#DAPHventures

Unspoken dramas.

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I never thought I had to carry everyone? Is there anyone willing to help? No one. 

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How to run away permanently?

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Never felt home at all. I hope I could escape soon..

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07/12/2019

My love,

Why is writing something for you is always a struggle every time? Maybe I ran out of words or maybe words aren’t enough already.

When I’m with you, I wish time would stop so I can stare at you longer.

When you hold my hand, I wish you will never let go.

When you smile, I wish it will never be replaced with tears.

When you look at me, I wish my flaws will never be the reason for you to leave.

I never imagined myself deserving more of everything. Every day always feels like forever and forever will always be you.

Happy 12th day of the month my greatest blessing! I love you, always.

-Daph

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06/12/2019

My love,

Writing this gave me a hard time, I myself believe I am a good writer yet I cannot even put into characters the things you deserve to hear the most. It wasn’t that long since we met, at times I think about the instance of meeting you earlier, so that my life would have been different right away back then. But, as I always say that I trust His timing, and yes, spot on He knows who and when. I am not writing this because it is our first month, rather because I wanna remind you that I love you and I am forever grateful that we met just in time, maybe not the best platform, but still, that we took a chance on us and that here we are doing things right just like what we always pray for. I oftentimes fail you with my words of affection, and I know it draws frustration in you. I might have offended you, yet you chose to keep it yourself. I may not be the kind of girl you dreamt of. For all the reasons that I may not and I will not be, here you are assuring me that you love me with all that I am.

Over a year ago, I asked God to keep the man of my prayers safe. Today, I’ll continue to pray that He let me keep you, and in the end, just please let it be you, let it be us. Thank you for keeping me aware  that I am so much loved by you. You are my 2019′s best blessing and plot twist.

I love you, every day and always.

-Daph

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Worst to best

If waiting means having the best version of you, I’d rather be with you when you are still figuring your life out and witness how you manage to be the best man you’ll ever be.

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A letter for Romeo

To my dearest future man, There’s that person, that will prove that everything happens in His time . That person will soon be the reason of smiles, laughters, tears and pain. But nonetheless, that person is also praying for you to come, soon.

My life would have been a lot more different if you came so early. I may not be the girl, who I am presently by then. I am so grown up now, that I thank you for not yet showing up so soon, for I am able to prepare myself.

Hey! Are you okay? I hope you are, because we’ll still gonna meet up and try to figure things out. You’re maybe with someone else these days but I am pretty sure you are also praying for “the one” to come. Just enjoy wherever you are right now, because your life will be like a roller coaster ride once you meet me. I may not be your ideal one but I am God’s blessing unto you, we are God’s blessing to each other.

If you’re impatient on things, please gather all your nerves to be patient with me. If you get annoyed easily, well I will be the annoyance you cannot escape of. If you plan things ahead, please be ready for my out-of-the-blue adventures. If you don’t love to eat, learn to watch me while I am still on my food. If you hate walking, learn to love it because we’ll gonna do a lot of it. If you don’t like coming late, I’ll try the earliest possible I can.

I don’t like sashimi, but if you love them I’ll try such. I don’t like dogs, though I find them cute. I don’t like cats-furs in particular. I hate being late, but expect I do come late too. I only hate lil things, it’ll not be hard for you to deal with. You’re maybe gonna go crazier with the things I love, I guess.

See? How impossible ‘us’ can be, two super  opposite people. I hate  waiting but I know you’re worth the wait. God’s time is right, always right.

Love, Your Juliet, from the other edge of the world.

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Fighting....

Why we always define success with the number of failures we had? Why we let other people degrade us, when they don’t even know how much we’ve gone through to be here? Why do they always judge? Why?

Life will never be as exciting as it is without those tiny glimpses of hardships. Innate as it may seem, but we needed some spice after all the sweetness life could offer.

We failed, but we’re strong enough to regain our confidence and continue living the dream. We should not let failure be the reason to stop us from pursuing what we want. Let it be another reason to fight and go on. We need positivity all over our senses, because if we let negativity invades us, we’re definitely done. Other people don’t know the story, not even parts of it so don’t let them push you down, a strong-willed person doesn’t quit.

Think of your reasons why you started that journey. Think of all the people that supports you. Think of all the things that inspires you. Think. Just think of them and tell yourself, “Everybody cannot wait to see me succeed, get it on self!” .

You define your success don’t let others do it for you.

God bless you GOD’s Future CPA!!

