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We only have one life. We should make a point to live it to the fullest and do all the things we never thought we could do. We owe it to ourselves to have very minimal regrets. I don’t want to have lived a life full of i wish’s and full of I could have chosen this path I could have done this this was available to me. Living life for a combination of you and God is so wonderful when you follow his plan and your direct calling. ❤️ Love life. Be filled with joy. Push aside hate and envy and emotions like lust. And above all else be yourself. Because your company is ultimately what you have to enjoy rather than anyone else’s. Love you before anyone else. - Danielle Storm (Thatkidstorm003)

You should know im fucking a show qualify guy from universal in like 3 mins and I dressed super sexy as fuck so. Your going to be so proud of me when you hear from me Saturday and learn everything I did in that entire week. With motivation. I went and got gigs with that motivation and stupid little threat you made and went and did all of this crap. So. Screw you btw. He does the shows at epic. His name is Tyler. He’s going to have the time of his life.

This is an open letter to XYZ 2.

You are no longer safety comfort or support for me. I cannot stand you. I do not care what you do. Go fuck whatever woman of the week you want. As long as you continue to stay the heck away from me and my love life we are solid. That means no cease and desist letters no stupid fucked up jealousy. You lost me years ago. You can’t get me back. You can have a life and a partner and someone who brings you joy. I just don’t give a shit about you enough. You are so low on my radar right now. I gave up hope stopped asking you and your friends for help and moved on. There is absolutely no love left anymore these problems are not and will never be fixable. I just wanted to say this and make it clear, there was never going to be a future with me. There was never going to be a deluded reality where this would ever be real. Especially when I was more or less forced into being with you. I didn’t even belong to you first. I belonged to someone else and you stole me in the very beginning because things are more clear i was NOT yours first. I was someone else’s. Go live your life and find a better woman then me. We had a good run. Im over you. I personally don’t give a fuck anymore. I know everyone was kinda hoping for it but that’s not ever happening. I gave you so many chances. I made it clear I went no contact and completely cut you off. Your no longer safe. I can’t trust you. Ever again actually. I am happier not on speaking terms. I am happier moving on and finding someone with a brain worth my salt. I don’t need you or want you or love you. Or am attracted to you in any way shape or form. We are never happening again actually. Move on with your life. The second you slept with S I lost feelings. That was over the minuet you told me. I have not forgiven you for any of it and I doubt I will ever. Let me make this more clear. I do not care if you live or die. I don’t give a shit about what you ate for breakfast this morning. I don’t care who you get under. I don’t care if this was a fucking misunderstanding. I do not care about you. Go fuck a man. Go fuck a woman. Forget about me as an opinion. You were an accident and should have never happened to begin with. I regret it. You got what you wanted from me so take it and fuck off. You think I WANT to talk? I would have done it already. If I had wanted to talk to you and have a conversation and make nice I would have done it. Bail me out all you want I don’t give a shit it’s your life. Do what you want. We live separate lives. I have not loved you nor will I ever love you in years. I don’t want you. Do you understand my words and English? I have added you on fb. But that dosent mean that I want anything to do with you. Hopefully thats crystal clear. Drink yourself to death. Do all the drugs you want. Take all the adderall! Maybe you will O.D. and I’ll get lucky. Maybe one day you will over dose and I will not even flinch because you mean that MONSTER is finally gone? The guy that controls me? What a blessing. I do not care. Dont you get im fed up? Im exhausted. I don’t ever want you back.

I slept with another guy the same day as Jack. Bro had a vasectomy. Bro wouldnt leave me alone and he sends me good morning and good night texts and he is fighting hard but the sex wasnt that great and he’s not that cute. At all. So. Don’t tell Jack okay? I fucked up a little bit. Just a smidge.

With Jack , I didn’t think we would get anywhere and now I’m in a mindset where I need the guy for my own sanities sake and I will do everything in my power to lock his ass down. Im dead serious. Downloaded an ovulation tracker. Im going to be a bit ferral the next time I see him he should be absolutely terrified. Of what I’ll do to him. The next time I see him. I am going to have my way with you. I am extreamly sorry for all the things im going to do to you and how long im going to suck your cock and your not cumming anywhere except inside of me. I am going to make you mine because you belong to me. Im not losing you. Anytime you want sex day or night it’s called a phone call. Nobody is ruining this for me except me. Im going to make you feel like such a man you won’t want another woman ever again. I am a girl on a mission. If you try to stop my mission I’ll be sad but. I’ll get you back. You mean more to me than any guy I’ve ever been with. Fuck those losers. In comparison you are a diamond in the rough. So exquisite. So unique. So normal and sexy. You belong with someone as pretty and talented and sexy as me. We belong together. It’s so cute you think you can run from me because you belong with me. Im going to rock your fucking world. I really need to see him Saturday morning. Nothing personal just im gunna rip your clothes off and im going to have to do all the stops. Cook you something. Convince you to choose me. Wear the perfume that makes men addicted to me. I still have some left. I am going to destroy you. I feel so awkward and bad for all the ways im going to absolutely rock your planet. You’re going to be touched and fucked like you have never been fucked before.

