train of thoughts

i write sometimes currently thinking about mha, harry potter, lotr/the hobbit 20s, she/her

[embodement]

ghostface x itafushi

[afvror]

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i imagine katsuki still has night terrors where he is back on that island in the sky, with his heartbeat slowing and the world crumbling around him. i feel like he still feels the needle pin sensation of edgeshot zipping through his veins trying to mend what was already practically beyond repair, a minuscule cord wrapping around the muscle that is his heart and pumping, pumping, pumping, until he fades from the world — only to re enter it with a panicked gasp for breath, just like he did that day, except now he wakes up to the blueish-black wall of his bedroom, sometime past three in the morning, hand grasping at his shirt as if even the single layer of cotton weighs a hundred pounds on his chest.

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would u believe me if I said I was drafting a full-on tokoyami fic rn?

like if I ever get around to fully connecting everything and fleshing it out it’ll be the longest thing I’ve written out of the things I’ve posted by far (I think the record there is like 4K words WEAK I KNOW but uhhh yeah)

wild but I love my emo bird boy lots

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I can’t decide what would be funnier: your (sort of awkward) friend tokoyami fumikage figuring out your crush on resident hothead Bakugou katsuki OR your (sort of awkward) friend (?) bakugou katsuki figuring out your crush on “fucking bird brain?” of all people…

hmmmm.

[parientou]

Happy birthday to him!! 💫✨️

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oh this is gorgeous <33

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATSUKI MY LOVE

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saw some tt comment saying smth like “am I just greedy or is everybody hot?” about the new atla movie and I just-

yeah. yes.

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man I love rewatching mha

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imagine you bring home talking stage katsuki to make dinner together and hang out (you’ve kissed him on the cheek like twice and he’s walked you home on several occasions but THATS IT) and when you unlock your door your two cats rush out to greet you but hesitate at the sight of the big stranger

(and he’s sooo loud too lol it’s unintentional, especially bc he does want to respect ur home that he’s in for the first time FINALLY but the way he kicks off his shoes and puts so much weight in his steps like always trying to dig holes in the ground with the heels of his feet lolll ykwim? and he doesn’t even notice loll so the cats are a little hesitant and disappear into the bathroom that’s nearest to the door lol)

ANYWAYS so you’re trying to calm them down and coax them out and you are like “hiii! I missed you too, look, i brought a new friend today! come on, don’t be shy!!”

and he just pauses in the middle of shrugging off his jacket like 🤨🤨 in his head going fym friend??!! like has he not been clear enough with his signals and shit?? gajshsjhekdjsk and then he gets all pouty and in his head about it bc he knows he still has some of that emotional openness or whatever to work through n shit and you’re a little confused but you’re not that close yet so maybe he just gets like this sometimes?? i mean this is bakugou after all…

and at the same time throughout your evening he’s like so pissed at himself about being such a fucking loser about this and ruining the mood and he knowwsss that technically you are “just” friends because like you HAVENT EVEN KISSED and you’ve both been too shy to fully talk about what you are yet butttttttt he just can’t help himself he’s spiraling about it a little and his nasty temper isn’t exactly helping right now

and you only clock what’s going on when sometime later while cooking you make a sort of bold joke that has you grinning mischievously and your heart beating a little fast because he’s in your home and it’s kind of pushing the limits on how you have acted around/talked to each other so far and you swear you hear a record scratch noise somewhere in your head when he just goes: “you talk to all your friends like that?😾”

and by the look of confusion on your face hes like internally oh shit now I’ve done it I’m such a fucking loser jesus christ they’re gonna throw me out and then you just—

you laugh in his face, loudly, and just go “so that’s what that was all about! you know, i literally forgot i even said that!!🤭”

end of story he’s embarrassed (he would NEVER admit this tho, wishes you would just forget about it) and blushy up to his damn ears and you’re just constantly breaking out into giggles while chopping the veggies because you think it’s funny (and cute lolll)

hahahahhaha i want to bite him

[dazed-diary]

imagine you bring home talking stage katsuki to make dinner together and hang out (you’ve kissed him on the cheek like twice and he’s walked you home on several occasions but THATS IT) and when you unlock your door your two cats rush out to greet you but hesitate at the sight of the big stranger

