàČ„)
@thestrongestfanboyPRIV: LORD KNOWS IT WOULD BE THE FIRST TIME.
@HiByeRawr replying to @thestrongestfanboyPRIV: I believe in you Gojo-senpai ^.^
@Fushidaddy27 replying to @HiByeRawr: dont
@thestrongestfanboyPRIV replying to @Fushidaddy27: How did u even get here??
And so, the wait had dragged on with a few more accounts blocked.Â
Until, finally, one day Gojo had been simply scrolling through his emails as he usually did. A few updates from Canvas on his assignment grades. A few A+âs. An email from Geto with nothing but one of those old pictures from Yagaâs abstract dance classes attached. A few more A+âs. An email from the record store saying he won the fancall event. Yet another picture of Yaga-
His heart had damn near stopped.
Actually- Gojo doesnât think he was even breathing as he hurriedly scrolled back and clicked open the email from the record store. He reads the very first wordâ
âCongratulationsâŠâ
And thatâs all he needs to stand up and cheer-
âShhhhâ!â The cryptid-like elderly librarian, Gakuganji, shushes him from just a few tables away. A glare so intense that it makes Gojo sit back down in his seat in an instant, ducking back down to stare at his phone screen.
Heart thundering. Fingers trembling. âOh my godâŠâ He whispers to himself, knees bouncing underneath the mahogany table as heâs clicking on the link embedded into the email.
It takes him to the official site of your management, where the list of winners had been announced on one page dedicated especially to you. And there - right at the very top - his name.Â
Gojo Satoru.
Censored, yes. But he could read it well enough - it was only confirmation of what he already knew through the email.Â
And as Gojo tries to tame his giddy elation inside the library, he forgoes those revision papers of his to instead tap away at his phone. First, he texts his parents. Then he texts his friends. Then he emails Nanamin (also one of his friends, but the man had him blocked everywhere elseâŠ)- and just as he caught sight of that winnerâs email again, Gojo squealsâ
âOut of my library!â
Later, Gojo Satoru was added to the campus library Wall of Shame (and Nuisances).
But he didnât care.
Not one single bit.
@thestrongestfanboy: About to meet my future wife- how do I look? (ïżŁâœïżŁ*)ă
Attached was a selfie of him making your signature bow-and-arrow pose a few days later.
He was well-fitted in his best dress shirt that hugged his toned waist. Cologne practically palpable through the screen. Soft white bangs tamed. Donning a silver chain. False glasses on because he heard in one of your latest interviews that you liked nerds.
Cheeks rosy.
âBro, isnât the call for like two minutes?â Geto grumbles from his bed on the other side of the room. Their cramped dorm was already small enough without the other pacing every inch of it in nervousness.Â
Gojo whips around with a snarl, âNo, for your information itâs actually two and a half minutes.â
Geto squints, âRightâŠâ Before he raises his nose into the air and sniffsââAnd god- what is that awful fucking smell?â
âYou donât like it?â His best friend asks innocently, âItâs my cologne.â
âThereâs no way your cologne smells like that?â The dark-haired man gapes, leaning back in his bed as he covers his nostrils with a palm.
Geto already has his answer by the way that Gojo starts to squirm. âWellâŠI may have also added in a bit of your cologne, tooâŠâ
ââŠâ
âAnd Nanaminâs.â
ââŠâ
âAnd Shokoâs-â
âWhat the fuck, Satoru?â Geto slaps a hand over his forehead, in the way he much seemed to do when it came to an antic that Gojo did without his consultation (he means, câmon, if they were to be dumb fucks then they should be dumb fucks together).Â
But this was too far even for him.
And Geto only sighs before heâs reaching for his heavy headphones, placing the cushioned device on top of his head. âAfter this, weâre taking you out to touch grass, man.â He opens his phone to something and blocks out Gojoâs whining protests with it. âIâm serious.â
âAnd Iâm serious when I say you better not fuck this up for me, Suguru.â Gojo stabs an accusing finger at his best friend, while his other hand reaches for his own phone - the scheduled time for your video call was nearing. âKeep yourself scarce when she calls me.â
âMhm, whatever you say.â
âBecause sheâs my future wife-â
âCrazy story, bro.â
With Geto not even close to responsive any longer, Gojo huffs as he looks through his notifications-
@Fushidaddy31: YOURE SO CHOPPED LMFAOOOOOOOO
Nevermind.
Instead, he waits in front of his desk. Phone propped up. Earbuds plugged in. Back straight against his chair. More formal and elegant than he had in any of his other meetings or lectures before.
He turns off his notifications and opens up the app that management had directed him to through emails. Pressing on the screen record button, Gojoâs stomach turns as a staff member performs an ID check before the call.
And then it starts.
Your beautiful, beautiful face pops up on the screen.
Those eyes. That smile. The voice that says, âHello?â
Fuck.
Fuck.
Gojoâs heart drops to his stomach then takes a high-speed elevator right back up to his throat, he can feel the ba-dump! of it there. And later - years and years later - heâll be able to cringe at the way that his naturally deep voice broke- âH-he-â
Before your face pauses.
It freezes.
And suddenly the call ends.
waitâŠGojo taps on his Wi-FiâŠhe taps on his dataâŠhe taps on anything and everything that might make a difference. And yet, nothing ever does. Gojo immediately throws down his earphones on his desk and stands- so fast that his chair topples overââSuguru!â
The dark-haired man jolts in his bed, turning over at the shriek with his brows scrunched in confusion. Seeing the state his best friend was in, he raises his phone as a shield. âWhat?â
âDonât what me- donât- you- youââ So enraged that he couldnât even string together a coherent sentence. Face red. Veins popping on his neck. The only way that Geto manages to even slightly discern what the other man may be talking about is by the way he points at his phone, the shared Wi-Fi router, then his phone.Â
Getoâs mouth drops, âAhâŠâ And he catches sight of the orange, blinking right on the router that told the both of them that the dayâs data has been finished. He looks at his phoneâŠwith the absolutely massive update that had just completed. âIn my defense, Love and Deepspace had an update-â
âSuguru, Iâm going to kill you.â
Ultimately, no amount of begging or crying to attempting to throttle Geto could reverse the fact that Gojo had won a fancallâŠand missed it.
All because of his Wi-Fi.
âThere there, man.â Geto pats his friend - draped across his bed with his face in his hands - on the back. âAt least the new event loaded- itâs an idol event, and Iâll let you play it with Sylus-â
Gojo only sobs louder.
âAnd then after that, weâll actually go touch grass. How about that?â
@thestrongestfanboy: Nothing beats a Jet2 holiday to HELL. @DigiGeto ur going to HELL.
@DigiGeto replying to @thestrongestfanboy: Mb
@Fushidaddy32: rare aesthetic: fancall with #her n made her do the coldplay kiss cam trend with me heh
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy32: Blocked.
@Fushidaddy32 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: ??
@CupidOfficial: So glad to be able to talk with my lovely fans during the fancall event today!! Thank you to everyone that attended, and even those that didnât attend hehehâŠI see you, and I love you <33
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@Variety: This weekâs cover story:
Global Superstar Cupid: On Stardom, Surprises of Fame, and the Undying Support of her Fans (âThere was actually this funny story with a fan that frozeââ)
(see page 9âŠ)
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Gojo Satoru was on cloud nine.
Gojo Satoru was in heaven.
Gojo Satoru was going to meet his wife.
Everywhere he looked, he could see that beautiful face of yours.Â
From the floor-to-ceiling posters against the stark white walls, to the stalls upon stalls of merchandise that featured you, to the rows upon rows of people wearing t-shirts with your face on it. Posters. Plushies. Bow-and-arrow lights. Everything that his heart could ever yearn for.
And that included you.
And no- Gojo hadnât died and gone to heaven (evidenced by the way that no matter how many times he pinched himself, it still bruised). Donât be silly! He was simply at a place that was rather similar, he imagines.
A fanmeet.
Where the excitement was palpable, and everyone here had arrived with the same goal in mind - to spend just a few precious moments with you in person.
In person!
Geto was the one thatâd snagged him the ticket to this event, to make up for the rather tragic incident with the fan call two years ago. And so here he was, at your first-ever fanmeet in Tokyo. Gojo vibrated on the balls of his feet, and with his towering height he could make out just a few more meters until he managed to see you up-close.
He held one of his most prized possessions - your first poster from Idol Academy, the one that Ijichi had gifted him so many years ago - to his chest and sighed. In less than an hour, heâd have it signed. In less than an hour, heâd get to hold your hand.
In less than an hour, heâd get to see you.
There was a part of him that felt like it was tugging towards you already- and Gojo has to bounce himself slightly to find a way to channel the adrenaline.
Itâd been quite the arduous journey to get to here, and he didnât want to make a single mistake now - all the albums heâd bought, all the pictures from your latest fanmeets that heâd fawned over, all the stan Twitter fights.Â
Honestly, just today heâd gotten into it with some delusional loser online (@urmomstype) thatâd been spreading rumors about you beingâŠparticularly close with the famed actor you had in your newest music video. Gojo shudders as he thinks back to it:
@urmomstype: A thread of all the PROOFS that #Cupid is dating the hottest k-drama actor right nowâ
Inside was some amalgamated mess of pictures of âshared couples itemsâ (half the population owned that shit, câmon, that actor was far from special) and coded messages that apparently littered your social media. By the end of it, the user had been self-assured, a few other misogynistic antis were spouting hate, and Gojo was furious.
Heâd typed away so fast that his thumbs were nothing but a blur.
@thestrongestfanboy: U call this proof?? Holy fucking airball lmao (ïżŁăïżŁ)
@thestrongestfanboy: Bozo
@thestrongestfanboy: Ratio + L + my fav is better than ur fav
@thestrongestfanboy: She isnât dating anyone BOZO!! Even if she was (which she isnât) itâs none of ur business and ur a loser so go back to doing loser things. I bet ur an anti from that one other agencyâŠćž(`âłÂŽïŒ)
@Fushidaddy89 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: yk for once i agree with you
@urmomstype replying to @Fushidaddy89: Why are two uncs replying to meâŠarguing with a minor btw.
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @urmomstype: With this gift I summon-
It had lasted a few hours (and that was on the shorter end of the stick). Until, ultimately, Geto and Shoko had pulled his phone away from his face (he was defending your honor!) and reminded him that there were much more important things on the horizon.
Namely, youâŠ
Besides, he was glad to get away from the epic highs and lows of high school football stan Twitter. He was glad not to have to fight with what was likely some middle-aged, parasocial man there over you. He was glad not to get into futile shipping wars that-
âDo you think her actor boyfriend will be here?âÂ
An agitating, grating voice breaks through his thoughts (really, it was the squeaky voice of a child), and Gojoâs immediately whipping his head down, down, down behind him.
It was a buzzcut boy, wearing a t-shirt with your face and a pair of soft feathery wings that was sold as one of your exclusive merchandiseâand yetâŠthose angelic appendages still wasnât enough to hide the mischief in his face.
Gojo stares at him.
And he stares at Gojo.
âYou.â
âYou.â
As his blonde-haired guardian looks on in slight shock, Gojo stabs an index his way- âUser urmomstype?â
âUser thestrongestfanboy.â He then points at himself, âBut you can call me Todo Aoi.â And before the older man can begin to sputter again, he raises a small palm to silence him (and why was Gojo being silenced by what looked like an eight-year-old?) âI already know who you are, Gojo Satoru. Youâre infamous inside the fandom, yâknow?â
He gapes, âI am?â
âMhm.â
Before he starts twirling the curls of white at the base of his neck, Todo stares in bewilderment as the taller man starts squirming. âSo likeâŠdâyou think that means thereâs a chance sheâd notice me, too?â
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
âF-forget that-â
âYou really think you can pull fine shyt?â Todo squints up at Gojo, and then down at the sheer amount of merchandise he was draped in. âYouâre chopped with a negative aura that no amount of aura farming could possibly replenish, brother. Your eyes are built like a 24k labubu. If you were a meal, even Fanum wouldnât ask for tax. Even Iâd win a mid-off against you. I hate to break it to you but sheâs much better off with that actor-â
âDonât think that just because youâre speaking in brainrot terms I donât understand you- Iâm brainrotted, too.â Seething, âAnd theyâre not even dating-â
âMaybe, maybe not.âÂ
âDefinitely not!â
The little boy nods, sagely. âStill got the views for the music video, didnât I? And what did you do? Whine about how you werenât married to her yet?â
And to that he doesnât have much to say, âWellâŠâ
The blonde-haired woman thatâd been holding Todo back finally announces her presence, âHi there- apologies. My nameâs Yuki.â She reached out her hand, and they shook - with Gojo dazed by the absolute demolishment of his character. âIâve warned him about his ah- ragebaiting issueâŠitâs a work-in-progress.â
âI-I seeâŠâ Gojo breathes, looking back at the line - just a little longer and heâd be out of here. Just a little longer and heâd get to see youââOne question, Iâm not actually chopped, am I?â
As Todo whispers the definition to Yuki, she shakes her head happily. âOh, not at all! Youâre not exactly my type, but trust that youâre quite the handsome character.â
âHandsome enough to pull my wife?â At her visible confusion, he jerks his head where your figure was seated at a black-clothed table, signing posters and making conversation with your line of fans. Oh- how perfect you were.
âO-oh! Her?â A line of sweat beads at her temple, âWell, why not?â
Gojo - quite maturely - sticks his tongue out at Todo.
But the boy only replies, âYou look like you wear wigs.â
Gojo self-consciously runs a hand through his soft white hair, âI-I donât!â He did take particularly good care of his hair.
âDo you wear wigs?â
âNo, I do not-â
âHave you worn wigs?â
âNo, I have not-â
âWill you wear wigs?â
ââŠMaybe?!â
âWhen will you wear wigs-â
âPlease!â
âSir, weâre going to have to ask you to step out.â A gruff, masculine voice speaks out from beside him- and it didnât match Todoâs probing voice. Not at all. Gojo turns his surprised head around and finds himself face-to-face with a stony-faced man.Â
As tall as him. Even beefier. With shades that reflected his own widened blue eyes.
His jaw drops, âWh-whatâŠâ
The security guard gestures to Todo, and then towards the door with the âExitâ sign. âFor your disruption, weâre going to have to ask you to step out of the premises.â He cracks his knuckles, âOr you shall be escorted out.â
âNo-â Gojoâs gasping, looking around for an answer. âNo no no no- disruption? What disruption?â
âArguments with a child-â
âThat lilâ shit deserved itââ Gojo whines out, before realizing that that likely didnât help his case. âI-I mean-â Heâs gesturing to the boy that was clearly not disrupted in any sense of the word, â-look at him! Heâs completely fine! In fact, Iâm the one emotionally scarred.â
The other two also start to protest this course of action, and the security guard stays silent for a beat, and lets the counterargument sink inâŠ
Before he raises his walkie-talkie up to his mouth, âWeâre having some resistance here, I request back-up at the front of the line.â
âNo no no-â He was just a meter away - a meter. âNo, wait- please no.â And by now, the other fans were starting to point and stare at him now. At the way he was panicking. At the way he was trying to inch himself closer to the signing event. At the way he was so close to you- and yet, so far, with two burly security guards that clapped their hands down on his shoulders and dragged him away by his arms.