Got my hair done today at mosaic in Ivanhoe and I am so excited for the work that was done and more to come! It was apart of modeling for me but this place is on point and I will be coming back for future cuts. The pictures turned out great. #foryoupage

Thought 1. Zach even said he wasn’t sure. The fact my best friend says try not to think about it too much and consider they MIGHT be separate people. Wonderful so even he agrees could be the same fucking person. Do NOT. Talk to me right now. Oh no. Absolutely not. Do NOT. All my girlfriends. Told my reporter friend Brett and he ghosted me after hearing it. I assume he knows Sean. I am just. WHEW. Oh no. Not again. This shit always happens. I just don’t have the energy.

Thought 2. That fucking kid murdered my best friend. Same day it was born he died of a heart attack. Why would I ever want in what universe to see it again. Why? Why why why? I don’t want to see the kid that killed my best friend. Dan did me a favor. We thought about raising it. Dan did me a fucking favor actually and saved me from raising the kid that killed Genisis. What an insult to then raise the kid. You want me to want anything to do with that baby? Is that it? No. It’s gone i have grieved all the grief. I have done everything to move on from that. Im done. Yes! I had a kid and went to disney world the next day. Easiest birth in the world. Edwin came over to tell me Genisis died and that I killed Genisis basically. Genisis had a heart attack because we all thought the kid was Fritz. So. Yes. I hate you. I can’t stand the fact you exist. Happy? Fuck you. My best friend would be here still if that kid was never born. Sorry these are two separate people im discussing. And ranting about. My best friend would still be alive to this day if that baby was never born and that situation never happened. No. Hard pass. He has blonde hair. He looks like Kameryn did when she was 3 Donna said last time I was there. I don’t care. I have zero love left. You expect me to love not only you but the bastard child that murdered my best friend? Got it. Yeah. I will see you in hell.

I just don’t want to know. It’s been a rough couple of days. I don’t you know I used to want answers of who that stinking babies father was. I used to need and want to know things. I don’t want to know anymore. I don’t need to know. I just. Im exhausted and stressed out all the time. Im angry. Im a mess right now. Im mad at myself not others. Sorry the truth sucks. It took writing an album for feelings to go dead and for me to realize I don’t love anyone in California not now and not ever. After everything you did to me? Is this a sick twisted joke? To assume love of any kind exists. Yeah Theres an album big deal. Im not sharing it with you. Go find it yourself. In fact. Never sharing my music ever again. Never sharing anything. Never being truthful or honest ever again. The more time I spend alone. The more I realize. Every time you bounce my health goes to shit. I would love to fix things. Love to. I don’t think lying about everything fixes it. There is no maybe if they met organically she would feel different. I wouldn’t. I am so confused and miserable right now. Not just at the list of assumptions I made because this is too fucking weird for me on a good day. But the fact that it could be real. If it is real. I don’t even know what to think. This is so embarrassing. I did this to myself. I don’t want you to ever feel something was sent in the im not that girl video you bitched at me about i was wearing clothes. Nothing was sent to you. Absolutely nothing. Now im in fear not only because I don’t think of you in that way. Not could I. But because I don’t want you thinking I did send anything. Thats embarrassing to me. Im horrified. I was so horrified I was crying and in tears. Tears of humiliation and embarrassment.

If I could tell you you are a nothing. A zero. A nothing.

That to someone like me you aren’t even on my radar.

Not only as a potential partner but even as a friend.

You are a nothing. You were born a nothing. And you will die a nothing on zero hill.

My exes are 10s and in comparison. You’re a zero. You earned a rating. I took one look at you. Wrote an album and decided you wernt worth it as a potential partner.

