Why is dating a system so damn hard? I love each and every one of them in different ways
Teal, the host and my husband and "regular boyfriend" as he calls it who is my everything and so much more
Red, I don't know what nickname to call him really no words can describe, he's the second one that showed up at least in my life and part of the reason me and teal even started everything. He makes me so giddy everytime he talks to me
Purple, my pretty lady, she's so sweet and kind the montherly love she shows is like a light in the dark
Light blue, my sweet baby my knight in shining armor, he can light up a room with just one giggle and can make even the darkest of hearts smile
Black, the protector, blunt old grumpy man who likes to point out everything I do wrong, but is weirdly kind about it he wants to say he doesn't have a heart but I swear he does
Green, the newest I've met, he's interesting him and red fight like cats and dogs it's always funny to see, I don't know how to feel, he's infuriatinly blunt and brash and too logical for me, he Wrights every thing down in a stupid notebook and has color highlighted sections, he keeps a log about everything I've Done and fucking highlights them. It makes me slightly uncomfortable and makes me feel as though my mistakes can never be forgotten or forgiven
All of them ive got to know in some way shape or form and have come to love every peace of them, it's just so frustrating sometimes it's nice to now not have to worry about guessing whom I'm talking too, since they finally had the sence to give me their simply plural, but fuck dude how am I meant to keep up? How do I not show I have favorites? I don't know what I'm ment to do or say or Act, once I think I have it down it switchs, after some stuff happened within my relationship red went dorment or was more so forced to go until he got his mind together, he just this week has resurfaced, I missed him so much but everythings so much right now, and he hasn't talked to me about anything that whent down it's frustrating I don't know what to do
