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[dashingorion]

(Yes I finally decided to create a intro)

Name: Orion Extreme Yandere (with alot of mental disorders!) #Yan4Yan He/Him | Bisxual? (Romantically into cis/trans women but I have been romantically into ppl of other genders (non-binary, intersex, agender, demi etc) in the past so take that for what you will. Single and mono Don't take the extreme part lightly. Don't be shocked and tell me I am too toxic/abusive/messed up even though I have been upfront about it. I believe in utter devotion and obsession to the person when in a relationship and I expect it back. I don't just speak of regular obsession, i mean unhealthy toxic levels of obsession and possessiveness. I also think it's totally fine to engage in certain "things" if it's out of love even if that is on a regular basis morally questionable or "extreme". I am broadly speaking here of course without specifies. I don't believe in "breaking up" (even if things become unstable or etc) and I believe lovers should be dedicated to each other for eternity. All problems can be fixed with love. You can find my other beliefs and other stuff in my blog Timezone: Don't matter, I can shape it. I'll be online when you are online Likes: Science, Philosophy, Technology, Psychology, Statistics, Geography, History, Economics, Complex storytelling (example: Disco Elysium, Signalis etc), Art, Books/Reading, News n Politics (Yes I keep up with global politics), Self Critique, Deep conversations, Trying to know way too much about random things or subjects in a autistic way (example: reading ingredient list of products, how medicine interacts with the body which might be a interest in pharmacology ig), Video games, Analog horror, Anime, Manga, Writing (tinsy tiny bit) etc etc to not make this too big and (also subcategories like for example astronomy in science and semiconductor in technology etc). DNI: People Under 18 (For romantic purposes) , Cheaters/Whores (I will actually fucking kill you if cheat on me, and I will find all your darkest secrets and send it to your family) , Non-Yans (for romantic purposes), Fake Yans, Normies (For romantic purposes), Emotionally unintelligent/immature people, People that flirt for fun, People that never takes anything seriously, NPD's and ASPD's (for romantic purposes, nothing against you guys jst different love language), People who are aromantic (For romantic purposes), also I am black if you hate black people, people that doesn't know if they actually want a relationship and love "at this time" (top 10 relationship killers), People that date others based on external features (body parts, height, face structure, race, ethnicity etc) like I don't need a superficial person that picks my outer skin over my brain and consciousness. (Not saying this cause I look good or something. I am ugly af) (Should mention my psychological and physical state makes me a burden and also give pain in having a stable job or making money. If you are financially struggling and don't want a burden then yeah. Pretty sure I am gonna be homeless soon anyway. I won't be a intellectual burden though! Still a burden in general though due to reasons)

I am very open minded and nonjudgmental so I won't judge you for being deranged, weird, having controversial opinions or wtv.

anons signs: 🫧

anon names: [redacted] Tags

yanblr, #yandere, #yancore, #yan thoughts - posts about yandere stuff

#disco elysium - posts about Disco Elysium the game

#signalis - posts about Signalis the game

#karma the dark world - posts about Karma the game

#anon ask, anon asks - all anon asks including tagged both tagged and untagged

#blog/anon - major posts related to the blogs and anons overall

#random posts/thoughts - posts that are random but it can be very important

#vent , #mental health - self explanatory

#personal posts - posts that are personal related

#philosophy - philosophy posts | #history/geography - self explanatory | #space - self explanatory | #technology - self explanatory | #geopolitics - self explanatory

#music/songs recommendation - my personal recommendation relating to auditory things

#media recommendation - my personal recommendation relating to movies/anime/games?

[dashingorion]

Hey we've never spoken before but you're my moot and I just wanted to say I hope you find happiness eventually, you deserve it and you seem super nice so I'm sorry you're going through something :((

I won't. But I really appreciate the kind words!!!!

[dashingorion]

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[dashingorion]

I should've jumped off a year ago. I regret everything

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I shouldn't have tried contacting her. It just fucked me up.

