a/n: without further ado, here's a masterlist of all my current works! thank you so much for supporting my work โ i'm grateful to have you here. โก
๐ก๐๐ข๐ค๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ โข multi-chapter. settle in, stay a while!
after school | miya osamu
when your daughter starts kindergarten at the quirky all-girls school across town, you form an alliance with the only other solo parent in her class: hot single dad miya osamu. what ensues is a year's worth of chaos โ and a love you didn't think you deserved.
in close quarters | miya atsumu
when college athlete and emotionally repressed frat boy miya atsumu moves into your apartment senior year, your only goal is to make him as comfortable as possible. what ensues is an unlikely friendship โ and feelings neither of you expected.
๐ก๐๐ข๐ค๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฎ ๐จ๐ง๐-๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐ฌ โข only have a couple minutes?
dockside | hinata shลyล
โข hinata shลyล convinces you to kick your cigarette habit over the summer he spends training in your sleepy beach town. the only side effect? you start to want things again. including him.
wish list | suna rintarou
โข all you wanted was to spend the holidays convincing yourself you didn't need anyone. so when your friends-with-benefits drags you to his parents' house for christmas, you fail. spectacularly.
bokuto's babysitting business | akaashi keiji
โข the night akaashi plans on proposing to you, he entrusts bokuto to look after your two-year-old son. what could go wrong?
ring by spring | suna rintarou
โข after your fifth engagement party of the school year, suna grows tired of hearing you complain about your terminally single status. so he decides to ask you out โ just to shut you up.
two-steppin' | miya atsumu
โข half a year into swearing off all men, you get dolled up with your girls to go two-stepping at a local dance hall. the last person you expect to see is the guy who ghosted you two years ago.
pregnancy test | akaashi keiji
โข you and your boyfriend are no strangers to overthinking โ so when your period doesn't arrive on time, you take turns calming each other down.
halloween party | kuroo tetsurล
โข you never considered yourself a jealous person โ that is, until you realize that your cute bumble date is the life of the party.
job interview | kozume kenma
โข editing video tutorials for a urinalysis company wasn't exactly your dream job. luckily, your former coworker has a solution involving a certain youtube sensation.
grand opening | miya osamu
โข long-time friend and soon-to-be restaurant owner miya osamu asks you to be the event planner for the single-most important evening of his career. no pressure.
๐ก๐๐ข๐ค๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฌ โข small bites. mostly under 1k words.
starface | miya atsumu
โข when your boyfriend beats himself up over a bad acne flare-up, you come to his aid with your favorite beauty product.
chef special | miya osamu
โข you convince osamu to let you film a thirst trap tiktok of him cooking at onigiri miya.
wicked margs | bokuto koutaro
โข chili's viral wicked margaritas have nothing on you. your boyfriend, on the other hand? that's another story.
sexiest man alive | miya atsumu
โข atsumu is named people's sexiest man alive, much to the confusion of everyone around him.
blemished skin | yamaguchi tadashi
โข when the lighting in your hotel bathroom leaves you defeated over your blemished skin, your long-term boyfriend is quick to hold you amidst your insecurities.
synopsis: hinata shลyล convinces you to kick your cigarette habit over the summer he spends training in your sleepy beach town. the only side effect? you start to want things again. including him.
w/c: 8.7k (*screams in short fic lmao*)
what to expect: out-of-town athlete x local chef girly, my humble attempt at a slow burn, hinata flirts by telling the truth and y/n is not prepared, cigarette use, mentions of sex and parental absence
a/n: written for the lovely @blushinggray as part of @sodaneko's summer fic exchange! this is my first time participating in something like this, and it was even more fun than i imagined it would be. i hope you enjoy! โ๏ธ
You first meet Hinata Shลyลย in the alleyway next to your favorite club.
He's not that blessed in the height department, you think, which disqualifies him from the roster of tourists you keep in steady rotation on your phone. But skies, does he make up for it in other ways. The tips of his ginger hair are bleached from the island sun; the smell of sunscreen clings to his tanned skin. His knit shirt hangs off a frame of hard-won muscle, and a modest gold chain peeks out from underneath the collar.
Surprisingly, though, nothing about this man leaves a greater impression on you than his smile. Earnest, dimpled, and laced with a confidence you sorely lack, it tilts you off your axis the moment you receive it.
"It's pretty loud in there, isn't it?"
The base of the music thrums beneath your knee-high boots. You hum warmly in agreement.
"I wanted to leave thirty minutes ago," you say, cigarette smoke pooling from your glossy lips. "But my friend's a bit preoccupied."
"Really? What a coincidence!" He beams, shadows pooling into each of his dimples. You might as well have told him that you were from the same hometown โ or had the same zodiac sign. "My friend is, too."
"Shut up," you laugh. "You're friends with Oikawa Tลru?"
"Ten years and counting. Though, we were more like rivals for the first three. We've been going on these beach volleyball retreats since we were teenagers. Been to Brazil, The Philippines...now here."
"Beach volleyball?" You raise your eyebrows. "Like, for fun?"
"For fun," he half-agrees, shrugging. "But also not."
At your confused stare, he grins. "I play professionally for a Division 1 indoor team back in Osaka."
"Oh, excuse me," you tease, positively tickled by this. "I didn't realize you were such a big-shot."
He shrugs. Not confirming. Not denying it, either.
"What about you?" he asks, brown eyes bright with curiosity. "Are you also visiting for the summer?"
"Would it surprise you to know that I grew up here?"
"Really?"
You nod. "My adoptive grandma owns the mahi-mahi joint down the street. I've been working there since high school."
"That's so cool!"
"It really isn't," you snort, taking another drag of your cigarette. "But I appreciate the enthusiasm."
A strong gust of ocean wind rips through the alleyway, bringing with it the smell of salt, alcohol, and garbage. You fish out a half-crushed box of Marlboro Reds from your purse and hold it out to him.
"Oh, no thanks," he says with a wave of his hand. "Those things are terrible for you."
At the amused glint in your eye, he blurts, "Not like I'm judging you or anything! It's just โ "
"It's okay. I get it," you laugh, sliding one out of the box. The flame of your hot pink lighter unfurls with a crisp flick. "They are pretty terrible for you."
Something like confusion passes over his eyes, although his smile never breaks.
"Why do you do it, then?"
"Oh, I dunno..." you exhale. There's something comforting about the smell. "You know that saying? Here for a good time, not a long time?"
Before the athlete can open his mouth to respond, the sound of yelling reverberates down the alleyway. You recognize Mika's voice almost immediately.
"Fuck you!" she shouts at the bouncer escorting her out the main entrance by the elbow. "We weren't even doing anything!"
"Doesn't matter. Rules are rules โ no more than one person in a bathroom stall at a time."
"Well, that's a silly rule," Oikawa retorts haughtily. "What if I was holding her hair back to puke?"
"Didn't seem like that to me," the bouncer deadpans.
You and your new smoke buddy eavesdrop the entire conversation from the shadows. You exchange half-amused, half-exasperated expressions like a blunt.
"Guess that's our cue." You flick the butt of your cigarette onto the concrete and stamp it out with your boot.
"Guess so," he murmurs back with a frown. "Can I get your name before we leave?"
"Y/N," you supply, extending your hand out for a shake. "Nice to meet you."
"Hinata Shลyล." His thousand-watt smile blinds you as he takes your hand and shakes it firmly. "Guess I'll see you around this summer?"
"From the way Mika was grinding up on your friend back there? I'd bet money on it."
Ever the gentleman, Hinata gestures for you to walk ahead of him. Your lips pull into a touched smile as you stalk off to fetch Mika โ who, by the looks of it, is seconds away from tearing into the bouncer with her nails.
Hinata watches you go with a grin, glad to have made another friend in a new place. He starts following you out โ that is, until he steps on a folded piece of paper. It must've fallen out of your purse.
Onigiri Miya Culinary Fellowship: Where Passion Meets the Plate, it reads when he unfolds it. Apply by August 9!
"Y/N, is this yours?" he asks, eyes widening in recognition. "I think you dropped it โ !"
But you're already halfway down the street, bearing the weight of your lightweight friend and her inability to stay out of trouble. Hinata furrows his brow, wondering how on earth you managed to get there so fast.
He glances down at the flyer โ it seems important, by the looks of it โ and makes a mental note to return it to you sometime this week.
Just another reason to see you again, he supposes.
The Onigiri Miya fellowship is originally your grandma's idea. When she slides you the flyer across the bar during your lunch break, you stare at it like a body thatโs surfaced to shore.
"Yeah. I'm not doing that," you say, burping. Your grandma's dirty bar towel smacks you upside the head. "Ow!"
"Watch yer manners." She tucks the towel back into her apron. Mumbles something about yer generation and ungrateful brats. "And at least read it!โ
"I don't need to read it to know that it's expensive and a thousand miles away! Programs like that are just cash grabs to get more people to move to the city. They're a waste of time."
"Yeah? And ya don't think goin' to bars until two in the mornin' is a waste of yer time?"
At that, your nostrils flare. Your grandmother holds your stare. She may be frail and wrinkled from the sun, but her eyes are still sharp as a knife.
"Osamu's a good man,โ she says. "Remember the summer he spent beggin' to help out in the kitchen? Sat in that very bar stool every day 'til I had no other choice."
"Oh, I remember." He was practically foaming at the mouth for the ceviche recipe. It was pathetic.
"I just...I'm not ambitious like that, okay?" you huff, scarfing down the last of your burger. "And I don't think I want to be."
Your words dampen the fire in your grandma's eyes. She looks at you like youโre young and donโt know any better. Which is probably true, but pisses you off anyway.
"Ambition doesn't make ya a bad person." Her towel is back out again, this time to wipe the mess you made on her bar. "Yer not yer parents."
For the rest of that shift, her words cling to you like seaweed. It's infuriating โ how close your parents feel despite the thousands of miles and handful of years between you.
Even on this island, it isn't far enough.
"Junebug!" your grandma hollers at you from out front the next day. The deep-fryer bubbles with the crinkle-cut fries you just threw in. "There's someone here to see ya at table ten!"
You ask someone to watch your batch and grab your order pad on the way out. The ocean breeze smacks you in the face when you push past the kitchen door, and the dock is already teeming with families, drunk friend groups, and eager out-of-towners.
Hinata Shลyล is one of them. You blink back at his ridiculous smile โ the way his sunscreen leaves a white sheen across his tan skin.
"I didn't know you knew Miya Osamu!" he says by way of greeting, holding up your flyer. "Are you applying for his fellowship in Osaka?"
"I โ where did you get that?"
"You dropped it in the alleyway the other night." He tilts his head. "Did all that nicotine wipe your memory or something?"
You would glower at him, but he seems like he's genuinely asking. You instead reach across the table and pluck the flyer from his hand.
"Thanks for returning it," you say, tucking it into the back pocket of your shorts. "Is Oikawa joining you?"
"Nope! Just me. I'm meeting up with him afterwards to play beach volleyball, though. Wanna join?"
"I would, but..." You glance around at the tens of customers waiting to be fed. "I'm a little busy here."
"...right! Of course!" Hinata reels back, as if he's only just realized. "Maybe another time, then?"
You can't tell if Hinata has attention deficit issues or just a lack of normal work experience. Either way, it eases a soft chuckle from deep within your chest.
"What can I get for you, Hinata?"
"Please, call me Shลyล," he guffaws, eyes scanning his sticky laminated menu. "I'll take an Arnold Palmer and a mahi burger, please.โ
"Funny." You purse your lips to one side and scribble his order on your pad. "That's my order, too."
"Really?" His eyes sparkle. You didn't know boys' eyes could sparkle. "Great minds think alike, then!"
Great minds is a bit of a stretch, but you hesitate to call him out on it. Instead, you dive head-first into preparing his plate โ firing up the grill, blackening the mahi. Slathering tangy sauce onto the sourdough bun topped with fresh tomato, lettuce, and red onion.
There's an ebb and flow to cooking that carries you through each shift. Periods of speed. Periods of waiting. It reminds you of the waves on your favorite stretch of beach โ stuck in a constant push and pull.
By the time you slide Hinata's plate across the table, his eyes bulge out of his head.
"This is huge!" he exclaims. "Are you sure I'll be able to finish all this?"
"I'm sure whatever you don't finish will go to the seagulls," you say with a shrug. "I should warn you, though, they're pretty aggressive."
You watch him as he takes his first bite. His shoulders slack, his eyes roll back. A deep, unabashed moan slips past his lips.
"My god," you balk. "Could you be any louder?"
"What?" There's sauce on his lips. "Itโs good!"
The images that flood through your mind are filthy. You squash them down like mosquitos.
"You're totally getting that Onigiri Miya fellowship," he adds, yanking a napkin from its dispenser. "Have you submitted your application yet?"
You're thinking of using the flyer to wrap your chewing gum, actually. But something tells you Hinata wonโt like that, and you don't feel like defending yourself.
"Anything else I can get for you, Shลyล?"
"Nope." His smile wraps around the straw of his Arnold Palmer. "Thanks, Junebug."
"I โ " You blink. "Don't call me that."
The way his eyes glint already tells you that he won't listen.
Hinata starts coming over to your grandma's restaurant more. To eat. To talk. To make friends with the elders. They ruffle his hair and pinch his cheeks and promise to introduce him to their granddaughters, and you wonder how he has the energy to entertain them all.
"Want me to walk you home?" he offers one night. The sun has long since dipped past the horizon, and you're stuck behind the bar, polishing glasses. "There's this soft serve place down the street I've been wanting to try. We can go after your shift!"
"You sure?" You frown, inspecting a margarita glass beneath the orange patio lights. "We don't close for another thirty minutes."
"Don't worry! I can wait." His fingers drum atop the bar for all of five seconds. "Do you need any help, actually?"
Your grandma is quick to put him to work โ stacking chairs, closing umbrellas. His back muscles flex beneath his cotton tank top as he hauls trash bag after trash bag into the dumpster, and you catch yourself staring longer than you need to.
"Thanks for the help, ya two!" your grandma hollers from the window of her pickup truck. Hinata waves as she speeds off onto the main road.
"You know," you say, lit cigarette already between your lips. The gravel crunches beneath your flip-flops as you walk. "If you keep showing up to the restaurant during my shift, people are going to think you're my boyfriend."
"Really?" Hinata blinks. "Why would they think that? They don't even know what kind of people I like.โ
"Okay," you snort. "What kind of people do you like?"
"Oh, tons of people! Kind people, funny people..." An impish smile tugs at his lips. "I don't date people who smoke, though."
At your incredulous expression, he laughs. "What? Don't take it personally. What about you?"
"Oh, you know." A billow of smoke escapes your mouth, your nose. "Someone fun. Someone who doesn't take themselves too seriously."
Then, against your better judgement, "Someone tall."
"Excuse me?!โ
"I'm being honest!"
"Tch. You shouldn't be so picky, Junebug!" Hinata scolds you. "You might miss out on someone great!"
"Yeah? Like who?"
The tips of his ears turn pink. โLike...Daniel Radcliffe. Sabrina Carpenter. Bruno Mars."
โBruno Mars?โ Youโre cackling now. โWhatever planet youโre on, Shลyล, come home.โ
There's a short line at the soft serve stand when you arrive. You and Hinata end up splitting a small scoop of strawberry โ with rainbow sprinkles, per his request.
"I haven't had rainbow sprinkles since I was five," you snort, easing into a picnic table. Hinata slides in beside you. "How much was it?โ
"Oh, donโt worry about it!" He hands you a napkin and spoon. โMoney isnโt really an issue for me.โ
The sound of cicadas fills your ears as you eat.
"Has anyone ever told you that you're too honest?"
"All the time," he laughs. "Has anyone ever told you that you like to dodge questions?"
When you don't answer, he adds, "You haven't answered a single one of my questions about Onigiri Miya. Is it because you donโt want to jinx it?โ
"No. I just...don't think I'm going to apply."
"But why?" He's genuinely confused. "You're so talented!โ
"I know how to make fish five ways. That's hardly talented," you retort. "Besides, I'm not really a big fan of Osaka. Or big cities in general."
"Because you've never been?"
"Because I don't know anyone!"
"Well, I'm from Osaka." He grins. "So you'd know me."
"Sure, but โ "
"And I can introduce you to all my friends!"
Your shoulders sag. "It isn't that simple, Shล."
"Explain it to me, then," he says, leaning forward. His brown eyes press into yours. "Pretty please?โ
You're not used to people looking at you like this. So intently. So directly. You feel like a contestant on a game show. I'll take vulnerability for 500, please.
"I don't have the personality for a place like that," you explain, hoping it's enough to satiate his curiosity. "My parents also job-hopped between cities all the time. It put a real strain on our relationship."
"Yeah? Were they always busy?"
"So busy. I'd sit alone in my classroom during family picnic days. It was miserable."
Your eyes avert to the pack of cigarettes in your purse. You really want another one, given the embarrassment now searing your stomach.
"I don't want my parents influencing my life like that," you finish quickly. "And an opportunity like this is just...it's too much. I won't do it."
Hinata, surprisingly, stays quiet. Simply leans back, folds his arms across his chest. Your nerves prickle at his contemplative expression.
"Well, that's kinda silly," he eventually blurts. "You don't even have kids."
He might as well have shanked you between the ribs.
"Gee. I had no idea, thanks."
"No! I didn't mean it like that! I just โ " He tilts his head again. "By going against your parents' values, aren't you letting them influence your life anyway?"
"Skies," you mutter. "You really are too honest, Shล."
