they all like carmen

The boys, the girls, they all like Carmen. She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes. She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond.Carmen Stone. Insane for liking attention.Patient 0245

[disembodiedghost]

HEALTH PSA

Well, I don’t know if anyone has kept up with me in this past year, but tldr: my lifelong brain tumor grew, was removed, diagnosed as Grade III/IV, given radiation, and now monthly chemo. Also given the bad news that this is whats going to kill me. I have not been able to work in this time.

My body has been to weak and I have gained new types of seizures in the past month. My biggest thing is that I thought I’d be in work by now… but I am not. I lost 70+ lbs, am constantly fatigued from all the pills that keep me from puking all day long and the ones that keep me sane.

I do not want this to come across as a pity thing, but after losing the weight, I no longer have winter close that fit me. I live in the Midwest and it is already snowing and I was already cold in the summer. I was wondering if anyone could help me out in the slightest. I know it’s a big stretch, but I’m desperate. Right now, the list is out of order: I definitely need clothes more than cat collars, but they’d appreciate it too. I’m much smaller, much colder, extremely anemic, almost too light to be on chemo.

I hate asking for clothes of all things, but my partner and family do not have the money for it and do not believe in buying new dothes anyway. But I love them still they understands me.

If you can help, I would be extremely grateful. Here is my Amazon Wishlist, or just my CashApp $dollyghoul or Venmo ddollfacedd if you’d like to donate to help us with food, cat things, bills. Literally anything helps at this point.

Even if you can’t help, I would deeply appreciated if you could reblog this post and be forever thankful. I’m starting to live my life to the fullest now. Trying to be happy. Get over the depression I’ve been trying to fight my entire life.

I hope you guys can at least reblog this even if you can’t do anything else. It would really help me out. Thank you and I wish peace, health, and harmony among you all. 💕

[caityofrps]

FOR MY RP BLOGS, FRIENDS, AND FAMILY: hello, is mun Emily (Em/Luna/Kip/Kipper). I haven’t been around for a long time and this is why. I’m sorry I haven’t been creative or imaginative or the worst part: I haven’t replied to you. I’ve ghosted so many of you, so many friends I love and adore. Both here and on Disco*. I hope you can forgive me after knowing the truth now.

I am reblogging this on my currently abandoned blogs in hope that it gains a little traction. I’m not looking for anything for any of you, but maybe a reblog if you have a personal blog? The help me and my family could get would be appreciated no matter what.  All and all, I hope you’re not mad at me for the abandonment and can now understanding. I love you all. So much. Let’s get back at our stories, our characters, the plots and love one day. I don’t care if we haven’t used our characters since 2014 or just met in 2022. Life is short and our imaginations deserve to be used.

So much love — Mun Emily (partially known as Luna here since 2014)

[darlingcarmenstone]

heystella-lunden‌

She shakes her head, still smiling, “I don’t steal from my peers. We gotta stick together, and all that.” She glances at Carmen’s bed and side table before meeting her eyes again, “Speaking of angels, I haven’t seen you around in a while.”

“You have good morals,” she comments, almost impressed by the loyalty towards the band of so-called crazies that roamed the facility. Looking out for one another was the key ingredient to losing their minds completely. It doesn’t take long before Carmen’s smile grows wider -- the angel comment making her day. “I ran away. But, of course, they caught me. It’s like they implanted chips in us.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

heystella-lunden‌

“Well, I don’t know anything about your cigarettes- but I’ll let you have some of mine.” She waits for the other woman to turn to flash her a smile, “I nicked a pack off a staff member.”

It wasn’t the answer she was desperately searching for, although it’s satisfactory, shown only by the quick turn on her heel and a smirk. “Think you nicked mine while I was away?” she jokes, only a little serious. “You truly are an angel right now.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

Carmen very quickly picks up on his game. Eyes narrowing as her head bobs, waiting for her own reaction and soon feigning hurt as she sticks out her bottom lip, truly ready to play the role of a sad puppy. If anything, it’s exaggerated and dramatic, just like her usual fashion. “I see. And here I thought my friend would welcome me back with open arms, but I get it... you’ve probably moved on.” She sniffles, all before the signature Carmen Stone smirk arises after seeing the smile that soon reaches his eyes.

[darlingcarmenstone]

The moment the familiar voice hits her ears she hums and smirks. “So I’ve been told,” she says, voice dull, not at all matching her expression. As badly as she didn’t want to be back, she did miss those she spent time around — especially Spencer, seemingly the only one who could keep up with her. Not before long she turns around to get a good look at him, one hand placed on her hip as she shakes her head. “I see someone didn’t miss me. Ain’t that a shame.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

Somehow, someway, she’d managed to escape. Only for a little while before they captured her once again. Now she’s back, defeated as ever — bored as ever. She missed the outside world more than she ever thought she would. As footsteps approach, she doesn’t turn around, only remains rummaging through drawers while silently acknowledging the presence behind her. “Darlin’, do you remember where I stashed my cigarettes? I can’t find the damn things anywhere.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

heystella-lunden

“Why on Earth would anyone want to talk about anything else?”

“That’s what I said. See, I like you -- you get it.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

“If a conversation goes on too long without it being about me, I’m out.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

arthur-gustin

“Why did you call me darlin’?”

“Sometimes I can be nice, but obviously that’s not working on you.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

spencer-quinn

“Ditto. Come have coffee with it, then.”

“I could definitely go for some shitty coffee right about now. Let’s go.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

heystella-lunden

“You should start by doing your favorite things.”

“My favorite thing is attention, so I’d say I’m already on top of that one.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

spencer-quinn

“No human contact? Sounds like you’ve got a lot of making up to do.”

“It’s been too long since I’ve seen your pretty face.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

arthur-gustin

”My eyes aren’t sore.”

“Just an expression, darlin’.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

itsbillywatson

“Two months is a long time.”

“Two months is more than enough to make a girl crazy.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

heystella-lunden

Two months? You have some time to make up for, huh?

“Definitely a lot of catching up to do... or at least I hope so.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

“C’mon, I haven’t had human contact in two months. You can go ahead and admit I’m a sight for sore eyes.”

[darlingcarmenstone]

arthur-gustin

“No, I think it’s because I’m too childish and annoying for you, because that’s you told me the last couple of times I asked.”

“That’s because you always ask. It’s like a broken record with you sometimes.”