DARiation

Always put yourself first before anybody!

[abnormall]

[darahalbesa]

One thing that always strikes my mind, is that no one can help me but me. Because no one did help me. No one’s there, just my voice and heart shattering into pieces. 

[darahalbesa]

I don't know if crying is enough to ease all the worries and pain I have in my heart right now. I want to hurt myself just to suffice my feelings. I don't know what to do. Why is this happening to me? Do I deserve this?

[darahalbesa]

When you thought everything will be alright, then boom there’s another problem that will hit you in the face.  So stop telling people there’s hope because if there is then none of this will happen. Hope is a scam, and people should know about it.

[darahalbesa]

Life has ...

Life has been a never-ending shot of problems.

Life has been a world full of lies and disappointments.

Life has never been good for anyone.

It's a lie if people would say life is a beautiful thing. It is the worst thing to happen to anyone. We are now living just to survive. Life was not really meant to be lived, it is meant to be survived.

[darahalbesa]

We all end up dying so why don't I do it now. 

[darahalbesa]

I’m in the constant battle against myself on what should I do next. 

[darahalbesa]

if this is how life should be, then I'm choosing to end this now. 

[darahalbesa]

I always try my best to give the best motivation to other people but little do they know I can’t even create a crappy one for myself. 

[darahalbesa]

I always hate good and bad judgments because I always see them as a lie. 

[darahalbesa]

At the end of the day, I will always end up living in my solidarity. 

[darahalbesa]

Sadness is my default feeling. 

[darahalbesa]

For someone who has a depression like me, happiness is a luxury.

I 

[darahalbesa]

Where should I lay these overwhelming feelings? 

[wallpaperprintery]

simple plan // welcome to my life

[darahalbesa]

Livin like this is way more comforting than being with people. 

[mydogknowswhatyoudidinthedark]

[darahalbesa]

I’m trying influence my little brother to follow these bands. Yep its kinda hard to convince my mum :D 

[darahalbesa]

RIP Chester </3

Thank you for making my childhood less stressful. Thank you for being the voice when I dont have anyone with me. Thank you. May you have peace wherever you are right now. My heart goes to you and your family.