I was going to spend all afternoon edging, and maybe, by the end of the day, I would cum and cum hard. I spent some time meditating, edging while watching degrading porn. I knelt naked, except for my while silk thong in front of my full length mirror. Very carefully, I took a black marker to myself, looking in the mirror, trying to write things backwards, so I could read them in the mirror. I wrote worthless above my cunt (which was waxed today). I wrote fuckpig on my left tit (which is the more responsive one) and cockwhore on my right. I couldn’t reach my ass to write on, so I spread my legs and wrote fuck trash on one thigh, and cum dumpster on the other. I had a hard time writing those looking in the mirror, so many of the letters were backwards, which made me look and feel stupid. I took a tube of red lipstick and wrote cunt across my forehead. I lubed up a butt plug and pushed it into my ass. I attached nipple clamps to my nipples, and began to rub myself, through my panties. I chose white, because as soon as it started getting wet, it would show more, and it did. I was on my knees, bucking my hips as I rubbed my nasty cunt. I had to stop a few times, so I wouldn’t cum. I kept on rubbing until my panties were soaked.
I took them off, and took the butt plug out of my ass. I felt so filthy and horny. An idea struck me, and I took my mirror off the wall and placed it on the ground. I put my open laptop at the head of it, a constant stream of porn continuing to play. I had a bunch of my sex toys next to me, and I wanted to degrade myself completely. I knelt down, and straddled the mirror. I took my soaked thong, and put it over my head. I rubbed it all over my face. I sucked what was over my mouth, tasting my slutty cunt. It smeared the lipstick on my forehead, but cunt could still be read. I pushed my thong to the side of my head, and looked down, so I had to see my disgusting face in the mirror. The chain from my nipple clamps was swaying and I grabbed the chain and pulled, stretching my nipples to the point where it was hurting me. I pushed myself to pull the chain even more, as far as I could without yanking the clamps off. I released the chain and began to slap my tits, slapping one, then the other, then both at the same time. The tops of my tits, the sides, the bottoms. I slapped every inch of flesh on my titties, being thoroughly aroused at the sound and the stinging sensation. I bent over the mirror and pushed my tits against the cold mirror, feeling a sense of nastiness that I was doing this to myself. I sat back up and called myself a nasty cum slut, and went back to slapping my tits until they were bright red and stinging from pain. I dug my long nails into my tits, and held them there while I counted to 60. When the minute was up, I released my tits, and as I had hoped, there were marks where my nails had dug into my worthless tit flesh.
I spread my legs open and pulled my cunt lips wide open, looking at my wet fuck hole in the mirror, seeing just how obscenely wet I was. I reached behind me, between my legs and slid one finger into my cunt, and moved my finger to push inside of my asshole, watching my reflection as I did. I fingered my ass for a couple of minutes, my glance shifting from the porn I was watching on my laptop, to the reflection in the mirror, fingering my own asshole. I reached over to my sex toys and grabbed one of the dildos, and I began to lick it. I put it in my mouth and sucked it, pretending like I was giving it head. I looked down and realized that the fuckpig that I was, would probably not give a guy’s cock a regular blowjob, so I began to shove the dildo deeper, pushing it into my throat. I began to gag, and pulled it out, but then pushed it back in, realizing that if this had been a real cock, I’d be getting skull fucked, so I shoved it back into my mouth, and started fucking my throat with it. The silicone cock didn’t feel like a real cock, but they never do. I was making gagging sounds, and drool was running down my chin, onto my tits. I felt so fucking nasty, making the same sounds that I’d heard from one of the previous porn clips I had just watched. I kept fucking my throat until I realized that I was going to puke if I didn’t stop. I pulled it out, and it was slick with my saliva. I wiped it all over my face, finishing by wiping it off on the silk thong still on my head.
I took a smaller dildo, and shoved it into my dripping cunt. I fucked myself with it, stopping just before I came. I took it out of my slimy cunt and bent over so I could slowly push it in my asshole. I put one hand down on the ground to support myself as I went to town fucking my asshole. I was gentle at first, but because I was hot as fuck, it intensified quickly. As I looked at my reflection, I didn’t see myself, I saw an animal. A filthy fuckpig who was pathetic and worthless, a nasty cum dumpster who was behaving like a disgusting cunt behaves. I took a good look into my own eyes, and they were hazy with lust. I could see why men would use sluts and then dump them, I was just fuck meat. I looked a mess, makeup ruined, mascara running down my cheeks, lipstick smeared and a face covered in my own juices. I reread the word on my forehead. Over and over, calling myself that, always adding a new and degrading word before I called myself a cunt. I spit on my own reflection, knowing that if the object fucking my asshole had actually been a man, he would have spit on me, for the way that I was being used. I spit on my reflection again, and then leaned down to lick it up. It made my reflection hazy, but it was turning me on in a big way. Before I realized it, I was almost to the point of cumming, and I was ramming that dildo hard and fast in my ass. I pulled it out and moved back to a kneeling position.
I looked at the dildo, knowing what I should do. I gave myself another throat fucking, tasting my own cunt and my own ass, as I shoved it into my mouth and down my throat. I noticed that my hips were gyrating, humping thin air, desperate to be fucked. My cunt juices were running down my legs, and I sat down on the mirror, rubbing my cunt against it, effectively wiping my soaked fuck hole with it. I moved so that I had to lick up my own cunt slime, wishing that I hadn’t planned on spending all afternoon edging. My cunt was aching, hungry to cum.
I spent the next hour, taking every dildo I had, and fucking each hole with it, rotating holes, and at times, even having a dildo in each hole, alternating which ones I would fuck myself with, and which ones I’d leave alone for a few minutes. I would occasionally yank on the chain from my nipple clamps or lean forward to spit at my own reflection, the whole time calling myself the names I’d written on my body, as well as any other filthy name I could think of. I was driving myself crazy. With each passing minute, I looked less like the “me” that I usually see in the mirror. My hair was getting wet from sweating, my makeup was melting off of my face, the lipstick on my forehead smearing, and every time I would fuck my throat, I’d be a slobbering mess, drooling down onto my bright red tits. I was panting, and feeling exhausted, but I kept on going.
When my whole body felt like nothing but a mass of electrified nerve endings, I leg myself go. I began to cum, and cum hard. There was a dildo in my ass, that was being pushed out, because I was fucking my cunt so hard with another one. My legs began to shake, and within seconds, there was another orgasm. I was quietly groaning, listening to my sloppy, wet cunt as I fucked it. The sounds I began to make didn’t sound human, closer to a demonic growl. On the third orgasm, my cunt squirted onto the mirror, and the dildo in my ass popped out. I wasn’t nearly done. I took the dildo from my ass, and shoved it into my mouth, and took the dildo from my cunt, and began to fuck my ass with it. I came again, just from fucking my own ass. I tried to keep going, but my legs finally gave out, and I managed to move off the mirror, before collapsing onto the ground.
It took several minutes for me to catch my breath, and several minutes more before I stopped quivering and shaking. I sat up and looked at my mirror. My spit and cunt juices were already beginning to dry, and I thought about getting up and cleaning it, replacing it on the wall. However, I decided to just push the mirror under my bed, so I could look at it later, and see what a filthy, pathetic fuckpig I’d been. I crawled to the bathroom, desperately needing to pee, but just crawled into the shower instead, pissing down my own leg as I turned on the water, knowing that I couldn’t wash away the filth that was inside of me, nor could I wash away the humiliation of how I’d just thoroughly degraded myself.
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