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Not Ugly. Not Lovely. Just In-Between
I stare in glass, at hollow grace,
A face the world will not embrace.
No stars, no spark, no gentle glow,
Just eyes that scream, “I’ll never show.”
They don’t write songs for eyes like mine,
No metaphors, no sacred shrine.
No one gets lost in this blank sea,
No hearts undone. No poetry.
I’ve seen the girls with sugar lids,
With lashes long like fairytale fibs.
They blink, and men forget to breathe—
I blink, and all the dreams just leave.
So leave it there, don’t twist the end,
No phoenix rise, no hope to lend.
Just tired eyes that watch, unseen—
Not ugly.
Not lovely.
Just in-between.
Coruscant Apocalypse
It seems the Apocalypse got to Coruscant before all... I couldn't resist, I love star wars and apocalyptic themes. Why not combine it? ;)
Ich weiß dass dieser Sommer endet
Und will es mir nicht eingestehen.
Ich weiß dass sich das Blatt nicht wendet
Auch wenn die Zeit erstmal vergeht.
Der Herbst er war für mich einst Aufbruch
Und Freude auf die Zeit die kommt.
Doch dieses Mal ist alles anders
Auch wenn mein Ende noch nicht kommt.
Den Frühling hab ich lang erwartet
So heiß ersehnt wie nie zuvor
Doch war er anders als erwartet
Und anders als die Zeit davor.
Den Winter fürcht’ ich ganz und gar jetzt,
So etwas hab ich nie erlebt.
Die Zeit des Krankseins und der Kälte,
die Hoffnung wird davongeweht.
Reality
I’m losing my grip on reality
the new world that moves faster
than I am able to understand
or comprehend
a life lived from a distant memory of yesteryear
that once meant something
I’m losing my grip on reality
personally and professionally
struggling to find the meaning
of me, those like me or those
whom I perceive to be allies
likeminded souls that
wonder around in disbelief
at the re-emergence of nothingness
Society that doesn’t exist
Liberalism that is unreasonable
I’m losing my grip on reality
the way that people are
where a passport is exchanged for a coffee
or dancing with the devil
I tell myself it’s not an internal fight
of age and lack of understanding
of modernism, youth and changing ways
by those blinded and gagged into submission
I’m losing my grip on reality
where an existential darkness
sees the world fall from grace
where there is nothing
that should mean something
17.12.21
ich fühl mich komisch und frag mich werde ich krank oder älter?
- smoke m