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Mine

Oh baby,I'll take you to the sky Forever you and I, forever you and I And we'll be together till we die Our love will last forever And forever you'll be mine You'll be mine. (c)

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MY EPITOME OF GOODNESS AND LOVE

Life has given me enough reasons to value important people. They come and go, but this one person is there from the very start of my being. I owe you more than those stuffs you provide; I owe you completely my existence and life.  

Never did I remember telling you how much I love you, but I do- so much. Staring you from a far gives me that strange feeling and tells myself, “God is so magnificent, He gave me the best Mom”. Looking back on how you took care and disciplined me, I now understand why you treated me that way. Look at me now, strong and independent.

I learned from you almost everything-life and all.

You taught me on how to walk, walk with life and to see things positively and never too afraid to try.

You taught me on how to speak, to voice out my inner self and let them know I’ve got something in mind that they might wanted to entertain as well.

You taught me on how to run, not to escape but to run my world because what makes me happy make you too.

You taught me on how to write, to be the author of my own worth-sharing story.

You taught me how to sing, to be on the rhythm and melody of my happiness.

You taught me the beauty of smiling; one smile can change the whole scenery.

You taught me to value things, because at one point something will change and I don’t have the power to stop or correct such.

You taught me to be a better version of you, you let me experience and explore the things that you never had the chance to do so.

You have seen me fall, but you are the first person to cheer me up and tell me “Don’t be afraid to fail, it’s just a challenge”.

You have seen me doubt myself; never did you tell me I cannot do things.

You have seen me succeed on small things, you may not tell me verbally how proud you are but I know in your heart , you are pounding with joy.

You have seen me pursue things you never thought I could, and I know in my heart I got all the support and love from you.

I am sorry for not telling you every day how blessed and grateful I am for having you as my mother. I am sorry for disappointing you. I am sorry if I am not becoming the person you dream of.

Thank you for the endless love and support. Thank you for being the most understanding mother. Hopefully soon, you’ll going to say:

“That’s my daughter! She may be not the best child but she has proven herself that she deserves all the love, support, understanding and success. I am so happy that she became the person she wanted to be. I am a one proud mother.”

I love you and I cannot wait for the great things that is about to come. I pray that in His time, we’ll all going to say: “We had lived a well-traveled life.”

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Beauty that doesn't last. . . . . #light #Phonetography #restaurant #vsco #vscocam #vscoph #vscophile #vscofeed #vscogood #vscopost #vscopinas #vscocommunity #vscolife #vscofood #london_vsco (at University of Saint Louis, Tuguegarao City, Philippines)

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You are the man I wanna keep.

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I only come to see such when I'm home. . . . . . #Probinsya #BarrioLiving #Ph #Pinay #vsco #vscocam #vscoph #vscophile #vscogrid #vscogood #vscofeed (at Allacapan, Cagayan)

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THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

How I wish things worked out the way I figure it to be. I love you and forever I'll keep the melody for my unrequited love.

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I'm in pain to see you being happy with somebody else. I was once the reason why, but I messed up.

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THE GIRL THAT SECRETLY LOVES YOU.

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TO THE MAN I USED TO LOVE.

It might be the best part of living but one of the most painful heartbreak to handle. 

Having someone special is just like having your favorite gelato over and over again-happiness and relief. But as time passes by, love fades away as your gelato melts.

Years of admiring you secretly was a bit tedious. And those times I believe we could somehow happen in the future.

I may not be the type of girl you would love to have but I may be the girl that will show you, no one else does what I could barely give you. We started as competitors and ended up good friends. But I wished we ended up more than that. 

But as we grow in maturity I realized, those years were just the testing phase, just like picking which flavor of gelato I would love to have. I once fantasize you being my forever but as time gone by, you aren’t. Maybe on those times you were the most ideal that I forgot to open my eyes with others too. I was blinded by the idea of you that I even set aside the belief that there are lot of people that might be destined for me. I was into you so much that I even fail to remember that WE may not certainly happen.

Years passed and it’s time to let go of the feelings I have. 

Seeing you every single day is a real struggle. How can I forget someone I always see, right? But it is not you that I should forget, it is the feelings that I need to bury completely for me to be able start again. And for me to be whole again, because you’ve taken a big part of my being and I am ready to face the reality and deal with it. 

TO THE MAN I USED TO LOVE,

I’ve moved on, and THANK YOU for letting me realized that you are not my forever. And someday someone will show up and spell out why it didn’t work out with you.