Imagine, you were born a simple doll , no felings, no strings attached , no affection, no desire for perfection.
Imagine, you are a girl , basically you are supposed to fall and beg some man to stay and there is no other way , oh , distinctly you remember that very moment when you wanted to become a plaything , a doll.
Imagine, you are under forty and have a crush on that guy from the cafe but one day you find out that he has a wife , what about your pretty long black eyelashes and fake smiles just forget about them for a while , you are nothing and have nothing to lose but this seduction leading to destruction is the only thing you think about ... You have two variants , you with bamby eyes, you , brassier off in the morning , in your stupid galoshes with or without make up to become somebody’s doll.
You , on the open road , selling your body , giving your body to strangers , you crying mom , I am okay , how many times have you come ? Did you like being used ? How many scars does your black soul have? Harlot at night , little girl in the morning , folly and disaster . Well, people have told me about big poetry , existentialism, procrastination , your pain but nobody has ever told me that you were a toy . My meretricious beauty.