"Am I?โ His smile is apologetic. "I just...I spent my whole life chasing after a volleyball career. So I don't really know what that's like."
"To be normal?"
"To not want things! Don't you want it? At least a little bit?"
There was a time in your life when you thought you did. A receptionist job. A studio apartment in the city. Someone to share it with, maybe.
But then came the grades. The required reading, the detention slips. The mind-numbing amounts of shutting up and sitting still. After barely graduating high school, you knew college wasn't for you. Your parents believe you don't amount to much without it.
So you keep things simple. Count your cigarettes. Burn off energy at the restaurant. Swim and lounge and fuck around to your heart's content. It's enough for you. Really.
"You don't have to answer that if you don't want to," Hinata says, pushing the cup toward you. "Just...think on it. And come by the beach tomorrow! Oikawa and I are playing with some friends around three."
You push your spoon into the last of the soft serve, grateful for the change in topic. "You're not gonna make me participate, are you?"
"Not unless you want to." He smiles. "I want you to watch me.โ
Something about his words, the breezy confidence in which he says them, stirs something within you.
"Alright. I can swing by with some food. I have to leave by five, though. I've got a date."
"Deal," Hinata agrees, grinning ear-to-ear. "Who's the guy? Victor Wembanyama?"
You take your crumpled napkin and toss it at his face.
"Shut up, Shล."
He doesn't for the entire walk home.
You end up going a bit overboard on the food. Mahi tacos wrapped in foil. Fresh watermelon cut into cubes. A giant tub of homemade salsa you hope doesn't leak. You squeeze everything into your Yeti cooler alongside a twelve-pack of hard lemonade โ it's so heavy, you make Mika carry it with you to the beach. Not that she minds.
"Wait. I remember you!" Oikawa Tลru exclaims the second he sees you. "You're that chick who picked up Mika from the club!โ
You lay your blanket down on the sand and yank the cooler open. "Picked her up? I was there the entire time..."
"Would you have some manners, Oikawa?" Hinata glowers, hands on both hips. "Junebug isn't just some chick. She happens to be the best chef on the entire island!"
"Okay. I wouldn't go that far โ "
"The entire island, huh?" Oikawa grins. He tosses an arm over Mika's shoulders. "That true?"
Your friend betrays you by nodding. "BuzzFeed Tasty did a video on her grandma's restaurant back in 2019. You were so cute in it, Junie."
Now Hinata looks betrayed. "I didn't know that! I wanna see!"
Against your will, you become the center of conversation for the next thirty minutes. Mika passes your YouTube video around like a bong. Oikawa deems your mahi tacos not bad. Hinata drinks your salsa straight out the tub, which makes you want to scream. By the time their friends pull up for the volleyball game, the cooler is nearly empty.
"Eyes on me! Okay, Junie?" Hinata calls from the baseline. He grins at you, spins the ball in his hands, and serves it clean over the net. Each side of the court bursts into motion as Mika shoots you a baffled look.
"Did I miss something?"
You slide your cheap sunglasses on and twist the cap off your lemonade. It fizzles as you lift it to your lips.
"Nope."
Now, you're not a total stranger to this sport. You're used to putting the game on the television behind your grandma's bar, sitting on this very sideline with Mika to cheer on different men. But none of them move quite as passionately as the one before you.
In fact, as Hinata dives into the sand to receive the ball โ core tight, arm outstretched, eyes hungry in a way youโve never seen before โ you find yourself paying more attention. Sitting up a little straighter. Sucking in sharp breaths at his every move.
It's different. Exhilarating. It adds color to your conversation from the other night.
Don't you want it? At least a little bit?
"Skies," Mika breathes as Hinata spikes one of Oikawa's serves over the net. The ball shoots straight into an empty pocket, securing the point. "They really are professionals, aren't they?"
You watch Hinata as doubles over in triumph โ fists clenched, shouts barreling down the beach. He turns to you and beams like heโs just won the lottery.
"Did you see that?!"
You suddenly understand where all of Hinata's energy goes โ and why he just assumed you were applying for that fellowship.
You end up canceling your date over text, just to watch him play another game.
"What's Miya Osamu like?" you ask Hinata one afternoon.
You're splayed across your paddleboard โ one arm thrown over your eyes, gentle waves lapping at the ankle you have dipped beneath the surface of the water. "You two know each other, right?"
The question has him sitting upright. Hair tousled. Eyes alert. He's practically a human exclamation point.
"Why? Are you finally working on your application?"
"Relax," you laugh, lifting your disposable vape to your lips. "I just want to know."
It's been a few weeks since you watched Hinata play at the beach. Since then, you've developed a steady rhythm of serving him food, stopping for soft serve, and waving him goodnight from the stoop of your grandma's old house. Renting paddleboards is a nice bonus. A consequence of your rare day off.
"I'm teammates with Osamu's brother, so I actually see him pretty often,โ Hinata thinks. โHe's cool. A little scary when he cooks. But cool."
You imagine a Japanese version of Carmy from The Bear. "Do you think I could handle criticism from a guy like that?โ
"Oh, totally." Hinata frowns. "I mean, havenโt you two met?"
"Yeah, when we were teenagersโฆ" You turn onto your side. The paddleboard rocks dangerously beneath you. "He has a whole Michelin Star restaurant now.โ
"That doesn't make him unapproachable or anything. I actually think you'd get along really well!"
You hum amusedly. "Yeah?"
"Yeah! If you want, I can introduce you to him again."
The offer sits in your stomach like an overripe fruit.
"No, thanks. If I apply โ "
"When you apply."
You roll your eyes. "If I apply, I'd want to get it because I deserved it. Not because I knew someone."
You ask him about life in Osaka โ what restaurants he enjoys, if he has any pre-game rituals. His answers paint a rich, vibrant life full of friends, discipline, and purpose, and you slowly realize this town is but a small slice of his much larger world. Your summer with him here is temporary. An approaching expiration date.
The thought settles into you like an anchor.
"I know you don't think you have the personality for it," Hinata murmurs. Back against his board. Hands folded atop his chest. "But I think you'd really like Osaka. We could bar-hop. Go thrifting in Amemura."
Grinning, he adds, "You could come to all my games..."
"Please," you scoff. "You're just convincing me to move there so you can impress me with all your freak volleyball moves."
"Yeah..." Hinata laughs, rubbing the back of his neck. "Is it working?"
You feel your breath shallow, your face turn warm. Hinata's eyes glint in amusement when he notices. It's so overwhelming, you reach for your paddle and use it to push him off the other side of his board.
โI โ hey!โ he sputters, emerging from the water like a drenched orange cat. He flings his hair out of his eyes in disbelief. โWhat was that for?!โ
โThatโs for calling me by my childhood nickname all summer!โ you call out over a shoulder, already paddling away. โAnd for drinking my salsa out the tub!โ
You suddenly remember Hinata is a professional athlete as he swims toward you โ breaths steady, form annoyingly precise. Before you know it, his calloused fingers wrap around your ankle, yanking you in.
You're a thrashing tangle of limbs for all of five seconds before you resurface.
"Shลyล!"
"Yes, Junie?" he says. Voice sweet. Hands splayed across each of your hips, keeping you afloat. His bright hair clings to his forehead, and his dimples are on full display.
You rip yourself from his grip and splash him vehemently in the face.
"I thought I told you to stop calling me that!"
"Why not?" he laughs, albeit while gasping for air. "It's cute!"
You submerge your entire face in the water to keep him from seeing how red you are.
Later that evening, you sit at the creaky wooden desk tucked into the corner of your childhood bedroom. A warm breeze rustles the frilly curtains you don't bother to change, and your laptop casts a ghastly white hue across the otherwise orange space. An empty application to Miya Osamuโs coveted culinary fellowship stares back at you, waiting to be filled.
You answer all the basic questions โ your name, your pronouns. Your email address and phone number. It's the second half of the application that has you squirming.
Describe a dish that means something to you. Not what it is โ why it is.
Where do you see yourself in five years? Be specific.
Why do you cook?
That last question has you slamming your laptop shut โ not because it's hard, but because Osamu might as well have asked for your social security number. You go back to check that the rest of your application is saved before slamming it again.
It's a start.
Despite Mika's growing suspicion that you're catching feelings, you still go on dates with other people. You climb into the backs of fraternity boys' golf carts for a night on the town โ push your tongue past their girlfriends' glossy lip filler after one too many tequila shots. It's fun. You're fun. You have been for years now.
You donโt consider Hinata to be part of your roster, though. Even when heโs the person you see the most.
โWhat do you mean you havenโt been out since?!โ
He perks up from his second Arnold Palmer of the night. โItโs exactly as you said. The day we met is the last time I went to the club.โ
โThatโs criminal.โ You blink at him from behind your grandmaโs bar, hands stuck polishing an IPA glass. โWe gotta change that.โ
โWhy?โ He smirks. โSo I can see how many numbers you get in one night?โ
โNo. Although the answer is five.โ
You set your glass aside and lean over, smiling sweetly.
โI want you to teach me how to salsa and bachata like you did in Brazil!โ You bat your eyelashes at him for good measure. โPlease, Shลyล?โ
Hinata is normally the one to make you blush. But as you stare up at him โ lips pulled into a pout, bar-top lifting your chest like a push-up bra โ he looks tense. Flustered, even. The payback sends a delicious thrill of satisfaction through you.
That night, you apply your mascara in the mirror of your old vanity โ boobs shoved into a lacy top, thighs squeezed into your go-to skirt. You're just about done when the doorbell rings. Your grandma's the one to answer it.
"Hello, ma'am!" Hinata's bright, boyish voice echoes through the house. "I'm here to pick up your granddaughter!โ
"Well, ain't that fresh?" Your grandma cackles as she lets him inside. "Normally, they don't even come to the door. Junebug! Yer regular's here!"
Hinata's footsteps creak up the staircase, and his sunny face pokes through your open bedroom door.
"Wow. You look beautiful!" he says, back to his usual, buoyant self. "You ready to go?"
"Almost." You reach for your lipgloss. "Gimme five?"
Hinata steps inside and looks around โ at your floral wallpaper, the antique dolls lined up on your dresser.
โI canโt tell if youโre a girly girl or just aโฆreally old lady.โ
โNeither,โ you snort, swiping the applicator across your lips. โIโve outgrown most of this stuff.โ
โWell, I like it.โ He eases onto your queen-sized mattress with an abrasive squeak. โOh! I also got you something!โ
He pulls a crushed box from the back pocket of his jeans and hands it to you. Your face falls once you realize what it is.
โNicotine patches? Are you serious, Shล?โ
โWhat? They were on sale!โ
โWhatever.โ You shuck the box into your purse and toss it over a shoulder. โI wouldnโt be caught dead wearing one of those fugly things.โ
Hinata frowns as he follows you back downstairs. โWell, with the amount you smoke, you might be caught dead anyways.โ
The club is busy when you arrive. The line to get in wraps around the block, and the bass thrums beneath your faux leather boots. You grab Hinata by the elbow and drag him with you to the end of the line, the stress of that dayโs shift already unfurling into the crisp ocean air.
โY/N!โ The bouncer high-fives you when you approach. โWho's the tiny tangerine?โ
โMakoa, this is Hinata. Hinata, this is Makoa,โ you supply brightly. โMakoa was the one who busted me for having a fake ID back in high school.โ
โAnd sheโs been a thorn in my side ever sinceโฆโ he drawls, verifying both of your IDs. โBetter treat her well, twerp. This girlโs royalty around here.โ
Hinata watches with a smile on his face as you enter the club โ greeting locals left-and-right, waving to the disc jockey like heโs your long-lost cousin. ("He DJ'ed my prom!") The bartender even offers you a free round of shots, and Hinata nearly gags after downing his. You grab a lime wedge from the cup on the counter and shove it between his lips.
โI like seeing you like this,โ he murmurs after two more shots, pressed up against you on the dance floor.
โDrunk?โ You wrap both arms around his neck, emboldened by the liquor now searing your stomach.
โYourself.โ He smiles at you lazily. โI can tell why you like this place.โ
โWellโฆโ You lean in close and smile right back. โEveryone I like has stepped foot in this place at least once. Yourself included.โ
โYeah?โ
You nod like a broken bobble head.
โYessir. Now dance with me, Shลyล! You promised!โ
โSo whiny,โ Hinata tsks, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you close. You nearly yelp from the contact. The heat of his breath against yours.
The music vibrates in your bones as you dance โ sweat clinging to your skin, Hinata's hands splayed across your hips. At one point, you actually turn around and grind your ass against him, which will definitely send you into cardiac arrest tomorrow. For now, you both just enjoy the music and each other. It's nice. The most fun you've ever had in here, you think.
Your night ends with Hinata walking you home โ arms thrown around each other, drunk giggles echoing into the night. Your grandma is fast asleep when you return, and youโre lucky she sleeps like a log as you sneak Hinata up the stairs like a teenager.
โWill you put a patch on me, Shลyล?โ You pout, shaking the box at him. โPwetty pwease?โ
โI thought that was my line.โ He plops down on the carpet beside you and plucks the box from your hand. Fingers grazing your shoulder, he asks, โHere okay?โ
You nod. โThank you, Shล.โ
He chuckles as he rips open the packaging. โYouโre welcome, Junie.โ
The room is quiet save for the sound of crickets outside, the occasional creak of the aging house. Hinata applies the nicotine patch gently to your deltoid โ breath hitched, eyes weighted with concentration. He touches you like he's afraid of something. Of you. Of himself. Of making the wrong move.
By the way your breath shallows, though, you don't think that's possible.
He massages you, then, hands kneading the flesh of your bicep, your forearm. He lowers his lips to your skin, casting a welcome chill down your every nerve.
"Is it okay if I...?"
"Mhm..." You stare down at him โ chest rising and falling, eyes heavy and half-lidded. They flutter shut as he drags his lips across your skin. Slowly, achingly. Skies.
He works his mouth into your shoulder, your collarbone. Up the column of your neck. You tilt your head back to give him more access, and the second he presses his lips against that spot behind your ear โ
"Shลyล..." you whine, fingers curling into the carpet. Heat collecting in your lower belly. "Can I, too?"
He nods. "Yes. Please."
You're not kissing. Not exactly touching, either. Instead, you're doing this secret third thing. Mapping your lips across his jaw. Pressing your nose into his cheek. Grazing his earlobe with your teeth and grinning when he moans. God. You want him. Youโve never wanted anyone more.
"Do you want to move to the bed?" you ask breathlessly. "I've got condoms in the drawer."
"Are you sure?"
You nod, shifting into his lap. "We don't have to label it. We can just have fun. Enjoy each other before you go.โ
Hinata stills at your words. The casualness in which you say them. He squeezes his eyes shut, lets his long hair fall into his eyes. He knocks his temple gently, frustratingly, against yours. As if that was the last thing he wanted to hear.
"Junie..." he breathes. His voice a mere croak. "You know I can't."
His refusal hits you like cold water, sobering you immediately.
"But why?" You blink back. Scan his face for any signs you may have missed. "We both want it, don't we?"
"No." He shakes his head, hands finding the flesh of your hips. "At least, not like this."
"I โ " You blanch as he lifts you off of him. "Shลyล โ "
"I can't just sleep with you and have that be the end of it, okay?" he breathes. "I refuse to treat you like that!"
"But I'm agreeing to it!"
"Why, though?" Anger flashes across his eyes. "Why would you want something like that? Why would I want you halfway?"
"I don't know! Because you don't live here?" Because I'm only here for a good time. Because I'm not the kind of person people stay for.
"Y/N." His expression falls. "I don't think that little of you."
"Nobody thinks that of me!"
You wrap your arms around yourself, then, red hot shame frying your every nerve. Your legs are cold. Your mascara's running. The lacy top you wore so confidently earlier now feels too tight. Too exposed. You feel stupider the longer you wear it.
Hinata finds your laundry basket and grabs the first shirt on top. Yanking it over your head, he says, "If I'm going to do this, Y/N, it can't just be casual. That's not me. And, frankly, I like you too much for that."
He drags both hands down his tired face and laughs miserably.
"Do you know how much I hate the fact that you spend time with other people?"
The question has you reeling. This is too much for you.
"I'm sorry I even suggested it," is all you can manage, shoving both arms into sleeves.
Your stomach growls. You hate that it does. Hinata offers to run and get you some food; you instead ask him to go home. Part of you doesn't actually want him to โ part of you wants him to read your mind and push back. But this is Hinata you're talking about. He, annoyingly, listens to you when it counts.
The smell of his sunscreen lingers long after he retreats down the staircase and slips out your front door.
The next few weeks pass by in a haze. Hinata keeps his distance from you and the restaurant. Your application to the Onigiri Miya fellowship grows stale in a bookmarked tab. You blow through a brand new box of cigarettes, the patches Hinata gave you shoved deep into your vanity drawer.
The island sports festival is the first time you see him in weeks. You're so nervous, you start to dry heave.
"You okay, Junie?" Mika asks, brushing the hair out of your eyes. "You look ill."
"I feel ill," you groan, leaning out the window of the food truck that took you twenty-two minutes to park. "Who knew seeing the guy that rejected me would make me want to hurl?"
"Hinata didn't reject you, though," your friend reminds you gently. Teasingly. "Quite the opposite, actually."
You dig the heels of your palms into your eyes. โDo you think itโs stupid to take a Dramamine two hours before a full-day event?โ
"Yes."
"Alright, ladies!" Your grandma throws open the side door and bounds inside, rocking the entire truck. "I need help firin' up the grill โ "
She stops short once she sees your pallid face.
"Skies, Junie. Ya look like shit."
