I am about to turn 22 in a month and this is what I am watching to comfort myself after a bad night!
Xuebing Du
One Nice Bug Per Day
Sweet Seals For You, Always

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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"

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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
trying on a metaphor
Jules of Nature

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Show & Tell
YOU ARE THE REASON
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
occasionally subtle

❣ Chile in a Photography ❣

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@darkdaisycore
I am about to turn 22 in a month and this is what I am watching to comfort myself after a bad night!
book recs masterpost
an ever-updating masterpost of books i've recommended. please check these before you ask for recommendations in case they've been covered —
fiction
"the tragedy still happened, but it was important that the love was there"
japanese literature
korean literature [1], [2]
gothic writing
spooky adult horror gothic
some favourites
marathi books
some ruskin bond
indian fiction [1], [2], historical fiction, stories, [3], [4]
non-fiction
general assorted ones i like
some favourites
about people living through crises
on geopolitics, foreign policy, international affairs
on political philsophy
vaguely sociology
biographies
on economic history
on the silk route
on prisons, convict labour
on afghanistan, soviet invasion, terror
capitalism
on language and linguistics
on the ancient and prehistoric world
just a bunch on india
the indus valley
indian aestheticism, art
gupta empire
sangam literature
on the northeast
india and southeast asia
nur jahan, mughal women | more
islamic conquest and state-making
on kashmir
assorted nonfiction
colonisation and aftereffects
on nationalism
on cities
on mumbai
on bollywood in bombay
on cities
on delhi
on kolkata
essays
history, migration, labour
art, reading, travel, gender, sports
nature, climate, some history
political economy, environmental and urban history, cartography and space
my comfort books
light reading
books that have got me out of my slumps
on art, photography, aesthetics, design [1], [2], [3]
on the environment
just some story and essay collections
For The Masses:
http://gen.lib.rus.ec
http://textbooknova.com
http://en.bookfi.org/
http://www.gutenberg.org
http://ebookee.org
http://www.manybooks.net
http://www.giuciao.com
http://www.feedurbrain.com
http://oll.libertyfund.org/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=380
http://www.alleng.ru/
http://www.eknigu.com/
http://ishare.iask.sina.com.cn/
http://2020ok.com/
http://www.freebookspot.es/Default.aspx
http://www.freeetextbooks.com/
http://onebigtorrent.org/
http://www.downeu.me/ebook/
http://forums.mvgroup.org
http://theaudiobookbay.com/
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no one coulda reblogged this a month ago when i spent 500
momentsbymarcus
Look at KB coming through
Every time you see this, reblog it. There is always someone in college that will see this.
hi! are there any podcasts that you like listening to and would recommend
Here are a few I regularly listen to:
The Anthropocene Reviewed: it’s a podcast by John Green where he reviews different facets of the human planet and rates them on a 5-star scale. I love the amount of thought put into it, and I love the amount of hope it comes with.
Spirits: a drunk mythology podcast, where the hosts discuss urban legends, myths, folktales over drinks. It’s hilarious and it’s really interesting. Sometimes creepy, especially the urban legends episodes
In Our Time: a BBC show hosted by Melvyn Bragg where he has people over and they discuss the history of ideas, philosophies, and sometimes events. Really in-depth.
Overdue: it’s a book podcast about books that are long overdue for reading.
Welcome to Night Vale: it’s like a public radio for a desert town called Night Vale, which is where, to quote their description, “every conspiracy theory is true”. Very entertaining.
Dear Hank and John: another John Green one, but this time with Hank Green. They answer people’s questions with dubious advice. It’s one of the funniest podcasts I’ve listened to; definitely not meant to be listened to on public transport.
Potterless: the host is an adult man who’s reading Harry Potter for the first time, and on the podcast he talks about what he thinks about each chapter.
The Seen and the Unseen: it’s a talk-show where they discuss policy and politics in India. It’s really great because they completely dissect what they’re talking about with its historical context, its interpretations and its implications.
every minute spent on planning saves you ten minutes spent on execution. short essays probably don't require that much preparation beforehand, but if you're writing something longer you should probably spend some time planning first. this is the process i go through when planning my essays, and i find it works really well!
Essays
Here’s a (non-exhaustive) list of essays I like/find interesting/are food for thought; I’ve tried to sort them as much as possible. The starred (*) ones are those I especially love
also quick note: some of these links, especially the ones that are from books/anthologies redirect you to libgen or scihub, and if that doesn’t work for you, do message me; I’d be happy to send them across!
