I know this much is true...

I am NOT showing up for this fight.

[daniellehaber]

xoxo,

Me

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#truth

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Always

I’ll always know that I want to talk to you.

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One day

One day I'll get to see you. Look at you and explain the depth of my feelings. Right now, please just stop and think. About all we have said and meant. Please.

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Five days and you still think that silence is the answer

I refuse to believe it. We didn’t live this way and I know for sure it’s not what is better off in the long run. I can't imagine every day since we last spoke you've actually believed this. So many times I've picked up my phone to call you, but stopped because I know you just wouldn't respond. This isn't US. We were more and I know we both believed in "no matter what." I pray one day you'll just pick up the phone and be you again.

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Why?

I don't know why I'm even writing. It used to make me feel better to get it out, something on paper, something palpable. But I don't feel anything anymore. It's as if we never existed, never knew each other. Another never. People say time heals, but it's not true. Time masks, time covers, time deceives. It hides from the things too painful to bear. With each day, time hurts me more and more. The silence of time is unnerving-- your silence makes me feel so very alone. We will never be better in the long run 💔

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Broken.

I never thought it would happen. Broken heart. Broken promises. Broken friendship. I’ll never be better off in the long run– just more broken. As usual, the silence hurts me the most. Unresponsive, no discussions, just suddenly all alone. Forever alone. “No matter what” had become just a matter of fact that I can’t wrap my head around. This won’t ever make sense, not now, now ever.

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ily

<3

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What will be

Let yourself lean on me

Give yourself the chance

Let me be your lifeline

This is what will be--a beautiful life. That's what will be.

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The point is

that we are better than all of them and need to start living for ourselves and not for others. The point is that you have a beautiful life ahead of you. I know it because I believe in you. I have hope and I know you do too---it's there sunshine. Dig deep and you will reveal it. ilyvm.

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Wish I understood...

Why I cry over them? Why I let it bother me and why I continue to care about trying to make amends. Most of my efforts with them have only left me crying. I often wonder if they ever cry over me?

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You are my sunshine

i haven't been here in a while and thought it was time to post a note: I love you. ALWAYS. FOREVER. WHEREVER. WHENEVER. 5, 10, 20 & on... You always have a HOME with us & especially with me All my love sunshine.

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HOPE.

Hope is the thing with feathers— That perches in the soul— And sings the tune without the words— And never stops—at all—

--Emily Dickinson (1861)

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Failure

is success turned inside out.  Keep trying...I know it's hard to do, but having regrets in life is worse, I think. At least you will know you did everything you possibly could to bring some kind of reconciliation to the situation.  Big HUGS and <3

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You are my

SUNSHINE <3

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"Life is only as good as the people you have in it. So choose wisely."

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My thought for the day: "Try your best every day to remove the hate from your heart. If you do, the sun will shine on you all the time."