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why wake up now is deadass retarded.

You pay between 25-100 dollars a month so you can get certain discounts on items ranging from clothes to vacations. The money you pay monthly is what is used to pay others. Basically you're giving away your money to other people. Lmfao so are you really making money? No. You earn like 10 cents a month. Have fun with that. The reason why it's different is that you're scamming yourself and not other people lmfaoooo I'm weakkkkk.

I'm just really starting to hate my job.

Honestly the only good thing about working there is getting 40% off full priced items.

But honestly, if I can find a higher paying job, I wouldn't even worry about buying clothes from urban.

I'm so tired of it there. Like 95% of the people there are just petty, fake or just I don't click with.

And the new store manager, don't get me wrong he's nice, but he's also an asshole at times, and being a store manager will make you become an asshole whether you want to or not. Like I see why the previous store manager was the way he was..

But I'm just really not feeling it, i'm not. Yeah I messed up thursday, but that's like 50% my fault, 50% theirs.

I'm tired of these no hours, always having to be on my toes in case they need me, it's not fair.

And that's not how a professional business should be ran.

It's not my fault why we not getting that much money.

Maybe you guys shouldn't be so expensive? Or have better sales?

Like all this goes right back down to corporate.

I just hate stressing over money. Like how am I supposed to get money if I have no hours?

Like I feel so bad having to ask my dad for money. Even Taisean. Like not that I feel bad, but I've always been independent when it comes to things like that. Even when I didn't have a job, I'd save money somehow.

And now I'm barely have enough money. Like it's really getting ridiculous. I need to get a new job, something. Cause these no hours are not fair.

I'm sick of stressing, adding up money and calculating the costs of things, returning things just so I can get money. Like come on.

Just did my marley braids.

And I love them.

Well I did like half of it, I'm taking a break.

But surprisingly for my first time doing braids/twists/w.e I was pretty quick.

Only 2 hours and I did a lot.

the only reason I stopped is because I think i'm gonna run out of hair lmfao -_-

So I might have to take it out tonight and then flat iron my hair because I really want to take a shift tomorrow cause mi need money.

but like... i'm not going to work if my hair ratchet.

lmfao like 3/4 is done in braids.

And I don't really like the hair I used..

I used two different brands, and I like one of them, the other brand sucks. And it's mad nasty and ew.

I had to get it though, cause I had brough the wrong hair in the first place, so I had to go to the beauty supply to return it , long story, but that was the only marley hair they had :/

I might just have to do this style like over the summer or something. Cause I don't have money to spend on it even if it is just 5.99 a pack.

Like I have to save up for the weave I want for my birthday.

And like that's 260 right there.

And then summer shopping?

And I only have like 150 in my account to spend, the rest is in my savings.

I'm gonna get like 105 on my next check cause I only worked 2 days last week.

So like ugh.. :(

Can someone just loan me $1000 dollars pls ?

burned my scalp with the flat iron

And now I have a headache. Could be because its 2 am and I need sleep but I was working on my english paper, and it's still not perfect. Cunt. My professor is so annoying.

Fran <3 Thank you.

*hugs back*

my nose is so stuffy

I was gonna taje a shift at work today but come on bruh. Still gotta finish this English essay first, fuck.

I wish I could text my mom.

I wish I could text her right now. Times like this she would be holding me together. Holding my dad together. Always sending those I love yous and silly faces which was always the cutest thing cause she was so hype that she got a touch screen phone lol. I just miss her silliness, her love, the care. And right now when I feel like breaking down, I can't do that. Everyone tells me I'm so strong and I'm so tough and blah blah. But the strongest person takes on the biggest tolls and sooner or later they are weakened and I'm so weak right now. I'm trying so hard to take 20 steps ahead and I'm getting pushed back 30. I'm slowly breaking and I just need this semester to be over and I wish things would just fall into place sooner rather than later. Of course that means I have to work even harder though. sigh, why can't phones be allowed in heaven? Why did she have to be taken from me like that. Jesus, now I'm crying in the middle of the library at york.

In 5 days, it'll be 3 months since my last relaxer.

My hair still feels great, and if I ever decide to go natural i'm not doing a big chop because no lol.

I can't even get a trim without crying :'(

I'm gonna see how long I can go without relaxing it though. The most I ever went was 6 months.

And like I flat ironed my hair for the first time in like 2 months and it's fab. Like it doesn't even look like my hair hasn't been relaxed in 3 months.

But then like will I want to relax it for my birthday?

I don't know mannnn , so many decisions :l

Like I really don't know :(

This has been a battling decision I've had since like the summer after sophomore year :l

ahhhh I'm an idiot

My period must be coming next week and that's why they're hurting :( but ouch tf , can't eveb lay down properly .

im worried about my dad, he's been forgetting things a lot lately

:/ that's scary..

my boobs hurt so muchhhh

I literally just had my second breakdown TODAY, 10 mins ago, about my mom

And I had to see her smart ass post in the group chat?

Get the fuck out of here, you don't know what goes on.

None of my "friends" no this feeling.

So please do not .

DO fucking not.

TF?

Fucking cunt yo.

Aaliyah I do not care omg.

I don't respond that often because I have a life like tf? Sorry if I miss like almost every convo, but I have my own shit to deal with?

datgh3ttobitch

Lol that annoyed me tbh.

thethoughtsofm3-blog

Wonder what it was

datgh3ttobitch

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Lol that annoyed me tbh.

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My stomach fucking hurts. Well the side of it. I'm late becauee I tried to perfect this fucking essay. My video for my digital class, the class I'm late to, finally uploaded.. but it added an hour and 20 mins of blank video time which I didn't realize which is why it took so long to upload in the first place. Now I have to cut it when I get to school.. but I forgot my fucking headphones. This lady on the bus mad loud... and obnoxious. Imma kill myself.

I need like 400 dollars for my birthday.

But I don't even have a job because my job sucks and I gets no hours lol.

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