The face of a stoned, lorazepamed to the eyeballs fatty. I haven't been able to regulate my heart rate or breathing all day. Palpitations, sweating... i just keep messing up because my heads not good and I can't rationalise at all. I'm only just starting to breath normally after ten hours thanks to a joint and cooking as a sort of meditation/distraction. #failday #worksucks #cantcope #depression #anxiety #ptsd




