"She's lovesick." Mika pouts, patting you on the back like a dog. You smack her hand away while your grandma barks out in laughter.
"I had a feelin' you'd get like this once shorty's time here was up," she says, cracking open a Gatorade from the fridge. You yelp as she presses the cold bottle to your neck. "Just don't let it affect yer cookinโ, alright?"
You're grateful the volleyball courts are on the other end of the beach as you fire up the grill, chop enough limes and cilantro and onion to make your eyes water. Mika handles the register once customers start lining up, and your grandma oversees the entire operation โ buttering up tourists, yelling out orders. It's the same thing every year. Except this time, you're antsy.
"Good afternoon, gorgeous!" Oikawa's voice eventually floats over the roar of the exhaust fan. "I didn't know you'd be here today."
"Guess that's what happens when you don't text me back," Mika teases, although you can tell she doesn't really care. "What can I get for you?"
She slides his order onto the ticket rack a moment later. "Don't worry," she says before returning to the window. "Yours didn't show."
The anticipation in your chest deflates like a balloon. It leaves you exhausted. Disappointed, actually.
So much so, you end up making Hinata's order anyway once rush hour is over.
"Cover for me while I'm gone?" you ask your grandma, plastic bag swinging from your elbow as you push out the side door. "And don't let that saucepan sit out for too long! I'm trying something new โ "
The words die on your lips the moment you turn, Hinata's tan, stupidly athletic build hovering in front of your grandma's food truck. His eyes widen. The door slams. You grieve the fact that your fifteen minutes of overthinking between here and the sand volleyball courts are now gone.
"Hi," Hinata says. His face is a warm shade of pink.
"Hi." Your eyes flit between him and the food. You hold it out to him like a biohazard bag. "I made you lunch."
"But I didn't pay for โ "
"It's on the house." You shove it into his arms. He accepts it with a breathless oof. "I also made the fries a little crispier. You like them that way, right?"
"...I do. Thanks." Like the sun on a cloudy day, Hinata's dimpled smile breaks through the tension. He reaches into the bag and peeks inside the to-go box. "And here I thought you hated my guts."
I don't. The opposite, actually. But you can't bring yourself to say that. Instead, you watch him fold fry after fry into his cheeks like a little kid. Or a squirrel.
"So how has your โ ?"
"I just wanted to โ "
The messy overlap of your voices competes against the sharp ocean breeze.
"You first," Hinata insists.
Your eyes avert to your sneakers. "I just wanted to say that I owe you an apology. An actual one, this time."
His gaze softens. "You don't need to apologize to me."
"I do, though. I asked you for sex and got butthurt when you said no, and I couldn't even accept the fact that your reasons for doing so were...were..."
โHey,โ he murmurs when you grow visibly frustrated. He crosses the distance between you and draws you to his chest. "It's okay. We're okay.โ
He has no idea how relieved you are to hear that.
You stay there for a moment. Breaths shallow, bodies holding back. The last time you were this close, you were drunk out of your collective mind. This time, you hold each other better. More carefully.
"How much longer are you here for?" you ask.
"About a week." Hinata pauses. "Have you given any more thought to your plans after the summer?"
Yes. "Not really."
"Okay." He nods, voice surprisingly free of judgement. "It's okay. I get it."
Your bottom lip wobbles as you pull back. "Do you hate me for it?"
"Hate you? No!" Hinata blurts, free hand cradling the back of your head. The contact shocks you just as much as it soothes you.
"At the end of the day, Junie, I just want you to be happy. And if being here makes you happy, then thatโs enough for me." His small smile makes your chest ache. "Pinky swear!โ
You smile back, although it doesn't reach your eyes.
"And the volleyball tournament? Itโs going well?โ
"Oh, right! Oikawa and I made it to the semi-finals. Some twelve-year-old in the other bracket is killing everyone, though."
"Yamamura's kid? Yeah, she's scary."
"So scary." You both start laughing. Hinata rubs the back of his neck. "Think you'll be able to watch me?โ
"I would, but my grandma's got me chained to that stove." She already gave me an earful for wanting to bring you food. "Let's hang out before you leave, though! If you want to, that is.โ
"Of course I want to!" Itโs like he's been waiting for you to ask. "I'll text you after my last game, okay?"
You watch him jog back to the volleyball courts. Mahi burger tucked into an elbow. Hand outstretched in a sunny, boyish wave. He doesnโt turn around until the last possible second, and it takes every ounce of your self-restraint not to run after him.
Youโll see him later, you think, embarrassed by how childish you feel. Thereโs still time.
Unlike all the other tourists youโve met this summer, though, it doesnโt feel like enough.
The rest of the festival passes painfully. Afternoon is slow; dinner rush almost kills you. The food truck feels more like an oven the longer you stay in it, and Mika dumps cups of ice down your bra every hour. By the time you pull into the parking lot of your grandmaโs restaurant after midnight, you never want to see or smell or even think about another taco in your life.
"So did ya patch things up with shorty?" your grandma asks, unprompted, after you kill the engine. She smacks her gum in the passenger seat and blinks at your exhausted stare.
"What?" she cries. "Ya didn't think I noticed when he disappeared off the face of the earth? I thought ya broke the poor kid's heart!"
"No." You lean your temple against the window and sniff the ends of your hair. It smells like fish. "I didn't break his heart. I just...things got weird between us."
Your grandma snorts. "Things never get weird between you and tourists. Must be heaven-sent, if he's got ya all worked up like this."
You don't know what sets you off โ the late hour, the smelly hair, or your grandma's unminced way of describing your love life โ but your bottom lip starts to tremble. The tears spill soon after.
"Oh, Junebug..." Your grandma reaches over the console to wrap an arm around your shaking figure. You cry into her shirt while she runs her fingers through your hair. "It's alright. You're alright."
"I'm not, though!" you manage between sobs. When was the last time she held you like this? Eighth, ninth grade? "All I do is work and smoke and feel sad all the time, and the one tourist I actually give a shit about is leaving, and I...I..."
Skies. The ache you've tapped into feels bottomless. Like a faucet that won't shut off.
"...I want more, grandma. I want him." You sniffle, pressing the heels of your palms into your eyes. "Is that selfish of me?"
Your grandma's eyes soften. "No, Junie. It's not."
She hands you a wrinkled napkin from the glove compartment. "Ya know, I remember when yer parents first dropped ya off. Ya were so scrawny and rude. Ya wanted nothin' to do with 'em."
"Still don't," you mumble into your snotty napkin. Your grandma chortles.
"They thought they were washin' their hands of ya, but...I knew I was gettin' a good one." Her eyes crinkle as she smiles. "Any person, any city, any kitchen, Junie, would be lucky to have ya. Got that?"
You don't. In fact, the mere idea of claiming space anywhere but here makes you nauseous. But your grandma's words are enough. Enough to soften your sobs, fuel your short drive from the restaurant to the house โ this time in your grandma's pickup. You kiss her on the cheek before heading upstairs, changing into pajamas, and cracking open your laptop. Your application greets you the moment you enter your password.
Okay, Junie. You frown at the three unfinished questions at the bottom of your screen. Time to lock the fuck in.
You don't exactly have a way with words โ your high school teachers told you as much. Unsurprisingly, though, writing about food is a hell of a lot easier than writing about dead authors and their cryptic gibberish. You pull your hair up. You cry through some of your answers. When you feel antsy, you reach for your nicotine patches and slap one on your forehead. The process is fulfilling. Cathartic, almost.
At 6:53 AM, you reread your answers for a third time before clicking submit.
You slam your laptop shut, sit back in your chair. The sunrise filters through your curtains, and all you want is to wash your hair and crawl into bed. But there's still one more thing you need to do.
The ocean breeze rips your hair from its updo as you run โ fueled by adrenaline, Vitamin D, and the urge to see Shลyล as much as possible before he leaves. As promised, he texted you after his last game, and you made plans to see each other later this week. But it isn't enough. No amount of Shลyล will ever be enough for you, you think.
The Airbnb that he splits with Oikawa appears the moment you divert from the beach and into the neighborhood. It's a dingy, unassuming thing โ a coat of pink paint peels off the battered stucco, and vines snake up the side of it like mold on a shower wall. You've only been here once, after watching Shลyล play. He raised an eyebrow when you said you had time to stop by.
"Really? But what about your date with Wembanyama?"
"Eh." You shrugged your shoulders and smiled at him from your beach blanket. "I can climb a tree any day of the week."
You bound onto the front porch and sink your elbow into the doorbell. You stupidly realize that it's seven in the morning only after the sound echoes throughout the entire house. You freeze. Feel your face start to burn. You half-consider turning on your heel and bolting away before โ
"Junie?" Hinata says, cracking open the door. His voice is husky. He's wearing an old t-shirt. You want to press your nose into the collar and inhale him like you did the other night. But you digress. "What are you โ ?"
"I didn't know you liked My Hero." You blink at the design on his shirt.
"Oh, yeah." He glances down. "It's my favorite show."
"We should watch it together before you leave."
"Yeah! We should." He frowns. "Did you come all the way over here just to tell me that?"
"Oh! No, I โ " You squeeze your eyes shut. The exhaustion is kicking in. "I finished my application to the Onigiri Miya fellowship."
"You did?" His eyes brighten. The door is fully open now. "That's great!"
"I don't know if I'm going to get it," you ramble on. "Hell, I probably won't. But I just thought you should know."
"Well, thank you for telling me." He smiles. "And at seven in the morning, too."
"I know. I'm sorry." You wince. "I just โ I submitted the application and I couldn't wait to tell you, and I also realized that...even if I didn't get it, I'd still want to be with you. In Osaka, I mean."
His expression is stunned. "I โ you do?" You nod. "As in...?" You nod again.
"I don't mind that you're short." The words are out before you know what to do with them. "Actually, it's one of my favorite things about you. I like that you're bright and funny without trying to be. I like that you get rainbow sprinkles on your soft serve and jump over every fire hydrant you see.โ
Skies. Where the fuck are you going with this?
"What I mean to say is...I like you Shล. I want you more than anything. And I get it if you don't want me anymore after that stupid question I asked you the other night โ "
He closes the distance and presses his lips to yours before you can even finish. And honestly, you're relieved. The whole confession thing was wearing you out.
Your and Shลyล's first kiss isn't perfect. Between his morning breath and your unwashed hair, it's actually pretty unglamorous. But as you explore each other gently โ him squeezing the back of your neck, you pushing your tongue past his lips โ all you can think of is more. More closeness. More warmth. More of the person you spent the entire summer learning to like. Learning to want.
"...is that a nicotine patch on your forehead?" He laughs as he grazes his fingers over it. "I don't think you're supposed to put one there."
"Just be happy it's there, Shลyล," you breathe. He hums amusedly.
"Did you sleep at all last night?"
"No."
"Junie..." That husky voice of his again. "That's not good."
"I know, I know." You purse your lips to one side innocently. "Can I maybe crash here with you for a bit? Iโll treat you to brunch afterwards."
The lazy tilt of his smile has you dizzy. "Was this all a part of your plan to get into bed with me today?"
You snort. "Bold of you to think I'm that smart."
"You are, though." He frowns. "It's one of my favorite things about you.โ
You can't come up with a good argument for that โ especially now that every blink feels heavier than the last. Instead, you set aside the thought for after you wake up. You'll likely refute it. Likely remember all the times you felt the opposite of how Shลyล describes you. Maybe one day, you'll learn to see yourself the way he does.
But for now, you let him pull you inside. Like the boats you grew up watching, you let him pull you out to sea.
when osamu tells his five-year-old daughter that the tooth fairy isn't real, he, you, and atsumu team up to do damage control.
part nine of the after school series, a friends-to-lovers AU featuring you, osamu, and the relationship you build solo-parenting two girls in the same kindergarten class.
Osamu was fixing Kina's hair when it happened.
"Daddy โ look!" the five-year-old exclaimed from where she sat criss-cross atop the bathroom counter. She leaned forward, pulled her lip down, and wiggled her bottom left incisor with her tongue. "My tooph!"
"I see that, sweetheart," her father chuckled, running a brush through her disastrous bed-head. "It's about to fall out any day now, by the looks of it."
"I can't wait," Kina giggled. She continued to poke and prod at her tooth like Atsumu did bruises that didn't heal right away. "I'm gonna get so much money!"
"Yeah?" Osamu hummed. Half listening to her. Half concerned by the brush now stuck in her hair. "And why's that?"
"Because the tooth fairy will come visit me, silly." Kina rolled her eyes at her father's lack of wherewithal. "When Yui's tooth fell out, the tooth fairy gave her sixteen-thousand yen!"
"Yui's parents must be rich, then," Osamu snorted absentmindedly. Damn. The brush just wouldn't budge. "Sweet of 'em to pretend like the tooth fairy's actually real, though."
At that, Kina grew quiet. So quiet, she didn't even flinch when Osamu finally yanked the brush from her hair. He almost cried out in triumph โ that is, until he saw his daughter's pale, horrified face.
"Why would you say that to her?!"
"I dunno!" Osamu panicked, the sound of the late bell ringing sharply overhead. It wasn't often you crossed paths with Osamu during drop-off. But the moment you heard his New Balance sneakers racing toward you in the school parking lot, you knew you were in for an interesting conversation.
"I didn't get much sleep last night, and I was too busy tryin' not to make her go bald โ " Osamu ran both hands down his tired face and groaned. "Do ya think she'll even remember what I said?"
"Oh, she'll remember," you chuckled. "I still remember when my father told me Santa Claus wasn't real. I cried the entire Twelve Days of Christmas."
"How do I fix this? What do I need to do?"
"Easy. You do what every well-meaning parent has done in the history of the world," you told him, folding your arms across your business casual. "You lie."
Osamu looked like he would rather eat a spoiled fish. "Really?"
"Really! As much as I want Misa to be a sensible adult, I don't mind stretching the truth every now and again before she gets there."
"Yeah? Like for what?"
"Oh, tons of things โ Santa Claus. The tooth fairy. How positively wonderful her father is."
A cocktail of shock, amusement, and retroactive anger flashed across Osamu's eyes.
"Too soon?" you laughed, scratching the back of your head with your manicure. "What I mean to say is...there's no harm in preserving the magic for Kina a little while longer. The world is already shitty as-is. But she doesn't need to know that now."
Osamu's shoulders sank as he considered your words. The fierce protectiveness behind them.
"...fine. I see yer point," he conceded. "How do ya suggest we make it up to her, then?"
"Leave that to me," you reassured him, squeezing his bicep like you did your favorite stress ball. "All I need is some cardstock, a glitter pen, and my good ribbon. None of that cheap shit. Oh! And a little jar to memorialize the tooth."
"Memorialize the tooth? We're not just gonna toss it?"
"Toss it?" You looked as if you'd been slapped. "You mean to tell me that your baby's first tooth doesn't mean anything to you?"
"...yes? No? What on earth am I gonna do with โ ya know what? Nevermind." Osamu frowned, recognizing this was an argument he could not win.
Instead, he merely reached out, squeezed your shoulders twice, and said, "I appreciate ya tryin' so hard. I'll take care of the tiny jar."
"Thank you." You smiled at him sweetly, unlocking your car with two sharp beeps. "I'll text you the details later!"
"What on earth are you doing?" Kuroo asked on his way back from the copy room. He blinked back at your assortment of scrapbook paper and glitter pens โ the way your posture curved over your desk like a prawn's.
"What does it look like I'm doing?" you retorted, trimming the edges of the fairy illustration you'd licensed off Adobe Stock Images. "I'm crafting."
"...as a stress response?"
You frowned. "I'm decorating a money envelope from the tooth fairy, but I don't want Misa to know it's me."
"Ah." Kuroo pulled over his desk chair and eased into it with a chuckle. "Kiddo finally losing her baby teeth?โ
"...no." You busied yourself trying to find a recycling bin. "It's uh...it's Kina, actually."
At that, your co-worker raised his eyebrows.
"Osamu's kid?"
"Yeah.โ You shrugged. Briefly explained to him the situation. "She was heartbroken when he told her. I'm just trying to help him out."
"You've been 'helping him out' a lot lately."
Kuroo hooked an ankle over one knee and frowned, although you couldn't take his accusation seriously with those ridiculous socks of his. (Today's pair had a flock of ducks on them. Or were they geese?)
"The bake sale. His kid's school project. A new sign for his restaurant..." When you rolled your eyes, he added, "Don't think I haven't noticed you working on it between meetings!โ
"So? I get all my other work done on time!โ
"Not the point." Kuroo grinned. "You like him."
"I like a lot of things. Strong coffee, cheap manicures..."
"You like cheap manicures? Romantically? Intimately?"
"Intimately?" you hissed, whipping your head around the office floor. Mercifully, most people were out to lunch. "Are you asking me to report you to HR?"
Kuroo hummed behind his warm stack of copies and leaned back in his chair. You half-wished the cylinder would snap into two.
"When did you realize?"
His question caught you off-guard. Your eyes retreated to your desk. This silly art project that had consumed your entire lunch break.
"...it was the day of Misa's violin recital. I think."
The words, far too vulnerable for your liking, lingered in the air like a bad smell. Your face turned a deep shade of red.
"Why?"
You blew a raspberry. What could you possibly say to that?
โHe makes my daughter laugh,โ you eventually decided on. "He's there, but he doesn't have to be. He takes every single shitty thing I've ever thought about fatherhood and just...refutes it."
You folded your arms across your chest and glowered. "There. Happy now?"
"...wow.โ Kuroo pushed his bottom lip out. โI think that's the nicest thing you've ever said about a man."
