Tired All The Time

Don’t wake me up. I’m living a better life in my dreams

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- This disaster in my soul is turning into a catastrophe ready to take my body down and god, I’m so ready. -

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-You know when you sit alone in bed, shivering because of how fucking depressed and sad you are?-

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*I’m numb to everything but the touch of your hands on me and I can’t get enough*

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-You’re mine now, and I never want that to change, but the thought that maybe one day you’ll want it to scares the shit out of me-

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-you’re here now, but what about when you’re not?-

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-“‘Cause I got a feelin’, I just might get worse”-

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You know when everything comes crashing down on you like a wave, and all you can think is “fuck. I thought I was okay.”

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~*things are bad again*-

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_i looked at myself from above, and i got scared. i thought, “i don’t like who that is. i never have, and what if i never will?”_

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•i’ve lost the joy in life. well, more like waved goodbye as i gave the train ticket and walked away.•

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~”and when it rains, it fucking pours. but I think I like it.”~

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-I think I’ve thought myself to death-

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/Don’t wake me up, for I’ve lost myself in my dreams/

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-is this pressure in my chest from smoking or from the crushing weight of living?-

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~I tried to plant flowers in my lungs to feel beautiful, but now I’m only suffocating~

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It hurts so bad but feels so good