i have been once again summoned by the illustrious, the exemplar and the legendary @myspace-3ra <3 mwa mwa
Last song: Saudade (Where We Are Born) - Olafur Arnalds
one of the most haunting, melancholic pieces of music i've ever heard, one of my favourite songs of all time and what i've been associating with the main character of the fic (now potentially novel wtf) i've been working on.
"Saudade is a word for a sad state of intense longing for someone or something that is absent. Saudade comes from Portuguese culture, and it is often expressed in its literature and music. Saudade is described as a kind of melancholy yearning. Melancholy means sad, and yearning is a strong, persistent longing or desire, especially for something unattainable."
Favourite colour: a pale purple. lilac would probably be the closest.
Currently watching: i just rewatched the first ep of the chuckle sandwich podcast and lowkey mourning bc honestly? ted, schlatt and charlie are insane together and that podcast was genuinely so fun.
Currently reading: literally started iron flame and lowkey got kinda bored halfway through. tbh i've mostly been working on my own writings for the last few months, but my birthday is coming up and there's a specific book i want so hopefully i can get it!
Current obsession: i mean, always ian hecox lmao who do you think i am... but i have also been playing tomodachi life and replaying mass effect again!
Currently working on: my fic with pastor!ian and changing him into an original character (but i did save a copy of the og in case the book deal falls through which is okay! im just stoked that someone liked it enough at this point lmao). i actually have another original story i've made which is more fantasy based which i'm really excited about too!
i guess personally, i have become incredibly agoraphobic in the last 2 years due to an abusive relationship that i'm now thankfully out of, but have been very stressed to leave my house for various reasons. but today i actually went to a local grocery store with my mum even though that is a spot my ex frequents and i was totally fine! the anthony last meals vid and some of his older videos where he's talked about his/his family's struggle with it actually helped me a LOT. love him to bits honestly.
Last search: "mass effect race against time"
i couldn't remember if there was a time limit on completing side missions when the council brings up virmire lmfao i got so stressed because i hadn't even done novaria yet (there isn't, it's ME2 where there's a ~sort of~ time limit to do a main mission)
i would like to tag @spectresmut @smosh-mel because i am a fan of both of you from afar and am too scared to talk to you :)
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