You picked up your stack of scrapbook paper and smacked him with it.
"Will you let me craft in peace now?โ you begged. โSave the invasive questions for happy hour. Please."
"Whatever you say, Miss Tooth Fairy," Kuroo cackled, easing himself out of his chair and flipping through his stack of papers. "Also, I believe this is yours. I saw it on the printer when I went to make copies."
You took the paper into your hands. Relaxed once you realized what it was.
"Thank you."
"No problem." He waggled his eyebrows before returning to his desk. "I'm holding you to that happy hour, by the way!"
The photo Osamu had taken of Misa at the sculpture garden was a new favorite of yours. It was by no means perfect โ his thumb was in the bottom lefthand corner of the shot, and Misa had a bad habit of looking like a stiff Victorian child when photographed.
Regardless, a soft smile worked its way onto your face as you trimmed the photo to size, grabbed a thumbtack, and pinned it above your desk.
You found yourself staring at it the rest of the day.
The day after Kina lost her tooth, you stood outside Osamu's door. Misa on one hip. Pillow and blanket on the other. You'd packed your entire apartment into the overnight bag slung across your shoulders, and you briefly wondered if insurance would cover the chiropractor you now needed after hauling everything up three flights of stairs.
"Oh," you breathed at who answered the door. "I didn't realize you'd be here, too."
Atsumu's lips pulled into an offended frown.
"I know I'm not yer preferred twin, but ya don't need to sound so disappointed." He opened the door wider and hollered, "They're here!"
The smell of spices and freshly cooked rice filled your nose as you entered the apartment and kicked off your shoes. "You here to crash the girls' Tinker Bell marathon?"
"More like raid my fridge!" Osamu huffed from the kitchen. You snorted as Misa wiggled out of your grip and made a beeline for Kina's room. "Work treat ya well this week?"
Your conversation with Kuroo immediately flooded your memory. The tips of your ears turned pink as you found Osamu preparing dinner by the stove.
"Sure," you drawled as you approached. Took a peek at the potatoes, carrots, and chicken he stirred into the rich curry sauce. "Didn't get nearly as much done as I wanted to, though."
"Ya always say that," Osamu drawled. He met your gaze over his shoulder and smiled. "It's Friday. You've earned yer rest."
"I think I've earned three bowls of this delicious curry."
"That, too," he chuckled. His voice dipped beneath the roar of the exhaust hood. "Sorry about Tsumu, by the way. He heard I was makin' dinner and decided to crash."
"No, no! I don't mind. The more the merrier."
And, for a split-second, you meant it. The plan you'd pitched to Osamu was simple: have Misa over for a sleepover. Watch a couple nostalgic movies to set the tone. Swap out Kina's tooth for the money envelope you'd spent at least two hours of company time on, and voilร . Childhood magic restored.
You hadn't considered the fact that you'd basically invited yourself over. In fact, when Osamu texted you that the guest room was all set up and ready to go, youโd nearly evaporated from embarrassment.
Maybe it was better to have another adult in the room.
Across the apartment, the adult-in-question now frowned at the tooth Kina insisted on showing him. Osamu had given her a sample jam jar for her to put it in, and not a second passed without her brandishing it like a championship ring.
"Wow," Atsumu drawled, dark brows pulled into a concerned line. "That's...disgusting."
"Disgusting?" Kina squawked. She turned to your daughter for a second opinion. โMisa, do you think my tooth is disgusting?โ
"I..." Your daughter's eyes locked onto yours in a blind panic.
You leaned over Osamu's kitchen counter and smiled. You can be honest.
"...maybe?"
"Maybe?!"
"It is!" Atsumu cried, gesturing to the tooth like it was a severed limb. "It's all bloody and shit!"
"Language!" Osamu ground out.
"You're just jealous the tooth fairy isn't coming to give you money," Kina told Atsumu, cradling the jar to her chest.
"And yer just lucky ya didn't swallow that damn tooth of yours in yer sleep,โ her uncle retorted. He leaned in, a grin tugging on the corners of his lips. "Ya know what happens to kids who swallow their teeth in the night?"
Kina stumbled backwards a step, equal parts scared and defiant.
"What?"
"They turn into skeletaurs!" Atsumu cried. Kina's petrified shrieks rattled the apartment as he chased her around the living room, leaving a trail of discarded pillows and couch cushions in their wake.
"Alright, alright! Quit traumatizin' her," Osamu drawled after a while. He balanced a warm plate of food in one hand and yanked Atsumu back by the hood with the other. The athlete wheezed like a harmonica.
"If y'all want dinner and money from the tooth fairy," he warned โ tone firm. Eyes sharp. "Then I suggest ya both clean up yer mess and sit the hell down."
They didn't need to be told twice.
Dinner proceeded just as chaotically โ Kina demanding everyone apologize to her tooth. Atsumu asking your daughter one judgmental question after another ("Is this really who ya chose to be yer best friend?"). Misa stuffed her cheeks with a spoonful of curry and shrugged, as if she couldn't decide whether to be entertained or overstimulated.
"Is your family always this crazy?" she later asked Osamu during Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure.
Atsumu and Kina were curled up on the air mattress at the foot of the couch, debating whether he'd be a tinker fairy or a fast-flying one. Meanwhile, Misa was tucked between you and Osamu on the sectional, sharing the blanket he'd warmed up in the dryer.
"Unfortunately," Osamu grumbled. He tossed a handful of movie-butter popcorn into his mouth and asked, "Why? Are they bein' too loud?"
"No!" Misa pursed her lips to one side. "I mean, yes, but...it's just mommy and me at home, so I don't mind."
Your expression crumpled beneath the faint glow of the television. Osamu reached over the back of the couch and squeezed your shoulder with his free hand.
You found yourself reaching for it a moment later. Appreciating its warmth. Quietly asking him not to move.
He didn't.
"Okay team," you stage-whispered in the kitchen later that night. You pinched open the money envelope and held it out to the twins. "Pay up."
Osamu counted eight thousand yen from his worn leather wallet and slid it into the envelope. Atsumu, after some protest ("What? She ain't my kid.โ), forked over eight thousand as well. You licked the envelope closed and secured it with a ribbon, the fairyland scenery you'd decoupaged on the front sticking slightly to your fingertips as you worked.
"Will we have to do this whole song-and-dance for the rest of Kina's teeth?" Atsumu grumbled.
"Oh, hush," you said. "Don't you remember how fun it was to lose a tooth as a kid?"
"Not really. All I remember was Samu chasin' me around with floss and the world's largest Nerf gun."
"Yeah..." Osamu rubbed the back of his neck with a sheepish grin. "That was pretty fun."
The sound of the girls' quiet snores filled the bedroom as you and the twins tiptoed inside โ plastic toys scattered across the carpet. An orange nightlight plugged into its socket. Kina had already contorted herself into a position that couldn't have been comfortable, and Misa looked like she belonged in an ancient sarcophagus.
"Why does yer daughter sleep like a corpse?" Osamu murmured, frowning at her supine position.
"At least her foot isn't in anyone's face," you hissed, gesturing to the tiny heel pressed into Misa's cheek. "Can someone please move her?"
Atsumu slid both hands beneath his niece's sleeping frame and tried his best to roll her over. She wouldn't budge.
"I can't."
"You can."
"She's heavy."
"She's five!"
"Oh, for god's sake," Osamu grumbled, gathering his daughter into his arms and lifting her like a sack of flour. "We're fine. The girl sleeps like a goddamn log."
After you and Atsumu replaced Kina's tooth with the money envelope, Osamu practically swaddled her back into the blankets so she wouldn't move. The moment you all crept back outside and closed the door with a soft click, a collective sigh unfurled into the air.
"I never wanna do that again," Atsumu complained, handing Osamu the jar with a shudder. "The hell ya gonna do with a bloody tooth?"
"Dunno," his brother hummed, holding it up to the light. You swore a wistful shadow crossed his eyes in that moment. "Put it in a drawer somewhere?"
Atsumu shook his head before walking away. "Y'all are weird."
You exchanged soft, tired smiles with Osamu outside his daughter's bedroom door.
"Wanna watch a movie?" he suggested, tilting his head in the direction of the living room. "I'm logged in on all of Tsumu's accounts."
You blinked back at the question. "Are you sure? It's getting late."
"It's ten-thirty," Osamu huffed, gently nudging you in the ribs. "When's the last time you've watched a movie that wasn't rated PG?"
The pensive look on your face told him you couldn't remember. Osamu chuckled before padding back towards the couch in his socks.
"Come on," he teased, Atsumu already shoveling another handful of popcorn into his mouth. "The sleepover was yer idea, wasn't it?"
You'd become so fixated on preserving Kina's sense of childhood magic. But as you took in this apartment โ the discarded toys on the floor, the leftover curry on the stove, the two grown men already bickering over which genre to watch โ you realized her life was already full of it.
The thought made your chest flood with that same swell of emotion Kuroo had accused you of harboring just days before. But before you could fully succumb to it, you instead double-checked Kina's door, tucked your hair behind your ears, and went to go join the twins on the couch.
It would be another twenty minutes before you finally decided on a movie to watch.
when your boyfriend beats himself up over a bad acne flare-up, you come to his aid with your favorite beauty product.
His skin flares up again during his first year on the MSBY Black Jackals.
He always gets them when he's stressed. Those angry, painful red marks that decorate his cheekbones, his temples. He thinks he's grown out of them by now โ even has the acne scars and textured skin to prove it โ yet there they are again, waltzing back into his life like an old rival with a score to settle.
"Would ya quit bein' so dramatic?" Osamu leans against the doorframe of the bathroom as his brother scrubs his skin with a cocktail of retinoids, creams, and medicated face washes. "Ya look fine."
"Easy for you to say!" Atsumu shoots back, splashing a handful of cold water in his face. "Our social media intern offered to buy me color corrector the other day. I don't even know what that is."
"She probably just wants to make ya look good."
"She might as well have called me a scrub!" The setter rips a disposable towel from the box he panic-ordered off Instagram and yells into it like a child. "I have to pick up Y/N from the airport in three hours. Ya think that's enough time to fix my face?"
"Tsumu," Osamu drawls. He reaches out, yanks the towel from his brotherโs hands, and shucks it into the trash bin. "You've been datin' the girl for two years now. If she gave a shit about yer face, you'd know."
"Sure, but..." Atsumu rakes his hair out in frustration. "...most of our relationshipโs been over FaceTime. Her shitty wi-fi does my skin a favor."
"Well, how's that sayin' go? It's what's on the inside that counts?" Osamu muses, padding back into the kitchen. He's preparing some type of sandwich, judging by the smell. "I mean, I think yer personality's no better. But she must've seen somethin' in ya."
It takes every ounce of Atsumu's self-restraint not to shuck the box of towels at his brother's head.
Three hours later, you stand outside the arrivals terminal of the airport. Hair tousled from the flight. Fingers drumming against the handle of your carry-on. You'd flown in to support Atsumu for his first game of the postseason, and while you're excited to reunite with him after three months apart, there's always something...nerve-wracking about it. Almost as if you're meeting each other for the first time.
Those nerves subside, however, the moment your boyfriend's Jeep rounds the corner of the terminal.
"You're here!" you exclaim, burying your face into his sweatshirt once he climbs out of the car. "You wouldn't believe the flight I just had. This couple kept arguing beside me, and I'm pretty sure the little kid kicking the back of my seat gave me sciatica, but โ wait, why are you wearing all that?"
Atsumu's arms flinch around you at the question. You blink up at his disposable mask, the large hoodie shielding his face from your view.
"I'm...cold?"
"It's the middle of May," you say flatly.
"I dunno." He averts your gaze. "Maybe Sakusa's rubbin' off on me."
"Bullshit," you seethe, squeezing him so hard that he yelps. "I know for a fact you licked the ground as a child. What's going on?"
"Alright, alright!" Atsumu concedes, practically wheezing beneath your iron grip. He taps your shoulder like a defeated UFC fighter and confesses, "If ya want me to be honest...I broke out pretty badly last night, and I don't want ya lookin' at me up close."
"Oh." Your expression softens at his words. The quiet vulnerability beneath them. "Is that all? Tsumu, you know I don't care about that kind of stuff."
"I know, but..." You spot the red hot blush creeping out from underneath his mask. "I wanna look good for ya, ya know?"
Your shoulders sink, a bemused smile tugging at your lips. You gently reach into his hoodie and brush back the hair that's fallen into his eyes.
"You always look good to me, okay?" you reassure him, voice firm. Eyes earnest. "It's impossible for you not to. But if you're looking for a quick skincare hack before your game tomorrow...I might have something that'll help you out."
"โฆstickers?"
"They're not just stickers, silly." You swat your boyfriend's shoulder in the bathroom. "They're pimple patches! They drain all the fluid from any surface-level breakouts, and they even come in different colors and sizes. See?"
"I dunno, babe," Atsumu murmurs as you peel a yellow star off the sheet with your tweezers and gently apply it along your jawline. "They look awfully cute on you, but...I just don't think I can pull 'em off."
"I think you can pull anything off with the right attitude," you argue, sitting him down on the chair you'd dragged over from the kitchen. "You don't even need to wear them in public if you don't want to. Just try them on overnight and see how you feel."
You push Atsumu's hair back with your fluffy headband and proceed to pamper him for the next twenty minutes โ cleansing his textured skin, massaging every nook and cranny with the moisturizer you'd sweet-talked past TSA. Even as you apply a yellow star to each of his spots, your movements are soft. Kind. A far cry from the vehement scrubbing Atsumu's used to.
"There. All done." You reach down and press a quick kiss to his lips. "Wanna see?"
"...huh." Atsumu blinks back, inspecting his face from different angles in the mirror. "They don't look half-bad, actually."
"See?" You yank the zipper across the top of your toiletries bag with a smile. "Told ya they were cute."
Your boyfriend ends up liking the patches a lot more than you thought he would. He orders a couple boxes for himself, stares at his reflection longer than he normally does.
And when he pulls up to the game the next day wearing them like a badge of honor? The social media headlines go crazy.
This professional volleyball player just made acne cool again.
This rookie setter's skincare routine just dropped โ and dermatologists are obsessed.
Why Miya Atsumu's starry face matters in a world obsessed with perfect skin.
He feels a little less self-conscious about his skin after that. None of which wouldโve been possible if not for you โ holding him gently. Loving every part of him, no matter how close.
Maybe it's time you reconsider this whole long-distance thing.
GET TF OUTTA HERE JUN!! YOU WANNA USE MY DAUGHTER? I BETTER BE A GUEST AT THE WEDDING W I T H A PLUS ONE!
I hate him even more because he at least has SOME redeeming qualities. Not a lot of redeeming qualities, not by a long shot, I understand exactly what flavor of douche bag he is. But itโs implied that he is still at least somewhat willingly involved in Misaโs life and that somehow makes him worse.
Like do you understand?
Iโm loving this btw, Osamu is my husband and I canโt wait for him to rock Junโs shit ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
#prayingforapunch #fromeitherreaderorosamu
THIS THOUGH.
you totally hit the nail on the head, btw. y/n despises this man and would cut him off in a heartbeat โ if not for the sole reason that he makes misa happy on the rare occasions he does show. and misa's happiness is everything to y/n, ya know? โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
and boy do i got a scene in mind for osamu and jun, bahaha. we still have quite a bit of growth to get through first, but the pot is brewing!! ๐ฒ
THANK YOU FOR READING AND ENJOYING (and waiting patiently as i work through all my replies at a snail's pace)! messages like yours truly make my day hehe, and it means the world to me that you found even a moment of your time to write it. ๐ฅฒ๐ซถ
osamu notices you're having an off day and wants nothing more than to comfort you. the only problem? you're both chaperoning the kindergarten field trip.
part eight of the after school series, a friends-to-lovers AU featuring you, osamu, and the relationship you build solo-parenting two girls in the same kindergarten class.
Her name was Itoga Kohana. Twenty-six. Creative strategist at a Top Five advertising agency. (You didn't even know what creative strategists did.) Her Instagram was flooded with vacation photos of your ex-fiancรฉ and her perfect, well-styled family, and she was gorgeous.
It had only been a week since Jun invited you to his wedding. Asked you โ no, insisted โ that Misa be his flower girl for the ceremony. Since then, you'd carefully placed his save-the-date in a kitchen drawer. Created a Google calendar notification for May the ninth of next year. Not that you'd made your decision just yet.
"Think on it," Jun said, plopping his platinum card onto the leather check presenter after the waiter had taken your plates. "Hana and I couldn't think of anyone better to do it, but she insists on having your blessing first."
As if you could ever give your blessing to a person you'd never met. To your infuriating ex-fiancรฉ, who would probably make a LinkedIn post about this later that week. I had a tough conversation with a person from my past. Here's what it taught me about B2B sales...
If you had the luxury of being selfish, you would put your foot down and say no. After all, the entire idea of Misa as Jun's flower girl was rich.
But this was Misa you were talking about. The girl whose eyes lit up whenever her father entered the room. The girl who still included him in family drawings, albeit on an airplane beside her butter yellow sun. She didn't know Jun's absence wasn't right. If anything, she saw him as a superhero, squeezing in time to see her whenever he wasn't out saving the world.
It was sweet at times. Heart-breaking at others. You wanted nothing more than to preserve Misa's reality for as long as possible. Or at least until she was old enough to hold the truth about her father without completely crumbling beneath it.
But that was a problem for later you.