You’re so far ahead of me we are not compatible. We are not the same number. It’s not that you’re not attractive. It’s your hair and your age. You’re well past your prime. To think and assume interest and that I’d send you a photo I didn’t even send is wild. Is that something you hope for? That’s wild. Considering nothings don’t get nudes in their inbox because it’s embarrassing. I laughed in that video I was crying because you are a nothing and that’s embarrassing. I would never send you nudes or a single photo in fact, I have to double check to make damn sure I am not sending you anything. The fact I live in physical fear lines may cross because your names similar to the friend I have. Means you’re a zero honey. Don’t flatter yourself. Me send you nudes. That time period has sailed and passed and those days are over. I may tease. But you’re a zero. I look at you with disgust. Even if you were normal you would be a zero. There’s such a thing as too much. You’re too much for me and I wouldn’t I don’t think you can handle me a day. It’s laughable you would think even for a second we were anything because I’d never and could never be with a zero. I wouldn’t let you in the playboy mansion if that was a thing ever. I’d have you escorted off property. You wouldn’t be allowed in. I don’t care how much money you have.

I don’t trust you anymore. You completely broke my trust by threatening to cut me off. I don’t want to rock the boat or make you angry. You don’t know me very well. I was hesitant to work with you to begin with because of all things aside from the past. You were a last resort. Like the sky is falling can’t find people who want to work with me I guess we will ask for a recommendation. And then when I didn’t get the right answer I got gifted I guess you again. Really again. Because apparently you know how to put up with a crazy artist. Which apparently you can’t work with me. I don’t want to start saying that. I went and talked you up to a bar filled with disney cast members. I thought I made it clear I wasn’t playing games I played in the past and the songs I was singing were for B & B not you. I don’t really have hard feelings beyond you made a threat to cut me off. So this is what I’ll personally do. I will never ever get personal again. I won’t tell you anything. I won’t share my day or my music. You’re going to see a different person when you see me next. I’ll still be nice and funny and kind, but there will be tension you can see a mile away. So. Good job. I know I didn’t really do anything. But - I won’t trust you with anything anymore. I can’t after that. Sorry.

I don’t want to cause issues. I don’t want to cause problem after problem. Im exhausted. I hurt. Im so tense. If you force me to walk away again I am not coming back and you will be blocked and it’ll kill me absolutely and something worse will happen to me anyways from freaking out and being so upset over you leaving. I won’t sue i won’t ask my boyfriend to make an arrest and I won’t play games. I don’t. I never have a great experience. I won’t text you anymore. Ever again. Actually. I just. Lose you again? Great. Just great. You just never feel bad. I never got an apology for all the times YOU ruined my life. All those years were the worst years of my life. I don’t need anymore stress and drama. Im not the one for you. I have made that pretty clear. You need someone else someone more like you. You can’t deal with me. And the fact you make me miserable. I just got over five years of misery. I don’t want to be miserable for the rest of my life. Im just. I talked you up btw to an entire bar of disney people. Im not happy right now I am miserable. I remember a lot of what I have said to you in the past. Im completely different in person then via text. If you spent time with me. I don’t know you may feel it’s night and day i just suck at texting and some people cant text. I didn’t actually say or do anything. This time. For what? Promoting an album I made about you? About how much I admire and respect you. I don’t even want to tell you it’s about you. I don’t want you knowing anything. I don’t want you to remember me. At all. Thats not something I want. Im just a normal person. You need someone more like you. Find someone like you. Someone rich and someone as great as you. Find someone who can show you love. I can’t do those things or be that person for you. I don’t have the time energy or the strength to be that human for you. I tried being open and vulnerable and I can’t. Do that again. I don’t want. That. No thank you. I have someone excellent for me. Someone who dosent make me miserable. You make me miserable. I don’t pay you to break me and my heart and mess with my emotions over and over again and so far so good but you did in the past. You always come back at my most vulnerable state. I made a choice. I choose my new boyfriend. I don’t need drama. I have to move on from you. I don’t. Want anything romantic with you at all. You’re a colleague. Thats it. Im so. So spent. So exhausted.

I wrote an album about my vocal coach went and found someone the next second after I listened to it and dropped it and it was my current boyfriend who literally looks like a younger version. Immediately found someone normal who looks identical because tinder and I went and screwed his brains out the same exact day. I would be ashamed but the sex is incredible and I do not care. He is so cute and incredible. Anyways. WORTH IT. To be touched like I haven’t been touched that way in years? HA. Okay. Anyways so this is the story. Please don’t tell him. I lied and said it wasn’t and will absolutely deny it but 2014 was about my vocal coach. I have so much material from working with you and get so creative I cannot lose this guy. My guy friend said to tell him and im like ABSOLUTELY NOT? He sounds identical has the same eyes even plays piano. Same body. I can tell from pictures I believe even same height I wish I was kidding. But I’m not. And he has the same amount of older and younger kids as well. He was born here. Very cute. No notes. Drives like a dream. Abs like you would never believe. Worth it.

