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[dabiethoughts]

day 7

random breakdowns at 2AM suck.

it is where you find yourself alive, but dying not to call.
it is where you find yourself crying over the same thing, over and over again.
it is where you realize you can’t be the same person who always tries her best to make it work.
it is where you realize you stayed in whatever situation you had, because at least you got to have him there.

fck.

[dabiethoughts]

When it feels heavy. When u can’t bear it. When it seems like the world is against u. When u feel like no one is there for u. When u just want to go out, to talk, eat something nice, have some matcha or simply have someone beside u. When you need someone or even when u’re bored.

Always remember—you have me. Patiently waiting for you. Not waiting for anything in return. Just right here. for you.

[dabiethoughts]

I can still vividly remember how I built my walls and trained my guards just to protect myself from people who only saw me as a convenience. I don’t know what happened now.