♡

[dashinitypesout]

28/04/21

I guess it's time to part ways. Because sex with you after this is not just sex anymore - it has emotions, feelings and love.

I wish I was enough for you, enough for you to take chances with me. Don't worry, I don't expect you to do anything for me. Just be you, I'd always liked you, then and now. In fact, now I adore you. It's been 10 years since I said that to someone.

What I have for you, will always be there - that love and care.

What we had was not some no strings attached thing - we were attracted to each other because of who we are. We liked each other for who we are. It wasn't just physical and you know it too.

I have to gather myself and say it for myself, because I can't have sex with someone I love especially after knowing he won't choose me. It will hurt me so bad, so I need to protect myself.

Just so you know,

I'd fall for you, again but you won't choose me, again 💕✨

Love you Senior Sappicorn

[dashinitypesout]

15/04/21

Recovery...

I'm so glad that we spoke, and I'm glad there was some possible recovery, and yes, I do know it'll take time for things to pick up.

Hopefully we can pick up from where we left, whatever it is - I'm still here 💕

[dashinitypesout]

My Almost 💕

10/04/2021

I guess we'd all have this person, someone who could potentially be 'the one' in your life but like I said it's a potential, an almost.

You were that one for me. These past one year with you, has been beautiful - its like you brought me back to life. You made me feel alive when I was my lowest and ill always cherish you and the memories we have. I'll always be grateful for you ❤️

Sometimes I do wonder, what if I told you about the thing I had for you, four years ago? What would have happened? Or what if we met four years down the road, when I'm in a much better place or after you've gotten your answers? Would things turn out differently? I don't know, but I guess some things are best left as it is.

I really do like you, alot in fact I adore you (I don't do that to many). I wish nothing but the best for you. But it's time we cut the physicality because the more we get to it, the more it'll hurt me, especially since I know where I stand in your life.

And honestly I don't want us to end what we have in a crazy fight, but to actually end in good terms and understanding between the both of us. No matter what, you'd always have a friend in me 💕 That I can assure you ✌️

Take care senior sappicorn! Love you 💕

[perfectfeelings]

“Choose people who choose you.”

—

[dashinitypesout]

7/04/21

It's been a week since we spoke, well you muted me 🤪

Anyways, I'm not here to point you wrong or prove myself right - just like you, I too have things/opinions that I won't like or agree upon. After all, we are humans and like I've repeatedly said 'No two are the same' - I too will have an opinion that will contradict with yours but that doesn't mean I'm right. It's just my point of view based on what I've read and experienced from.

And what's disappointing is that I did not see this coming from you - judging or giving an insensitive comment about someone's appearance. It doesn't matter if the person is my friend or not, I will never tolerate people judging/giving insensitive remarks about someone's looks/appearance!

I don't know if we'd recover from this - all I want is you to see me for who I am and not your protégé but a human with her own likes/dislikes and opinions and views too. I take you for who you are, I'd least expect the same too. But that's okay, I can't force someone to be like me or feel like me.

I hope you're doing fine, my thoughts and prayers will always be with you.

Love you bum! ❤️

[dashinitypesout]

22/03/2021

It feels like I needed to be that person I was last year. That demotivated, negative and always moody and low person I was. It sure was tough on me, as I didn't have a job and my commitments and bills were still there and of course, that fear of the future - the uncertainty.

But as I type this out today, I know I'm so done with my own bullshit and can't wait to change all of this. I as a matter of fact know what I want right now and I'm not letting that go. I'm gonna give my all to what matters most to me right now - myself 💕

Here's to starting all over again, but with experiences of all the downfalls ✌️

[dashinitypesout]

Life happens

16/06/2020

Well, things change and people may leave. That's how life works, no one stays forever - you'd eventually lose everyone but never yourself.

As long as you have yourself, you're good to go 💕

And that's what matters the most today ❤️

[dashinitypesout]

You

10/06/2020

I miss you, I really do. Not the physicality but the companionship but then again I doubt you feel the same. It's gonna hurt me fr some time now, but I'm ready to let it go. If what we have, is meant to grow into something - let it happen on its own. You are my friend, and thank you fr being an honest one. I'll always cherish you and what we had.

Thank you 💕

[dashinitypesout]

Rindu 💕

08/06/2020

I really do miss you. That's one thing I'm sure about. And as much as I hate to admit this, you're right! You pushed my buttons and I snapped, I snapped at you, I texted Shan to fuck off and finally opened up to my mum. I don't think I would have done it if it weren't fr you. Thank you.

I know we're not in talking terms now, maybe right now the distance is fr good. I don't know if we'd recover from this - I secretly hope we do, despite only spending a short while together, you've made me feel alive. And I'll always be grateful fr having you.

Take care ❤️

[juliamstarr]

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[becherdireinen]

I hope you find someone who never makes you question your self-worth. I hope you find someone who chases your happiness as much as their own. I hope you find someone who supports you in the things you’re passionate about. I hope you find someone whom you can laugh with, sit in silence with and share your deepest secrets with. I hope you find someone who is your lover, your partner and your friend. I hope you find someone who appreciates all the tiny details that make up who you are. I hope you find someone who respects your heart, your family and your values. I hope you find someone who reminds you that you deserve the love you give.

[dashinitypesout]

💕🍃

[dashinitypesout]

Midnight thoughts 💭

23/04/2020

That sudden hit on reality - maybe I'd always be alone. Its scary when you first think of it, especially with all the dreams you had about meeting someone and falling head over heels in love. Well guess what, my idea of love has been tarnished years back and I wasn't ready to accept that.

Now I do, and it's alright too - I'd be fine or even better than fine. I'll just live the life I've always wanted on my own, I love myself too!

💕

[stuckinthemoment]

[dashinitypesout]

Someday 💕

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[dashinitypesout]

20/04/2020

Oh I miss the parks so much - and right now would have been perfect! The rain and a slow walk by the park would have been blissful ❤️

How can you not love the rain? Or the after effects of it? The wet grass or the smell of the grass and the cold wind that follows after. Imagine yourself sitting by the balcony in your cosy chair with a cup of hot chocolate (covered with marshmallows, of course!) and a book with the view that's to die for 😍

I so can't wait to have a place of my own and build it from scratch 🤞

Here's to a cosy evening and a warm cuddly night 🌃❤️