Thought I'd do a post as haven't in a while and I'm getting loads of mail and different people wanted to be updated. I haven't been on tumblr in a while and going through it now I can't believe in all honesty everything that happened last year, obviously can't forget but don't really think it through as much as other people do. I'm just amazed at where I am now to be honest, and how everything has gone up from when it all began last May. Everything is coming back to me this is hair strength and appetite mainly other things are too but taking about longer. Don't get me wrong I still get tired but I notice I can do a lot more and not have the worry that something I enjoy is going to set me back. Not that I let it stop me before anyway! Still have to go to hospitals and doctors I reckon I go more now then I do then was actually I'll, or I just didn't realise how much I did as expected it. There keeping a close eye on me every 3 months having biopsys and every half a year MRI and chest scans, this is so they can catch anything that pops up and just keeping me safe. It makes you realise how many things can actually go wrong with you when you look at the body inside. I don't mind all this for the fact of they can sort any problems before they become big issues! Nothing else exciting to be honest from last time, I would say I'm doing so much now and had the best year but not like I let being ill stop me! I'm so happy aswell to see so many people that I went through the journey of being ill with who were bad them selfs to come through the other end. It's honestly amazing and they are people to look up to! People always say I'm an inspiration but to be honest they have done the same as me! So they should be so very proud of them selfs! There's so many people my age and younger or even older going through what I did and hearing my blogs and updates help them really makes me happy, obviously I'm not doing it for no reason and as some people have said 'for attention' it's really not. I just want people to see that there is a light at the tunnel and there's so much fun to be had. It's hard to see anything else apart from doom and gloom when going through something like that so I really help someone like me helps other people. The picture of this blog is of my hair. It's from when it started growing in January to now! Can't believe in that short space of time it's come back to a normal lot of hair. Ok it's abit wild but wouldn't have it any other way. I've got a weave at the moment as my hairs long enough to have extensions but as soon as it's grown abit more I'm going to leave it natural length, I should be proud of it and lucky to have it back. Just shows it doesn't take long and to be honest I shouldn't care so much about stuff like hair and whatever, it's all replaceable or nothing that can't be sorted.














