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I both feel frustrated and really sad for my mum because she tells me to reach out, I do because I was desperate and couldn’t look after myself at one point as a last resort, but at the appointment she came with me to today she cried and it just makes me not want to do so again because she gets so worried and so upset. I feel so bad for her and guilty that I’m the way I am. I hate lying to her but I think I’m going to have to start saying to her I’m ok when I’m not because of how distressed she’s been.

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pinkblanc

cherrylugosi

@brightlotusmoon adding to this its also misogyny and sexism. Because how many times do you see an actual women with autism acting like this compared to a males acting like this. Especially if he is a white male? And managing to get away with acting like this and not be known as the town pariah or weirdo? Because autistic white males can act like this and get away with. Meanwhile girls from birth are taught to make themselves feel small so they can be a proper girl and its internalized worse for autistic women. Why its harder to diagnose autism in girls.

nettlepain

phlegmaphoto

wholeheartedsuggestions

forgive the version of you that didn’t know any better

wholeheartedsuggestions

forgive the version of yourself that knew better but did it anyway. forgive every version of yourself. we are constantly learning from our mistakes.

wholeheartedsuggestions

forgive the version of you that didn’t know what to do and could not have foreseen what the right choice was, if there even was one. forgive the version of you that made a choice and regretted it.