Growing up I've definitely come to appreciate the things I have in my life. Modestly enjoying them, yet kind and giving to attempt to share whatever it may be whether it's an object or even just a simple piece of advice! For this generosity and big hearted personality I've been used, abused, taken advantage of, mistreated, robbed, and ultimately preyed upon as a weak individual in this black empty hearted world. I've had experience in addiction, I've attempted to help those who sought it only too be again taken advantage of then ridiculed by others that I should've known better. Or how about the last year after my last break up with my ex gf, coming more interested in pursuing HrT and going thru transitioning. It seems their is a huge reason the Trans community is treated like garbage because any and every single Transgender individual I've crossed paths with had been nothing but rude, disrespectful, cold hearted, ignorant, so selfish, and would do anything and everything in their power to attempt to drag my life and self esteem into, I'm guessing their hellish one!! I've been in HrT for 4 months about, seems all those that have been longer have no self worth, can't remember their hardships that you would think they'd attempt to make sure nobody else should have to go thru, and all this after recieving nothing less then such respect, honesty, open mindedness, and love for their comfortability physically mentally and emotionally! If karma was real I'd be rich, living in Hawaii, never having to work again, with family and friends who are as understanding and committing as myself. Yet here I stand with my career still denying me after ten years of nothing less then the best reports they've ever heard of an individual, a family who ridicules and forgets the nights of they didn't know if I'd be alive by morning, and no friends after making sure each and every single one had a good meal, rides to their locations, comfort emotionally after lack of parents or loss of relationship, and bed to sleep in after their drunk drug addict mother in a fucked up stupper locked her son out of the house on Christmas in the snow.... This world is cruel, filled with hate and such darkness, and for those rare tiny flames out their in that abyss of blackness never lose hope or be discouraged from who you are! I know you, like me, don't do the things you do to seek praise and any sort of prize, it's just the right thing to do, that maybe it's all worth something in the next life....
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