@Fushidaddy103 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: i saw the video youre trending on tiktok lmaooooo
@urmomstype replying to @thestrongestfanboy: F in the chat
@pinkillit replying to @urmomstype: F
@hearts2hurts replying to @urmomstype: F
@utahimeslefttoe replying to @urmomstype: F
@lovelicky replying to @urmomstype: F
@CupidOfficial: Tokyo, oh Tokyo~
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TRENDING ON TIKTOK:
#Cupidfanmeet
#thatonecrazyguy
#thestrongestfanboy
#Cupiddatingrumors
#Cupidbemywife
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This was it.
This was Gojoâs last chance.
He hadnât won a fancall since that one time (no matter how many albums he bought, the universe just wasnât on his side), heâd been barred from your Tokyo fanmeet, heâd been known as that one delusional fanboy in your fandom.
Which was honestly fine. Gojo was fine.
He was completely and utterly fine-
âOHMYGODSUGURUIâMSOCLOSEITHINKICANSEEHERICANSEEHER-â Gojo yelled in Getoâs ear, over the roaring crowd that was most likely saying the same thing he was. He shook the man, and then proceeded to shake his other best friend standing right beside him. âYOUGUYSARETHEBESTANDILOVEYOUANDYOUâLLBETHEBESTMANANDBESTWOMANAND-â
âNot if I kill you right now.â Shoko mutters, punching Gojo right in the stomach so heâd shut up for the first time in the past few hours. She takes a puff of her cigarette, even though the stadium had a strict no smoking policy.
She needed it.
She deserved it.
Though, she supposed that there was no one to blame but herself.Â
It was obvious the toll that all the failed fancalls and fanmeets had taken on Gojo. And while she couldnât quite understand the sheer ahem- delusion that came with it, she knew that this was something important to him. And Geto did, too.
Which was why, with the power of social media, the duo had reached out to that âurmomstypeâ boy and his blonde-haired guardian. Apparently, even after Gojo had been escorted his merry way outside, the two had tried to overturn the decision, explaining that itâd all just been some silly banter and there really wasnât anything to remove him over. âHe might be chopped and unc, but heâs still a goat. Sorta.â The boy had said, whatever that meansâŠ
But, alas, the security guard had been stubborn.
And so, the four - Shoko, Geto, Yuki, and Todo (yes, even Todo) - had wanted to make it up to Gojo in a different way. Despite not being able to attend the fanmeet, you still had your upcoming concert in the famous Tokyo Dome.
Theyâd stayed up all night on the phone trying out every connection they had to somehow get a few extra tickets.
All night.
There had to be something, right?
Until - finally, finally - Yuki managed to get in contact with Gakuganji (yes, their olâ campus librarian), who managed to get in contact with Yaga (yes, their olâ high school principal), who managed to get in contact with one of his other friends that knew someone on your staff team. And through a rollercoaster of contacts, they somehow managed to snag a few seats.
Front row.
Gojo had burst into tears the moment he read that pink slip of paper with your name in bold, surrounded by hearts. Heâd crushed them all to him, so tight that Shoko wondered whether her bones might break, and whispered. âYou guys are definitely invited to my wedding.â
And if her heart melted just a little bit then, wellâŠshe didnât mention it.
Now, however, sheâd no sooner be invited to Gojo Satoruâs funeral than his alleged wedding. To their own fortune, Yuki and Todo had been assigned places a few seats down. A weary Geto on the other side of their white-haired friend reaches his hands out towards her. âCigarette, please.â
Shoko raises a brown brow, âYou donât even smoke?â
âIâm about to start.â
âYou guuuuysââ Gojo drags on, as the opening notes of your album start to ring out on the speakers. He shoots his hands out to grab Shoko- and when she ducks, he shoots his hands out to grab Geto- and when he groans, Gojo only sways them in the air. âItâs about to start- sheâs about to come on stage- oh my god, oh my god my wifeâs about to come on stage-â
âSheâll be your ex-wife if you donât calm the fuck down.â Geto canât help but laugh. Shoko looks on in confusion as he moves in synchronization with Gojo to the first few dance moves of your routine. Geto answers her unspoken question, âWhat? He played it all the time in our dorm, I could recite every lyric and move in my sleep by now.â
âM-me too.â And as your silhouette starts to become projected on the screen behind you, Gojoâs starting to tear up. Large, bulbous tears of emotion.
They were both dancing in unison now.Â
Crying (Gojo, at least).
Shoko shakes her head with a chuckle of her own. âIdiots.â
And then you saunter your way onto stage and Shoko (as well as everyone in a five-mile radius) feels their eardrums stop working.
@thestrongestfanboy: I wasnât just another screaming boyâŠI challenged her stare downâŠshe saw me. She pointedâtwice. And if u think Iâm done? Letâs see if the wolf can find his prey againâŠgood luckâŠ(^äșș<)ăâ
Attached was a video taken from the concert - more girlish screaming (Gojoâs) than music, to be quite honest.
@Fushidaddy114 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: cringe
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy114: I donât see u at the concert. L |ÊâżÊ)âŻ
@Fushidaddy114 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: i dont see me trending on tiktok either
Gojo doesnât even have the time to block and report Fushidaddyâs 114th account, because heâs too busy shoving his phone into his pocket and joining the screams for your encore that night. The one where you pretend to walk off, then dramatically sigh as you prance back downâ
âAh~â Youâre voicing into the mic, looking at the sea of flash-lit faces around you. âAgain? You lot are reeeeeally ravenous tonight, arenât you?â
In unison, they roar. They agree.
With a faux huff, youâre placing your hand on your waist. Itâs a pose infamous amongst your fandom, and they already knew what was coming up next- âWhoâs got you so worked up, huh? Is itâŠme?â Roaring. Rumbling. Raging. You gasp, flattered. âItâs really me? Oh, now youâre just kiddingââ
A furious shake of heads.
âYouâre not? WellâŠâ You smile, and itâs the type of smile that makes a flurry of star-stuck cameras go off. Basking in it, you walk oh-so-closely to the edge of the stage, where hands reach out to merely be in your presence. âThatâs cute. But I still think I should arrest someone for being so naughty tonight, getting you all worked up.â
Crowds wave, volunteering themselves up to you.
You reach for your glittering belt and pull out the fluffy pink handcuffs that make them squeal, âAnd how abooooooutâŠâ
Scanning the stadium.
Looking around.
Your eyes pass over the roaring head untilâ
âAh! You there.â Youâre pointing, your eye catching on a fluffy head of white hair. A face so handsome. So eager. âHow about you? Would you like to be my arrestee tonightâ?â
His deep voice sounds out, âY-yes! Yes please-â
And as you near, the crowd grows even more restless. Like a tumultuous sea, the waves crash into each other, creating a rough tide that almost wanted to pull you in-
You blink.
And suddenly that white-haired man has disappeared.
But youâre by the edge of the stage by now, and you could feel the palms reaching for you as you try to discern just where he might be. âI uh-â You pause. Before the crowd surges forwards, and youâre thinking quickly to point out someone else. âPerhaps he isnât so eager to be thrown in the slammer tonight-â They laugh, â-so how about you? Brown-haired girl? Would you like to be arrested by me~?â
She nods, and you proceed with your lilâ skit to âarrestâ her for being much too naughty.
Teasing and twirling, before you stand up and get on with the rest of your concert-
âAnd nowâwhoâs ready for an encore~?â
You prance away, leaving a trail of glitter and song- and tears. Fuck, Gojo only claws himself up from the ground just as you finished your little arresting routine. The roll of the crowd had knocked him to the ground, and Shoko looks at her sad lilâ best friend.
She raises the handcuffs on her wrists, âHelp me get out of these and you can have them, Satoru-â
âNo, itâs okay, itâs okay.â Gojo straightens himself up, and Shokoâs shocked to find that he shakes his head in rejection.
âSatoru, are you okay?â Geto asks, warily.
âYeah-â He sighs. âYeah, Iâm okay.â Something hollow in his breath. Something hollow in his heart, as he watches you slip away.
One.
More.
Time.
Itâs alright.
Itâs alright.
@thestrongestfanboy: Siri play Chasing Pavements by Adele
@Fushidaddy117 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: cringe
@Fushidaddy117 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: but you good bro??
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy117: No broÂ
@Fushidaddy117 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: i feel you bro
@CupidOfficial: White hair. White starsâŠ
That night, while Gojo had tossed and turned himself into a fitful sleep, his phone buzzed with yet another notification.Â
One that he had to blink his eyes at to make sure he wasnât dreaming, one that he had to pinch himself at to make sure he wasnât dreaming.
DIRECT MESSAGES for @thestrongestfanboy.
@CupidOfficial: Youâre the white-haired boy from tonight, arenât you?
@CupidOfficial: Sorry if this is forward of me, Iâve just seen you around quite a bitâŠon my timeline, at the fanmeetâŠ
@CupidOfficial: I just wanted to ask whether youâd want to model for the cover of my upcoming album?
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@pannchoa: Rumors swirl of Cupidâs upcoming album! Dispatch hints and industry whispers - read the full EXCLUSIVE from her producer right here.
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First thingâs first, you had Gojo Satoru sit on the couch of your penthouse accommodation. Talking through the details of your secretive upcoming album, and how the aesthetic you were going for fit his dazzling looks perfectly.
Second thingâs second, you had him seated on your king-sized bed. Still babbling about your album- at least, he was. Though the both of you knew that it was something else entirely on your minds.
Third thingâs third, he was sprawled out on said mattress. You straddlinâ his handsome face like a perch. His puffy, pinkish lips glued to your cuntâ
âMmpf- mmmmâŠâ Gojoâs groaning over the most lecherous squelches that youâve heard in your entire life. Theyâre echoing out like one of your sweetest songs, in sloppy staccato with the rovering movements of his tongue.
Gojo Satoru was eating you out like he was ravenous.
Famished.
Grabbing ahold of each side of your ass cheeks, heâs dragging you back down onto his gaping maw each nâ every time you flinched away with a whine, letting his tongue slash deeply into your drivelling orifice. âMmm- hck!â Gojoâs so sloshed on your syrupy pussy that heâs finding himself hiccuping, eyes rolling all the way to the back of his head once your sap trickles out with a splash! Straight into the back of his throat, âOhhhhh, my sweet girl-â
âNow now-â With a shiver, one of your hands slithers down to tug on Gojoâs clammy white locks. Almost as if to pull him away- but that only makes him nudge his lips closer to your hole with a keen. âMake sure you remember to- haaah, breathe, Gojo-â
âSa-Satoru-â He whispers this out directly against your quivering cunt, and the vibrations make your back arch perfectly. Looking up at you through his pale lashes, fluttering. âPlease call me, SatoruâŠâ
Just the tip of his tongue that reels back out to fuck back in-
â-maâam.â
âO-ohââ Youâre moaning out at the way that his thick muscle pierces you - not only was Gojo an avid talker, but he had the tongue to back that up, too. So strong. So lengthy. Heâs stirrinâ his tongue around and around in circular motions to graze those ridged tastebuds of his into each tiny nook nâ cranny.Â
Pulling onto his sweaty bangs and that only seems to make him go even harder- âSâthat what you want me to call you?â Youâre managing out, looking down at him- and that seems to make him jolt at the sheer intensity. âYou want me to call youâŠâ
You teasingly trail off, and Gojo only seems to buckâhis hips coming up to make your vast bed creek. Chin spankinâ against the edge of your cunt when he yearns even closer, âYes? Yes?âÂ
âOh? Was I supposed to- hck! finish something?â Pretending to not know exactly what he wanted, and it frankly made you even wetter to see the way that the tips of Gojoâs ears burn bright red at being caught.
âYou know what I want baby- you know-â Sputtering out scorching hot breaths against your hole, before you know it- Gojo has one of his hands looped âround your thigh. The flat of his right thumb rubbinâ up and down your clit, âYou kn-know what I want- and this pretty pussy does, too.â
Just the sultry sensation of him toying with your nub makes you gasp and buck. With your head thrown back, heâs taking every forceful bounce.
With such immense pleasure, Gojoâs letting his entire pretty face get ridden. The seeping hot core of your cunt plasters from the tip of his nose, down, down, down to grind your clit on the point of his chin. Up and down. Up and down. Up and down.
Timing your gyrations just right, Gojo purses his lips and he spits- âSheâs just so wet, my light.â Creating a slippery puddle that lets him slither his tongue into you even faster, âSoooo fucking wet. Sooo fuh-fucking loud, might even be louder than you on stage- and sheâs honest, too.â
Youâre raising a brow in challenge, raising his blushing head from between your legs to simply ask. âAnd just wh-what is âsheâ honest about?â
Thereâs another dangling line of saliva spat on top of your pussylips, and the edge of Gojoâs thumb presses each wad inside. You shiver - and so does your core. âShe knows she loves meâshe knows she wants to call me âSatoruâ, doesnât she?â
Oh.
You simply shiver- you donât even have an answer, and Gojo doesnât expect you to have one. With sensual movements, the plush part of his lower lip drag-drag-draaaaags down the front of your cunt.
Heâs pulling his tongue back, just lightly tapping it on top of your shaky orificeââHeyâŠâ Youâre grumbling out, when his teasing motions are lingering for just too long. You tug on his hair, and that seems to make him groan in ecstacy - the happiness of being used. âDonât tell me youâre tapping out already?â
âWhy? Does she miss me?â Gojo prattles away - not to you, but to your dripping wet cunt. Almost as if to prove his point, just the spit-covered edge of his tastebuds slither close to your hole. And it makes you clenchâ
Around nothing, because Gojoâs pulling away in an instant.
He never imagined how fun it would be to tease you.
His pretty, swollen lips turning up into a dirty grin. âOhhh, donât you worry, my light.â And the crown of his thumb rolls over your clit a few more times, âI already know that she misses the feeling of my tongue fucking âer-â And just as you wanted (because he could never leaving you longing for too long) Gojoâs tongue starts moving in, sinking. âAlready know she wants to be f-filled up like no other could, already know every word to your songs- every lyric- every syllable. Already know youâre gonna feel my tongue between your legs- and youâre going to call meââ
You breathe, âYes?â
And heâs almost pleading. âYour good boy?â
âWellâŠâ You twist your fingers harshly into his silken white hair, and it makes Gojo moan. Slightly shoving him where you wanted him the most- â-then shut the fuck up nâ prove it to me, Satoru.â
And thatâs all he wanted.
