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dumbbitchbreathing

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"Dont leave me" I breathe in

"Please " .. I exhale

When have I become this desperate,

this depressing, this traumatized

For only you I've shed tears

For only you have this heart bled

But I hear you are fine,

For you everything is alive;

For you time is never enough

Why for me then each second is a forever,that in all of them I'm longing for you and in all of them you running away.

Why am i like this,a pathetic mortel holding onto her heaven

Why am i crying and why is it for you

Why am i living and why is it for you

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I'm sleepy

After weeping

all those words i keep repeating

Making myself believe it's not worth keeping

You left me,with my words,with my fingers that were writing

Now i type this bleeding

Pain keeps on pouring

All cracks are aching

But i will keep on moving

For all thats worth living

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It's easier to write than to think

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The conversations hurt,its painful,it always ends up with me crying in my room and someone shouting to stfu. Actually I'm starting to find the loathing comforting I don't know whether I'll be able accept any change from that .

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Dnmx