Damsel In Denial

My desperately unlady like self doing anything humiliating & degrading to make others pleased in hopes they will grant me permission to have an “O” …. but deep inside knowing they will always say NO. This is an 18 an older blog NSFW. Loving the denial. Loving hearing no. Forgetting every time and begging anyway. Last orgasm 1/5/23

[prettygirlpaige]

so jealous of the girls in the glory hole videos. I’d give anything to have my legs strapped open and to the wall, giving anyone access to my pussy and ass and made to do a full shift on a busy Saturday night. Just two faceless holes, no better than a fleshlight. I want to lose count of how many men have used and cum in me

[prettygirlpaige]

I want to cock warm you but with my mouth instead. Kneeling at your feet holding your half-hard cock in my mouth like a good girl.

You’re too busy working or watching TV to pay me much attention but eventually I feel your cock growing in my mouth as you decide to take advantage and fuck my throat.

Once you’ve cum and I’ve swallowed it, you go back to what you were doing, making sure your cock is still in my mouth ready for next time.

[sirfrabk-deactivated20230323]

Clean my boots pig.

[damsel-n-denial]

I just need to tell someone that my punished nipples are finally starting to feel less ouchy.

And also, the lesson I learned from my punishment has been etched into my brain …

[damsel-n-denial]

I was a teeny bit of a brat today … not too much… but my nipples got all pinched and twisted and played with to help teach me my lesson.

Now, they are so SO tender and sensitive to anything touching them.

Ouchy.

I will not be a bratty girl anymore. I learned my lesson from Daddy.

[damsel-n-denial]

Between my Sir and my Mistress - they keep me in my place so well.

I only ever get the very best humiliation and torture from Mistress. I am never allowed an orgasm from her. Sir has the right to grant permission, although it is rare. And he keeps liking how I come to him begging after a session with Mistress and how my denial makes me so willing to please and he just keeps it going.

But I can’t deny how amazing my pussy feels always aching and turned on and sensitive. I can’t deny how amazing it feels to feel so submissive to my superiors. I get such deep satisfaction pleasuring and pleasing them and hearing what a good girl I am for being a little denied beta bitch slut to humor and entertain and serve them.

My pussy is on fire from a toothpaste fucking with a toy tonight. I got both holes filled with dildos and my mouth with a gag. And just sat there while Mistress got to cum and laugh at me. Then Sir allowed me some edges. Mmmmm

[damsel-n-denial]

I was being bratty and whining about not getting to decide on my own when I get to cum. I forgot I am a beta bitch and I don’t have a say or deserve to have a say. I should be thankful my Sir lets me edge pretty much whenever I want without even needing to ask.

I got put in my place and humiliated and embarrassed and reminded what I am.

BY ANOTHER BETA WOMAN first. She agreed to humiliate me. She was going to be allowed orgasms later and was allowed to humble me. I had to write things for her all over my body.

Cumrag, fucktoy, denied beta bitch, toy for a toy, pathetic, cumdump, foot slave, whore…

I had to lick shoes and feet and suck toes.

I had to edge on a shoe. Gag on a dildo. Stuff a dirty sock inside my greedy cunt before it filled my mouth.

Sir made me piss on the shower floor and lick it up. I’ve had to crawl and drink from a pet dish.

I’m a beta bitch. I’m better in denial. I don’t determine when I cum. I should be denied long long term. I learned my lesson.

[recaption]

[damsel-n-denial]

The more desperate my cunt gets for an orgasm … or really just the achier it gets from being denied and kept properly in need like the little beta bitch I am … the more I want to also be used by a superior alpha Domme woman.

I don’t get to decide when or if I have an orgasm. I don’t get to just go off and cum (without punishment if I’m bad). I’ve given up having free will orgasms.

Not all women have. And OMG the thought of a woman teasing me about how she cums when she wants, has multiple orgasms, orders me to edge while she cums, just makes my pussy drip and ache at the humiliation. I’d love SO much to have a woman ride my face or lay back and make me eat her out as she cums while I stay denied.

I just need to be a superior woman’s bitch now and then to stay reminded of what an undeserving little bitch I am of any orgasms.

[damsel-n-denial]

I got my clit scrubbed clean with a toothbrush and toothpaste today for cumming without permission. I’m trying so hard to be a good girl and I keep tipping over the edge.

This feeling will remind me!!

I love being a denied bitch.

[damsel-n-denial]

I was a bit of a naughty girl. I had an orgasm (not ruined) without permission. I just couldn’t help myself. I definitely enjoyed it in the moment. I won’t lie and say I didn’t. I also am just as wet and needy today, the day after as if I had kept edging myself. I think this is because I told Sir and we had a short, manageable punishment/discipline session. I debated not telling him, but I am not that submissive. Haha. I crave having permission to cum or not cum even more than the actual denial. Him being into the denial makes me into the denial.

I’m learning that is okay too. I can be a denied slut because he likes it if that is how my kink craving is fulfilled.

[damsel-n-denial]

I’ve been away sick for a while, so no concentration on denial and being a little slut. I was allowed a few orgasms from my Sir for various reasons but they were more quick and not long play sessions at all.