Thatâs all he needed. For now.
Until youâre calling him your âgood boyâ exactly like that dark, carnal part of him wanted you toâGojoâs grunting at the shock of his first name leaving your pretty lips, in that sing-song voice of yours.Â
A sudden lurch that makes him shove his clammy head between your legs once more. Heâs glued to the sheeny inner parts of your thighs, roughly gluing his mouth over your glazed pussylips.
âOh- ohâŠâ Heavy pants leave your mouth, and your chest heaves each time Gojoâs probinâ not only his prolonged tongue inside you- but also his slender fingers. âYouâre really trying to prove it tâme-â
They were just so long. The curvaceous tips of his digits deliciously curving into your tenderest spots- he glides them perfectly along your walls. Fitting the ridges of his middle and ring fingers against your g-spot.Â
Thoroughly. You could feel the way that Gojo was grinning against your cunt folds as he feels your cute walls clamp down âround his touch- âI found that spot, my light. It feels sooooo gooood having my fingers all up in there, hm? Can you feel me right there-â
âY-yes-â Fuck, he was circlinâ the padded tips of his fingers and that made you fall upon the bed. You clap a hand down on that mahogany headboard of yours and use it to keep yourself moving- âFuck, it feels so good.â
âThen donât you think I deserve itâŠâ Heâs pouting, plush mouth now pulling back to clamp down your clit, too. And not only was he suckinâ on that nub, he was biting down, too. âMâyour number one fan.â
âMhmâfuh-fuck.â Your head falls back when heâs pressing his lips together and draaaaagging the fleshy top of your clit backwards. Just stretching. Just itching this carnal itch.
When youâre distracted by the white-hot pleasure that bursts behind your lids at the feeling, Gojoâs easily managing to sneak in yet another finger. A third one that pummels your bruising g-spot just as hard. âCan recite your every lyric. Every fanchant.â The hot crevice of his mouth moves rapidly against your core.
Furiously.
Heâs drawing out a saucy pattern with his tongue, one that youâre only later realizing are the strokes to spelling out your stage name.Â
C-U-P-I-D-C-U-P-I-D-C-U-P-I-D.
Gojoâs hot tastebuds salivate right down your front, pressing on your clit until you see sparks behind your eyes. âSee- see?â Thereâs an almost crazed look in Gojoâs peripherals, rolling until they were almost nothing but pure white as you clench down on him roughly - and you start to wonder just what you have released. âSee, mâyour biggest fan- hck! Mâyour good boy, and this pretty pussy knows it.â He almost sounds pathetic begging between your legs, drooling, drunken. âAnd- and thatâs not all-â
âSatoru, what do you mean thatâs notâŠâ Your sentence slowly dissolves in your throat, and with every push of his slimy tongue, youâre realizing just what heâs talking about.
Because instead of the curving âCâ that meant he was spelling out your stage name, Gojo was slashing something out. Long, hard lines that edged you closer towards your blissâ
I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U-I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U-I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U.
âMmm, you really are my biggest fuh-fan.â Youâre somehow managing out, and the only thing you can do right now is grab ahold of Gojoâs hair and let him lavish you with his mouth. âYou really love me, Toru?â And you feel him jolt at that cute nickname- âOr do you love my pussy?â
âBoth. Both.â Fingers spearheading you so fast at this point that the skin âround his mountainous knuckles turns red. Stinging red. Needy red. Just like the strawberry shade of his overworked lips-Â
Plap! after plap!Â
And youâre not sure if the sounds are from the way youâre riding his handsome face, or the impact of him banging his fingertips into your deepest insides. âBoth both both- fuck, I wanna have you drippinâ down my tongue for forever, my light. Could have you squeezinâ around me like this for ages, mmm, mâfucking obsessed.â
âA reference to my- haaah, to my album?â You question, and you were just so close. You were just so rapidly nudging yourself closer on top of him like this- âBut what if you canât breathe, Toru?â
âI donât need to-â To which Gojo only grips the side of your ass with his free hand, tugging you down. Jolting you atop him. Manhandling you down further. He scrapes his swabbing fingers even further down your walls, past the spot of your bundle of nerves. âI donât need to at all. Hah- I donât need to breathe if I can have you like th-thisâŠâ
Your mouth dries of a response, because just then, heâs changing up the pattern of his sizzlinâ tastebuds again.Â
Long, luscious strokes.
M-R-S-G-O-J-O-M-R-S-G-O-J-O-M-R-S-G-O-J-O.
Your eyes snap wide open, and youâre gasping at the realization of what exactly he was spelling out. âO-ohâŠâ Chin slathering with a waterfall of your spittle, youâre just holding onto him for dear life at his vulgar kisses. âSatoru, I think mâgonna c-cumââ
And youâve had voice training before, youâve been used to keeping your voice steady even in the most pressurized of environments- but just then, your tone cracks as you heave your sultry body forwards and cum.
Hot, glistening waves of bliss.
A heat that takes over your body, from your scalp to your toes.
Again and again.
Slight tears prick behind your eyelids as you let Gojo fuck you through your high with his tongue, âFuck- fuck, you made me cum-â Somehow pinpointing each peak of your orgasm to stick his fingers in for. Thud, thud, thud. â-and I didnât even expect it.â
âMmmmââ And you donât know who was more gone on the fact that you were cumming like this, you or him. Because Gojo was lappinâ away with his thick tongue, slurping. âTastes so sweet, my light. Sâlike sugar on my tongueâŠâ
âOh, you really are pussydrunk.â You whisper, and let his face move back and forth to elongate your euphoria. âKeep going, Toruâh-hah, keep going.â
âAnything for you, maâam.â
How he loved the way you soaked yourself just a lilâ wetter at the sound of him saying that particular title. How he loved the way youâd flinch and tremble on top of him when he licked you from the tip of your clit and down to the end of your cunt. How he loved the way your high bated to nothing but mere tingles, and you shivered sensitively when he still kept going.
âMy orgasmâs over now, Toruââ You hiccup, your tears starting to spill. âYou were such aâŠgood boy.â
And thatâs when Gojo jolts, his entire body running with a shockwave that made itself obvious even to you. Curiously, youâre peering behind him- before heâs drawing your attention back to the front with a few more plunging pushes of his tongue. âMmmm, mâyour good boy. Your good boy- your good boy.â
G-O-O-D-B-O-Y.
âMhmââ And when it became obvious that he wasnât going to wrench himself away anytime soon, youâre bawling. âFuck- fuck, Satoru mâso sensitive.â
âMâsorry, my light, I just canât seem to-â Somehow managing to pant through his thorough pushes, it was honestly a wonder that he could even find the time to breathe at this point- with the way he was glued to your puckered pussy. Mouthing out what felt like the most popular lyrics to your songs at this point- â-canât even seem to stop. Itâs like IâmâŠalmost like Iâm-â
You flinch when he spits once more, the wad oozing down your slit.
â-addicted.â
You take a goood, long look at Gojo: puffy eyes, bleary vision, his mouth all puffy and raw around your cunt. Nearly every inch of his face was covered in a sappy layer of your slick, and it dripped down to drench your pillow beneath. Like a puddle.Â
Your cup your hand down from his hair nâ to his cheek, and Gojo practically melts at the touch. You had the distinct thought that if he were a cat, heâd be purring. âBut Toru-â Jutting your bottom lip out for emphasis, âI want to give you the same, you know what I mean? Sâthat alright.â
âOh, sweetheart, you could step on me and Iâd thank you.â He says, before wrenching off of your swollen pussylips with a wettened plop!
A loud, dramatic mwah!
It makes your heart race, and something in Gojoâs tightened trousers twitch. Eagerly, youâre shuffling yourself off of him and sitting on one end of the bed.
Earlier, Gojo had simply ripped off your skirt and panties off- and his flooded mouth drops further with every item of clothing youâre taking off. Until you were completely exposed, and youâre directing him with a finger to do the very same.
âYes, maâam-â Thereâs absolutely no hesitation before his t-shirt (with, tastefully, your face on it as part of your merchandise) comes off. And youâre absolutely shocked- because Gojo wasnât the trim, lanky figure that youâd expected him to be.
Instead, he was built.
Well-chiselled pecs that made you ache to touch them, leading down with a deep valley to the muscles of his washboard abs. Almost like a ladder. They were decorated only with a few beauty spots, and a line of sparse white hair that led down, down, down.
Gojoâs beefy biceps flex as he then tugs down on the hemline of his pants and boxers, revealingâoh.
He flushes at the intensity of your stare, âWh-what?â Almost squirming, he just felt so shy by the way his idol was looking at him like you just wanted to tear him apart. Sensually. âIs something not-â
âYouâre just so big, Satoru.â You gasp, your eyes never straying from him.Â
Naturally, your hand reaches out to grab the ninth of his loooong inches, thick and hot in your hold. Glistening with need. His tight balls clenching. He was so hard that every pulsation was visible even from here.
A few veins decorated his shaft, and he was so reddened at the tip, nâ dripped down a stream of milky precum just at the feeling of your palm on him.
Slowly - ever-so-slowly - you start to lower your headâŠ
âOh.â Gojo pants out a scalding breath. âAnd that isâŠgood?â
âItâs perfect.â
Gojoâs watching you through partly-cracked eyelids, feeling so hypnotized by the sight of you below him. He raises himself slightly on his haunches with a hiss, the hot air from your mouth kissinâ his tipâit almost- it almost reminded him of the way youâd lean in so close with your microphone.
Lips so soft.
Tongue so talented.
Just gently pressingâ
And thatâs when Gojo chokes back a needy cry and cums- straight down the front of your pretty, pretty face. In a split-second, you have your tongue filthily dangling out to catch the wads of seed that he was pouring out.Â
Splat after splat that ended up emptying on your tastebuds.
Heâs bucking to let his shaft glissade just further down your tongue- and the mere plush feeling of him only makes his geysering divot spill out more generously.Â
âFuck-â Gojo scrunches his azure eyes, head fighting not to throw back and miss a second of the sinful sight below. âFuck fuck fuck fuck- I canât believe IâmâŠthis is all your fault, sweetheart, ngh.â And his abs flex as he starts up a lilâ half-rut to fuck himself through his wave of bliss.Â
âMmmââ Youâre savoring the salted caramel taste of him, something so sweet about him. Amused, you raise a brow. âI barely even put my mouth on you, and youâre cumming already?â
Heâs raising his hands to his blushing face, peeking out through his fingers. âActuallyâŠitâs the second time tonight mâcumming, my light.â As you raise your brows in slight surprise, and flick your eyes to the drenched mess of his boxers. âThe haaaahâthe first time was when you- you called me your âgood boyâ.â
âOh.â
Cumming just from eating you out? Now that really made your cunt throb with torturous need, and youâre sliding a hand between your legs to feel for the wetness there.
âWell, then-â A beautiful grin graces your face, and itâs enough to make Gojoâs swollen cock twitch. â-guess you have one more to make up tâme if youâre such a, mm, good boy, huh?â
âY-yes, maâam.â
Before you know it, youâre being splayed out with your back against the bed. The mattress slightly dips as Gojo hovers his muscular weight above you, and heâs gently pushinâ apart your legs, sweat beading on his forehead as he takes in your dripping wet core.
You swear you catch his mouth watering at the sight- âNo need to be nervous, Toru. Have you ever done this before?â
He shakes his head, âNo, it- it was actually my first time eating you out, too.â Peering up at you with teary eyes, âDid I do good?â
Did he do good?
If that was his first time, you didnât know what would happen with his second, his third, his tenth. And youâre snapping yourself forcefully out of that little reverie, âYes- fuck, yes you did so good. Was such a good boy for me.â He grunts, something ruined in it. âNow I need you to be a good boy fâme again, okay? Câmon- put my legs on your shoulderâyeeeees, just like that.â
His muscles shifted underneath your heels, he was just so hulking.
âNow bend, Toru-â
âBend?â
âBend.â
And Gojo wanted to prove himself to you, just like before. He wanted to do his very best for you, you, you and only you - even if that meantâŠmanhandling his one and only idol, just a little.
With a primal lurch, Gojo then has your knees pushed all the way up to your tits. âLike this?â Your body bent completely in half, like a lawn chair. âLike this?â And his hips slotting between your legs- in this mean mating press, Gojoâs furious cock stuffs juuuuuust inside- âLike- like-â
Before heâs slouching his head forwards and pushingâ
âFuck-â Gojoâs canines try to sink into his lower lip, before heâs realizing that that wonât hold back his gruff noises and heâs simply keening. Carnal. Baritone.Â
A thin line of drool starts to splash from the side of his maw, before his entire body bows inwards to yours. Like he was focusing each nâ every ounce of strength into pryinâ aside your swollen folds and squeeeeezing his round, girthy tip inside. âFuck fuck fuck fuck- fuck!â And then you clench and you can hear the exact moment that the sensation pangs through Gojoâs body, âI think mâgonna cum again- fuck, mâgonna cum again just from this.â
âIf you do then I want it allll inside-â You say, looking up into his attractive face - so unintentionally sexy. Gojo was flushing. Rabidly slobbering. His dick aching.
He was so hard that you could feel the prominent outline of each vein, scraping your insides as Gojo tries to push past the slight resistance of your entrance and buck and buck- âDonât- oh.â He could barely even echo out a coherent thought with your wet pussy wrapped âround him like this. âDonât- fuckinâ- talk like that- sâonly gonna make it, ngh, worse.â
âBut I thought you were my good boy?â
âFuh-fuck.â Gojo hollows out, with a clouded breath that made it seem as though every ounce of sanity was leaving his body along with it. And at that very second, you feel him spurt out just a single pearly white bead of cum.
It splats! down at the back of your pussy, and makes you shiver at the feeling. Meanwhile, Gojoâs forced to lurch up one of his fists and gnaw down on it to control himself. âFuck, you donât know what youâre doing tâme.â The blood vessels at his neck and temples pop as he somehow stops his dribbling cock from flooding your insides any further. âDidnât know how fuck- fucking mean ya are, my light.â
âWhat can I say?â You hum, your hamstrings all sore with the intrusion that was being lodged in your lower half. âYou were the criminal that got away- ngh, at my concert.â
âMhmâ?â Still rutting. Just animalistic half-ruts.
âAnd I want you to fuck me filthily, Toru.â
OhâŠat this confession of yours, he grows even bigger inside of your tight channel. The girth of Gojoâs cock swells up, and his sheer length pushes apart your walls, molding them to him-
âOh- oh myâŠâ There was still a light sheen of your slick on Gojoâs face that he hadnât been able to greedily lap away, and itâs then - mid-sentence - that you choose to lean yourself closer to him and get a taste.Â
To which Gojoâs hazed blue eyes snap open- and oh, the look in them makes your legs tighten. Makes them fail- heâs snapping them open in a singular fluid motion, uncaring of the way it exhausts your muscles. Uncaring of the snug stretch-stretch-streeeeetch of your cunt once heâs mazing himself inside. â-my light.â Gojo bites out, âIâll give you anything you needâŠâ
Just then, your ears ring with a sharp clap!
