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[damagedsuggests]

i might not be that active anymore but ddlg/cgl/cglre/any fuckin variations are sickening to me as an age regressor, cocsa victim, and all around decent person so dont interact!

[damagedsuggests]

i love your blog. i hope you feel better, i want things to get better for you

thank you, youre really sweet!

[damagedsuggests]

Why us ? All of us didnt want this. All of us suffer. All These people searching for Safe spaces. I hate everyone that can Hurt people Like this. I Hope everyone here can Recover. None of These abusers deserve Love. They deserve to rot in hell for what they did to us, our siblings, our parents, Our children and Out Friends. Every one of These sick Bastards will burn in hell...

violence tw //me too, anon

[damagedsuggests]

everybody says that you're abusing me but is it really abuse if i ask for it? if i deserve it? i belong to you anyway so it doesn't matter what I want.

no one asks for nor deserves abuse

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I was just a child. So were you. I trusted you. I looked up to you. But past that dimpled smile that will haunt my nightmares forever are purrs in my ear of how you want to violate me, subtle touches that are nothing to anyone else but to us it's a fucked up inside joke, and words of praise and admiration so I would still trust you. Why did I trust you? How could anyone trust you?

cocsa tw //

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I will never be good enough for you. I will try and try but you will never be okay with me. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. You ruined me.

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I want to forgive but I can't.

personally, i believe the hardest part of being open about the abuse, is having people spew shit that havent a clue about, like forgiving abusers/rapists/pedophiles, as if you arent going to have to deal with this for years regardless of whether or not you forgive them.

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i trusted you and you gave me misinformation. only now do i realize my mistake. you fucking took advantage of my gullibility.

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[damagedsuggests]

Kill me Finish what you started

[damagedsuggests]

Okay! I won't follow, I totally respect you. I do love your page, I hope you get through everything your going through, darling. You deserve peace and happiness (And just throwing this in there, I most defiantly wouldn't be sexualizing your post, but I do see exactly where you're coming from. Many people sexualize trauma and it's awful) but like I said, I respect your rules of your page. I just wanted to ask before I followed I didn't wanna upset you, I really hope it gets better :)

thank you!

[damagedsuggests]

Your great bud 👍👍👍 love your blog !!

ahg thanks :')

[damagedsuggests]

Ive come to realize this isnt ending. A couple days ago i began serious hallucinations and idk how much longer i can go on before it all becomes clear. I just want to hide and avoid my fears and damage, but my lifes gone. Ill never get away...

its crushing to realize how constricted you are under your abuser hand, even if theyre not there anymore. im sorry you have to go through this, and i hope things get better with time.

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***CSA TW "But he liked you before you started dating [X]!" Well shit, I liked me before I started dating [X] too. My entire life was crushed under [X]'s hand. [X] had all of my attention; so much so that when [X] wasn't getting anything from me, [X] became aggressive. [X] was manipulative and horrible! [X] fcked a child! [X] knew damn well what [X] was doing! You have no right to try to tell me that /he/ deserves /anything/ from me just because he /liked/ me.

csa tw //

[damagedsuggests]

of course it's my fucking fault,, everything i do is my fucking fault while you sit and yell at me and deny deny deny deny, taking away all i care for and then having the fucking g all to say i'm never happy and i don't enjoy familial presence, yEAh no SHIT sherlock, take a lucky fucking guess why? why, why do you think i want to die so bad? why do i wanna take that bottle a' bleach and down that shit and burn every part of me??

violence tw // sui tw //

[damagedsuggests]

ALSO THANKS FOR 4K, YALL , YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO MAKE A BOY CRY

[damagedsuggests]

Hi.. uh.. I'm in the cg/lg community. I don't want to follow you because I respect that you don't want any of us following you. But, my main blog usually doesnt have cg/lg-dd/lg like things on it, I sometimes reblog things like ddlg but it's rare on my main blog. So may I follow you? It's totally fine if you say no. I love your blog!

please dont follow! as ive said multiple times, i myself am an age regressor and a cocsa survivor. i dont want the people who sexualize my trauma and coping mechanism on my blog at all.