โMorninโ, sleepyhead,โ Osamu murmured. He pressed a warm thermos of coffee to your cheek, startling you from your thoughts. โYa ready for today?โ
โHm?โ You blinked back at his concerned expression. Felt your eyes wander to the plaid flannel that stretched across his forearms, his chest. โOh, yeah.โ
He frowned. โYa look like ya havenโt slept a wink.โ
โYeah, wellโฆโ You scratched your scalp. Awkwardly accepted the thermos. โIโve got a lot on my mind.โ
โYeah? Wanna talk about it?โ
โWhat? Here?โ You gestured to the chilly parking lot. The eighteen squirmy kindergarteners waiting to be let on the school bus. โMiss Yuki will be back any second.โ
โMiss Yuki is currently hunting down the custodian to unclog the toilet in her classroom,โ Osamu chuckled. โI think we got time.โ
You folded your arms across your chest. Took a sip of the coffee Osamu had prepared. Two creamers and one Stevia, just how you liked it.
"Fine," you grumbled, lowering your voice so no one else could hear. "It's Misa's father."
"Oh?" Osamu nodded, feigning ignorance as best he could.
You frowned. โPlease donโt look at me like that.โ
โLike what?โ
โLike you didnโt already meet him!โ you hissed. You averted your gaze, a blush rising into your cheeks. "Go ahead, judge all you want."
"No, no! He looked...smart. Accomplished."
"He's fake and conniving, is what he is," you sighed. "Anyway, he just asked me something super insensitive, but I don't think I'm entirely in a position to say no."
โWhy are you sorry? Youโre not the one who asked me."
You squirmed beneath Osamu's gaze, then โ that grey, glassy-eyed stare he'd give you whenever you confessed to skipping lunch or working late nights. He looked at you like one might an elderly person. Or a malnourished cat.
Either way, you were relieved to hear the sound of Miss Yuki's orthopedic shoes smacking against the loose gravel not a moment later.
"Alright!" your daughter's teacher chirped โ hair frazzled. Sweater slightly askew. "Fortunately for us, an entire roll of toilet paper is no match for me and Mr. Watanabe. Unfortunately for us, we're running about twenty minutes behind."
She smacked a stack of name tags, Sharpie pens, and a seating chart into your and Osamu's hands.
"I need to grab the first aid bag from the front office before we go," she said. "You know what to do!"
You and Osamu busied yourself for the next half hour โ wrangling girls into seats, sticking name tags onto polo shirts. (You had to peel Kina's off her forehead at least twice.) By the time Miss Yuki had returned, you both had resigned yourselves to your own assigned seating. You in the front. Osamu in the very back.
You okay? he mouthed when you spared a glance over your shoulder.
You gave him a bleak thumbs up before collapsing into your seat, the sound of high-pitched laughter reverberating in your ears as the bus lurched into motion.
As childish as it was, you almost wished you were sitting next to him.
Osamu had never been to the sculpture garden before. Just thirty minutes outside the city, the fourteen-acre property was home to twenty outdoor art installations, a two-story villa for rotating exhibits, and a koi pond teeming with peacocks. (Misa nearly ripped his arm off when one approached her in the parking lot.)
It was quaint. Quirky. The perfect outdoor wedding venue, according to their tour guide. Not like he was paying much attention, anyway.
The class had split up thirty minutes ago for a guided tour of the premises โ and while he'd more or less expected to be separated from you, he couldn't help the uneasiness now seeping into his stomach. Just what exactly had Jun asked of you? And why werenโt you in a position to say no?
He knew he had no right to ask. Knew you, of all people, were capable of handling conniving men on your own. But that didn't mean you had to.
"Osamu-san," Misa murmured, trailing behind the rest of their assigned group.
She tugged on his flannel with a bunched fist and pointed at an art installation just beyond the trees. "Can you take a picture of me and Miffy-san?"
He trained his phone camera on your daughter's sun-warmed face, felt a chuckle rumble from his chest as she stood beside the ten-foot-tall bunny sculpture like a soldier recruited for battle.
"Don't worry," Misa said when she caught him staring at the photo a little too wistfully. "We'll be back with mommy soon."
At that, Osamuโs face turned beet red.
"Yeah?" he chuckled, pocketing his phone. Playing it off. "I just hope Kina ain't givin' her a hard time."
Misa merely hummed. As if she couldnโt reassure him on that one.
The entire class reunited for lunch outside the villa โ picnic blankets sprawled across the grass, the smell of katsu sandwiches, ketchup, and cold milk thick in the air. He spotted you handing out bagged lunches from a soft cooler hung over your shoulder, and something in his chest shifted when your eyes caught his across the lawn.
โHowโd it go?โ he asked as you approached.
โGood! Nobody got lost, and Kina only serenaded the group twice." You frowned. "She knows a surprising amount of Kendrick Lamar, though."
"Are ya serious?"
"Don't worry. I don't think she actually knows any of the words."
"I told Atsumu to stop listenin' to his game day playlist in front of her..."
You smiled at him for a half-second. "Well, if you're not sitting with anyone for lunch..."
"Daddy!" Kina interjected, voice barreling across the lawn. She waved him over from the picnic blanket she was sharing with another girl from her group. Yuta. Or was it Yui? "We saved you a spot!โ
"Go," you reassured Osamu with a laugh, sweeping your gaze across the lawn. "Iโm gonna find my own spawn. I'll...I'll catch up with you later?"
At a ripe twenty-eight years-old, Osamu had never felt more childish as he accepted a bagged lunch from you, stalked across the grass, and plopped himself down on the blanket next to Kina.
He was halfway through his pork katsu sandwich when Yui (he'd read her name tag) asked, "So is Y/N-san, like, your girlfriend or something?"
"What?" he balked around a mouthful of food. He reached for a paper napkin and swiped the corner of his mouth. "What makes ya think that?"
The child shrugged. "You look at her like my dad looks at wagyu beef."
"You're so silly, Yui," Kina giggled into her sandwich. "My daddy doesn't have a girlfriend."
She met her father's eyes, then. Noticed the way they drifted to your and Misa's picnic blanket across the lawn.
"See? There it is again!" Yui cried.
"Oh my gosh," Kina said, wide-eyed. "Do you have a girlfriend?"
"No!"
"Oh." She sagged her shoulders. Took another bite of her sandwich. "Well, maybe you should."
They continued to giggle about his lack of a love life for what felt like ages. Osamu's face didn't return to its normal color until lunch was well over.
The field trip concluded with a free-draw period by the koi pond. Students were given a sketchbook and pencil and told to recreate whatever they wanted, provided they didn't disturb any of the animals. ("We do not touch the peacocks. Okay? We respect the peacocks' boundaries.") The energy of the group had since taken a dip โ some girls crouched protectively over their drawings, others still circled the pond in search of inspiration. It was nice. Tranquil, even.
"Why don't you two take a break?" Miss Yuki suggested. "There's a walking trail not too far from here. I hear it's beautiful this time of year."
"Are you sure?" you asked, eyes flitting toward the pond. You half-expected a child to tumble in at any second.
"I'm sure," your daughter's teacher reassured you with a smile, practically ushering you and Osamu in the direction of the trailhead. "Just don't wander too far!"
The warm buzz of cicadas now filled your ears as you walked side-by-side with Osamu โ the sun hitting you sporadically through the trees, the crunch of gravel sharp beneath your feet. You'd subconsciously hoped for a moment alone with him the entire day, but now that you had it, you didn't quite know what to say.
"You know, I never got the chance to โ "
"So how was the rest of yer โ ?"
You both clamped your mouths shut. Exchanged shy, sheepish smiles flanked by matching pink expressions.
"You first," Osamu insisted.
"I was just going to thank you for making me coffee this morning," you said. "I got pretty crap sleep last night, so..."
"Yeah?"
You nodded. "What with work and Misa's father coming into town, it's just...it's been hard to fall asleep."
You began to feel it, then. The dull circles pooling beneath your eyes, your unwashed hair clinging to your face. Even your usual button-up shirt seemed a little more wrinkled than usual.
"Ya can always call me, ya know," Osamu murmured. "If yer goin' through somethin'. Ya don't need to wait until ya see me."
"I know." You nodded, painfully aware of how guarded you were and how wonderful he was. You just couldn't find the right words to tell him. Didn't know if they existed anywhere beyond the deep, gaping void in your chest. "I will."
Farther along the trail, a bridal party stood taking photographs amid the trees. It was a small group โ you could count on one hand the amount of bridesmaids and groomsmen, and they were all dressed in the same sage-green satin.
"Did I ever tell you that Jun and I were engaged?"
Osamu blinked back at the question. The sudden force in which you'd asked it.
"No."
"It wasn't for very long," you added quickly. "I actually think it lasted about nineteen days."
Your eyes drifted to the happy couple. The untouched joy in their expressions, the way their shoulders shook in nervous, pre-ceremony jitters.
"He came into town to tell me he was engaged to someone else," you said suddenly. "And to ask if Misa would be his flower girl."
Osamu stopped walking. You followed suit. His eyes โ sharper than you'd expected โ bore into yours.
"Ya serious?"
You nodded. His shoulders sank.
"Shit, Y/N." He ran a hand down his face. "How long have ya been holdin' that in?"
"I dunno." You shrugged. It didn't stop your expression from crumbling. The tears from prickling the corners of your eyes. "About a week?"
Osamu didn't hesitate. Simply grabbed your wrist, pulled you flush against his chest, and held you. You squeezed your eyes shut as an onslaught of tears threatened to ruin your mascara, and your whole body tensed as the scent of Osamu's detergent fried your every nerve.
"I don't know why I'm crying," you scoffed, clenching your jaw in protest. "I'm over him."
"I know."
"For fuck's sake, I don't even like him. He just..." You shuddered, hot tears dribbling down your face and onto Osamu's shirt. "He shows up whenever he wants. Leaves at a momentโs notice. He gets to decide that now's a good time to get his act together, and I..."
"...don't?" Osamu guessed after a while.
A weak laugh slipped past your lips.
"I don't regret having Misa." You buried your face into his shoulder. Relaxed ever-so-slightly into him. "And I love the life we've built together. I just...I wish I wasn't the only one who had to take responsibility for it, you know?"
"Yeah," Osamu exhaled. He pressed his cheek against the top of your head and frowned. "Yeah. I understand ya completely."
You stayed like that for a while. Osamu's arms holding you firmly in place. The sounds of laughter and camera shutters lifting your spirits slightly.
He was warmer than you expected. Like a patch of sun on a cloudy day.
"Have ya told Misa yet?" Osamu asked once you'd stopped crying.
"No," you muttered. "I'm afraid her excitement might blind me."
"Yeah..." Osamu's chuckle rumbled through your whole body. "She was so happy to see him the other day. I'll give him that."
"I know," you groaned. "God, what am I going to do?"
"Well, whatever you decide," he murmured, hands rubbing gentle circles into your back. "I'll be here for ya."
"...thank you," you breathed. You pulled away from Osamu's arms. Gestured miserably toward your swollen face. "Does my mascara look bad?"
You tried not to squirm as his calloused hands cupped either side of your face, thumbs swiping firmly beneath your eyes.
"Crap," he admitted after a moment. "I think I'm makin' it worse."
"Forget about it," you told him, a shaky laugh working its way out of your chest. "Just walk with me."
You continued hiking side-by-side toward the end of the trail. Congratulated the newlyweds as you overtook them. When a lone peacock wobbled onto the path beside you, you nearly ripped Osamu's arm off in terror.
The whole situation was absurd. Hilarious, too, if you weren't so goddamn petrified. Distracting enough to make you forget about fiancรฉs and flower girls and seemingly incurable fatigue. If only for a moment.
And right now? You'd take any of those moments you could get.
HALF FILOIWA???? IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AT THE TOUGHT!!!! From one filipina baddie to another--you're killin' it queen!! Kaya mo to!!
GAHHH SALAMAT ๐ซถ WHERE MY FILIPINA BADDIES AT ๐ซฆ๐ชฉ๐๐ปโจ
no but seriously this means so much to me ๐ฅฒ life has been kicking my booty lately (between work, family, physical and mental health, etc.), but writing has always been my soft place to channel all of those feelings! ๐ so it just really makes me happy and grateful to share that with others. *wipes tears*
in any case, half-filo iwa is already slow-cooking in the back of my mind mwahaha ๐ i've got ideassss
your ex-fiancรฉ comes into town with a favor to ask. meanwhile, osamu struggles to keep his own feelings in check.
part seven of the after school series, a friends-to-lovers AU featuring you, osamu, and the relationship you build solo-parenting two girls in the same kindergarten class.
You got the call at 9:47 in the morning.
"I โ " You blinked at the phone on your desk. Felt your stomach lurch once you read the name. "It's Misa's father."
"You serious?" Kuroo leaned back in his desk chair to see for himself. Sure enough, your ex-fiancรฉ's stupid Apple contact photo flashed across the screen โ some fancy headshot he'd taken at his first firm after college. You hadn't gotten around to removing it.
"Talk about a jump scare," he muttered. "When's the last time he called?"
"I dunno. Eight, nine months ago?" You winced. "He called to say our Christmas gifts were on the way. In the middle of March."
"Father of the year, everybody," Kuroo drawled, voice dripping with sarcasm. His eyes flicked to your face. The traces of dread there. "You gonna answer it?"
"Erm." You stared at your phone like it was a bomb. "I'm kind of hoping it goes to voicemail before I can."
The ringing stopped. Your shoulders sank in relief. Then โ just when you thought you were in the clear โ he called again.
"For Christ's sake," you muttered, snatching your phone and ID badge before storming off toward the nearest exit. "I'll be back in ten!"
"Grab me an iced coffee before you get back?" Kuroo called toward your retreating figure.
You shot him the middle finger before slamming your body into the push bar of the door and exiting out into the hallway.
"Jun," you said into the phone, voice polite. Borderline annoyed. "What is it? What do you need?"
"My โ is that how we're greeting each other now? No hello? How are you?"
"Hello," you conceded, albeit through gritted teeth. "How are you?"
"See? Was that so hard?" You could practically hear the lazy grin in his voice. "I'm well, Y/N. Just wanted to check in on my two favorite girls."
Thatโs a lie if Iโve ever heard one. "We're fine. Misa started kindergarten a few months back."
"That's great! Public school, I'm assuming? How's she adjusting?"
"Actually, I put her in private,โ you said, folding your free arm across your chest and squeezing hard. โThe Kimori School for Girls? It's a K-through-8."
"No, yeah. I've heard of it. That's a good school," Jun hummed, almost impressed. "How'd you swing that?"
You clenched your jaw. โI manage just fine."
โWell, for what itโs worth, I think you made the right call. Public school wouldโve eaten that girl alive.โ
Perhaps pacing the length of the hallway would ease the blood now boiling in your ears. โWhat do you need, Jun? Iโm at work.โ
"Would you relax? I just wanted to let you know that I'll be in town this week on my way back from Singapore. Figured I could stop by, see my daughter." He made it sound like it was his birthright. Like it was a book he could pick up and read whenever he wanted. "Maybe we can get dinner one night, too. Just the two of us."
You would've rather stabbed yourself in the eye with a fork. But before you could voice this, Jun added, "There's something I've been wanting to ask you."
At that, your eyes narrowed in suspicion. "What about?"
"I think it's best I tell you in person," was all he said. "I'll send you a reservation on Google Calendar. Your email still the same?"
Now, it took every ounce of your self-restraint not to snap at this man. To end the call, block his number, and extract him surgically from your memory.
But you'd long since accepted the fact that the most important person in your life also belonged to someone else. And if there was any chance of him partaking in even a sliver of Misa's life โ you would take it. Even if you had to hold out.
Even if holding out hurt.
"I have to check my schedule and find someone to look after Misa," you managed, massaging the inner corners of your eyes. "But yes. My email's the same."
Ten minutes later, you slammed two cans of iced coffee on the desk in front of Kuroo so hard that he flinched.
"Call went well, then?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
A muscle feathered in your jaw. "Is that discount for your jiu-jitsu gym still on the table?"
Misa's gonna hate me, you thought as you signed her up for the Tiger Tots membership and input your credit card information. You'd figure out how to pitch it to her later โ and explain to her why her father was suddenly coming into town.
A question you couldnโt even answer yourself, you realized the moment Junโs calendar invite hit your inbox.
Later that week, Osamu waited for his daughter outside the school gate, squinting at his TikTok feed like a senior citizen.
He'd updated the app so he could watch the hundreds of videos you sent him a week, and while he'd only been scrolling for fifteen minutes, he was floored by how quickly his algorithm had inferred his interests. Reviews of mom-and-pop boba shops in the area. Parenting hacks for excitable children. A sponsored post for a new handroll bar downtown โ he saved that one for later. Wondered briefly if you'd ever be down to go with him.
He caught himself doing that these days. Catching wind of new restaurants. Wanting to take you. Maybe he'd make a reservation on OpenTable, have Atsumu look after the girls. Maybe he'd pull out that baby blue button-up you liked so much, spritz on the cologne that'd been sitting on his bathroom counter since Christmas...
The idea sat half-baked in his brain as the bell rang sharply overhead.
"Daddy!" Kina yelled, the sound of her light-up sneakers reverberating off the pavement. "Can we get Totino's Pizza Rolls?"
"Can we get what now?" Osamu asked as the five-year-old approached, Misa not too far behind.
"Pizza rolls!" Kina repeated, flinging her arms around her father's legs and grinning up at him like he hung the moon. "Y/N-san gets them all the time from the frozen foods aisle."
Like a forensic scientist presenting evidence from a crime scene, Misa dug inside her ladybug backpack and held out to him a plastic baggy. Sure enough, a singular pizza roll lay inside, it's blistered crust and burnt edges enough to make Osamu's nose crinkle.
