Keep it Weird

26 years matured. I am The Queen

[dreamgirlvibes]

[dearest1]

my immense self hatred VS my delusional god complex

[httpcottagewitch]

the sexual tension between me & the alternate reality I daydream about

[deathgasmic]

men have those slutty veins in their hands and expect you not to lose a lil focus

[with-practice]

i hope i make it. im rooting for myself.

[thcartierrug]

@kotaoi

[danceswithweirdos]

Hello Tumblr.

It has been a few years since I have been on this page. this site. this alternate reality. And in those years so much has happened.

I have had a few birthdays. 3 to be exact. I am officially closer to 30 rather than 20. I’m still waiting for my own surprise party. Crazy to think I started this account at 15 years old. Oh the things I would say to that version of me.

The person I loved left me. And soon after that happened, I realized I was not in love, but attached. Because if it was love, it would not have been that difficult and painful for as long as it had been. And I learned that if you are being loved the way you should be, it should be as easy as breathing.

I met someone else and learned how to love again, and then he left me too. But our story didn’t end there, though I thought it would. He sought me out and fought for me. He was there for me during my lowest low, and is still with me while I’m riding my highest high. He is my rock that keeps me grounded but also my light that lifts me up. This. This is love. It is easy, refreshing, and painless. I am breathing with him.

A global pandemic happened. Which is wild. In my life time I have been through more historical events then actual events before the age of 30. A lot of things happened because of this event though, too much to talk about in detail. But just know I am in a beautiful place I never thought I would be because of it. It started out rough, but ended exactly where it should be.

I’m ready to revive this page. I’ve been needing a place to just get my thoughts out lately and I’ve missed my Tumblr days. Though I won’t be up until 4am laughing at memes or crying a fan fictions like I used to, I still will be here remembering those days but adapting to who I am now.

Can’t wait to introduce y’all to me❤️

~Z

[feedsfairy]

[uzumaki-rebellion]

I can never not reblog this. An incantation.

[jessthaone-deactivated20240310]

[natsujutsu]

Toonami:

Black Lives Matter.

[mykey-20]

[takeyourmascoff]

Fucking TOONAMI. I’m about to cry. My childhood just spoke some deep as truth.

[hope-crest]

me: wow things are actually going really well for once!

the crippling anxiety, waiting in the corner:

[solassitudes]

my singing voice is good for showers and mornings in the kitchen and drunken nights and lullabies for babies who need sleep and im okay with this

[solassitudes]

i think it’s silly to be ashamed of your art because it’s not in a museum and of your voice because it’s not selling out stadiums. there will always be people who enjoy and appreciate what you can do.

[rosesastrology]

Idk why but this hit me really hard and I’ve been staring at it for a couple minutes.

[ethuil]

[stupidcoffeebaby]

yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha

[plannedparenthood]

We mourn. We remember.  We stand with the LGBTQ community against hate and violence.

[stability]

I may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled, I have no idea what the hell im doing

[gee-aitch]

shout out to my friends who still love me even though I take 3-4 business days to respond to a text

[makiema]

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