Youâre wondering whether itâs your ears.
Youâre wondering whether itâs your heartbeat.
Youâre left wondering no longer when you register itâs the slamming impact of Gojoâs toned v-line snapping against your lower half. Bottoming out in one motion, heâs deeply probinâ his rotund tip into the back of your treacly pussy.
Bottoming out? Already?Â
âAnd that includes fucking you like the slut you want to be fucked as.â
Oh.
Oh.Â
It seems that perhaps youâve broken him.
Because then Gojoâs pounding his rough, ravenous hips into you all the way until his white happy trail scrapes your clit, and the end of his shaft reaches for the back of your throat.Â
âWhat the fuckâŠâ He stops as he feels the tender end of your pussy - teary eyes widening. And the first thing out of his mouth is, âIs this real?â In utter, feral disbelief. âThereâs no way this isâŠâ Before Gojoâs pinching himself.
He bottoms out a few more times, and each time the look in his eyes grows more distant. Jaw dropping further and further with the pure ecstacy of having his painfully-hard erection surrounded by your soft warmth. âAre you- hck! are you holding up, Toru?â
âHolding up? Holding up?â He almost cackles- octaves higher, almost crazed. He turns to you, âPinch me.âÂ
âWhat-â
âPinch me.â
And so you do - right on the strawberry nubs of his nipples, where he was just so sensitive. Only when the painfully lewd sensation confirms itâs real does he start formulating his sloppy cadence, âFuck! It doesnât fucking feel r-real. It can feel like this, sweetheart?â He was rutting his hips impatiently into you like he was trying to fuck the answer out of you. Each nâ every loooong, winding vein glissading down your walls. âN-ngh, she feels like heaven âround my cock.â
âOh yeahâ?â Purposefully, you clench. âLike that, Satoru?â
He simply shivers, âY-yes.â You can feel him thumpinâ away at the goopy back of your pussy, with his circular divot creaming out in pre. âSheâs sucking up every inch of me- fuck, hugginâ me so tight. Bet she can feel my veins reeeeeal good, canât she?â A few slurps as he sloppy fucks his way in, which he takes as an answer. âMhm, she can.â
And you only clench harder-
âOh.â He whimpers, âHave mercy.â
âI dunnoâŠâ You drag out from the back of your throat, and you have to curl your toes to stop the pleasure from overflowing and interrupting your sentences. âYou didnât have mercy when you ate me out earlier, did you?â
Gojo gasps-
âAnd when you screamed at my concert, and when you disrupted my fanmeet.â Youâre quite enjoying watching him fall apart - head hung, hips stuttering as he struggles to hold himself back. You wonder just what might happen if you made this handsome virgin GojoâŠbreak. âSo why should I show you- ngh, mercy?â
âPlease- oh, what are youââ
Whatever Gojo was going to say is immediately derailed by the casual way youâre hiking up a hand to your stomach. Pressing dooooown just as his throbbing length was sinking in, âFilthier, Toru.â
And thatâs when something in your favorite fanboy - in Gojo Satoru - snaps.
Thatâs when your positions shift.
His sap dribbles down nâ overflows just like the way your steaming tastebuds do, and your teeth clench after every one of his thrusts. Harder. Faster. Just like youâd said, he was thwacking his aching hot cock into you so hard that the curve of his ballsack was swatting your cunt. Slowly, youâre growing more and more hypnotized by his roverinâ dick stuffing every ounce inside you full. âJust like that- hah-â Arms wobbling, you struggle to reach âround Gojoâs shoulders. âOh- just like that-â
âJust like that?â He asks, oh-so-kindly. And you almost feel a glimmer of hope for your poor body when Gojo gently tugs your arms around his shoulders. Letting you grab onto his deltoids-
âBut I donât think sâfilthy enough, my light.â
OhâŠso you were mistaken.
âFilthier, you said?â He repeats your words from earlier, fully channeling his energy to swabbinâ every point of your cunt. Gojo feels your legs slipping, and heâs reaching a hand behind his neck to pin your ankles together - locking them in place. âLook-â Other hand thumbing between your puffy pussylips, âLook, she wants it harder- faster, too. Sheâs practically flooding out and begging for it.â
âOh my god-â Your pillow is drenched in a layer of your spittle by now, and your back arches. âKeep- keep going.â
âKeep going? But I wanna go even filthier, sweetheart.â That familiar pout of his makes an appearance, though there was something much moreâŠsleazy about it this time.
Your nails dig into the plush mountains of his muscles, shifting underneath your touch each time heâs reeling his body back. Back, back, back. Gojo was putting his entire frame to work - not just his hips - each time heâs shovelling his cock into you.Â
And the extra pressure makes the rounded crown of his shaft embed deep into your cervix, leaving a bruise there that acts as the perfect target for the next slam. And the next. And the next. âPlease-â Youâre gasping out, sobs bubbling in your throat. âPlease please please- please, and how are you gonna be even filthier?â
âLike this.â Just to prove his point, his free hand tilts open your chin and spits straight in your mouth. And without wasting a second longer, Gojo spanks that very hand back down on your hips to keep you from running. âAaaandââ
Instead, heâs using his strength to pliably jerk you back down. Hissing between your parted lips, âLike this.â Heâs bubbling up even more saliva- this time, down your slippery slit. That hand of his on your hip reaches over, and with the forefront curve of his thumb, Gojoâs smearinâ the wad of saliva on top of your pussy. Pressing down on your clit- âBecause mâjust your pathetic fanboy, my light, listening to- ngh, every word you say. So when you say filthy, mâonly gonna go filthier.â
You almost donât want to dare to ask, âAnd h-how will you make thisâŠeven filthier?â
But you knew he wanted you to.
You knew he was just dying to fuck the words out of you.
Gojoâs plastering a sleazy smirk across his face, and it damn near looks downright blasphemous with the layer of syrup on his features. âI h-have an idea or twoâŠâ
Heâs not telling you what the idea is, heâs showing it to you - with his fingers twisting on top of your clit to spell out some of the very words heâd spelled out with his tongue earlier.
I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U-I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U-I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U.
Furiously, your body thrashes at the mercy of his clutches. Gojo was holding you down ruthlessly, a mean expression taking over his face when he finds out that he can simply pin you down and make that glistening hole of yours take it.
M-R-S-G-O-J-O-M-R-S-G-O-J-O-M-R-S-G-O-J-O.
All those zaps of pleasure that you loved so much, that you were moaning so much at. Youâre so cockdrunken by this point that spittle sloshes âround inside your mouth- and Gojo only leans over to lick off the drivels of it escaping your mouth.
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Just in time to crash his lips into your when you cum.
âC-cumming.â Youâre gasping out, almost in disbelief at the sheer strength of the orgasm that was flooding your entire body. Bucking back into his thrusts, âSo much- itâs- itâs so much, fuck.â
âYes-â Gojo growls, slightly breathless at the fact that this was youâand you were cumming âround his cock, suctioning every tender ridge on his shaft, fully fucking yourself through the complete waves of your high.
Bliss upon euphoria.
If you thought that your orgasm was incredible earlier, then you werenât ready for this one. It simply takes over every part of you, until it felt like your nerves were fried with the sensation.
He stops pinning you down any longer, letting you bounce your hips back into his to your heartâs content. âThatâs right, use me.â Gojoâs fingers are but a blur on your clit, âUse me to ride your high- fuck, use me as much as sh-she wants. Let me feel every inch of you squeezinâ around me-â
âI canât be the only one.â Despite the pangs of your bliss, you somehow manage to blink away your tears to gaze up at him. With a hand fisted in Gojoâs perspired hair, youâre pulling him in reeeeal close, âWant you to cum insi- oh, fuck.â
You donât even have to finish your sentence.
You donât even have to finish your thought.
Because the moment that Gojo realizes what youâre trying to say to him, the bawling divot at the end of his shaft pours out white-hot cum. Heard throwing back. Chiselled body bowing into yours. Voice straining with a call of your name.Â
Itâs just the creamiest texture, it polishes a layer of white on your cervix and along your walls until the syrup froths outside.
Gasping, Gojo brushes his thumb between your folds and plugs up your leaking hole. Overspilling. So many webbed layers were seeping out of you, and he was taking the time to push every ounce of it back inside- âFuck.â He whispers, thickly. âFucking hell.â
âSâall inside, Satoru.â You mewl, gliding your hand up and down your front. âI can feel it splashinâ around inside-â
âDonât say that- donât- fucking say that-â He just barely chokes out- before one of Gojoâs hands lets go of your ankles to actually squeeze that pretty neck of yours, so perfect in his grip. âDonât say that or mâgonnaâŠâ
âOr what?â
âOr mâgonna cum again-â
âCan feel it alllllll up inside.â You continue, despite the lecherous tightening at your throat. And Gojo has to listen on in pure agony as that voice he loves so much continues onââHonestly- at this rate, you might just get me- ngh, pregnant, Toru.â
And that does it- heâs splurging out his dewy wet wads all over again. It seeps a layer of white into your glossy insides, making every thrust of his slippery.
With a slight whimper, he doesnât waste time fucking those droplets of cum inside even if it aches him with sensitivity. The reddened tip of his cock twitches, and Gojoâs balls nuzzle the forefront of your cunt, already sucked dry with nothing more to give-
âYou kn-know-â When Gojo speaks, it almost sounds like heâs crying- oh. Something hot and wet drips from his eyes, he actually was crying in overstimulation.
The texture of your cunt leaving him red nâ raw, but even then heâs way too addicted to try and bring himself to stop. Moaning, â-I did say something about you st-stepping on me, my light.â
Your brows raise.
Oh, this is going to be fun.
.
.
.
Itâs almost a year later when Gojo posts:
@thestrongestfanboy: Siri play I Just Had Sex by The Lonely Island.
@Fushidaddy1008 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: lmfao as if anyone would bang you
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy1008: Ahhh, my wife would bang me~! (â§âœâŠ)ïŒ Also blocked (*â§ÏâŠ*)
@Fushidaddy1009 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: wife?? lmfao i thought Cupid was your wife?? youre saying you banged Cupid??
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @Fushidaddy1009: Exactly~! Blocked (ïŸâăźâ)ïŸ*:ïŸâ§
@thestrongestfanboy: I would let her step on me (and HAVEEEEE) <(ïżŁïž¶ïżŁ)>
@thestrongestfanboy: Does anyone have that meme of the guy shooting a basketball from the moon and actually making the basket???
@thestrongestfanboy: IâM IN LOVE.
@DigiGeto replying to @thestrongestfanboy: Bro do you gen need your meds orâŠ
@Shokomedical replying to @DigiGeto: Iâve prescribed all he needs, idk how but itâs gotten worse since that concert last year.
@HiByeRawr replying to @thestrongestfanboy: Happy for you Gojo-senpai ^.^
And then came the disaster, perhaps. Because heâd meant to attach a completely innocent picture of you from your last show, heâd meant to post something that would have been inconspicuous with everything else that your fansites were posting.
But this is Gojo - and thatâs obviously not what happened.
Attached to that aforementioned tweet was a picture of none other than Gojo Satou and you. Not from a concert. Not from afar. In the flesh, in nothing but a soft blanket covering your most intimate parts, clearly bitten all over and sex-hazed.
You were raising a digital camera up, your smile peaking through its edge as if you were taking a picture of a picture. And Gojo himself was in the corner - bitten, marked, a dopey smile and just as ruined, as sex-rumpled as you were, shirtless.
The first night.
How damning.
In the split-second that the photo had been up, it spread across stan Twitter like wildfire. And all of Gojoâs subsequent tweets had upwards of 1M+ views just because of it.
@thestrongestfanboy: WAIT
@thestrongestfanboy: WAIT DIVA DOWN DIVA DOWN
@thestrongestfanboy: I DIDNâT MEAN TO POST THAT PLEASE FORGET ABOUT IT.
@pinkillit replying to @thestrongestfanboy: Bro actuallyâŠ.did it? The fanboy actually did what every delulu stan hopes to do??
@gggggnarly replying to @thestrongestfanboy: YOU HOOKED UP WITH QUEEN CUPID?!
@hearts2hurts replying to @thestrongestfanboy: I fear I, again, canât send hate because this is impressive ngl.
@utahimeslefttoe replying to @thestrongestfanboy: i know this is a marketing stunt i just cant prove it (uta give me a chance pls)
@lovelicky replying to @thestrongestfanboy: PARASOCIALISM WORKED??
@yuuthebaddie replying to @thestrongestfanboy: YOU GOT THE HUZZ??
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @yuuthebaddie: I GOT THE HUZZ!! (âàČĄÏàČĄâ)
@thestrongestfanboy replying to @thestrongestfanboy: WAIT DELETE-
@DigiGeto replying to @thestrongestfanboy: Satoru what the fuck
@Shokomedical replying to @thestrongestfanboy: SATORU WHAT THE FUCK
@HiByeRawr replying to @thestrongestfanboy: I always knew the day would come!! Congratulations, Gojo-senpai ^.^
@urmomstype replying to @thestrongestfanboy: What did I miss?? Do I need to make a new thread??
@Fushidaddy2067 replying to @thestrongestfanboy: thats it siri play chasing pavements.
And thatâs when it spreads outside of your fandom, first to the celebrity news outlets, and then everyone else. Soon enough, BuzzFeed, TMZ, Pannchoa were all tripping over themselves to be the first to report and interview on the subject. Personally, you knew that Dispatch was foaming at the mouth to drop the annual bombshell with all the sordid details.
TRENDING ON TWITTER:
#CUPIDPICTURE
#CUPIDDATING
#THESTRONGESTFANBOY
#DELULUISTHETRULULU
#HEGOTTHEHUZZ??
#LFORFUSHIDADDY
@CupidManagement: As a company, we do not interfere in the private lives of our artists and we kindly ask everyone to stop spreading any malicious rumors. We wish all the best to Cupid, and her relationship going forward.
And you?
@CupidOfficial: Ahhh might be as great a time as ever to announce that my new album, Stargirl, will be out on all platforms November 28th!! Hereâs the cover art, hope you love it (and a special thank you to the special boy that made it happen) <33
On the cover, a picture of Gojo.
Not as youâd seen him in the bedroom, of course. Itâd been exciting work to get to the studio, to don him in the most ethereal flowy whites, to place him in the midst of a blank background and stud his hair with roses, to bathe him in a dreamy light. It was almost hazy. In the picture, his face was turned away but he was staring into the camera- andâŠperhaps past it.