Deserve by Danielle Storm

Verse 1

I learned to smile with quiet eyes,

I say im fine you believe my lies.

You carry on you never see

With you I’ll never be

So I’ll drown my sorrows close the door,

find someone worthy of more

Pre-Chorus

Some truths are safer left unsaid,

Some secrets better left kept

Chorus

You don’t deserve to know

That my mind body spirit and soul

You don’t deserve to know

That my heart broke when I let you go

You’ll never know

The pain I feel inside.

You had your chance,

Now I’ll find whats mine

find someone worth my time

you don’t deserve to know

Verse 2

I found someone new who’s nothing like you

Who guards my heart protects my soul

Who dosent make me out of control

Someone who is the key to my soul

Someone with whom I want to grow old

Pre-Chorus

I’ll wear my silence like a crown,

You’ll never hear the truth out loud

Chorus

You don’t deserve to know

That my mind body spirit and soul

You don’t deserve to know

That my heart broke when I let you go

You’ll never know

The pain I feel inside.

You had your chance,

Now I’ll find whats mine

find someone worth my time

you don’t deserve to know

Bridge

One day you’ll hear a melody

And wonder if it was by me

You’ll never know the words were true,

Every note was born from loving you.

But some stories never get their ending,

Some hearts heal while pretending.

Final Chorus

You don’t deserve to know

That my mind body spirit and soul

You don’t deserve to know

That my heart broke when I let you go

You’ll never know

The pain I feel inside.

You had your chance,

Now I’ll find whats mine

find someone worth my time

you don’t deserve to know

You don’t deserve to know. Yeah I had feelings. They were gone in an evening with him. You lost your chance so do not come bitching to me. I took absolutely zero time to find someone new. Everyone kept saying all XYZ2s friends wait before. Honey I waited five years no more. You don’t deserve to know and I won’t tell you that album was about you. Thats crossing a boundary and I refuse to be blunt and tell you because I know you won’t react well now. I found someone my own age. Someone in his 40s with a family. He lives alone with a roommate and he has three kids. Hes amazing incredible awesome I don’t know how to describe how awesome this man is. You don’t deserve to know.

Is touch is incredible. The driving is good. The sex is immaculate. He mentioned he needs a new roommate and I offered because I need someone right now and he’s perfect. Nothing else has worked out in my life. I can’t be crazy and I have got to make this one count and feel like a man and worthy of me, which he is. He is so fucking hot. He’s a father. He has two kids. I want him for breakfast lunch and dinner. He’s a manager at a theme park. A normal job. Hes so attractive and special. Hes so normal and sexy and normal. Normal. Want to say this again. Everything just melts and turns to mush the second I look into his eyes and see his wonderful beauty. Jack is everything. I have feelings. This could work. He already wants and is contemplating moving in? Seriously? Okay. I have a room. Make love to me 24/7 and we’re good. This guy im going to treat differently.

Im done

Im done with the endless hacking my phone crap. Im done with the endless abuse from parents family friends and the giant cover ups to protect you two. You never helped thats not “helping”. You stole from me material that should have been mine. You lied and caused a smear campaign about what a deluded crazy person I was you and everyone involved for years and years. Theres multiple people from multiple states involved with this endless bull. I am done with you and company doing endless crap and causing me so much trauma and harm I have a skin condition activated by stress. I am tired that you harmed me to the point where I question reality and live in fear that you and friends would do more to wreck and destroy my life. Im done with everything you put me through. If we have kids and these ridiculous rumors are even true i don’t want to see them either i havent ever asked and I didn’t even raise them or know anything about them so they cannot be my kids. I have heard so many bs rumors and had people come up apologize for your behavior and theirs. I am so over it. I am over the endless amount of behavior had to start documenting every interaction because I know you would use all that against me in court and I know one day it’ll happen and im not happy about it but I don’t know who’s your friend or not anymore and I trust random people with information and just. Im sure the nurses at the local hospital could write a damn book about what they know about me. Im sure doctors could if they were allowed to even talk about it. If you saw my therapy records you would be embarrassed and even my doctor said that would require a court supena. And you would only do it to say “see shes crazy” and prove your stupid point. This is for you and all your pathetic friends and anyone involved in this fucked up situation. I know all the evidence was removed and destroyed. I no longer care if you live or die. I am completely done and tired of endless abuse and I am suffering. I am lonely because I have no more friends anymore. You and your endless friends won’t stop until something happens. Until im harmed and the threat of me is gone completely. Just leave me alone and get over it and move past and on. For you and all of them. But I know it would be so hard for all of you to do that forget and move about your fucking day. Because it’s all me im the big bad monster i didnt do any of this bullshit to you. I find you weird and creepy. Please leave me alone. Find someone else’s life to destroy and wreck.