"Looks like a nicotine pouch," he drawled, taking the baggy and frowning at its contents. Out of all the home-cooked meals he made for these girls, this is what they preferred?
"We saved the last one for you," Misa supplied.
"Ya did? Oh, ya shouldn't have." Osamu gave the girls a bemused smile. "I guess I could ask Y/N-san where she gets these. Looks like somethin' she'd whip up in the air fryer..."
He briefly wondered how he could make them himself before sliding the baggy into his back pocket. "Where is she, by the way? I haven't seen much of her this week."
At that, Misa shrugged. "Mommy's been working really hard. But she's not picking me up today."
"Oh?" Osamu asked, blinking back. "How ya plan on gettin' home, then?"
"I..." The sound of another parent approaching the school gate pulled her attention like a loose thread. Osamu watched, then, as your daughter's face broke out into a bright smile.
"Daddy!"
Now, Osamu didn't know much about the father of your child. He knew you'd met the guy in business school. Knew the way your voice grew wan any time he came up. Like he was a joke you were constantly trying to find the humor in.
Yet nothing quite prepared Osamu for the man that stood before him now. From his neatly cropped hair to his expensive watch to the Patagonia vest he kept zipped up to the quarter, he looked nothing like the kind of man you'd get along with today.
How the hell would you know? Osamu chided himself as the man picked up Misa by the armpits and swung her onto his hip.
"Hey, squirt! How's my favorite girl?"
"Good!" Misa giggled, latching her arms around his neck and squeezing tight. "Better now that you're here."
"Aw, shucks. You flatter me, kiddo," he said, setting her back down. Osamu's breath stilled as the man sized him up from across the courtyard. Kina shrank behind her father's legs as he approached.
"Yamada Jun," the businessman said by way of introduction, extending his hand out. "You must be Miya Osamu."
"Yes, sir." The scent of cologne, sharp and amber, filled Osamu's nose as he went in for the shake. "It's a pleasure to meet ya."
Jun's eyebrows ticked up in amusement. "That a Kansai accent I hear?โ
"Sure is. Familiar with the area?"
"Oh, hardly," he scoffed. "My parents do business out there, tried convincing me to run the branch of their electronics company just outside Kyoto. Pace of life just didn't suit me, though."
A bemused hum escaped Osamu's lips. "It ain't for folks who can't stay still, that's for sure."
Jun sniffed, as if he couldn't quite gauge what Osamu meant by that.
"Y/N said I might run into you here," he went with instead.
"Did she now?"
"Oh, yeah. Said our girls are thick as thieves." Jun leaned in to smile at Kina like she was a pet. "This one yours?"
Osamu winced as Kina's nails dug into his straight-leg chinos. Afraid she might bare teeth, he placed a steady hand on the back of her shoulder and squeezed gently.
"Her name's Kinami," he ground out. Then, because his leg was really starting to hurt, "She's normally a lot chattier than this."
"Hey, I get it," Jun chuckled, lifting his hands. "It isn't often I get to fly into town to see my daughter, so I'm just grateful to you both for looking after her while I'm gone."
While Osamu didn't know the exact details of your parenting arrangement, something about Jun's choice of words โ get to, grateful, while I'm gone โ irked him more than it should've. But before he could let it show, he clamped a firm hand on that part of his brain and told it to pipe the fuck down.
"No need to thank me," he said instead, meaning every word. "Misa and Y/N are good friends. They...they make it easy to be there."
Jun's easy expression flickered for a split-second at that. Eyes narrowed. Nostrils flared. He cleared his throat before Osamu could even register it and checked the watch on his wrist.
"Right. Well, I think it's about time Misa and I got going." He nodded back toward the parking lot, extended his hand out toward your daughter. She blinked up at him before taking it, as if to confirm he was actually there. "It was nice meeting you, Osamu."
"...so that's Misa's daddy," Kina mused, watching as they walked hand-in-hand toward the electric car parked in a spot marked off for teachers and staff.
Osamu blew out a sharp breath and rubbed the back of his neck. "Guess so."
Kina pushed her bottom lip out and said, "I don't like him."
"Yeah?" he huffed, trying to be the mature one here. "We don't know him, though."
"Yeah. That's why," Kina murmured. Osamu merely chuckled at that, wondering how on earth you were holding up. Why Jun was here in the first place. What he was going to do about the tension now wedged somewhere behind his ribs.
As if she could sense it, too, Kina reached into the back pocket of his chinos, slid the pizza roll out, and held it out to him.
Osamu ate it without another word.
The restaurant Jun picked was nice. So nice that when you'd arrived in your oversized button-up and kitten heels, you felt marginally underdressed.
"You couldn't have bothered to change?" Jun tsked, looking around. He unbuttoned his sports coat as the waiter placed a pair of leather-bound menus atop the table setting.
You thumbed through each page with an unbothered expression, debating whether or not to whip out your phone flashlight so you could see better. "Didn't realize this was a date."
"I had dinner here with a partner from the firm several years back," he explained, examining the wine menu through a pair of reading glasses. "Their Cabernet Sauvignon is a must-have. Would highly recommend."
Somehow, that only made you want it less. "I think I'll just stick with water."
"Oh, come on, Y/N." The dim candlelight bent around the tilt of his smile. "Let's cheers to our daughter starting kindergarten."
"Do you think she looked okay?" you interjected instead, ignoring the way his words pin-pricked your gut. "You know, when we dropped her off at Tiger Tots this afternoon?"
"I dunno." Jun lifted his shoulder. "She looked fine to me."
As if on cue, your phone lit up with a text from Kuroo. It was a selfie of him and Misa at the jiu-jitsu gym. Her uniform was a size too big, and your co-worker's forehead took up nearly sixty percent of the shot, but...she looked good. She looked okay. He'd even gotten her to throw a peace sign at the camera.
All geared up and ready to go!
You hearted both messages immediately. Felt your pulse slow as you saved the photo to your camera roll, zoomed in on your daughter's brave, dimple-clad face.
"I met your friend today at pick-up," Jun hummed once the waiters took your menus away. He leaned back in his seat, swirled his glass of Cabernet Sauvignon with a steady hand. "Osamu, was it?"
The mere mention of Osamu's name on Jun's lips made your stomach twist. Between the stress of Jun's arrival and your late afternoons in the office, you hadn't had the chance to catch him up. It wasn't exactly something you could disclose to him over text, either.
Hey! My ex-fiancรฉ and the father of my child just parachuted into town unexpectedly, so don't be alarmed! I'm trying not to be!
Jun's smile turned saccharine across the table. "He works at a restaurant, right?"
"He's the owner," you corrected him, fists clenching beneath the table. "And an incredible one at that."
"Where'd he go to school?"
You told him. He pushed out his bottom lip and asked, "Did he finish?"
"No." Your jaw tightened. "He dropped out to take care of Kina."
"Hm." Jun stared at his wine glass down the slope of his nose. "Wonder how he scrapes together the tuition every month. Do you think his kid's on a scholarship?"
"Does that matter?" you snapped, voice cracking the air like a whip. "What matters is that he does it. What matters is that he's there. What matters is that heโs shown up to every PTA meeting and music concert and school project show-and-tell, and I become a better mother and person every second that I'm in his company."
โAlright. Calm down,โ Jun chuckled. Your blood roared in your ears as he lifted his hands to pacify you. โJust doesnโt seem like the type of guy youโd get along with, is all.โ
Your eyes narrowed. โAnd how would you know the type of guy Iโd get along with?โ
โWell. Thatโs easy.โ Jun scoffed. โI was one of โem. Wasnโt I?โ
Now, you'd built a tolerance for Jun's shit over the years. His half-baked promises, his backhanded compliments. His inane ability to take credit for the person that you raised. And you'd swallowed your pride for the most part. Promised yourself that so long as he made Misa smile โ which he did, he really did โ you would play nice.
But there was something inherently different about the way you felt when he talked about Osamu. Something sharper, more volatile. It pained you to think that they talked earlier that afternoon. This absent, performative excuse of a man and the best father you'd ever really known. They should've never even met. Never even breathed the same air.
"Why are you here, Jun?" you asked, keeping your voice low. Steady. "I imagine you have much better things to do than to sit there, insulting people you barely know."
"Well, apologies for asking about the new people in your life," Jun drawled, downing the rest of his wine. "Especially since I'm making such an effort to introduce the new people in mine."
"What?" You blinked. "What are you talking about?"
Jun reached into his sports coat and retrieved from it a slim white envelope. You took it into your hands, slid a manicured nail beneath the seal, and popped it open.
It was a save-the-date.
"I'm engaged," Jun said, his words clamoring in your ears as your eyes pored over the textured cardstock, the black-and-white engagement photo of your ex-fiancรฉ and his wife-to-be. "I'm engaged, I'm ready to start a life with her, and we...we want Misa to be the flower girl at our wedding ceremony."
Now, there were only two other times in your life when you felt this way. The first was when you learned you were pregnant. The second was when you learned you'd be doing it alone. You'd spent every consecutive second withstanding the fact that you and Misa would never be enough to capture Jun's full attention. Which was fine. You didn't love him. Didn't want him the same way you did at twenty-one.
But as you stared at this photo โ at this beautiful woman with her straight teeth and long hair and easy, infatuated expression โ you immediately felt your stomach drop. Your hands grow cold. That familiar, red-hot flush of shame flood the space behind your ribs.
Except this time, it was far worse than when you were twenty-one.
And you had absolutely no idea why.
a/n: and the plot thickens! ๐ osamu and y/n will most definitely talk about this in the next chapter, but not without some lovely tension first... ๐
as always, THANK YOU to everyone who reads, likes, reblogs, and comments. i am so lucky to have a community who cares about these characters just as much as i do, and i cannot wait to share what i have in store for them. ๐ (also, tell me why i name all my villain characters jun i can't help it ๐ญ)
@miyasmagnolias, 2026
Your series โAfter Schoolโ is so good!!! And omg I clicked on your profile and youโre Filo too!!
omg thank you!! ๐ฉท and yes i ammm ๐
it makes me so happy to hear from filo readers! there are quite a bit of us here โ feeling seriously inspired to write some filo!reader and/or half-filo!iwa content now ๐ maybe once โafter schoolโ is done!
osamu comforts your daughter before her first music recital of the school year.
part six of the after school series, a friends-to-lovers AU featuring you, osamu, and the relationship you build solo-parenting two girls in the same kindergarten class.
"What on earth are you wearing?"
Osamu stopped short in the middle of the courtyard. Looked down at the baby blue button-up he'd thrown on in the rush to get here.
"Why?" he asked, inspecting the slightly wrinkled linen with a frown. "Did I stain it or somethin'?"
"No, I just..." Your brain short-circuited at the sleeves rolled past his muscled forearms, the fabric stretched across his broad chest. He'd even put a little product into his hair, from what you could tell. "I didn't realize you had other clothes in your closet."
A snort escaped him. "Trust me. I'd much rather be wearin' a t-shirt than this stuffy thing. Pretty sure it's Atsumuโs, actually."
"Well, you clean up nicely," you murmured, squeezing the supermarket bouquet you'd picked up on the way here. "Maybe you should steal from him more often."
โYeah?โ An amused, if not bashful smile ticked onto his lips. โHeโs a lilโ slimmer, but Iโll see what I can do.โ
You walked side-by-side toward the small gymnasium tucked into the heart of campus, where a throng of parents, grandparents, and family friends stood waiting to be let inside.
"For what it's worth, ya spruce up nicely yerself," Osamu added, gesturing his own bouquet to the patterned dress that hugged your curves, the dainty pearl necklace you'd worn to match. "Is that new?"
"What, this old thing?" You ran your palm down the red chiffon fabric and laughed. "Honestly, I feel a little silly. I haven't dressed up like this since before Misa was born."
His grey eyes scanned the sheepishness on your face. The slight tenderness there.
"Well, silly's the last word I'd use to describe ya right now."
"Okay," you snorted, although it didn't stop the heat from rising into your cheeks. "Did that shirt come with your brother's pick-up lines, too?"
Osamu chuckled as the crowd shuffled into the gymnasium, the scent of floor wax, air conditioning, and expensive bouquets rushing to greet you.
As part of Kimori's dedication to the performing arts, all students were required to participate in a semesterly strings recital as directed by the school's music instructor. The man himself, a composer by the name of Jules Bonneau, had been touted as Kimori's best-of-the-best, having sent multiple students to both national and international-level competitions. He was a prodigy, you'd heard from the mothers at the PTA. A modern-day Niccolรฒ Paganini.
Osamu crinkled his nose. "Who the hell is that?"
"I have no idea," you said with a shrug. "Sounds impressive, though."
"I dunno," he drawled, filing into a vacant row toward the front of the room. "I don't doubt the guy's talented, but Misa and Kina just started school. What good's a couple months of lessons gonna do?"
"Who knows?" You plucked the program from your seat and eased in beside him. "Maybe one of our daughters will surprise us. Maybe we have a future prodigy on our hands."
"Well, I'd bet all my money that it's yours. I love Kina to death, but she can't sit still for five seconds without burstin' into flames."
"Yeah, well, I'm about to burst into flames if these people don't move their bouquets." You glared at the forty pounds of azaleas currently blocking your view of the stage. "Can a five-year-old even lift that thing?"
Before Osamu could open his mouth to respond, someone cleared their throat beside you.
"Excuse me, madame?" The elderly man greeted you with a bow. "Pleasure to meet you. I am Monsieur Bonneau, Misa's music instructor. You are her mother, yes?"
"I am!" You scanned his tense expression โ the kind all teachers used when they were about to deliver bad news. "Is everything okay?"
โYes! Just wanted to pop in and say what a joy it has been to have Misa in my class. She is wonderfully attentive, and I am excited for you to see all the hard work sheโs put into the class performance.โ
He kept that same, cheerful smile plastered to his face as he crouched down and looked you dead in the eye.
โThat said, sheโs currently undergoing a case ofโฆhow you say? Stage fright?โ
โI see. Is she stuck under a desk or something?โ
You set your bouquet and program on the chair beneath you, flung your purse over a shoulder with all the determination you could muster. Meanwhile, Osamu stared at you with those steely eyes of his and asked, "Want me to go with ya?"
You blinked back at the question, the half-kind, half-blasรฉ way in which he'd said it.
"I've got it."
"I know." He frowned. "That's not why I asked."
It wasn't often people accompanied you in situations like this. And if it were anyone else, you'd probably tell them not to worry. You'd spent the past five years of your life calming your daughter's storms, no father, grandparents, or hired help in sight.
But as you sank into Osamu's words โ pictured him standing outside the classroom doing virtually nothing except being there โ you felt your posture relax for a fraction of a second.
"...okay." You nodded, beckoning him out of his chair before you could think about it too deeply. "Come on, then."
It was all Osamu needed to hear before he set his own bouquet down and followed you out.
"Hey, kiddo." You crouched beneath your daughter's desk in the middle of her empty classroom, the scent of crayon shavings and Lysol already clinging to your clothes. "Mind if I join you?โ
Misa reminded you of an armadillo when she was nervous โ knees tucked against her chest, chin pressed into her sternum. You found her like this whenever thunderstorms rolled through your neighborhood, or dentists called for her biannual cleaning. Stage fright, however, was new territory for the both of you.
"There isn't enough room," she murmured.
"That's okay! I'll just stay here, then." You kicked off your glossy black pumps, laid belly-down beside her desk, and tried not to think about all the norovirus that lived on these floors. "I met Monsieur Bonneau this afternoon.โ
"You did?"
You nodded. โApparently, heโs a modern-day Niccolรฒ Paganini.โ
Your daughter frowned. โWhoโs that?โ
"Couldn't tell you."
She remained silent for a moment. Pensive.
"Is he mad at me?"
"Not at all. He just wants to know if you're okay. He said you put a lot of hard work into today's performance. Is that true?"
Nodding, she said, "Monsieur Bonneau lets me play violin in the music room at recess. When itโs quiet."
"Really? Thatโs kind of him." Your heart swelled at this newfound piece of information โ this small glimpse into Misa's world that grew more colorful by the day. "Going from a quiet classroom to a big stage must feel pretty scary, then, huh?"
She buried her face between her knees.
"I don't wanna go up there, mommy. I wanna stay here with you."
"Oh, love." You reached out and gently tucked her hair behind her ears. "I get it. If you decide you don't want to do this, I won't force you. We can chill, take a half day. Go get ice cream sandwiches at the konbini."
A small smile worked its way onto your face as you nudged her under the chin.
"I think you've got what it takes to get up there, though,โ you told her honestly. โScaries and all."
Misa merely rolled her eyes, as if that was the biggest lie she'd ever been told.
Outside the classroom, Osamu sat on the wooden bench closest to the door. Eyes closed. Head laid back against the wall. He'd poured you and Misa two cups of water from the nurse's office, and he tried not to think about how presumptuous he looked, hovering around like a member of the secret service.
He hoped you didn't take offense to him being here. After all, you were plenty capable of handling Misa on your own, and the last thing he wanted was to suggest otherwise. He just found himself...clinging to you these days. Wanting to stay in your orbit, even if he wasn't explicitly needed.
He told himself it was because you were his friend. Because he'd rather sit here in silence than engage in small talk with other parents about where he vacationed. (Which was nowhere.)
But when he pictured you โ with your patterned dress and dainty jewelry and the way your lipstick smudged when you laughed โ another part of his brain wholeheartedly disagreed.
Osamu squashed the dispute like a bug as you pushed open the door to the classroom.