Right where youâd been, directing him.
With such a loving glimmering in his eyes that it made one almost shy to directly at it.
Your vision had some to life.
It quickly racks up a comfortable million plus views on Twitter, and you quietly shut off your phone as the notifications keep beeping. Instead, snuggling up to Gojo right back in your penthouse, right beside you (not before you give him a lecture on double-checking the pictures he posts, of course.)
Toji working out in the garage when you pull into the driveway.
He looks sexy, always does.
But the sun is beaming on his tan skin, sweat dripping down his Greek god like body, muscles flexing with every movement. jet block locks swaying as he punches the punching bag with all heâs got. He catches sight of you stepping out the car, already taking off the tape that wrapped his hands.
He nods to you, smile appearing on his face âThere she is, pretty girl.â
It makes you feel all warm inside, butterflies swarming in your stomach that stills you before you can meet him halfway up the driveway. Your brown eyes are all over him, every scar and tattoo, every bulky arms and thighs in his shorts, the way he towers over you. suddenly feeling your own hands sweat that you wipe down your jeans.
âHi Toji.â It comes out meeker than intended, laughing at how speechless you must look.
âWhy are you standing over there, come âere.â
And he gently takes you by the jaw, stumbling into him as he holds your chin in his hands, kissing you tender, sweet. Heâs been missing you. He hand slips down your torso, down the curve of your hips, before you shyly pull away. âDonât hug me ji, youâre sweatin.â
âYeah, yeah,â he nods, but kisses you again, lifting his hands up in surrender. Smiling against your lips when you hand touches his sticky abs. âItâs good to see you too mama.â
You turn away, biting the inside of your lip as he lips kiss the corner of your lips, peppering kisses all over. The back of knuckles brushed over the apple of your cheek, âWhenâd you get all shy on me, huh? Usually have something to say.â
You shrug in response but he knows good and well how heâs making you feel, can feel how hot your cheeks feel as he looks at you. âThatâs fine too,â he hums, nuzzling your noses, âHow about, we take a shower togetherââ
âWe?â
He cocks a brow, âYâdonât think I need a little help getting clean?â
Your mouth opens to say something but you purse your lips to fight off a stupid grin. He continues through a chuckle, âLike I said, we can take a shower together. Then Iâll make us lunch. Doesnât sound half bad, does it?â
You shake your head, letting him play with the braid getting in the way of your eyes, âWords puddin.â
âNo, it doesnât sound half bad.â God youâre perfect, licking your full lips and looking up at him like heâs the only man in existence. ïżŒ
âGood,â Toji kisses your forehead, âletâs hurry ând get you fed, huh?â
the apartment was still humming with the low, warm chaos of a party that refused to die down. low-fi beats bled through a portable speaker near the TV, mixed with the muted clinking of beer bottles, distant laughter from the balcony, and someoneâs aggressively terrible attempt at a fighting game in the corner.
iwaizumi had been back in japan for less than forty-eight hours, fresh off a plane from the states. his hair was slightly longer, his shoulders impossibly broader, and the jetlag was clearly fighting a losing battle against the sheer number of old friends packed into his living room.
yet, somehow, the entire night had felt like a slow-burn fanfiction between just the two of you.
it started with small thingsâa lingering touch on the small of your back when he passed by you in the cramped kitchen, his deep voice dropping an octave every time he leaned down to speak over the music, eyes catching yours across the crowded room every single time someone cracked a joke. every glance was charged, heavy with months of unsaid things buried under late-night trainer study calls and time zone differences.
the hours had simply melted.
before either of you realized it, the bright evening daylight had long faded into deep, velvet midnight. most of the guests had melted away, leaving only the hardiest stragglers scattered across the rug and couches.
you glanced at the digital clock. 1:47 a.m.
âshit,â you whispered softly, setting your half-empty glass down on the counter. âi really should get going. i have to be up early tomorrow.â
you turned toward the entryway to grab your jacket from the rack, slipping your arms into the sleeves. you were just reaching for the doorknob when a sudden heat blossomed against your back.
strong, thick arms wrapped securely around your waist, pulling your back flush against a warm, solid chest. the familiar scent of cedar, clean laundry, and faint alcohol washed over you. iwaizumi rested his forehead heavily against the nape of your neck, his breath warm against your skin as a quiet, desperate sigh escaped him.
âdonât go yet,â iwaizumi muttered, his voice gravelly and low, laced with the kind of unfiltered honesty he usually kept tucked safely behind his stoic exterior.
you froze, your hands lingering on your jacket lapels. âiwa⊠people are literally still here.â
right on cue, across the open living area, three of your mutual friendsâryy, cass, and mayoâwere completely oblivious to the intense drama unfolding by the door. they were huddled in a chaotic circle near the kitchen island, rhythmically bouncing on their heels, swaying their arms in unison, and aggressively performing the âsix sevenâ emote from tiktok with terrifyingly serious expressions.
iwaizumi didnât even glance in their direction. he just tightened his grip around your waist, his thumbs rubbing soothing circles through the fabric of your jacket, completely unfazed by the audience.
âi donât care about them,â he murmured, burying his face a little deeper into the curve of your shoulder. âthey can clean up when they leave. âitâs getting late, please stay.â
the raw vulnerability in his tone made your heart do a violent flip. this was iwaizumiâthe man who usually wore composure like armor, the guy who preferred subtle nods to grand displays of affection. and here he was, practically clinging to you in front of a room full of people, refusing to let the space between you open up again.
âhajime,â you breathed, turning slightly within the ring of his arms so you could look up at him.
he finally lifted his head. his eyes were intense, heavy-lidded, and brimming with everything he hadnât been able to say over short phone calls and text messages across the pacific ocean. the romantic tension that had been simmering all evening suddenly threatened to boil over right there in the narrow hallway.
âi missed you,â he confessed quietly, his hands sliding from your waist to rest on your hips, thumb brushing against the exposed skin just above your waistband. âi spent the whole flight thinking about coming home, but really i was just thinking about coming back to you. so donât leave yet. crash here. on the couch, on the bedâpreferably on my bedâi donât care. just stay.â
you looked past his shoulder. mayo was currently trying to teach cass the exact hand placement for the emote while ryy recorded them on her phone, entirely absorbed in their own absurd universe. nobody was paying attention to the doorway.
a soft laugh escaped your lips, the tension in your shoulders dissolving instantly. you slipped your arms up around iwaizumiâs neck, resting your hands in the coarse, short hair at the back of his head.
âyouâre clingy when youâre jetlagged,â you teased softly, a small smirk playing on your lips.
âonly with you,â iwaizumi replied without a second of hesitation, his jaw setting stubbornly. âis that a yes?â
âyes,â you whispered, leaning in just enough that your lips brushed against the corner of his jaw. âiâll stay.â
a tiny, satisfied sigh left his throat. the tension melted out of his shoulders, and for the first time all night, iwaizumi looked completely relaxed. he pulled you in closer, pressing a lingering, warm kiss to your temple right as ryy shrieked in victory from the kitchen.
âwe nailed it!â ryy yelled.
iwaizumi finally turned his head slightly, shooting them a tired, half-hearted glare over his shoulder. âif you three donât clear out in ten minutes, iâm charging rent.â
mayo gasped, grabbing cass by the elbow. âheâs fully awake! abort mission!â
as the trio scrambled to grab their shoes and coats, giggling like maniacs on their way out, iwaizumi didn't let go of you for a single second. he just held you tight, keeping you right where you belonged.
Toby's obsession with his partner's body should be studied.
I think he's the type of boyfriend who never wants to take his hands off you. Pulls you close any time you're in arms reach, hand in your back pocket when you walk together, at night you're always cuddled in his bed. You're never in your own seat because his lap is available 24/7 just for you.
He's actually so pathetic when you're too busy to give him attention. On his knees just to get you to look at him, he's pulling at your belt loops to get any sort of reaction. And god he'll take it if you're mad at him. In fact, if you're a little pissed off that he's bothering you, that might just be his favorite outcome. He'd do anything to make you happy, and he's just your loyal dog.
Tell him to sit and he will.
He can't even pretend to be upset that he's in 'trouble' when you're scolding him. Metaphorical tail wag and all, he's right where he wants to be.
The glare you're giving him is just enough to send him over the edge. Hugging your legs and apologizing as sweet as he can, still looking for just a bit more to keep him happy. Even you can't deny him for long. He's between your thighs easily. Kissing at your jeans, teasing you through the fabric like you weren't literally in your room. Like he couldn't toss you around. This was just Toby's own form of 'self control'. Making himself wait just to please you, to feel you, and to see every side of you. Every angle of your body, every possible expression would all be his.
mid-thrust deep inside of you, something about suguruâs face draws your lust-clouded thoughts together into a semi-lucid state of awareness. his lips are rosy red around the soft moans and pants he husks out, his abdomen rippling with the sweaty ecstasy of his impassioned abandon, his brown eyes twisted into the loveliest bows as suguru tries in vain to pretend this is anything less than the most turned on and undone heâs ever been.
perhaps that fleeting uncanniness was a trick of your mind, because not a singular feature of his is skewed now that youâve drawn him closer with the tie your arms make around his heaving shoulders. suguru is the spitting image of the man you met years ago, up close and personal as he is currently, and yetâ
there.
there, at the corners of his delicately lashed eyes, is where moisture is bred. impossibly dark, impossibly jarring tearsâ not crystalline-pure, but onyx-blackâ rove over suguruâs high cheekbones. the soft, smoky wings of his eyeliner that he meticulously crafts around the edges of his already foxy eyes every morning, mouth puckered in the mirror as he concentrates, crumbles apart at the hands of your warm, willing body beneath his.
the bleeding eyeliner runs a wild course, smudged into ghostly charcoal streaks that swallow the careful precision suguru has always drawn tight around himself in a veil. you could give him a heads-up about his makeup falling apart, but rallying the words is futile, drowned out by the onslaught of ah-ah-ahâs that suguruâs rolling hips persuade from you.
itâs a sign, you think. you would be remiss to rid yourself of the lovely sight that suguruâs crying eyeliner makes of his countenance. and so, you stay your lips. thumbs swiping through the spill of streaky inked tears, you cradle the sun-kissed face of your lover as suguruâs overwhelmed emotion paints your collarbones and chest in the impossible depth of a pleasure too immense for a pure human heart to contain.
á°.á childhood bestfriend!suguru gets caught jerking off to you during a sleepover âžâž 18+ mdni
childhood bestfriend!suguru who used to practically live at your house, having sleepovers every weekend where you'd sleep on the top trundle bed and heâd pull out the bottom one underneath.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who started making up every excuse in the book to decline your invitations once you both hit your early twenties, all because he developed a massive, agonizing secret crush on you and knew his self-control was slipping.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is completely powerless against you when you use your charm and extra-persuasive "please, please, please" voice, forcing him to finally break his streak and agree to one more sleepover.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who feels an overwhelming wave of nostalgia mixed with nervous tension the second he sits back down on that pulled-out bottom bed, trying to act natural while his heart is hammering in his chest.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who has the absolute time of his life chatting, playing games, and joking around with you until late into the night, suddenly realizing how much he missed being this close to you.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is left sitting in complete silence when you suddenly fall asleep mid-sentence, leaving him down on the bottom bed just staring up at your sleeping face with an unbearable amount of affection.
childhood bestfriend!suguru feels his throat go completely dry when you stir lazily in your sleep, twisting the top blanket away to reveal the dip of your collarbones, the deep slope of your cleavage, and your shorts riding high up your smooth thighs.
childhood bestfriend!suguru undergoes an agonizing internal battle as his heart hammers against his ribs, his blood rushing south as his pants grow impossibly tight, every instinct screaming at him to turn away while his eyes remain completely glued to you.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who eventually breaks down under the unbearable friction and tension, quietly slipping a hand beneath his waistband to slowly stroke his throbbing cock, trying to keep his desperate breaths silent so he doesn't wake you.
childhood bestfriend!suguru gets caught in the absolute worst, most vulnerable position imaginable when you stir awake, your eyes fluttering open and landing directly on his frantic, rhythmic movements underneath the covers.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is utterly mortified, pulling the blanket up to his chest while his hand stays frozen over his aching length, stammering out a breathless, panicked "s-sorry, i didn't think you'd wake up..." as he braces for your utter disgust.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who panics even further when you lock eyes with him and plainly state, "you were watching me," only for his brain to short-circuit entirely when a slow, mischievous, teasing glint appears in your eyes instead of anger.
childhood bestfriend!suguru watches in absolute disbelief as you shift on the top mattress, intentionally pulling your blanket back to give him a full, unobstructed view of your chest and bare legs, whispering softly, "how naughty of you, suguru... you wanna look at me while doing it?"
childhood bestfriend!suguru is so utterly consumed by lust and desperation that he ignores every single red flag firing in his brain, choking out a humiliated, needy "c-can i?" the second you promise that this stays between the two of you.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who reaches up to the top mattress, his trembling hand gently stroking up your thigh and caressing your warm skin while his other hand pumps his hard dick at a faster, messier pace, completely undone by the sight of you looking down at him with an adoring, playful smirking face.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who loses what little sanity he has left when your eyes wander down to his tented covers and you softly offer, "do you need help?", causing him to hitch a choked breath and whimpering out a desperate, completely spent "y-yes, please."
childhood bestfriend!suguru who holds his breath as you climb down from the top trundle bed under the warm room lights, his heart hammering against his ribs so hard it rings in his ears. he can only watch, completely frozen, as you pull back his blanket and straddle his thighs, towering right over him.
from where heâs lying, exposed and completely raw under the soft overhead glow, the shift in your posture catches him off guard. he watches your eyes widenâa sudden, bright sparkle of genuine curiosity and dark amusement lighting up your face as your gaze drops down between his legs.
a fresh wave of heat floods his entire body, making his face burn a furious red. he knows exactly what youâre looking at. he can feel the heavy, humiliating weight of his own arousalâthick, throbbing violently with every pulse of his blood, and swollen so large that the veiny length twitches beneath your gaze. a hot, slick bead of pre-cum is already glistening at the tip, leaking down his shaft and making him feel agonizingly bare.
his thighs tremble beneath your weight as he triesâand utterly failsâto shrink away from the exposure. the raw humiliation of being caught like this by you crashes over him, but as he looks up at you from the bed, watching the playful smirk curve your lips, all he can feel is a terrifying, desperate rush of need.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is completely overwhelmed the second your soft, warm hands wrap around his slick, throbbing length, his hips involuntarily jerking upward at the unbelievable sensation of your touch after years of hidden longing.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who can barely process reality as your fingers slide up and down him with a deliberate, agonizingly sweet pace. the sheer sensory overload leaves him whimpering softly into the quiet room, his knuckles turning white as he grips the bedsheets tight, muttering hushed curses through a tight throat "nghh... oh god, you'reâfuck..."
every movement of your hand feels like a deliberate torture designed just for him. he watches through half-lidded, dark eyes as you lean in close, using your thumb to slowly circle his swollen slit, smearing the slick bead of pre-cum all over his sensitive head until he hitches a sharp, ragged breath. you don't stop there; your fingers trace the heavy, pulsing vein running down his underside, following every hot ridge of his length.
when the friction starts to build under the warm room lights, you coolly lean lower and gather a pool of spit on your lips, letting a long, glistening string drop right onto his head. suguru's hips involuntarily jerk up off the mattress at the sudden, cool moisture, a desperate groan tearing from his chest as you rub it in, coating every inch of his thick shaft until your grip is slick, wet, and sliding smoothly over his most sensitive spots.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is so utterly ashamed by how good it feels that he tries to throw an arm over his flushed face to muffle his needy groans, only for you to gently pull his arm away and pin it loosely against the mattress so he's forced to look right up at you.