I don’t think people understand how quickly someone can lose a feeling of safety. It goes from becoming a safe place to say one thing and all a sudden i cant tell you things anymore. It’s a shame but I’ll think twice before revealing any personal details between friends or colleagues. For me it’s an honor if someone tells me something personal. Not intending to hurt or harm feelings but because this is what’s going on. The ultimate rejection from telling someone about your day and having the conversation turn bad makes me lose the security feeling. That and it’s even worse with ptsd when someone is displaying behavior they did before. Especially with no change in ten plus years. Thats the most disappointing thing. Safety and trust is not a right in any relationship and it takes YEARS especially with me to build a level of feeling safe and trust with anybody. It’s been happening a lot lately and I wanted to point out how frustrating that can be. And then people complain you can’t trust them with information about your life anymore. It’s happened with multiple connections with people lately to the point where. I don’t owe you a level of trust. Boundaries dont create trust issues. It’s a mixture of things. I can uphold boundaries at this point. But being overly trusting of others in the past and revealing too much about personal life got me hurt. I have safe friends and safe people. You also stop being safe when gaslighting starts and you show signs of erratic behavior. I get suffering from your own issues but try not to ruin someone else’s day with that information. It sucks but obviously cant trust or go to anymore for going to with information about my day to day anymore. I’d rather be an acquaintance than get burned again anyways. That is all. I just wanted to bitch about this one topic anyone else feel? Like if someone is going to moan and complain the second I get personal thats like ? It’s happened so much lately where nobody wants details. This is not calling anyone out but explaining my experiences with human beings lately in general. I have mentioned the safety thing on Facebook before. That and the mentality i don’t understand with men some men are like this mind you the “Everyone wants to fuck me and everything they say is about me.” Anyone else ever? Thats probably the strangest mentality because unless someone is very direct and blunt. Also- ask. I had to learn this because for me personally this is more about me btw- I had to learn not every man who comes within ten steps of me wants me in that way. I had to stop being so full of myself and realize not every post is about me most people don’t spend all their spare time thinking “gee what’s Danielle storm going to post about me next.” Because the sun and the moon and the stars do not revolve around you and most people don’t think about you after interacting and spending time all the time every day. That was a skill for me personally that was really hard because I had this mentality and fear was my enemy for so long being trapped with this person wants me because they sang this or said this. Thats every performer with an ex ever. I used to think this person did this show so this is the message they want to tell me. Sometimes it’s just a cool show someone wants to explore or a song to sing and reading into things too much in my OWN personal life got me into trouble. It made me a paranoid person. I lived in fear like is this song about me every time and like no. A lot of art doesn’t revolve around artists personal lives. Sometimes songs are just songs and art is just art. Thats the beauty of art. Stop thinking artists everything sun moon stars revolves around you and realize people dont spend all their time glorifying you and thinking about you. That is all rant over. This is just about frustration with myself others and the industry. Making assumptions like “this post is about me” or this song is dangerous and it makes an ass of yourself when you find out it’s not always about you. I had to learn this skill.

He invited me to universal tomorrow before rehearsal. I am so excited. He is so cute and funny and works for universal as a manager. He is so sexy and cute and I had him for breakfast. He dosent even mind i live with Ron. He says i have a good thing going and we don’t want to lose a good one. Hes unbreakable. He is so safe. I haven’t felt this safe with someone for a long time.

I accidentally texted my vocal coach no pictures just that I was on a date because he texted me late and brain did not comprehend so hopefully he’s not fuming somewhere. I always fuck up. I didn’t send anything sexual. Just that we as in Jack and I were drinking. The albums clearly about Dan…..right? Yeah anyways. I said it was and the lyrics fit. The time fits. He can’t argue that.

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