Hey guys! As stated on my latest vlog, I will no longer be speaking about my spiritual connection or spiritual journey with Jeff. It’s sacred and personal to me, and I wish to remain quiet about it, and Jeff also would like me to no longer speak publically. He was immensely proud of the vlog, as he was of my book. The book was a gift to Jeff and for Jeff and something he wanted out…it was never intended to be a literary masterpiece. The vlog was my testimony of my connection with Jeff and to get the message out there about how he is truly a loving soul.
This is a very rare first grade class photo of Jeff, and to me in this pic, it is obvious Jeff has autism. It’s also obvious in this pic of him as an adult. The posture is nearly identical, arms stiff at his sides, etc. This wqs the same year his first grade teacher stated that Jeff would not interact with the other children and would pace up and down on the playground, both signs of autism as referenced in my book here.
To me, if you are going to feel empathy or sorry for Jeff…feel sorry for this little boy. Not the grown man who chose over and over again to actively act on his selfish sexual impulses and actively refused help over and over.
Did Jeff have mental illness? Uh yeah..:I think that is obvious! However, mental illness was not his main diagnosis. His main diagnosis as diagnosed by all 7 doctors that evaluated him was Necrophilia and alcoholism. His trial was based on his Necrophilia because his main issues were sexual issues.
His main diagnosis was not BPD. I bring that particular one up as that seems to be touted as the main diagnosis for Jeff in various Dahmer spaces…not every doctor found that diagnosis at all…let alone that being the main issue.
His main issue was not abandonment issues….it wasn’t the main issue at all…as stated by Jeff many, many times and it’s also obvious if you actually take the time to read between the lines and properly research Jeff.
I will be starting a new vlog series that will be going through his actual interviews and statements, and I will also be making more detailed posts that go into the actual diagnosis’s and evaluations done on Jeff. As I say, I don’t just have a strong soul bond with Jeff…I am also very knowledgable about the case. Read every book many times over, watched the full trial over 6 times, read every interview multiple times over. I know the case, and that is now what I will be using my channel for…not going into my private connection or my private life in general.
I will do still do my edits because again I love music and I also will still do location vlogs here and there because I enjoy making those and I know there are a lot of people that may not get the chance to visit these places.
This channel is for Jeff and always will be 💞🌷