"How's she doin'?" he asked as you stepped outside and eased onto the bench.
You blew a raspberry. "She's stubborn, that's for sure."
Osamu handed you your water, eyes tracing the curve of your neck as you gulped it down. He averted his gaze once he realized what he was doing.
"She's convinced that I don't understand her." You hiccuped. "That I don't know what it feels like to be scared."
"I thought only teenagers said stuff like that," he chuckled. "Makes sense, though. Yer practically her superhero."
"Doesn't make situations like this any easier. Iโm this close to shaking a box of Cheez-Its in her face."
Osamu snorted. "She ain't a cat.โ
You winced. "Wouldn't be the first time."
"Well, maybe she'd respond to someone more neutral," he suggested, taking your paper cup and folding it into his palm. "Someone she doesn't have all these preconceived notions about."
You pushed your bottom lip out.
"Wanna try talking to her?"
He blinked. "Oh, no. I didnโt mean โ "
"It's okay," you reassured him, the warmth of your smile easing the worry etched onto Osamuโs face. "I trust you."
He tried not to react to those words, the easy conviction in which you'd said them. But as he nodded in your direction and lifted himself off the bench, he couldn't help the emotion that flickered in his chest. Like he'd just been handed something fragile and was determined not to drop it.
"Misa?" He knocked on the door frame before stepping inside. "It's Osamu-san. I got ya some water."
A second passed. Two. Then, a small voice piped up from under a desk in the far corner.
"Did my mommy tell you to come get me?"
"No." He frowned. "Not directly, anyway."
At that, Misa sighed. "I am thirsty."
"Well, we can't have that now, can we?" Osamu drawled, propping open the door. "Just sit tight. I'll come to ya."
His joints popped the moment he crouched onto the floor beside her desk. Misa's eyes โ the same color as yours โ widened to saucers at the noise.
"Are you okay?" she asked.
"Yeah," Osamu grunted, forcing himself into a criss-cross position. When was the last time he worked out? "My pride's a lil' wounded, but I'll survive."
She took the cup with both hands and drank in several, hearty gulps.
"Nice place ya got here," Osamu mused, admiring her tiny desk like one might a home in Architectural Digest. "Ya always hide under tables when yer nervous?"
"Yeah," Misa confessed, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. "I hide in my pantry at home, too."
"Yer pantry? I like the way ya think," Osamu chuckled. "Ya might not believe this, but I also hid in my pantry once upon a time."
"You did?"
"Yes, ma'am. It was the openin' night of my restaurant, and I was so scared that I would mess up someone's order โ or worse โ no one would show. So I locked myself in the pantry of the kitchen and yakked into a mop bucket."
"Ew!" Misa giggled, the gleam in her eyes making Osamu's heart swell. "What did you do next?"
"Well." He rubbed the back of his neck. "My brother gave me a water, we talked, and then...I decided to do it scared."
Your daughter softened at his words. Stared into her own cup of water for a long while.
"I'm not sayin' ya have to do it exactly like me," he said. "I'm just sayin' that if I can do it scared, ya sure as hell can, too."
Misa pursed her lips to one side. "Isn't that a bad word?"
Osamu's ears turned bright pink before he burst out laughing.
You watched silently from the doorway as they spoke โ Misa's cheeks tinged pink from laughter, Osamu's eyes saturated in amusement. You had no doubt he was incredible at being a parent. But seeing him here, handling the literal extension of your heart with more gentleness than you ever thought possible...
It filled your chest with a feeling so old you didn't recognize it.
And when Misa crawled out from under her desk, prompting Osamu to waggle his eyebrows at you from across the classroom, you knew that feeling wasn't going anywhere.
"Good afternoon!" Monsieur Bonneau said into the mic just as you and Osamu slid back into your seats. "I am Monsieur Jules Bonneau, and it is my utmost pleasure to welcome you to Kimori's first music recital of the school year."
An enthusiastic applause ricocheted through the gymnasium.
"These students have been working incredibly hard at their craft this semester, and it warms me to see so many parents here in support." The lines on his face deepened as he smiled. "Now, without further ado, please welcome our kindergarten class to the stage!"
You watched as Miss Yuki corralled her kindergarten class onto the stage โ violins knocking into one another, footsteps clamoring onto the carpeted plywood. Kina's face broke out into a wide grin when she spotted Osamu, and she nearly smacked Misa in the face with her bow when she waved.
"Jesus Christ," Osamu muttered through his smile as he waved back. "She's a walkin' hazard."
"At least she didn't hold up the entire show," you huffed back, sliding your phone out of your purse to record.
Now, you didn't know what you'd expected. A simple rendition of Hot Crossed Buns. Something you could at least show Kuroo once you got back to the office.
But as Monsieur Bonneau lifted his conductor's baton and cued everyone in, you quickly realized two things: (1) the man was a prodigy, not a miracle worker, and (2) you actually hated the sound of the violin.
"Dear lord," Osamu breathed, staring at the stage in horror. "What are they even playin'? Wheels on the Bus?"
You struggled to think straight as the sound of eighteen screeching violins pierced the inside of your skull. "No, no I think it's Twinkle Twinkle Little Star..."
Squinting, he said, "Kina ain't even holdin' the bow right."
"At least she's making noise!" you hissed back. "Misa's bow isn't even touching her violin."
Osamu choked on his laughter, which only made you choke in response.
"Jesus." He hid his face in his hands. "I feel like an asshole."
Your shoulders shook as you sputtered out, "First one to break buys lunch?"
"Oh, yer on," he drawled, immediately schooling his expression. "I'll have a pork katsu curry from that new place down the street. Extra pickled veggies."
It was hard to glare at someone while actively trying not to laugh. "What makes you think you'll lose, asshole?"
In that moment, Kina actually did manage to smack Misa in the face with her bow.
You ended up paying for each other's meals that afternoon.
you meet osamu's twin in the pick-up line of your daughter's school.
part five of the after school series, a friends-to-lovers AU featuring you, osamu, and the relationship you build solo-parenting two girls in the same kindergarten class.
"You're not Osamu."
You blinked back at the blonde, six-foot-one athlete leaning against the gate to your daughter's school. Cell phone in one hand. Green smoothie in the other. He raised his eyebrows at your blunt, borderline accusatory tone before offering you a hint of a smile.
"No, I ain't," he concurred, wrapping his lips around the straw of his beverage before taking a long sip. "Sorry to disappoint."
"No! Sorry, I just โ " You stupidly whipped your head around the parking lot, grip tightening around the strap of your work bag. "Is he here today? I was hoping to give him something."
His twin brother pursed his lips to one side and shook his head.
"Afraid not. He's workin' a caterin' gig for my volleyball team tonight, so I'm drivin' Kina to her Mimi's before headin' over."
"Ah. Right. That's...that's today."
At your disappointed expression, Miya Atsumu pocketed his phone and shot you a humored grin.
"Don't worry. He'll be back tomorrow."
Your face grew warm at the words โ at this stranger whose face you knew but otherwise couldn't recognize. You knew Osamu had a twin, had filed it away with all the other arbitrary facts you'd collected about him. You just never considered the fact that you might actually meet the guy, what with his tapered joggers and MSBY t-shirt and brand-deal athletic shoes.
Amused by the fact that you were very evidently weirded out, Atsumu asked, "This yer first time meetin' twins, or what?โ
Frowning, you said, "Feels like I'm staring at an optical illusion."
His laugh was louder than Osamu's. More garish.
"That's a new one," he told you, shucking his empty cup into the nearest trash can before extending his hand out. "The name's Atsumu."
"Y/N. My daughter is in Kina's class," you supplied, taking his hand and shaking it firmly. "Osamu's told me a lot about you."
"Yeah?" The corner of his lips tilted into an easy smile you'd only ever seen on Disney princes. "Hopefully all good things?"
"Eh." You shrugged. "He may have mentioned wanting to eat you in the womb once or twice."
"Ha!" Atsumu's brown eyes glinted as he laughed. "Ya know, when Osamu told me he'd made a new friend at Kina's school, yer not exactly what I had in mind."
"Oh, yeah?" you asked, folding your arms across your chest. "And what did you have in mind?"
"I dunno. Someone borin'. Pushin' fifty."
"Well." You gestured down to your business casual, the glossy work heels that hurt like hell to walk in. "Sorry to disappoint."
The sound of antsy parents and their electric cars filled the silence between you.
"So how does all this work?" Atsumu asked, gesturing toward the school gates like they might fly open at any second. "Do I need to sign her out or somethin'?"
"Osamu should have put you on Kina's pickup form. Though I'm sure your face is confirmation enough," you joked. "Their teacher will bring them out here once the bell rings. You can check in with her then."
"Got it."
You studied his expression โ the slight concentration there.
"Trust me, you've done way more complicated things as a D1 athlete. I'm sure you'll be just fine."
"Oh?" He looked pleased. "Ya know who I am, then?"
You hummed. "I work with Kuroo Tetsurล at the JVA. So I've watched a couple of your games."
"Well, would ya look at that." Atsumu folded his hands behind his neck and smirked. "Always a pleasure, meetin' a fan."
You shrugged. "I root for the Adlers, personally."
Before Atsumu could open his mouth to retort, the bell rang.
"UNCLE TSUM TSUM!" Kina bellowed, having escaped the single-file line now teetering from Miss Yuki's classroom. She ran up to the gate and pushed her face through the bars. "Ya remembered to pick me up!โ
You bit the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling as another parent shot Atsumu a disapproving glare.
โI โ of course I did, ya spawn!โ He palmed her face back through the gate so that she wouldn't get stuck. โAnd what is that on yer shirt โ is that blood?โ
โItโs ketchup."
โOf course it is,โ Atsumu breathed. You reached into your work bag, retrieved a packet of baby wipes, and held it out to him.
"Ya know," he began, fishing out a handful with his fingers. "If you've got any free time tonight, ya should stop by this charity thing we're hostin' at the stadium."
You shucked the packet of baby wipes back into your purse and watched it disappear into the abyss of receipts, hair ties, and Chipotle napkins.
"I would! But then I wouldn't have anyone to watch my daughter."
"Right. Right," Atsumu chuckled, shaking his head. "Kinda a full-time job, huh?"
You smiled at him politely. "Afraid so.โ
"Well." Atsumu lifted the wipes in thanks and glanced at the teacher now beckoning Kina to get back in line, please. "Suppose I'll have to convince ya to root for MSBY some other time, then.โ
Between the bars, Kina shot her uncle a suspicious frown as you chuckled.
"I'll see you around, Atsumu."
"Oh, I'm countin' on it."
You watched Atsumu jog toward the entrance to the gate, surname and jersey number flexing across his back like a badge of honor. Meanwhile, you made a mental note to text Osamu good luck on the catering gig. You hoped he wasn't too stressed about it.
"Mommy, who was that?" Misa asked, brow scrunched in confusion as you crossed the parking lot hand-in-hand.
You fished for your car keys in your bag but were only met with another handful of Chipotle napkins. "That was Osamu-san's twin brother."
"Twin brother?"
You nodded. "Their mommy gave birth to them at the same time. Can you believe that?"
Misa's face twisted in thought as you unlocked the car, flung her backpack into the trunk, and hoisted her into her carseat.
"Is that why they're the same?"
You carefully considered your daughter's question as you buckled her in, the clicks and zips of her carseat filling the otherwise quiet vehicle.
"That's why they look the same, yes," you told her, tucking a strand of loose hair behind her ear. "But as for their personalities, they couldn't be more different."
Misa's expression bloomed with fascination as you kissed her forehead, closed her car door, and climbed into the driver's seat.
"Ya didn't tell me she was hot!"
Osamu rolled his eyes from the industrial-sized refrigerator he'd been organizing for the past hour. "Could ya not resort to callin' women hot? Pick another adjective."
"Yer friend, dumbass." The stadiumโs kitchen door swung closed as Atsumu stormed inside, leaned against the stainless steel worktable, and grinned. "The one from Kina's school? I tried invitin' her here tonight, but she looked at me like I was stupid."
"Yeah, probably because she has a child."
"You have a child!โ
"Yeah, and I've got dumbasses like you who can pick her up when I get busy!โ Osamu snapped. "Not everyone gets that privilege."
He shut the refrigerator door and began flipping through his inventory lists for that evening's event, agitation etched into every crease on his face. Atsumu merely frowned at him from across the kitchen, fingers working at the bow tie his publicist had forced him to wear.
"Someone's prickly today."
Osamu dragged a hand down his face. "Yeah, well, I didn't get much sleep last night, I've got staff comin' in thirty, and Iโm pretty sure Iโm down five pounds of onions. So sorry if Iโm not in a more chipper mood.โ
"Ya know what ya need?"
"Five pounds of onions?โ
"Someone to calm ya the fuck down," Atsumu answered. He adjusted the knot of his bow tie and huffed. "When's the last time you've been on a date?"
โI dunno,โ Osamu grumbled, the question alone making his ears turn red. โSince before Kina was born, maybe?โ
โSeriously?โ Atsumuโs eyes bulged out of his head. โYa mean to tell me the last time ya got laid, it resulted in Satanโs spawn?โ
โWould ya quit referrinโ to my daughter as Satanโs spawn?โ
โNo wonder yer so wound up!โ Atsumu cackled. He rounded the worktable and clapped his hands on his brotherโs shoulders. โDonโt worry, Samu. After tonight, I wonโt spring any more last-minute gigs on ya.โ
โIs that so?โ Osamu winced as his brother shook him back and forth like a vending machine.
โIโll even set ya up with one of my friends.โ Atsumu waggled his eyebrows. โOr better yet, ya can ask out yer pretty friend over at Kinaโs school!โ
โOkay,โ Osamu drawled, writhing out of his brotherโs grip. โRelax. Sheโs just a friend.โ
โI dunno. She seemed pretty disappointed when I showed up today.โ
Osamu shot his brother a flat stare. โI think thatโs just yer effect on people.โ
Atsumuโs face split into a cheeky grin โ the same, scheming kind he wore when they were kids.
โLemme call Kita and tell him about the missinโ produce. In the meantimeโฆjust think about it, okay?โ Atsumu poked his twin brother in the ribs. โYa deserve to be happy, too.โ
Osamu could write a laundry list of reasons as to why he couldn't do that. His five-year-old daughter. This catering gig from hell. The way his skin crawled whenever he thought about meeting someone new.
Hi, I'm Osamu. Business school dropout. Twin brother to Miya Atsumu. Oh, and did I mention I have a kid?
He loved being Kina's dad. Loved learning her humor, what fruits she liked and didn't like. He loved showing her things she'd never seen before and watching her grow into herself, little-by-little.
But he also didn't expect anyone else to understand that โ much less sign up for an entire lifetime of it. Why choose him when there was an easier, blonder, childless version of himself walking around?
Ya deserve to be happy, Atsumu had said.
But as Osamu watched him pace outside the door to the kitchen โ phone pressed to his ear, tux glinting beneath the stadium lights โ he figured this could be his version of happy. Seeing his daughter grow up, his brother succeed. It was enough. It had to be.
His phone pinged in his pocket before he could think about it too deeply.
Good luck on the catering gig today! you'd texted. Manifesting for you the biggest donations and the best sleep of your life. Lmk if you need anything.
Osamu blinked back at the messages. The series of motivational gifs you'd sent along with them. Some of them were so absurd, he found himself laughing at his phone like an idiot.
"Yer in a better mood," Atsumu drawled when he returned from the hallway.
"Am I?" Osamu hummed, pocketing his cell phone. A hint of a smile grazed his lips. "Just saw somethin' funny, is all."
The first of his catering staff walked into the kitchen before Atsumu could question him further.
"You're back." You smiled at Osamu as you approached the school gate the following day.
"Yes, ma'am," Osamu drawled, holding out a plastic bag of leftovers he'd prepared for you the previous night. "Who else did ya expect?"
"Honestly, I was half-expecting a secret third triplet to appear," you joked, taking the bag into your hands without objection. "How was the event last night? Did you raise a trillion yen?"
"Maybe not a trillion, but enough to make the lack of sleep worth it," he chuckled. "I, uh...I packed some extra short rib as a thank ya for wishinโ me well last night. Really boosted my morale."
"Well, I know how much you wanted to do right by Atsumu.โ You hugged the bag close to your chest, the scent of caramelized vegetables and freshly made rice filling your nose. "It was the least I could do."
You tilted your neck toward the sky as a gentle breeze swept across the parking lot, the afternoon sun on your skin only amplifying the warmth in your chest.
"...he didn't bother ya too much yesterday, did he?"
You paused at Osamu's expression. The slight unease there.
"Who? Atsumu?"
"Yeah." Osamu shrugged, rubbing the back of his neck. "I know he can be kinda a flirt. Unless yer into that, I mean โ "
You laughed as a blush rose into Osamu's cheeks.
"Don't worry. I've met athletes like him before, so they don't faze me." You nudged him in the side with your elbow. "Besides, I'm glad to have you back."
He raised an eyebrow in surprise. "Yeah?"
"Of course! I can't gossip about the kinder group chat with your doppelgรคnger. It's not the same."
Osamu's shoulders shook with laughter. "I guess not."
The sound of the bell cleaved your conversation in half as students flooded into the courtyard.
"Oh! I almost forgot," you blurted, reaching into your work bag. "I meant to give this to you yesterday."
You shoved a manila folder into his hands and hoped to God it wasn't too wrinkled.
"Misa has an eye doctor's appointment at four, so I gotta run to beat traffic. But take a look and let me know what you think!"
Before Osamu could open his mouth to respond, you were already jogging toward the school gate in your high heels. How you managed to do that, he had no idea.