(and he’s sooo loud too lol it’s unintentional, especially bc he does want to respect ur home that he’s in for the first time FINALLY but the way he kicks off his shoes and puts so much weight in his steps like always trying to dig holes in the ground with the heels of his feet lolll ykwim? and he doesn’t even notice loll so the cats are a little hesitant and disappear into the bathroom that’s nearest to the door lol)

ANYWAYS so you’re trying to calm them down and coax them out and you are like “hiii! I missed you too, look, i brought a new friend today! come on, don’t be shy!!”

and he just pauses in the middle of shrugging off his jacket like 🤨🤨 in his head going fym friend??!! like has he not been clear enough with his signals and shit?? gajshsjhekdjsk and then he gets all pouty and in his head about it bc he knows he still has some of that emotional openness or whatever to work through n shit and you’re a little confused but you’re not that close yet so maybe he just gets like this sometimes?? i mean this is bakugou after all…

and at the same time throughout your evening he’s like so pissed at himself about being such a fucking loser about this and ruining the mood and he knowwsss that technically you are “just” friends because like you HAVENT EVEN KISSED and you’ve both been too shy to fully talk about what you are yet butttttttt he just can’t help himself he’s spiraling about it a little and his nasty temper isn’t exactly helping right now

and you only clock what’s going on when sometime later while cooking you make a sort of bold joke that has you grinning mischievously and your heart beating a little fast because he’s in your home and it’s kind of pushing the limits on how you have acted around/talked to each other so far and you swear you hear a record scratch noise somewhere in your head when he just goes: “you talk to all your friends like that?😾”

and by the look of confusion on your face hes like internally oh shit now I’ve done it I’m such a fucking loser jesus christ they’re gonna throw me out and then you just—

you laugh in his face, loudly, and just go “so that’s what that was all about! you know, i literally forgot i even said that!!🤭”

end of story he’s embarrassed (he would NEVER admit this tho, wishes you would just forget about it) and blushy up to his damn ears and you’re just constantly breaking out into giggles while chopping the veggies because you think it’s funny (and cute lolll)

hahahahhaha i want to bite him

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omfffggggg fml i just realised that all my work (ik it’s not much leave me alone) for katsuki that i THOUGHT i tagged as “bakugou katsuki x reader” i had tagged as “bakugou KATUSKI x reader”

(hold on i was actually mad at myself for a second because how do you not notice that after THREE GODDAMN YEARS YOU UTTER FOOL but after actually having typed that “katuski” sounds funny as fuck I’m ngl)

like who tf is skiing bro stfuuu hahahahha ⛷️⛷️⛷️

lolll anyways I’ll change it say goodbye to katuski lollll

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tmr is once again Weasley twins’ birthday and I just don’t think I’m gonna be ready with this thing that I’ve been writing for over a year (mind you it’s not even long or anything I’m just bad at focusing on one thing at a time)

hnnnngghhhhhh but I really want it to see the light of day some day…

trust it will happen soon 🤞🤞

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nooooo tumblrdotcom please don’t goooo aha ive still gotta post like those 12 unfinished drafts that have been marinating for at least 11 months aha noooooo don’t go yet

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ok so apparently they said nvm??

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nooooo tumblrdotcom please don’t goooo aha ive still gotta post like those 12 unfinished drafts that have been marinating for at least 11 months aha noooooo don’t go yet

[sackboys-moved]

Love not having a ”””fandom””” specific blog. Something new will just consume my mind and everyone has to accept it. My house

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I wanna write something for tokoyamiiiiiii

but idk what ughhhhh but he’s so cutegsjdhjsjs I need to plant little kisses in his beak he’s my fav emo and fake nonchalant :(