"don't hide from me, suguru," you whisper teasingly, your thumb lightly tracing the racing pulse in his wrist while your other hand keeps a steady, maddening rhythm on him. "does it feel good?"
"f-fuck..." he chokes out, his dark eyes wide, glossy, and entirely blown out as his head rolls back into the pillow. "youâyou have no ideaâah..."
"i want to hear you," you command softly, tilting your head with a playful smirk as your grip tightens just a fraction. "look at me. i want to see every single expression you make, and i want to hear every sound. don't quiet down for me now."
childhood bestfriend!suguru who reaches a point of sheer, desperate need under the warm overhead light, stuttering out a breathless, embarrassed "c-can you use your mouth?"
childhood bestfriend!suguru who completely short-circuits the moment you give a smooth "sure" and immediately dive down, the sharp angle bringing your chest spilling out right in front of his face again and sending his brain into an absolute tailspin.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is thrown into a messy spiral as you take him in, his hips helplessly bucking up into your heat, his legs trembling violently as tears well up in the corners of his eyes while he babbles incoherent praise and pleas.
the heat of your mouth enveloping the sensitive tip sends an electric shock straight down his spine. his eyes go wide, staring down in disbelief as you push past your limits, taking him deep down your throat. the filthy, wet sounds filling the quiet room shatter whatever restraint he had left, echoing loudly under the warm lights. he feels your tongue swirling intensely around his slit before flattening out to lick up along his heavy veins, making his entire body shudder.
because you can't fit all of his thick dick, your warm, spit-slicked hand stays wrapped tight around the base, pumping in perfect, rhythmic sync with your mouth. a long, glistening string of spit rolls down your chin and drips onto his lower stomach, adding to the messy, humiliating sight. every wet slide, every pull of suction, and the heat of your cheeks stretching around him pulls a wrecked, tearful whine from his throat as he helplessly rolls his head back into the pillow, completely undone by you.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who gasps out a desperate warning "waitâfuck, i'mâi'm gonna cumâ" his voice cracking, entirely wrecked and pleading, only for the low, rumbling hum of your vocal cords against his sensitive length to send a violent shockwave straight to his core, instantly snapping his final thread of self-control and pushing him completely over the edge.
childhood bestfriend!suguru who cums hard straight into your mouth, his mind going entirely blank with pleasure as he lies there teary-eyed, watching fat globs of his release overflow past your lips and messily drip over his skin and your hands.
childhood bestfriend!suguru is pushed to the absolute brink of blacking out as you slowly keep working your hand over him, lazily licking up his mess from your lips and his skin.
he lies completely helplessâhis chest heaving, dark hair fan-spread across the pillow, and eyes glassy with unshed tears. he can barely breathe, let alone think, but his gaze remains entirely locked onto yours. you drag your tongue over your lower lip, gathering the slick white traces, before dragging a tongue up his shaft to clean him offânever once breaking eye contact.
a slow, wicked smirk curves your lips as you look up at his flushed, wrecked face, tilting your head slightly.
"look at all of this, suguru," you tease softly, your voice dripping with playful amusement as you trace a messy thumb over his skin. "you were holding out on me... didn't know my sweet best friend could make such a huge mess just from looking at me."
the sound of your voiceâso casual, yet so utterly possessiveâbrands that exact image into his mind for the rest of his life, leaving his brain completely short-circuited as he stares back at you, entirely ruined.
đđ licking icing from Gojoâs fingers! đ° âč àŁȘ ౚà§Ëâ
cw: fingersucking, brief mentions of foodplay
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The kitchen smells yummy, like icing sugar and melting butter, your scales dusted with a fine layer of flour from where Gojo tried to reach into the mixing bowl for a stray chocolate chip and you swatted his hand away. Youâre supposed to be baking chocolate muffins with buttercream, but your husband is making it incredibly difficult to be anywhere near as efficient as you were hoping.
âSatoru, stop.â You say seriously, elbowing him out of your way as you balance the mixing bowl on the messy counter. âIâm baking.â
âI know.â He says, perfect teeth curling into a grin as he rests his chin on your shoulder, entering your personal space in an invasion of long limbs and perfectly messy hair. âIf you donât move Iâm going to spill the icing sugar onto your sunglasses,â you frown sternly, craning your neck to look up at him.
âEh, I have four more pairs of these.â He shrugs, leaning forwards until your back is pressed up against the counter and his arms are trapping you on both sides. One finger slots under the string of the apron around your neck and he smirks. âCute. Maybe you should keep baking in just this-â
You groan and pinch the bridge of your nose, ignoring the heat dusting your cheeks. âIf you donât go to the other side of this kitchen Iâll shove you into the oven along with the muffins, Satoru.â
âBut what are you doing thatâs so important!â He whines petulantly, âI thought you melting the butter was the most important part, and then it was measuring the flour, and then it was sieving the flour-â
You slap a hand over his mouth. âItâs baking. Itâs a science. Every step is important, and youâre being very very annoying.â He licks your palm and you shriek in horror while he pokes his tongue out at you in glee. âGo!â
He groans and drags himself over to the kitchen island, where he promptly starts sighing every thirty seconds like a neglected pet.
âI wishhhhh my wife loved me.â
âWow, this would be so much more fun if my wife didnât hate me and wish I was invisible.â
âIf only my wife wanted to speak to me instead of her baking equipment that I bought for her-â
To be fair to him, heâs right about that one thing; he did buy you your baking tools, including the (extortionately expensive) stand mixer resting on the counter beside you as you carefully measure out butter into a bowl for the icing. You sigh, long and exasperated, through your nose. âI donât hate you, Satoru, donât be stupid.â You mutter, âbut this is really important. If you say anything that messes it up the buttercream will be ruined.â
He perks up like a dog given a treat. âSo can I come over there?â
âYes, Toru.â
He bounds over to you and immediately starts causing issues again. Sticking his fingers into the open bag of chocolate chips on the side and knocking an empty bowl over, constantly asking when the muffins are going to be ready, kissing your cheeks with sugary lips. You grumble. âIâm going to go into the pantry to get more icing sugar,â you tell him, âand if anything- and I mean anything- is out of place by the time I get back I swear-â
âYes, okay.â Gojo rolls his eyes and turns back to the bowl before calling after you. âYou look great in that apron!â
When you return, the kitchen looks the exact same. But Gojoâs face looks⊠off. You narrow your eyes. âWhy do you look so guilty, Toru?â
âUhh, nothinâ.â He grins nervously, before his composure cracks as you approach closer. âOkay, okay, Iâm sorry! I just wanted to try some of the icing, I swear, but the bowl moved and⊠uhâŠâ he holds his hands up in shame. You stare at him for a moment.
Thereâs buttercream coating almost every finger on his right hand, fluffy peaks decorating the lengths of his fingers. âAre you kidding?â You groan, âIâm gonna have to do that all over again, and you need to clean yourself up-â
âI mean, you could do it for me.â He shrugs slowly, eyeing up the way you pause and stare at his fingers. âJust a suggestion.â
You sigh. âAlright, fine. Fuck you.â
Heâs a little taken aback by your willingness- he wasnât really expecting you to agree to it, but now that youâre actually engaging in his suggestion heâs ever so glad he came up with it. âOh.â He says dumbly as your soft lips encircle the tip of his right index finger, your tongue darting out to lick away a streak before you fully take his finger into your mouth and suck.
The icing is sweet and smooth against your happy tastebuds as you finally get a hit of the sugar youâve been baking with all afternoon. It mixes with the taste of Gojoâs skin and makes you suck harder, hollowing your cheeks out around the digits until youâre satisfied to let them go with a lewd âah!â sound that echoes around your kitchen.
âMmm, I did a good job.â You mumble happily to yourself, licking another piece of buttercream from the tip of his finger. âSeriously, you should try some- mmfh!â
Your husband is shutting you up by entwining his clean hand in your hair and dragging your mouth against his. The kiss is messy and loud, spit and icing stringing in a mess of sugar between your mouths. Gojo moans loudly and licks shamelessly over your tongue. âTastes so good, baby,â he mumbles lucidly against your mouth, ânever wanna stop.â
He smiles manically against your lips. âI could lick this from all over you, couldnât I?â You gasp softly, tongue moving lazily against his. âYeah, I couldddd,â your husband continues, his large free hand coming up to palm at your tits through your apron and shirt with a satisfied whine dropping from his mouth. âMm, I could eat buttercream off these pretty tits allll day, my sweet girl.â You ignore the double meaning behind the nickname- and the slick pooling in your panties at the thought of Gojo licking frosting from your bare skin.
You deliver one final, decisively hard kiss to his mouth before wrapping a hand around his pale wrist and pulling it to your lips, so when his fingers re-enter your mouth itâs directly in front of his face. âOh fuck,â he breathes, âbaby, youâre killing me.â
Your hands go to his arm and wrist, holding them in sinful place as you continue your ministrations. And then, just when Gojo thought he couldnât have a better situation going for him- pretty wife sucking his fingers, fresh sweet treats in the oven- you sink to your fucking knees in front of him and he chokes on his breath, a remark fizzling out into a moan in his mouth.
Your knees are cool against the tile, and your cute apron pools around them. For once, Gojo's actually glad you aren't naked because he knows he'd probably pass out at just how erotic you look.
There isnât even any icing left on his fingers, youâre just doing this for the love of it- and god, do you love it. Watching him fall apart above you, his cock untouched in his underwear and his gorgeous face flushed, snowy lashes battering against his cheeks just from your tongue against his fingertips.
Because Gojoâs arms are so long, you simply have to straighten your back a little and his hand is hovering right in front of his bulging pants. Heâs hard, so hard, and it only gets worse when you keep going, moving your head and tucking your hair to the side of your ears like you would if you were giving him a blowjob.
Gojoâs cock twitches in his pants, and starts pathetically leaking onto his underwear when you pull further off his hand to kiss his outstretched palm. When you look up at him, heâs flushed and awestruck. âOh, sweetheart.â He says lowly, using his other hand to grab your chin. âYes, Toru?â You smile sweetly, a fleck of icing on your lower lip which heâs quickly darting inwards to lick away. He grins. âKeep going.â
You do, softly bobbing your head up and down the lengths of each of his fingers, feeling the way he presses the digits down onto your awaiting tongue and lets you swirl your tongue around each knuckle. âYouâre taking them so well,â he purrs breathlessly, âfuck, youâll have to do that to my cock next. Yeah?â
Itâs more of a beg than what he was hoping for, but you blink up at him- his fingers still in your mouth- and speak through the mouthful of skin and icing. âCan I put icing on your cock, too? Lick it off while you watch?â
Gojo gives a full-bodied shudder and pats your head lovingly. âI knew we were made for each other.â
CONTENT WARNINGS / TAGS fluff : smut : hurt to comfort : glasses stay on : toji cocky but what's new : piv : praise kink : afab!reader : they're both losers for each other : flirting : teasing : toji is nonchalant but he's really not : banter : toji is smitten : morning sex : creamipie : aftercare
ART CREDITS @syllysmot ââ @ youka.i â @ F_tality
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As the days of the new semester grew, you got more and more curious about the cute nerd in your Biology 101 class. He had a scar on his lips, raven hair, and these adorable glasses that definitely didnât fit. Youâve only heard him speak a few times. He only ever spoke in class when he was called on, and when he was, he answered correctly, exuding confidence. The professor constantly applauded him for his work and even asked him to help out during her office hours. You considered showing up just out of pure curiosity, but decided against it. You didnât want to stare at him like an obsessive loser. But an opportunity to talk to him fell on your lap on a random Tuesday afternoon.
During the third week of class, your professor announced something: everyone would sit alphabetically in the class for the next few days as she got used to everyone's names. This earned a few groans from the people who wanted to sit next to their friends, but she assured them it would be temporary.
âEveryone, everyone,â the room quieted down at her voice, âIt wonât last too long. We just have one lab to complete then I should have everyoneâs names down a few days after that. Iâve been struggling these past two weeks.â She looked down at her clipboard and moved to the first pair of chairs. âNow, let's start. Does anyone know ifâŠâ She called names one by one to show them their temporary seats. You didnât know anyone in the class to begin with so you werenât too bothered. Though, youâve never heard of a college class that had a seating chart. That was definitely a first. And by the sounds of it, no one else had either. How bad could her memory be?
Lost in thought, you didnât even realize when she called your name to be seated next. You blinked in confusion before realizing that she was assigning you to a seat. You mumbled an apology under your breath before sitting down. You exhaled, slightly embarrassed at your delayed reaction. Zoning out at the worst times seemed to be your strong suit. As you pulled out your textbook, you didnât listen to hear who would be your shoulder partner. You looked up to see Toji, aka the guy youâve been staring at for two weeks from across the room instead of paying attention to lecture, sitting right beside you. You quickly averted your gaze to recover from your shock. It was pure luck really, getting to sit next to him for the next few days, even if it was by force. He gave you a small nod of acknowledgement and you gave him an awkward smile back before quickly turning your head away. Smooth, you thought to yourself, now heâll think youâre creepy. Professor Nolan finished up the seating chart and brought up the upcoming lab.
âOur first lab will be tomorrow, and yes, your partner is who youâre sitting next to. Itâs simple and itâs on everything weâve covered this past week and a half. Iâll pass out the procedure.â She grabbed a stack of papers and started to give a small stack to each column. She handed Toji a stack and he handed you a packet. His hand brushed yours slightly, and your stomach lurched. His face remained neutral and he turned around to hand the rest of the lab procedures to the students behind you. You spent the rest of the lecture silently scolding yourself for getting so delusional over a guy that you didnât know. The walk back to your car was one of shame. You hated how excited you got over things, especially since you got disappointed just as quickly. Sure, he was cute, but at the end of the day, he was just a guy. You reminded yourself of this and pushed it out of your mind. Tomorrow, youâd just focus on the first lab of the class. There was no need for unnecessary distractions.