Literature + Writing
Godot Comes to Sarajevo - Susan Sontag
The Strangeness of Grief - V. S. Naipaul*
Memories of V. S. Naipaul - Paul Theroux*
A Rainy Day with Ruskin Bond - Mayank Austen Soofi
How Albert Camus Faced History - Adam Gopnik
Listen, Bro - Jo Livingstone
Rachel Cusk Gut-Renovates the Novel - Judith Thurman
Lost in Translation: What the First Line of “The Stranger” Should Be - Ryan Bloom
The Duke in His Domain - Truman Capote*
The Cult of Donna Tartt: Themes and Strategies in The Secret History - Ana Rita Catalão Guedes
Never Do That to a Book - Anne Fadiman*
Affecting Anger: Ideologies of Community Mobilisation in Early Hindi Novel - Rohan Chauhan*
Why I Write - George Orwell*
Rimbaud and Patti Smith: Style as Social Deviance - Carrie Jaurès Noland*
Art + Photography (+ Aesthetics)
Looking at War - Susan Sontag*
Love, sex, art, and death - Nan Goldin, David Wojnarowicz
Lyons, Szarkowski, and the Perception of Photography - Anne Wilkes Tucker
The Feminist Critique of Art History - Thalia Gouma-Peterson, Patricia Mathews
In Plato’s Cave - Susan Sontag*
On reproduction of art (Chapter 1, Ways of Seeing) - John Berger*
On nudity and women in art (Chapter 3, Ways of Seeing) - John Berger*
Kalighat Paintings - Sharmishtha Chaudhuri
Daydreams and Fragments: On How We Retrieve Images From the Past - Maël Renouard
Arthur Rimbaud: the Aesthetics of Intoxication - Enid Rhodes Peschel
Cities
Tragic Fable of Mumbai Mills - Gyan Prakash
Whose Bandra is it? - Dustin Silgardo*
Timur’s Registan: noblest public square in the world? - Srinath Perur
The first Starbucks coffee shop, Seattle - Colin Marshall*
Chhatrapati Shivaji Terminus, Mumbai’s iconic railway station - Srinath Perur
From London to Mumbai and Back Again: Gentrification and Public Policy in Comparative Perspective - Andrew Harris
The Limits of “White Town” in Colonial Calcutta - Swati Chattopadhyay
The Metropolis and Mental Life - Georg Simmel
Colonial Policy and the Culture of Immigration: Citing the Social History of Varanasi - Vinod Kumar, Shiv Narayan
A Caribbean Creole Capital: Kingston, Jamaica - Coln G. Clarke (from Colonial Cities by Robert Ross, Gerard J. Telkamp
The Colonial City and the Post-Colonial World - G. A. de Bruijne
The Nowhere City - Amos Elon*
The Vertical Flâneur: Narratorial Tradecraft in the Colonial Metropolis - Paul K. Saint-Amour
Philosophy
The trolley problem problem - James Wilson
A Brief History of Death - Nir Baram
Justice as Fairness: Political not Metaphysical - John Rawls*
Should Marxists be Interested in Exploitation? - John E. Roemer
The Discomfort You’re Feeling is Grief - Scott Berinato*
The Pandemic and the Crisis of Faith - Makarand Paranjape
If God Is Dead, Your Time is Everything - James Wood
Giving Up on God - Ronald Inglehart
The Limits of Consensual Decision - Douglas Rae*
The Science of “Muddling Through” - Charles Lindblom*
History
The Gruesome History of Eating Corpses as Medicine - Maria Dolan
The History of Loneliness - Jill Lepore*
From Tuskegee to Togo: the Problem of Freedom in the Empire of Cotton - Sven Beckert*
Time, Work-Discipline, and Industrial Capitalism - E. P. Thompson*
All By Myself - Martha Bailey*
The Geographical Pivot of History - H. J. Mackinder
The sea/ocean
Rim of Life - Manu Pillai
Exploring the Indian Ocean as a rich archive of history – above and below the water line - Isabel Hofmeyr, Charne Lavery
‘Piracy’, connectivity and seaborne power in the Middle Ages - Nikolas Jaspert (from The Sea in History)*
The Vikings and their age - Nils Blomkvist (from The Sea in History)*
Mercantile Networks, Port Cities, and “Pirate” States - Roxani Eleni Margariti
Phantom Peril in the Arctic - Robert David English, Morgan Grant Gardner*
Assorted ones on India
A departure from history: Kashmiri Pandits, 1990-2001 - Alexander Evans *