[dashingorion]

Something kill me :<

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mentally loosing it aaaaaa. Praying to the universe something kills me 🙏

[dashingorion]

i think the pics you shared are charming and admirable - GOOD JOB!!! i hope you accept a compliment when its sincere. it is painful to look back on our obsessions. i did this once too - the location of a home. not always out of love, though, sometimes for mere curiosity, to compare status, but rarely yes, obsession. you seem very methodical in collecting info - i like it! i think you have good stalking skills (said with awe). thank you for sharing - it takes courage to show that one is a real yandere. i know people who talk a lot but are not real yans.

hey, let me tell you something really extreme that will demonstrate to you how fake people can be. real story btw.

boi pulls out from the bank 5K (in dollars) and tells his "darling" its for him to come "get ger". he could have been just paid that day, could have been an old photo with the money, or a trope he used on others. (not that 5K would help anyone start a new life in the usa but this is just an example). maybe the pic is real. the intention and the words are NOT. very stupid dumb girl (i wouldnt go into details of who) believes it. starts getting sick of worry. girl has severe anxiety. vomits a lot. shakes. believes it. becomes dysfunctional. all over a FAKE PLOY because it makes him feel so powerful when no power is due. he blocks her then. a few days later she hears from people in the community he has done it to several other people. and thats how she "earns" a new CPTSD.

be proud ur not like those losers who fake obsession, lowest of the low. dont get me wrong, i dont like death threats at all. i prefer cute love letters and promises that everything will be ok. nothing menacing. but sometimes having a yandere is not a pick and choose program! thats why, like you, im very careful with my details. still. your pics prove that you are the real thing, and i do admire real yanderes. gazillions times better than a person who speaks to 20 people at the same time with excel sheets to keep tabs to he knows what to say to each one.

i wish you a good weekend! with good things happening.

and btw just in case ur a Capricorn, one of the BEST signs.

(wrote this 3 hrs after you sent this ask yesterday but wasn't able to post it due to stuff happening yesterday and me mentally ) Thanks ~w~ . I don't think I could've made that post now due to how painful it would've been, i was sortof sleepy yesterday when making it. I wouldn't call it that methodical and the way I sorted the information was tbh very messy and unorderly at least for that time. The story was a bit hard to understand due to the grammar but I think I grasped it. That is very messed up and to be honest i've met a lot of people like that in my life who breaks people in different ways to see their reaction. Alot of times it is so random too, the way they will cause problems for someone in the most random and annoying way just for personal satisfaction. They are completely soulless and devoid of emotions inside. I have very high trust issues so thankfully I would not fall for that kind of stuff (I think). I am curious who the person that did that is, do you know their user? Hm actually this reminds me of another "yandere" in the community that was rotten to the core and cheated with alot of people. Maybe I'll make a post about that The 3rd portion is brainrotted so I won't answer it

[dashingorion]

You need to apply more pressure and press deeper with that

Do you think I wasn't applying pressure?? And I can't press deeper cause my hands are veryy thin and under that is literal veins and bone. In general the thing is really dull and rusted so I tried it on my thighs and pressing deeper didn't help

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I spiraled so much yesterday.

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I need something to stop this pain. I actually have to do it. I opened something I can't forget

[dashingorion]

Sorry guys something ruined me. man why don't i kms

[dashingorion]

*cough cough * so uh... I saw ur post about a past obsession of yours, may I ask for any tips on stalking someone as thoroughly as that? Its too hard lol, if its a weird question plz just ignore<3

If you have their discord, join any servers they are in and read through the messages and images the posted using the search function. 80% of the time for the person, there is enough information to find where they live and everything about them. If not, you will also most likely find their socials from that method and you can find alot through socials. If nothing else, just talk to them. That's the most universal and easiest method to learn about somebody.

[dashingorion]

I always overthink about posting/reposting game/other media related content cause I don't want to accidently spoil someone too much/let them learn too much about the stuff.

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(I will answer the anon asks in a bit, I am signalis posting)

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People in my blog who has no idea what signalis is probably thinks it's a cutesy yuri romance game due to all the fanart I repost.

[discountdr4cula]

How weird it must be- to remember a life that isn't yours anymore

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Music: Ölüm Günüm - Ductape feat. She Past Away

[dashingorion]

Why does this have so little interaction!!!