You had spoken too soon. There was a need for distractions. They were very, very necessary. Especially if it entailed your cute lab partner walking you through the lab.
âYou left your lab procedure on the desk. I tried to call after you, but you didnât turn back.â He explained with a shrug. âNo worries though, if you get stuck, I can try my best to explain it to you.â
You nodded, embarrassment creeping in. No way you were idiotic enough to leave your lab procedure behind. What a horrible first impression. âIâm so sorry, Iâm not usually like this Iââ
He shook his head and handed the packet to you. âNo need to worry, I got you.âÂ
You nodded again, shutting up this time. Your eyes scanned the page, taking in what you had missed the previous night. It seemed simple enough, but it was your first lab. It had already started off on not the best foot⊠you couldnât mess up again. A wave of determination washed over you. If he wasnât bothered by your small slip up, why should you? The two of you prepared your station in silence before starting. It was a human cheek microscopic lab where you scrape the inside of your cheek, smear the swab onto a glass slide, add a drop of methylene blue stain, and cover it with a slip. You then observe under the microscope and take note of the structures. Simple stuff, really. The only annoying part was extracting the sample.
The two of you got to work immediately. You scraped your cheek with the toothpick, and in the process, poked it. You yelped and pressed your tongue against the spot. A metallic taste soaked your tongue and you groaned softly. You donât know whatâs gotten into you. You were usually great at labs, always taking them on with intense focus. An easy one like this shouldnât be tripping you up, but here you were. You shot a glance at Toji and found him laughing quietly to himself. You glared at him, narrowing your eyes.
âNot funny,â you mumbled, tongue still applying pressure to the area you accidentally punctured.Â
His grin grew even wider. âI dunnoâŠit kind of isâŠHow does one even achieve that?â He pressed his lips together to stop himself from laughing again. Your frown deepened at his reaction. He was actually laughing in your face. This was another level of obnoxious, this was plain mean. You went silent throughout the smearing and staining process, ego a little wounded at his blatant taunting. You didnât know whether to feel embarrassed or annoyed. You went with being annoyed; he said heâd help you out, not make fun of you.
When it was time to observe under the microscope, you let him go first. You watched him closely, the different expressions heâd make, the notes heâd take, and the small sounds of content heâd let out. You found it all amusing. He acted all mysterious, but the whole time, he was really just a weirdo that got very pleased when things went as he predicted. His drawings were so accurate, it was scary. He moved away from the microscope and gave you a cocky smile. There was no way you were beating that. Not that it was a competition or anything. You snuck a glance at him. He was watching you carefully. Maybe it was a competition and you didnât know it. You swallowed hard before adjusting the settings as needed. The cells looked cool: their irregular shapes were highlighted with a vibrant blue from the stain. You zoomed in more to be able to see the cell structures better. From there, you could start to sketch your observations. You grabbed your pencil and lightly glided your pencil across the paper, careful to write lightly enough so you could correct any mistakes. You fell into a comfortable rhythm, looking into the microscope, and pulling away to add to your paper. You felt Toji watching you like a hawk from the side, but you still took your time. Within a few minutes, you were done with your sketches. You checked your work and grinned. Not too bad.
You felt someone shift behind you. You looked over your shoulder and found Toji there, sneaking a peek at your paper. He had a bored expression on his face and you fought the urge to roll your eyes. It wasnât supposed to be perfect, it was a sketch after all. He muttered something unintelligible under his breath and you raised an eyebrow at him.
âHuh?â
âI said, ânot bad.ââ He repeated before grabbing his notebook and walking off to start cleanup. You furrowed your brows in confusion. He was being nice again? What happened to being obnoxious and annoying? You scoffed and joined him. The two of you cleaned up your station and went your separate ways. You took the long way to your car, still in need of processing that entire lab period. The reassurance in the beginning, laughing at you making a small mistake, and giving you a half assed compliment to top it all off. You decided he was too cocky for his own good. He knew he was smart, he knew that he was better, and he let it get to his head. Sort of. He was still somewhat nice. Whatever it was, you only had to deal with him for a few more days. The first and only lab was out of the way. In retrospect, the worst had already passed.
Your stomach rumbled and you stopped in your tracks. After fumbling around in your bag, you realized you forgot to pack lunch today. You muttered curses under your breath as you turned around and headed to the college cafe. You werenât this scatterbrained. Before today, you canât remember the last time you forgot anything, especially of great importance like your lunch or schoolwork.
You walked into the cafe and went to the counter to order your usual: a grilled cheese sandwich with sourdough bread and the juice of the day. Todayâs juice of the day was mango, Paige, the barista informed you. You paid and looked for a place to sit. The cafe was pretty much empty except for a few students on their computers. One person in the corner caught your eye though. You could recognize those scarred lips anywhere. His eyes locked with yours and you froze, quickly looking away. You snuck another glance and he was still staring. He raised an eyebrow at you and gestured for you to join him. You pressed your lips in a firm line before slowly walking over. Dropping your bag on the ground, you took the seat across from him. You felt his eyes studying you carefully again like they had less than an hour ago, making your stomach twist in knots. Trying to figure him out made your head spin. Never in a million years would you have expected him to invite you over to sit with himâŠit just didn't work like that. At least, not in your head anyway.
âYouâre everywhere,â he said simply, taking a sip of his drink. âOh, by the way, itâs good. Fresh and all.â
You shot him a bewildered look. âWhat?â
He pointed to his drink with a slightly annoyed look on his face. âThe juice of the day? Thatâs the drink you ordered, no?â
You blinked at him, his words barely processing in your head. How long had he been watching you for? You just noticed that he was here. You frowned and nodded slowly. âYeah,â you responded flatly. You didnât mean to be rude, but he was getting on your last nerves. That's what you got for putting a stranger on a pedestal, theyâll always end up not meeting your unrealistic expectations and disappointing you.
He sighed, deep green eyes boring into yours. âYou know, for someone who stared at me for two weeks straight without saying a word, you sure donât have a lot to say now that weâve actually met.â Toji chuckled as you gaped at him, taking another sip of his juice. âBut hey, to each their own.â
You were speechless. The entire first week, he was at one end of the room and you were in the opposite, in a corner at that. Same for the second. How he knew youâd look at him, you had no idea. His back was to you 99% of the time tooâŠwas he bluffing? No, that was way too specific and accurate to be a bluff. Maybe you weren't as subtle as you thought.
The barista called your name for your order and you shot up from your seat. You took your sweet time: making small talk with her again, checking to see if it was your name on it, if you got the right sandwich, and sipping your juice to see how it tasted. He was rightâit was fresh, the tangy taste dancing on your tongue. You needed a second to mentally prepare yourself. Facing him after him confronting you and your staring problem made you want to puke. What do you even say to that? Do you just gaslight him until he believes you? You doubt he would though, he was way too arrogant to give you the benefit of the doubt or even just to let it go and move on. You slowly made your way back to your seat. He looked at you expectantly as you took another sip of your juice.
âItâs good, you were right.â You muttered, not meeting his eyes.
âI know,â he shrugged. You didnât like this, not one bit. He was nothing like you had expected at all. Sure, it was counterproductive to fit people into boxes based on their appearances, but you've never met anyone that carried themselves like this. Though you hated to admit it, you were intrigued. Why did he call you over here? You were classmates, he had no obligation to invite you to sit with him. And you still didnât know how he knew you would stare at him the first few weeksâŠ
âYou were staring at me too, werenât you?â you blurted out. For the first time ever, Toji was stunned. He didnât know how to respond to the questionâor, better yetâthe right answer to it. You watched as he struggled to approach your question. You could practically see the gears turning in his head.
âWhat makes you think that?â He finally decided on. Safe, yes, but playing dumb wasnât always reliable.
âHow else would you know I was staring at you?â You replied. Not your strongest point, you admit, but it was what was at the front of your mind.Â
âWell, for starters, you arenât the most subtle person to grace this Earth,â he shot back. You narrowed your eyes at his deflection, but this only proved you were getting warmer.
âAw, are you saying that my presence makes the Earth a better place âji?â You asked sweetly, voice dripping with sarcasm. âIs that why youâve been staring at me?â Your tone was so condescending you swore you saw his eye twitch.
âDonât call me that,â he grumped. You giggled at his frustration and took a sip of your drink.
âMmmmm,â you groaned dramatically. He glared at you from above his glasses. âIs this why you asked me to sit with you?â You stirred your juice with your straw, the ice cubes clinking together. His eyes followed the movement. Would he take the bait?
â...What do you mean?â He asked reluctantly. You could practically feel his discomfort. It loomed over his head, forcing him to engage in your shenanigans. It killed him to entertain your antics, but he couldnât bear not knowing what you were going on about. Â
âYou heard I ordered the same drink as you, so you called me over to sit with you.â You replied. Obviously, thatâs not what you believed, but you had to point out how ridiculous all this was. All this game playing, and for what?
âNo, of course not. Don't be stupid.â He said with a scowl, mouth turning into a frown, like just the idea alone personally offended him.
âSo you have been staring at me too then? I didnât even notice you were here until I was looking for a place to sit,â you challenged. You were regaining confidence now, determined to pull this confession out of him. He wasnât going to get out of this. You felt like you were going crazy before, you were glad to know you werenât alone.
âDoes it even matter?â He sighed, failing to meet your eyes.
âYes,â you insisted.
âWhy?â He countered.
âBecause.â
âBecause?â
âAnswer the damn question. Then I can tell you why it matters,â you hissed. You took a bite of your sandwich as he hesitated. You ate in silence, waiting for him to figure out what he was going to say. The sandwich was half gone and the glass of fresh mango juice completely empty by the time he finally cleared his throat.
âTo put it simply, yes I was staringâwhen you weren't looking at least. Thatâs why I invited you to sit here. Butââ He raised his hands up in surrender. âI swear I had nothing to do with us sitting together. That was pure luck.â
You laughed at how terrified he was. Like he actually believed you thought he blackmailed your strict professor or something to get you guys to sit together. This was ridiculous. You laughed over the stupidity of it all and he tilted his head at you in confusion.
âWell duh, I know that. Itâs not like you built a time machine and changed my last name to be right next to yours on the roster.â
He let out a sigh of relief. âOkay good. Iâm not a creep. It was just a coincidence. So was the cafe, I assume?â He asked, now putting you on the spot. âOr are you stalking me?â
It was now your turn to be stunned into silence. You really hoped he was joking. âGive me the same grace. It was a coincidence. I was hungry, so I stopped here for a quick bite to eat. If you hadnât called me over, Iâd have left by now.â
He narrowed his eyes at you, smirking at your bewildered state. Reality finally crashed down on youâyou guys have been playing eye tag this whole time, but you kept missing each other. Even though he got on your nervesâslightlyâthis was the best case scenario. You were both losers with a staring problem.
âSo what now?â you asked before you could stop yourself. You regretted it immediately, especially as you watched his curiosity pique. He was either going to tease you beyond belief, or be completely honest with you like he had before. It was a gamble you werenât sure you were ready to take, but it was too late. He studied the grimace on your face and nodded.
âI meanâbased on this conversation, itâs safe to say thereâs a mutual interest here soâŠI think it would be appropriate to ask you out.â
You blinked at him. Did he just ask you out without asking you? He winced at your unamused expression and rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. âEr, sorry, I meanâŠwould you like to go out with me sometime?â
âWeâre technically out together right now if you really think about it,â you replied, pressing your lips together to suppress the smile creeping on your face. You werenât going to let him off the hook that easily. Who did you take you for?
âWell no shit, but like another time if you waââ
âIâm just messing with you. Of course I would like that.â
He stopped his rambling and smiled at you, really smiled at you. It reached his eyes and you decided right then and there, you wanted to be on the receiving end of more smiles from this man. God knows they were scarce, but when they did come out, they made your heartbeat pound like a drum in your ears and caused butterflies to fill your stomach. You knew immediately that they didnât show up for just anyone, and that alone confirmed any suspicion you had about him liking you too.Â
âHey, you never explained why it mattered so much,â he said suddenly. Your eyes locked with him and you swore time stopped. The noise of the cafe faded in the background as the two of you held each otherâs gaze. Blood rushed to your cheeks, the intensity of his gaze being too much. You were the one to break eye contact, twisting your hands in your lap nervously.
âBecause,â you said pointedly, but there was no real bite in your voice. âThe feelingâs mutual.â
There it was again. Another one of his rare smiles. Your eyes landed on his scar and you instinctively reached forward. He didnât flinch or move away. He stilled as you traced it, fingertips ghosting over his skin.
âHow did you get this?â You murmured softly. He avoided eye contact and grabbed your wrist gently.Â
âThatâs a story for another time.â He said firmly, though, he didnât remove your hand. âIâll tell it to you though, I promise.â He swallowed hard and held your gaze. In the quiet of your own little bubble, you whispered to him softly, things only for his ears. The rest of the world faded away as the two of yours started to grow and blossom.
Your first real date was as soon as later that week after class. He walked you to your car and sent you an ominous text once you got home.
toji: Iâll pick you up at 4pm.
toji: Itâll be a little cold inside, so wear long sleeves.
toji: And pants.
You snorted at that text. Did he expect you to pull up half naked?
toji: As in long pants. Of course youâll wear pants. Duh.Â
toji: Donât laugh, you know what I mean. Shut up, stop laughing at me.
You laughed even harder. Underneath all of his cockiness and arrogance, Toji was really just a huge dork and it only came out in moments like these. Whenever youâd point it out, heâd get all grumpy and insist heâs not a dorkâbut if he wasâthat they are over hated. You always countered and said that thatâs something a dork would say.
At 4pm at the dot, he picked you up in his white sedan. The inside of his car was very tidy. You wondered if it was always like this, or if he cleaned it up just because youâd be in it. You imagined a timid Toji, scrambling to make his car look presentable for a first date. The thought made you smile to yourself. Dork.
âWhatâre you smiling about? Like my car?â He asked, his tone a little hopeful. You were no expert on cars, but despite being very beat up on the outside, it looked nice. It was obvious he took good care of it. âYes, I do,â you admitted. âItâs quite nice.â
âThanks. I know,â he grinned at you, knowing that would piss you off. You poked his cheek and he pouted before putting the car in drive.
âSo where is this mysterious location?â You asked casually. You were staring out the window, trying to make sense of where you were headed. It was the general direction of town, which only narrowed down the options slightly. He could be taking you anywhere from a fancy restaurant to Dickâs Sporting Goods. You hoped it wasnât the latter, you didnât pursue jocks for a reasonâŠ
âItâs a surprise. And if you nag me about it, Iâll just give you hints that are misleading.â He chuckled to himself, sneaking a glance at you. He was met with you glowering at him. Even after giving you basically nothing to work with in picking an outfit, he had the audacity to keep his lips sealed. You hated to admit it, but it was cute. The effort he was putting in was adorable and pushed your #TojiIsADork agenda even further.
