bye tumblr
hi so as some of you may have noticed, i have been on hiatus for a month now. and while i was on it i have decided that i really wanted to leave tumblr for good. i have just cleared my queue and now this will be my last post. i mean dont get me wrong i still love d&p and i still watch their videos, im just kind of bored of this website and i knew that it was time to go and grow the f up. i decided that i wont be deleting this blog cause im a v sentimental person and i would prob want to look back in like 3 years and cringe at this blog. (also i might change my mind about leaving lol who knows)
it is insane to think about the fact that there are 21+k of you who are following me. whether you just followed me 2 seconds ago or have been with here since i made this blog, i will always consider you as my friend, especially all of my wonderful mutuals. thank you for reblogging from me, talking to me, fangirling with me, helping me with school shit, answering my dumb questions and messaging me especially when i was feeling upset. this website was my safe place for 2 years and it was such a great community to be a part of. i have learned so many things on here that i would have never understood if i didn’t sign up on this website that one day in 2013. the phandom is such a cute little family, tho we are v far from perfect y’all were so soooo nice to me and made me felt like i belonged. but alas all things must come to an end.
i can’t believe im actually doing this lmao 2 months ago i cant even stop using this website and here i am now. but i learned that change is good and i realised that im pretty much only using this website out of habit more than enjoyment. so if you are still reading this im just gonna leave you with 2 of the main things i have learned from this website that might help you in some way. 1 is to LOVE YOURSELF. it ain’t easy, trust me. this is coming from a person who has a very low self esteem. its a process that takes a v long time to accomplish. but it feels good to be able to look in the mirror and feel good about yourself. it feels good to not blame yourself for every single problem that comes into your life. it feels good to know that you are good enough. good enough to be okay. good enough to have friends who love and support you. good enough to know when someone doesn't deserve to be in your life. and good enough to live. you are good enough. you are perfect in every single way and you deserve to love yourself. there is no such thing as loving your self “too much”. and lastly, 2 try not to worry too much. now this may sound annoying but i swear not giving fucks feels great. do not give a fuck about what other people think. do not give a fuck about what society and the media is dictating. do not give a fuck whether that one ex of yours is now in a relationship. do not give a fuck about how much more followers that annoying popular girl has compared to you. do not give a fuck about what is going on with other peoples lives. just try to focus more on yourself and how you can improve on your hobbies, talents, studies or whatever it is that is important in your life. trust me you will feel so much better. so yeah this is getting p long im sure there are only a few of you who actually are still reading this boring ass post but if you still want to talk to me you can find me on twitter @/ignoreo so yeah,,, goodbye.
