Indulge my soul

 my poetry blog: http://shadows-from-the-sun.tumblr.com/

[eliminated]

[imposer]

unknown

[shadows-from-the-sun]

To the world: i am an easy target i am weak, emotional, defenseless i am inferior i am A cup tits, too small i am a pair of hands not capable of hard labor only made to wear a diamond ring i am arm candy, a trophy i am second no, i am last i need to be provided for i am property i am “damn baby girl” i am sexy i am pushed up against at concerts i am grabbed i am groped i am no consent needed i am a body made solely to please men i am a woman I have bit my tongue so many times I am drowning in my own blood there is a hurricane brewing inside of me fire lighting my eyes i refuse to be a victim of the world any longer i am a woman i am stitched together with strength i am my own provider i am hard work i am a body, mine, mine, mine i am deserving of respect i am deserving of equal pay i am bitter how could i not be i am resentful i am not somebody’s i am somebody i am my own i am intelligent, determined, beautiful i am a fighter so go ahead tell me i cant do it kick me to the ground try to violate my body, my rights i am a flame you cant put out i will burn this world to ashes

m.n.v (via shadows-from-the-sun)

[shadows-from-the-sun]

i am no good at all the things i’m good at my entire existence is a paradox a terribly beautiful lovely disaster

-m.n.v (via shadows-from-the-sun)

[shadows-from-the-sun]

i am at home and i am at ease i am the sun and i am the breeze

m.n.v (via shadows-from-the-sun)

[shadows-from-the-sun]

There has always been A fire inside of me Often burning too fierce Scorching my own skin A fire I was never able to extinguish Only tame For the time being But the flames never grew tired

-m.n.v (via shadows-from-the-sun)

[shadows-from-the-sun]

I was born to be misunderstood An outlier in society A flaw in the system Crippled by the sense that I am more Only feeling less than nothing But I have been here before Its all too familiar Obliviously obvious I can see all the cracks The foundation is falling I’ve seen it crumble in my dreams I was not born to save you I am here to show you When there is comfort in madness Creation blooms Come and find me I am lost deep in the wreckage

-m.n.v (via shadows-from-the-sun)

[shadows-from-the-sun]

You have to let go darling Stop holding on to what could’ve been The memories of what once was Is no longer And you’re doing yourself no good He’s an anchor Dragging you to the ocean floor Stealing the oxygen from your lungs And you’re letting him But you don’t want to sink darling Do you? All you have to do is let go Let go so you can breathe Let go so you can fly

-m.n.v (via shadows-from-the-sun)

[thequotejournals]

I sit before flowers hoping they will train me in the art of opening up I stand on mountain tops believing that avalanches will teach me to let go I know nothing but I am here to learn.

Shane Koyczan (via thequotejournals)

[themotivationjournals]

I’m beginning to recognise that real happiness isn’t something large and looming on the horizon ahead but something small, numerous and already here. The smile of someone you love. A decent breakfast. The warm sunset. Your little everyday joys all lined up in a row.

Beau Taplin (via themotivationjournals)

[abduction]

by Jenni Konrad

[thequotejournals]

I am so tired of waiting, Aren’t you, For the world to become good And beautiful and kind?

Langston Hughes  (via thequotejournals)

[slothblog]

why aren’t there more posts about people who crave intimacy but also are very uncomfortable with being touched. I need posts to relate to or else I feel like i make shit up in my head lol 

[cronagorgonzola]

shoutout to people who crave connections with other people but dont have the energy to be around others

shoutout to the people who daydream about cuddling with the people they love but cant actually stand that much physical contact

shoutout to the people who just want someone to hold them but flinch when theyre touched, or feel like theyre suffocating when theyre held

shoutout to the people who can’t even share a bed with someone else ‘cause they get overheated or anxious or overwhelmed

it’s a tough intersection we’re at. i hope everyone can find a comfortable balance someday.

[topknotgoods]

[shadows-from-the-sun]

When I found art, I found a purpose.

(via shadows-from-the-sun)

[ana-elisabeta]

[awwww-cute]

[blackandmildwithgod]

If you scroll pass this you don’t got ten dollars

[apollonne-deactivated20201016]

Need my $10

[apollonne-deactivated20201016]

Guys i literally just got tipped $10 at work

[aprilnutter]

There’s a Hamilton joke in there somewhere.