Writing Post-Orientalist Histories of the Third World - Gyan Prakash
Empire: How Colonial India Made Modern Britain - Aditya Mukherjee
Feminism and Nationalism in India, 1917-1947 - Aparna Basu
The Epic Riddle of Dating Ramayana, Mahabharata - Sunaina Kumar*
Caste and Politics: Identity Over System - Dipankar Gupta
Our worldview is Delhi based*
Sports (you’ll have to excuse the fact that it’s only cricket but what can i say, i’m indian)
‘Massa Day Done:’ Cricket as a Catalyst for West Indian Independence: 1950-1962 - John Newman*
Playing for power? rugby, Afrikaner nationalism and masculinity in South Africa, c.1900–70 - Albert Grundlingh
When Cricket Was a Symbol, Not Just a Sport - Baz Dreisinger
Cricket, caste, community, colonialism: the politics of a great game - Ramachandra Guha*
Cricket and Politics in Colonial India - Ramchandra Guha
MS Dhoni: A quiet radical who did it his way*
Music
Brega: Music and Conflict in Urban Brazil - Samuel M. Araújo
Color, Music and Conflict: A Study of Aggression in Trinidad with Reference to the Role of Traditional Music - J. D. Elder
The 1975 - ‘Notes On a Conditional Form’ review - Dan Stubbs*
Life Without Live - Rob Sheffield*
How Britney Spears Changed Pop - Rob Sheffield
Concert for Bangladesh
From “Help!” to “Helping out a Friend”: Imagining South Asia through the Beatles and the Concert for Bangladesh - Samantha Christiansen
Gender
Clothing Behaviour as Non-verbal Resistance - Diana Crane
The Normalisation of Queer Theory - David M. Halperin
Menstruation and the Holocaust - Jo-Ann Owusu*
Women’s Suffrage the Democratic Peace - Allan Dafoe
Pink and Blue: Coloring Inside the Lines of Gender - Catherine Zuckerman*
Women’s health concerns are dismissed more, studied less - Zoanne Clack
Food
How Food-Obsessed Millennials Shape the Future of Food - Rachel A. Becker (as a non-food obsessed somewhat-millennial, this was interesting)
Colonialism’s effect on how and what we eat - Coral Lee
Tracing Europe’s influence on India’s culinary heritage - Ruth Dsouza Prabhu
Chicken Kiev: the world’s most contested ready-meal*
From Russia with mayo: the story of a Soviet super-salad*
The Politics of Pancakes - Taylor Aucoin*
How Doughnuts Fuelled the American Dream*
Pav from the Nau
A Short History of the Vada Pav - Saira Menezes
Fantasy (mostly just harry potter and lord of the rings)
Purebloods and Mudbloods: Race, Species, and Power (from The Politics of Harry Potter)
Azkaban: Discipline, Punishment, and Human Rights (from The Politics of Harry Potter)*
Good and Evil in J. R. R. Tolkien’s Lengendarium - Jyrki Korpua
The Fairy Story: J. R. R. Tolkien and C. S. Lewis - Colin Duriez (from Tree of Tales)*
Tolkien’s Augustinian Understanding of Good and Evil: Why The Lord of the Rings Is Not Manichean - Ralph Wood (from Tree of Tales)*
Travel
The Hidden Cost of Wildlife Tourism
Chronicles of a Writer’s 1950s Road Trip Across France - Kathleen Phelan
On the Early Women Pioneers of Trail Hiking - Gwenyth Loose
On the Mythologies of the Himalaya Mountains - Ed Douglas*
More random assorted ones
The cosmos from the wheelchair (The Economist obituaries)*
In El Salvador - Joan Didion
Scientists are unravelling the mystery of pain - Yudhijit Banerjee
Notes on Nationalism - George Orwell
Politics and the English Language - George Orwell*
What Do the Humanities Do in a Crisis? - Agnes Callard*
The Politics of Joker - Kyle Smith
Sushant Singh Rajput: The outsider - Uday Bhatia*
Credibility and Mystery - John Berger
happy reading :)
"And then I have nature and art and poetry, and if that's not enough, what is enough?"
-Vincent Van Gogh
Things read in April
Essays & Articles:
When You Give A Tree An Email Address
Even Without A Home, We Always Had A Family Meal
The "Intolerably Putrid" Making of the Texas Chain Saw Massacre
The Travel Edit
Zombie Worms Crave Bone
What Happens After A Whale Dies?