Finding out on your own instead of being fed fabricated information sounded more appealing, so you shut up. Ten minutes later, he pulled into the parking lot of an unfamiliar building. It was huge, you stared at the building in awe and Toji smiled, âItâs the new science museum. They have this one biology exhibit, I thought maybe weâd check it out?â He looked at you for approval, and thatâs when you realized. He was nervous. The cocky guy you met was nowhere to be found. Instead, a slightly self conscious one stood before you. He kept stuffing his hands in his back pockets and removing them and you swore you saw him wipe his palms on his jeans. Interesting.Â
âThis was thoughtful,â you said. His mood immediately posted at your praise, lips curving into a smile and even more confidence in his walk. He held open the door for you with a wink. âLadies first.â
âCornball,â you rolled your eyes, but slipped past him anyway. The guy at the front desk smiled as you walked up together.Â
âTickets for two?â
Toji nodded and pushed up his glasses. âDoes that include the new exhibit?â
âYes it does.â He typed away on his computer. âThatâll be $19.18â
Toji fumbled for his wallet before handing over a $20 bill. He waved his hand for no change. The tickets printed out of a small machine and the worker handed them to you. âEnjoy!âÂ
âThank you,â Toji replied and the two of you entered the exhibit.Â
You had no idea such a cool place was in your city, and just right around the corner too. They had everything you could think of: dinosaur skeletons, glass cases with insects, human evolution halls, a whole planetarium, and so much more. You took it all in, glancing back at Toji to see how he reacted. He didnât look nearly as impressed as you.
âIâve been here so many times before already," he quickly explained.
âOh, that makes sense.â You turned back to the exhibit and read the fun facts. After you exhausted every corner of the last exhibit, you headed for the one he was talking about.
It was centered around microbiology. The exhibit walked you through the different structures and explained their functions. Some of the things rang a bell and others didnât. Either way, it was pretty cool to take what youâve learned in class and apply it.Â
âThis is way more in depth than what weâve gone over in class, or in our lab together, but I wanted to show you since you seemed super intrigued in the lesson.â He explained. âOther than in me, of course.â
You scoffed, but you couldnât hide the smile tugging at your lips. âLast time I checked, you were in the same boat.â You bumped him with your shoulder playfully.
âI still am, but I thought it was important to remind you of your roots. Your staring problem might be worse than mine,â he teased, bumping you back.
âI didnât listen for your cafe order and then bring it up later to make a statement,â you pointed out. âNow whoâs worse?â
âHm,â he grunted. âI mean, I guess.âÂ
âIâll take that as accepting defeat,â you said triumphantly. He fought back a smile and took your hand. His large hand engulfed yours, squeezing it lightly before he guided you to that last part of the exhibit. The knots in your stomach only twisted more at his gesture.Â
âYou mentioned during the first week that microbiology really interested you, so I saved the best for last.âÂ
You blinked at him, a bit stunned he had remembered that. The two of you hadnât even spoken then. It was a trivial comment you barely remembered making. Before you could fully process it, a video played on the screen. It was an animation detailing eukaryotic cells, specifically highlighting their functions in humans. The two of you watched in silence and listened intently. After it ended, he turned to face you.Â
âIsnât it cool that under all these layers, we're just that.â He pointed to the nucleus of a small structure on the screen. âHumans are so complex. Thereâs so many things that are overlooked that are fundamental for us to function. Makes you appreciate the little things, you know?â He cleared his throat, eyes darting to the ground. âBut yeah, uh, the video wasnât too bad.â
He dropped his nonchalant act temporarily to connect with you, but you feel like you just missed your window yet again. His walls went up as quickly as they had gone down. You liked his take, it was very insightful. Plus, heâd remembered such a small detail about you and it meant a lot.Â
âThe little things are overlooked often, youâre right,â you said quietly. Fear bubbled in your stomach, the weight of the conversation crashing down on you. Last time you checked, this wasnât first date behavior. It was way too deep, way too soon. But you didnât feel uncomfortable necessarily, you felt afraid of being judged. Being vulnerable, even if it was about biology cells, wasnât your strong suit. Especially with someone you liked, you didn't want them to think less of you.
Toji nodded and inched closer. You looked up to look at him, really look at him. His hair was slightly mused, the polo he wore fitted him so perfectly it annoyed you, and his eyes. His green eyes were practically shining and you knew what was coming before it happened. He cupped your cheek before pressing his lips to yours. You kissed him back, fingers tangling in his hair. It was tender; he stroked your cheek with his thumb as he kissed you like you were his oxygen. His soft lips captured yours and it felt like the rest of the world melted away. You pulled away, flustered, heart ready to leap out of your chest.
âWeâre in public,â you reminded him, slightly out of breath. The museum was pretty much empty, and no one else was in the exhibit room other than the two of you. You turned your back to him to compose yourself. You had realized he was going to kiss you right before it happened, and yet, nothing could have prepared you for that. The rate your heart was beating at was alarming. You wanted to do that again, except in the privacy of a room where you could do whatever you waâ
âYou okay?â He asked, interrupting your thoughts.
You turned around and found him looking at you with a concerned look on his face. His glasses were slipping off his face, but he didnât seem to notice. He walked up to you, but still left some space between him and you. âWas that too much?âÂ
You shook your head. That wasnât enough, but you couldnât just say that. âNo, it wasnât. Iâm sorry Iââ You paused to collect your thoughts. You liked him and it felt good to be here with him. But the pressure in your stomach wasnât just butterflies. It was fear. You were scared of messing this up and it was eating you alive, preventing you from actually living in the moment.
âI think Iâm just scared.âÂ
Silence. Your confession, short and brutally honest, was finally out in the open. It felt like a huge weight had been lifted from your chest. You exhaled and met his eyes. They were sad. Droopy even. Was it from disappointment? Had you ruined the good thing before you even got to enjoy it?
âMe too.â His expression mirrored yours and his admission hung in the air as the two of you processed your mutual fear. It was ironic reallyâboth of you were terrified of ruining a good thing with the other. You could pin yours to previous experiences causing you to have the doubt, but you wondered: what was his reason? The way Toji carried himself alone would make you believe otherwiseâŠbut the first thing you learned about him was to never judge a book by its cover.
âYou look surprised.â He said it more like a statement than a question. You didnât even realize you were letting your shock show on your face. You quickly made a neutral expression, but it was too late.
âGo ahead, ask me why that is. I know you want to.â You did want to, but part of you wasnât sure if you should. Despite the obvious invitation, it felt like an invasion of privacy. Again, you reminded yourself, not first date behavior. But you were already way past trying to fit it into the box of how a first date should go.
âWhy are you scared?â Your voice sounded smaller than you had anticipated. Still, you waited for an answer.
âIâm not good at this stuff. I struggled to pick a place for us to go out. I ultimately picked somewhere where I think would interest the both of us and where we could have fun, but I wasn't sure if that was the right choice I meanâŠâ He sighed and his shoulder slacked. âI thought youâre supposed to have a fancy dinner. I wasnât sure if youâd want that. And I doubt we could even afford it, us being broke college students and allâanyway, the point Iâm trying to make is that Iâm scared of doing this all wrong. Itâs hard to pinpoint the balance between what I should do and what I want to do.â He was rambling at this point. It didnât seem to bother him though. He seemed to be sorting through his thoughts verbally. âIs the expensive dinner the proper tone to set? Am I being a gentleman? Am I being too nice where it waters down our banter, but too rude where you think I might hate your guts? Itâs a lot to wrap my head around.âÂ
That was a lot to take in at once. You didnât know he felt this way. He acted so carefree about it all that he really fooled you. âAll I know is that I like you, and I want to see where this goes.â He shook his head. âWow what a first date. Feels like a therapy session.â
Your nerves calmed down and your face broke into a smile. âI like you too. And you donât need to worry about how you think you should act too much. Just be. I like you for how you are. Youâre unapologetically your authentic self. Thatâs something I admire about you.â
He mirrored your smile. âOh? Well I guess saying my piece was worth putting everything on the line for,â he joked. You rolled your eyes and laughed.Â
âMusic to my ears.â
âUgh,â you groaned. âGross.â
âWhat? I canât appreciate your laugh? And donât say Iâm being corny. Or a geek. Iâm not a geek,â he argued.
â...Thatâs something a geek would say.âÂ
The two of you left the room and bickered all the way out of the museum, to the car, and the ride home to your house. He kissed you goodbye and drove off once you got inside.
A few hours later, you received a text:
toji: Okay, on a scale of 1-10, how was the first date? Iâm open to criticism, but let it be constructive. No âgeekâ or âdorkâ nonsense.
you: 10/10 for the geek-ery
toji: I hate you
you: you really donât
toji: Shut it
You giggled and rolled over on your bed. You were really happy with how the date went. You were beyond nervous, but it all worked out in the end
you: on a real note, i had a good time. thank you for nerding out with me
toji: Same, thanks for agreeing to go out with me even though I said it wrong the first time.
toji: Also, the hell is ânerding out?â
you: the nerd ⊠doesn't know what.. nerding out is âŠ
toji: Wearing glasses doesnât equate to me being a nerd dumbass
you: quickly, who can recite the entire marvel series in order from memory?
toji: I donât know but they sound pretty cool to me ngl
you: Dork.
It took a few more dates to get fully comfortable with each other, but when you did, it was amazing. He kept it up with the nerdy date ideas, which you appreciated. You got to dabble in each otherâs interests along with tapping into your shared ones. You kept things in your science lab locker from each date: ticket stubs, receipts, and photos... lots and lots of photos. The more you learned about him, the more you fell for him. It was impossible not to love him, you decided.Â
In class, you were eventually allowed to sit wherever, but of course neither of you budged. âThese seats are lucky,â you declared one day. âWe canât move away.â Instead of teasing you, Toji agreed. There would be no seating changes since he was very happy with where he was at. He had said that last part pointedly and it made you grin.
Dating Toji was everything youâd imagined and more. He was attentive, noticing things you usually missed, and also kept you on your toes. He challenged you to try your hardest and be better. Whenever you needed help with school, he was the first person you went to. You couldnât be more grateful.
And the sex was the best of your life. You remember your first time with Toji like it was yesterday:Â
It was early morning and he had spent the previous night watching movies with you. He spent the night and slept in your bed. You woke up with him hard, pressed up against your assâŠand you, soaking through your flimsy sleep shorts.
Of course, knowing Toji, teasing you was his first course of action. He spread your thighs open, teased your entrance with his tip, smirking as you whined for him to just put it in already.Â
âTojiââ you whispered his name softly. His dark brows knitted together in mock concern. âTojiii.âÂ
âYes?â He asked innocently. The smirk on his face told him he was anything but innocent, but you were so needy you didnât want to stall any longer. You closed your legs slightly and glared at him. He gripped your thighs to force them apart and your stomach dipped in excitement.Â
âStop teasing,â you pleaded. âPlease.â
âSince you asked so nicely, I will. Give me a sec.â He took off his glasses and reached to put it on the nightstand, but you grabbed his wrist.Â
âNo, keep them on,â you urged him.
He stared back at you for a moment before putting them back on. The look he gave you made the butterflies in your stomach swarm. You couldnât resist that look and he knew it. You leaned forward and kissed him. He melted into the kiss, cupping your face gently, and groaning softly before finding his rightful place between your legs. You gasped as he entered you, arching your back. Each inch was more agonizing than the last. He was just too big to take all at once.Â
âS-slow down.â
He stilled and pushed your hair out of your face. âIâm sorry I got too excited, you wanna take it slow?â
You nodded eagerly and he rubbed small circles on your clit with his thumb. He tried again, except slower this time. You bit your lip as you attempted to take all of him again. âSo tight babyâshitâThatâs all of me,â he groaned as he bottomed out. He felt so good like thisâthick cock stretching you out and burying you to the hilt. You moaned his name into the pillow underneath you softly.
âMm donât hide from me, I wanna hear you.â You lifted your head slightly at his words. He started to move his hips at a steady pace and you let out your broken moans this time. He groaned too, lost in the way your velvet walls hugged him tightly. For the first time having sex with him, he felt heavenly. You clawed at his back, whining as you took him.Â
âHoly shit you turn me on so much.â His glasses kept slipping slightly down his nose and he kept pushing them up, but he didnât take them off. The lewd sounds of skin on skin filled the room as dawn settled in. The sun rising didnât stop either or you. Everything you needed was right here inside front of you.
âYouâre taking me so well,â he groaned, causing you to flutter around him. His glasses were slightly fogged by now, each stroke stripped him of his resolve. All of his focus was on chasing both of your highs. He snapped hips and picked up the pace. Your broken cries egged him on even further and he twitched inside of you at your pretty sounds. Â
âFeels sâgood,â you choked out, eyes rolling to the back of your head. âIâm close.â Pleasure was building up in your stomach. You were so close you could practically taste it. You wrapped your legs around his waist and he turned his hips slightly. At this new angle, he drove even deeper inside your poor cunt, fucking you with purpose. The head of his cock kissed your cervix every time he bottomed out and you clenched around his length, eyes screwed shut.Â
âYeah baby? You're close? Cum for me. I wanna feel you squeezing around me,â he breathed, âGive it to me. All of you.â
With one more thrust, you came, cunt squeezing his cock, milking him for everything he has, just like he asked. His name escaped your lips as your orgasm crashed over you and you shuddered at the overwhelming pleasure. He slowed down, thrusts becoming sloppier than the last, rigid before he came himself. His thick seed shot deep inside your aching cunt. You whined softly as he collapsed beside you with a low grunt.
The two of you laid there, chests heaving as you caught your breath.Â
 âTojiâŠâÂ
â'm sorry, I didnât plan this either.â
You lifted your head to glare at him. âOh, really? Who was humping me like a hormonal dog in their sleep last night?â You shot back.Â
âFair point, let me make it up to you?â He folded almost immediately.Â
You perked up at this, curious to see what he had in store. âMaking it up to youâ entailed the best aftercare of your life, though he swore he always prioritized aftercare no matter the situation. Toji cleaned you up with a towel before taking you to the bathroom. He ran a hot bath with your favorite body wash and made sure the temperature was just right. He climbed in with you and handed you with care. Afterwards, you snuggled in bed together with you as the little spoon.
âSometimes I wonder if I hadnât forgotten my lunch that day. I wouldnât have gone into the cafe,â you murmured.
Toji kissed your neck and sighed. âYeah we wouldnât have continued our little game.â
âIâm glad I did. Iâm glad to be stuck with you.â
âMe too,â he murmured back, âIâll always be right by your side.â
AUTHOR'S NOTE why is there nooo love for nerdji like guys plz
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