We’re back to me edging again. It feels nice being a proper slut.

[damsel-n-denial]

I’m at that point where I really haven’t gone that long as far as how many days. But it is so early on I also still have trouble accepting it is going to be a long time of denial.

I want to stomp my foot and say I’ll have as many orgasms as I please. I also know how good I feel after k get over this bump of being annoyed.

[submitinfreedom]

Anal Only Denial

“Sir, may I please cum?”

“Aw, no.”

I don’t know why these words send a shock through my body. I mean, he has denied my request to cum before. That isn’t new. So why does it feel different this time? He said it how he would normally say it, didn’t he? But he has an amused look, more so than normal I think. Almost like he’s waiting for my reaction to this, but I’m not sure now. If he had wanted me to beg for it, he would simply tell me to beg for it. So that doesn’t feel right. My arousal is starting to slowly fade in my confusion. I was so needy for it just moments ago.

“Yes, Sir,” I say, my confusion evident in my voice, “thank you, Sir”

“Such a good girl,” he tells me, “thanking me for denying you. I think that’s going to be happening a lot more frequently now.”

“Sir? I don’t understand, Sir.” He’s smiling down at me, obviously savoring this moment.

“I’ve decided you’re going to be on denial for the foreseeable future,” he says as I feel my eyes getting wider with each word, “you’re going to be anal only now. Isn’t that exciting?”

“I-” my words have utterly left me, “I- yes, Sir?” Denial for the foreseeable future? Anal only? I love to cum. I love feeling that complete joyous relief. That moment of bliss. But I can’t deny that my cunt has started to get soaked from hearing this. To know I won’t have any chance at another orgasm. At least from my cunt. Maybe in the future from my ass? But having an orgasm from my ass just doesn’t feel the same.

“Aww, you sound nervous,” he says chuckling at what I’m sure is a face of pure shock, “don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll be a great little butt slut for me.”

“I- I’ll do my best for you, Sir.”

“Good butt slut,” he says pulling something from his pocket, “let’s start now.”

He has me turn around on my knees, so my ass is towards him. I put my head down and lifted my ass to him. This at least was something I was used to. This position. It brought comfort in a panicked moment. Which is a bit humiliating to realize. My head on the floor and my ass in the air, fully displayed to Sir, is a comfort. My cunt is definitely wet now with everything happening. I feel his finger run ever so lightly over my cunt before feeling what I can now identify as a plug moving over my cunt. Not enough pressure to get any sort of relief, never going in, only skimming the surface.

“Oh look, butt slut,” he slowly slides the plug back and forth over my cunt, “even your cunt is excited about this idea. It’s lubing up your plug for you. Your cunt can still have the use of preparing your toys for you.” I let out a little whimper at hearing that as he slides the plug back to my ass. I feel the pressure as he pushes it in. He slides it in and gives it a few tugs before smacking my ass to tell me I can turn around again.

I turn slowly, feeling the plug in my ass, feeling the wetness of my cunt. I’m wondering just exactly how this is going to go when you give me a bit of a clue.

“You’ll bump your daily plug time up to an hour for now. We want to make sure your ass in nicely prepared for all the use it will be getting from now on.”

“Yes, Sir,” I reply, mentally noting the extra plug time. My cunt always gets wet when I have my plug in, this is just going to make that even more so.

“I think we’ll make a lot of your edging anal edging as well.”

“I- um, yes, Sir.” I feel like I’m on auto repeat. I’m just saying the same thing over and over. But I can’t think of anything else. My cunt is starting to drip down my leg and I want so badly to just rub it on something, but that isn’t even something I can do now. My normal edging won’t be humping random objects now, it’ll be doing that with my ass, or fucking my ass with a plug. The humiliation of that alone is enough to make a jolt go through my cunt. Which is just unhelpful, really, at this point.

Sir motions for me to stand back up and he takes a moment to run his hands over my ass.

“Such a good anal only butt slut for me,” he says with a pat on my ass, “this is going to be very enjoyable. I think we’ll use the anal beads tomorrow. It’ll be fun to pull them out and push them in all day.” With a final pat on my ass he walks off, leaving me with my thoughts and my soaked cunt. I have a plug in my ass and I know that’s only the beginning. Anal beads always leave me dripping and he knows that. This is going to be a vicious cycle, something in my ass, my cunt getting wet, not being able to relieve that neediness, and making me even more wet, until the next thing in my ass and it’ll start all over. But I want to try. I want to do well with this. I want to please him with this. I want him to use my ass however he’d like. To torment my cunt with denial. Knowing I’m denying my cunt for him. Knowing I can still please him with my ass, even if that is humiliating.

[laefill-deactivated20231014]

im ruining my panties edging rn and idont care

[laefill-deactivated20231014]

mmmm tiger balm on my clit before bed??? thoughts??? ??

[damsel-n-denial]

It’s one of the best feelings in the world!!!!

[thecreatingfucktoys-deactivated]

[damsel-n-denial]

It’s my day home to work around my house. Daddy has me plugged. Stuffed with a vibe. I am gonna be such an aching little denied pussy.