The New Frontier of Fashion Criticism Lives On Black Twitter
Will the Millennial Aesthetic Ever End? (I originally read this last year but it's always worth a re-read)
Peter Gudrunas Has Been Blowing Glass Since the 1970s. Now His Daughter is Helping to Bring Their Practice Into the 21st Century
The Ecological Imagination of Hayao Miyazaki
‘We are witnessing a crime against humanity’: Arundhati Roy on India’s Covid catastrophe
This Artemisia Gentileschi Painting Spent Centuries Hidden From Public View
Jenna Gibbon on Neon Nipples and Wrestling Women
A Conversation with Curator Tam Gryn Unpacks the Innovative Mix of Art and Retail Behind SHOWFIELDS
Robin Williams and Why Funny People Kill Themselves
How to Save Yourself Another Pointless Guilt Trip
Social Ecology: An Ecological Humanism
Mystery Tree Beast Turns Out To Be Croissant
How To Cook Onions: Why Do Recipe Writers Lie and Lie About How Long It Takes For Them To Caramelize?
Breaking Myths About Black Fatherhood
A Sociologist Explains Why Wealthy Women Are Doomed To Be Miserable
Henrietta Lacks: A Doctor's Immortal Legacy
"Drop It like It's Hot": Culture Industry Laborers and Their Perspectives on Rap Music Video Production
Cairo, Illinois Was Once A Booming City — Until Racist Violence Destroyed The Entire Town
Yes, We Mean Literally Abolish the Police
Trial By Trauma
Praise Song for the Kitchen Ghosts
Dead Man Laughing
Poetry:
Dudes, We Did Not Go Through The Hassle Of Getting These Fake IDs For This Jukebox To Not Have Any Springsteen by Hanif Abdurraqib
Parkinson's Disease: Autumn by Andrés Cerpa
Preparing the Body for A Reopened World by Ada Limón
Hypochondria Fights With Poseidon by Emily Paige Wilson
Whales Weep Not! by D. H. Lawrence
Ardana II by Kyriakos Charalambides translated by A.K. Petrides
This Is A Photograph of Me by Margaret Atwood
One or Two Things by Mary Oliver
One Sister I Have in Our House by Emily Dickinson
I Have Not Had One Word From Her by Sappho
Books:
Underland: A Deep Time Journey by Robert Macfarlane
Persephone in A Motel Room by Lana Rafaela Cindric
Disaster in My Skin by Colleen Dunlap
Losaida by Dan Chordokoff
They Never Learn by Layne Fargo
Some warm poetry, for cold evenings:
Molly Fisk, “Winter Sun” (We can make do with so little / just the hint of warmth, the slanted light.)
Pat Schneider, “The Patience of Ordinary Things” (It is a kind of love, is it not? / how the cup holds the tea.)
Barbara Ras, “Bite Every Sorrow” (You can speak a foreign language, sometimes / and it can mean something.)
Jack Gilbert, “Failing and Flying” (Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew.)
Lisel Mueller, “Things” (Even what was beyond us / was recast in our image; / we gave the country a heart, / the storm an eye)
Rabindranath Tagore, “On the Seashore” (The sea plays with children, and pale gleams the smile of the sea-beach / On the seashore of endless worlds children meet)
John O’Donohue, “Matins” (May I live this day / Compassionate of heart / Gentle in word / Courageous in thought)
Wallace Stevens, “The House Was Quiet and The World Was Calm” (The summer night is like a perfection of thought. / The house was quiet because it had to be)
Brian Patten, “Inessential Things” (Cats remember what is essential of days)
Emily Dickinson, “Simplicity” (How happy is the little stone / that rambles in the road, alone)
Yi Lu, “Valley’s Green” (flowers like tiny saucers — little bowls — little cups / filled to the brim with their own colors)
Jacques Prévert, “How to Paint a Bird’s Portrait” (When the bird comes / if it comes / observe the most profound silence)
Archibald MacLeish, “Eleven” (Happy as though he had no name, as though / He had been no one: like a leaf, a stem, / Like a root growing…)
Denise Levertov, “A Woman Alone” (Then / self-pity dries up, a joy / untainted by guilt lifts her. / She has fears, but not about loneliness)
Richard Brautigan, “Your Catfish Friend” (I’d love you and be your catfish / friend and drive such lonely / thoughts from your mind)
Linda Gregg, “The Letter” (I’m not feeling strong yet, but I am taking / good care of myself)
Andrew Lang, “Ballade of True Wisdom” (And I’d leave all the hurry, the noise, and the fray, / For a house full of books, and a garden of flowers)
Ada Limón, “The Raincoat” (my whole life I’ve been under her / raincoat thinking it was somehow a marvel / that I never got wet.)
