I don't want to be a burden but ever since i left my mom's cult 4 years ago, I've been feeling quite isolated and because of the cult I had a hard time keeping actual friends from school along with moving from home state.
I am quite isolated cuz there is nobody I know here, I am disabled mentally as well but I can feel my physical health getting worse each day too. I get random aches and flare ups a lot(it's a lil harder to draw). along with the fact we are basically poor so I only eat once a day, three meals if I'm lucky. I had to stop medication and I don't see my psychiatrist until next month.
and monthly benefits I receive almost all of it gets taken from me by my mom who neglects me as well.
I kinda don't see things getting better and will probably spend a lonely birthday in two months.
sorry if this is depressing, just wanted to update everyone.