"We'll catch up more tomorrow!โ you promised him, waving the plastic bag. โAnd thank you for the food!"
Blinking back in confusion, Osamu peeled back the flap to the envelope and slid out the papers you'd tucked safely inside. His jaw slackened once he realized what they were.
Several mockups you'd designed of a new sign for Onigiri Miya โ plus contact information for a signage company you worked with at the JVA.
He thought you were kidding when you'd offered to make one several weeks back.
A small gift for all the hard work you've put in, you'd written into the margins with a felt-tip pen. And a thank you for feeding me and Misa.
Osamu had long since accepted his version of happy. Had drawn a neat circle around all he permitted himself to feel, to want.
But as he stood there in the courtyard of Kinaโs school โ holding this kind, thoughtful gift you'd spent hours working on โ he felt that circle widen, if only for a moment.
The feeling was enough to make his head spin as he tucked the envelope beneath his arm and went looking for his daughter.
you convince osamu to let you film a thirst trap tiktok of him cooking at onigiri miya.
a/n: inspired by that one line i wrote in my ongoing osamu series. and kenny song, ofc.
"So get yer MSBY special at Onigiri Miya today! 'Cause the only thing hotter than our winnin' streak? Is this onigiri."
"...and cut!" You step back from the DSLR you'd mounted onto your tripod with a self-satisfied smirk. "I think we got it that time!"
"Thank fuck," Atsumu sighs, rolling out his neck as he tosses the basket of onigiri onto the table with a dull thud. "Can I eat now? I'm 'bout to pass out."
From behind the bar, Osamu folds his arms and snorts. "Ya would've finished earlier if ya didn't need so many takes."
"I โ it's hard bein' an influencer, okay?" his brother snaps, fixing his blonde hair in the reflection of the window. "Gotta give the people what they want."
"Yeah? And what exactly do the people want?"
"I dunno. Smiles. A lil' muscle."
"Sex appeal," you deadpan, eyes never leaving the viewfinder of your camera. Atsumu's face splits into a wide, shit-eating grin.
"What?" he laughs as Osamu shoots the two of you a disgusted look. "She said it, not me!"
You merely shake your head as the twins continue bickering in the middle of the empty restaurant, your lights and camera equipment occupying nearly half the dining room. You and Atsumu had spent the past hour filming content for an upcoming collaboration between the MSBY Black Jackals and Onigiri Miya, and while it isn't your first choice to spend your Saturday morning at work, you're determined to market this delicious limited-time meal to hell.
Even if that means convincing the chef to do the one thing he detests.
"Oh, no," Osamu warns as you approach him with your expensive camera and wide, puppy-dog eyes. "Ya already convinced me to let ya in here before openin'. Yer not gettin' me on camera, too."
"But why?" You pout. It takes every fiber of your being not to stamp your foot into the ground like a child. "Imagine the comments when MSBY fans realize there are two Miyas?"
"Imagine the shame I'll feel when my employees see me shakin' ass on the Internet?"
"I wouldn't make you shake ass!" you guffaw, ignoring the one million viral trends that flood your mind like text notifications. "Not yet, at least."
The glare Osamu gives you makes your cheeks flush pink.
"Look," you tell him, schooling your expression. "I'm not going to make you dance or recite a corny script. You don't even need to talk! Just...let me take a couple shots of you cooking the MSBY special, and I'll be on my way."
Osamu's features darken in suspicion as he considers your seemingly harmless request.
"Just do it, jackass," Atsumu says around a mouthful of onigiri, teriyaki sauce already folding into the corner of his mouth. "Whoever gets the most views gets free dinner."
The chef massages the inner corners of his eyes and sighs. So much for being the chronically offline twin.
"Fine," he says, your excited squeal making his chest twinge against his will. "Just...let me change my shirt first. I look like I just rolled out of bed."
"You look like a million bucks, baby," you coo, already reaching for the power cords of your studio lights.
The shoot goes surprisingly well. In fact, as you watch Osamu in the viewfinder of your camera, you find it criminal that he's kept himself off the Internet for so long. He guides his knife through a green onion with syncopated chops, whisks the teriyaki sauce with near-surgical precision. His biceps are flexing against his black t-shirt, and you try not to notice the way his veins strain against his large hands...
"Somethin' the matter?" Osamu asks, wiping his brow with the back of his hand once you'd stopped recording.
"...huh?" You look up from the tight shot you'd just taken with wide, unassuming eyes.
He snorts. "Ya look like you've just seen a ghost."
"No! No, I just..." You gesture vaguely to the camera in your hands, suddenly forgetting how to string together sentences. "Just admiring the food, is all."
You can't muster the pride to tell him what you were really admiring.
Or what you plan to do with the footage later that night.
"Ya made a thirst trap edit of me?!" Osamu balks at your laptop in horror.
"It's not my fault you look like that!" you snap, gesturing to the video you'd spent four hours editing on Adobe Premiere Pro last night. "I just โ I couldn't help myself, okay? I reached a flow state!"
"Yeah, if by flow state you mean ovulation," Atsumu mutters as his brother's forearms take up half the screen.
At your murderous glare, he blurts, "What? Ya sure as hell don't edit me like that!"
Osamu drags a hand down his face. It's not that he's entirely put off by your edit of him. If anything, he's impressed by how you brought out the colors of his ingredients, synced the sounds of his knife to the beat of the song. He's just...he's flattered. Is this how you see him?
โIโm sorry.โ You wince. This is more embarrassing than when the twins found your TikTok dedicated to hot athlete fan edits. It was actually how you landed this job. "I don't need to post it if you don't want me to."
"No! No, I just..." Osamu recoils as he's seen extending the MSBY special toward the camera with a smirk. "Ya clearly worked hard on this, and I don't want that to go to waste, so just...post it and never show it to me again, okay?"
"...okay."
You watch his brain short-circuit as he stands up and wanders back into the kitchen. He nearly slips on a freshly mopped patch of floor on the way there.
As if to redeem yourself from the depths of hell, you add, "I promise I'm not ovulating!"
Once he's out of earshot, you bury your face into your arms atop the counter and groan. "I totally am."
Atsumu takes a bite of what has to be his fifth MSBY special this week and says, "I didn't realize chefs were yer type."
"They're not."
"Yeah?" He hits the space bar of your laptop as several color-corrected clips of Osamu's hands flash across the screen.
You want nothing more than to melt into the tiles and have Osamu mop up your remains.
The video performs well โ over four million likes on TikTok alone. Later that week, Atsumu asks Osamu what he wants for his free dinner. Osamu pretends not to hear him. You thumb through comments in the back corner of the restaurant, unsure of what you've just unleashed.
volleybabe87: HE HAS A TWIN??
msby_wifey: oh to be a riceball...
respectfullyferal: u know msby's social media manager is down bad
It takes every fiber of your self-restraint not to delete that last comment. Especially as Osamu serves you a steaming plate of food, blushing furiously.
osamu finds out about his daughter's school project the night before it's due. in a rare moment of panic, he calls you for backup.
part four of the after school series, a friends-to-lovers AU featuring you, osamu, and the relationship you build solo-parenting two girls in the same kindergarten class.
a/n: i didnโt think i had arachnophobia before researching for this chapter, but maybe i do... ๐
"I'm screwed."
You blinked back from the press release you'd been editing on your laptop for the past thirty minutes. "Well, hello to you, too."
"Sorry. I just โ " Osamu's frustrated sigh rippled through the phone call. "Did ya know about this bug fair project that's due tomorrow?"
"Yes." You'd only done all the research, taken two trips to the craft store, and stayed up until 2:00 AM the previous night trying to finish it. (Misa tried her best to help, but promptly burst into tears after getting a glue stick stuck in her hair.) "Did you?"
"No!" he exclaimed. "Kina only told me about it ten minutes ago!"
"It was in the kinder group chat and end-of-week email, though," you said, only realizing how unhelpful you were being once you'd heard it.
"Figures," Osamu grumbled. "I've been so swamped with this caterin' gig for my brother's volleyball team, I haven't had a chance to check my messages."
"Well, you've still got time. It's only 7:10," you pointed out. "What bug did Kina choose? A honeybee? A monarch butterfly?"
"...the Goliath bird-eater spider," Osamu admitted. At your pregnant silence, he said, "Don't ask."
You frowned at the horrifying photos that appeared in your Google search images, now grateful for Misaโs affinity to ladybugs. "Wasn't going to."
"I tried makin' a trifold out of some boxes from the restaurant, but it looks like absolute crap."
"Do you need one? I've got extras."
"Ya do?" Osamu sounded confused. "But why?"
"For emergencies like this, duh." You shut your laptop and pushed it across your small dining room table. "I can head over right now, if you want."
"I can't do that to ya. What about dinner?"
"We just finished," you reassured him, glancing over to where your daughter sat watching Blues Clues reruns on the TV. "Besides, Misa could use the company. And it sounds like you could, too."
"Yeah. That's an understatement," Osamu huffed before pulling the phone from his ear. "Oi! Who told ya to step out of the time-out corner?"
"But daddyyy!" Kina wailed in the distance, all elongated vowels and drama. "I've been standin' here for ages!"
"You've been standin' there for two minutes. You'll survive," Osamu deadpanned. He returned the phone to his ear and said, "I swear, I'm raisin' my brother all over again."
You laughed lightly. "We'll be there in thirty with a trifold and my craft box."
"Thank ya, Y/N. Yer a lifesaver."
The sound of Osamu and Kina's bickering continued as you hung up, stretched, and pulled Misa's attention from the screen.
"Want to make a pit stop at Kina's?"
You could practically see the question mark unfurl above her head.
"But what about our bedtime business?"
"Come on, kiddo. Live a little," you joked, although you appreciated how saintly she was. "Tell you what. If you put your shoes on right now, I'll read you two books when we get back."
Her toothy grin was enough to make your heart squeeze. "Deal."
Half an hour later, the four of you stared at Osamu's shoddy attempt at a school project in the middle of his cramped living room. Arms crossed. Brows furrowed. You tried coming up with something positive to say, but Misa piped up before you could open your mouth.
"Mommy, I'm scared."
"What is there to be scared of?" Kina demanded. "He's cute!"
"He's terrifying," Misa mumbled.
Massaging the inner corner of his eyes, Osamu asked, "He's a he now?"
"Oh, yeah," Kina said, beaming at the giant cutout of the Goliath bird-eater spider she'd hastily slapped onto cardboard. From its eight hairy legs to its small, beady eyes, it was easily the most disgusting thing you'd ever seen. "His name is Tsum Tsum."
Osamu's face drained of all color as you coughed out a laugh.
"Yep. He's gonna hate that," he murmured under his breath before gesturing toward the open door on the other end of the apartment. "Why don't ya two play in Kina's room for now? Y/N-chan and I will see if we can salvage this."
"Do you need any help?" Misa asked, eyes wide as saucers.
You mashed your lips together as the glue stick fiasco from the previous night came to mind.
"That's very sweet of you, kiddo," you said. "But unless you want a bowl cut for school picture day, then I'd suggest you sit this one out."
You watched as the girls half-ran, half-skipped into the bedroom, already debating the rules of some make-believe game they'd started during recess that day. Meanwhile, Osamu stared at the makeshift poster on his coffee table like it was the bane of his existence.
"Sorry for draggin' ya into this," he said once the girls were out of earshot. "I know there's probably a million things you'd rather be doin'."
"Besides spending quality time with you and Tsum Tsum?" you joked, gesturing toward the photo.
"God." He dragged his hands down his face. "My brother's gonna kill me."
"Maybe if we put a pretty bow on it, he'll spare you."
You rolled up the sleeves of your sweatshirt and got right to work โ partly because you offered, mostly because you needed something to do with your hands.
It didn't escape you that Osamu's apartment was similar to your own, what with its bare walls, second-hand furniture, and endless piles of half-folded laundry. It also didn't escape you that this was the first time he'd ever really asked you for help. In the couple of months you'd known each other, he'd always been so suave, so put-together. A PTA heartthrob and a good cook to boot.
Now, as you watched him pad toward the kitchen in his plaid pajama bottoms and overgrown hair, he seemed...realer. Less constructed, almost.
"Can I get ya anythin'?" he asked, yanking open the door to the fridge. "Water? A carton of Yoo-Hoo?"
You gently scraped Tsum Tsum off the cardboard with your box cutter and said, "I'd kill for a carton of Yoo-Hoo right now."
Osamu chuckled and grabbed two from the fridge.
"So what's this catering gig you're doing for your brother?" you asked, thanking him as he placed your box of chocolate milk beneath a coaster on the coffee table. "He plays for the MSBY Black Jackals, right?"
"Yes, ma'am. He's the team's star setter and everythin'." He grunted as he sat down on the carpet beside you. "I'm surprised ya don't run into him more, given all yer fancy JVA connections."
"Eh, I know who he is. Watched him play a handful of times, approved some advertisements with his face on them. But that's about it."
Osamu gave you a sideways glance and chuckled. As if he seldom found people who weren't totally star-struck by Miya Atsumu.
"Well, the MSBY Black Jackals are hostin' this charity event for athletic youth programs in rural areas," he explained. "It's the first time they're doin' it, and havin' grown up in the middle of nowhere ourselves...it means a lot to us."
"Wow." You pushed out your bottom lip, impressed. "Sounds exciting."
Osamu blew a raspberry. "It would be...if Tsumu hadn't told me about it two weeks before."
You barked out a flat, humorless laugh. "Procrastination runs in this family, doesn't it?"
"Unfortunately," Osamu grumbled. "I just feel like...I got no room to breathe these days, ya know? Between the caterin' gig and the restaurant and Kina's homework..."
You set your box cutter down on the coffee table and met his gaze.
"You can say no to things, you know," you told him. "Obviously not, like, school projects and stuff. But the catering gigs. Those are optional, right?"
"Yeah. Right. Well, sort of." Osamu rubbed the back of his neck. "Remember how I told ya I quit college to run Onigiri Miya full-time?"
You nodded.
"Well, before that, my brother and I always told each other we would pursue volleyball. Professionally."
"What? I didn't know that."
Osamu nodded. "Used to daydream about it all the time. Broke Tsumu's heart when I told him it wasn't really what I wanted."
He picked at a loose thread on his pajama pants.
"Guess that's why I feel like I can't say no to him," he huffed. "One, because I still feel bad. Two, because...I dunno, maybe I need to prove to him that I made the right choice."
Your shoulders sank at his words. The way they colored in the picture of who he was โ what he silently tucked away beneath all that hard work and steady, agreeable charm.
"Well, for one, you should never feel bad for following your gut," you told him, reassuming the box cutter. "And two, I don't think you need to prove yourself to anyone. Least of all me."
Something shifted in his grey eyes as you proceeded with your handiwork, the steady metal scrape of the blade filling the silence between you.
"Aha! Got it." You beamed, holding the life-size photo of the Goliath bird-eater spider like it was a prize certificate. "What do you think? Should we sneak this under Atsumu's pillow and call it even?"
Osamu scoffed, half-amused, half-sheepish. "You've never even met the guy."
You shrugged. "Do I need to?โ
The two of you worked in silence for the next hour. Clipping out the fun facts Osamu had printed. Organizing them atop the trifold you'd pulled from your closet. You realized how ridiculous you both looked once you started gluing everything down โ elbows locked, asses up. Bodies bent over Kina's school project like it was open-heart surgery.
"Somethin' funny over there?" Osamu huffed, meticulously working his glue stick beneath the loose corners of the paper.
"Nothing, it's just..." His ears turned red as you laughed at his slightly compromising position. "Some twenty-seven-year-olds spend their Thursday nights clubbing."
"Well, most twenty-seven-year-olds don't have kids their senior year of college."
"Touchรฉ," you snorted.
Once you were finished, you both collapsed against the foot of the couch and admired your work.
"Wow," you breathed.
"The bubble letters were a nice touch," Osamu said, gesturing to the title you'd free-handed with a Crayola marker. "Real cute."
"Oh! That reminds me..."
You retrieved a tiny pink bow from a Ziplock bag you kept at the bottom of your craft box and secured it right above Tsum Tsum's eight beady eyes. Osamu barked out in laughter.
"It's perfect," he said, eyes gleaming. Voice thick with exhaustion. "IโฆI can't thank ya enough."
You smiled at him beneath the warm lights of his apartment and peeled the superglue off your fingertips. "Should we see what the girls think?"
You found them passed out on the floor of Kina's bedroom not a moment later โ eyes closed, cheeks pressed against the carpet. They were surrounded by an assortment of play food and stuffed animals, and they were snoring.
"I swear, they'll sleep anywhere but their actual bed," Osamu said, leaning against the door frame with a flat expression.
A snort slipped past your lips. "It's almost as if they did all the work."
His face bloomed into a soft, exasperated smile.
"Wanna carry Misa to the car? I'll bring yer craft box down."
"In a moment," you reassured him, padding back toward the living room in your socks. "I still have to finish my box of Yoo-Hoo."
It wasn't often people reached out to you for help these days. They often chalked it up to you being a mom, having different priorities. Which wasn't entirely wrong. When your pregnancy test came back positive nearly six years ago, you'd accepted the fact that your friendships would look different. More distant. Which was fine. You had handled it.
But as you collapsed onto the couch next to Osamu โ limbs heavy, smiles tired โ you realized how much you missed being someone's friend. Being close enough to someone to see all of them. Messy parts included.
It was nice. A breath of fresh air, almost.
You had a feeling Osamu felt it, too, as you lifted your boxes of chocolate milk in cheers and slurped them down in one go.