Jorge Luis Borges, “The Just” (These people, unaware, are saving the world)
Wendell Berry, “The Peace of Wild Things” (I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.)
“I don’t know, I don’t want to talk as much… It’s nicer to think dear, pretty thoughts and keep them in one’s heart, like treasures. I don’t like to have them laughed at or wondered over.”
From Anne of Green Gables:)
“You needed love, but not the kind of love most people used and were used up by.”
Charles Bukowski, ham on rye
It's hard to find someone who loves you from all that they have, it's even harder to find someone who loves you so much that they look at your flaws like the best thing in your personality and who pays attention to every weird wish that you make in front of them only to make you smile the brightest in the world by making your wishes come true.
Not everyone gets their 'forever' but there are always moments in everyone's lives that sticks in your heart for eternity. When your birthday comes and someone gifts you even a clip or striped pants that you once saw at a shop and didn't buy because everyone must've thought it was too childish, but when you get that as gift you realise that the person standing in front of you is too precious to be suffering from any pain and any despair.
𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘤𝘺𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. It's hard to find someone like that and if you have someone like that, don't be angry at them for leaving you instead be happy that you got to live with them even if it was for a shorter amount of time, you got to get loved by them and love them in return. Be happy, that you were the source of happiness in someone's life who didn't even want to wake up the next day if it wasn't for you.
~darkdaisycore, loving and leaving.
Damn I love this movie so much, it's aesthetic, the cast, the cinematography, the emotions, they're all just perfect. And I thought this picture suited the dark academia aesthetic🤭
Have you read the book or watched this movie? Which one did you liked more?
And a room of dreams is always the best place to be in this cruelty of world.
Olivia's SOUR album gives me a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I start crying and before tears can fall, I start getting angry at my exes and before I can curse, I start feeling nostalgic about my teenage and before I can remember my bullies, I start screaming with pain and before anyone can hear me, I start vibin' again.
~darkdaisycore, Olivia is my new girl crush after blackpink. And she's a pisces too:D
Today, I came across a beautiful phrase in Roman which says, Si vales, valeo which translates to "if you're well, I am well." And I wanted to send you that phrase telling you that you were wrong when you said that no one in this world can determine your happiness but you, I wanted to tell you that you were wrong because when we love someone, we give them the power of making us happy whenever they want. Their mood starts determining our mood, whether we want it or not, some things are just not in our control.
When you were reading "Little women" and I asked you why did you like the book so much because I for sure couldn't find it amusing and you replied with such passion and your eyes shone so bright when you said, "I love it because it's worth loving, I love it because the characters learned to love themselves." That made me love the book you loved because it made you capable of defending your favourite thing and it made me watch the shine and spark in your eyes that only comes when you love something so much that it hurts to see anyone pointing out its flaws.
I wanted to you tell you that it has always been, "if you love it then I love it too because you matter to me" And never "I can't love it just because you love it, I have my own choices" And that doesn't make you weak because you still are an independent individual capable of making your own choices and likes, what changes is that the person you love makes you capable of seeing the good in everything that they like. It's not about the choices, it's about the person that you care about.
I wanted to text you and tell you that you were wrong when you left, you said it'll all be over, the pain, the feelings, the emotions will be gone soon within a span of some days and I will learn to open my heart again just like I did with you, but you were wrong, when someone you love leaves, they leaves with our source of happiness and we are stuck with sadness until we learn to find that source within ourselves, again.
Si vales, valeo.
"If you're well, I am well."
I wish I could send the text to you and tell you that "I am trying to learn to not let anyone determine my happiness, but me. It's hard, but I am trying to learn to swim in this ocean of life."
~darkdaisycore, people leaves but their memories, they stays even if you try kicking them out, they'll always stay:')
Images are not mine, found them on Pinterest. But I found them beautiful.
Why can't I just put flowers in my head while a butterfly sits between the braids of my hair and read a book with pictures on it while some fictional character looks at me with admiration and passion and take me on an adventure to a far away land where love is served in plates with pizzas and we tell stories to make a living and buy anything? Why why why?
~darkdaisycore, I would love to live in this world and for that I will have to go to sleep and dream about it. Bye bye, don't wake me up!
Artwork by Nikita Ermakov