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I'M BERTOLT. HI REINER
posting a small starter call! it will probably be a couple of lines max, but i'm looking to get back onto reiner more full time too!
after the war, and following the final spoken timeskip, reiner takes a lot of time to rediscover just who exactly he is. it's his first time he doesn't have to be anyones warrior or soldier, the first time he lives with the knowledge his family are happy he's alive for being him ... while he lost the majority of his youth for this, he survived something he once never willed he would.
and in that instance, he recognises that he shouldn't waste that either.
“I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love. Who’s going to love the girl that can’t stop crying? The girl that hurts herself? The girl that is losing control? The girl that is so sad she can’t get out of bed? The girl that keeps pushing everyone away? Who’s going to love the monster in me, who’s going to love me now?”
— Writer unknown (if you know the author please let me know so I can properly credit!)
randomised my spotify daymix for work today and am now forever haunted by the line: "this body is built on the ruins of all the people i have ever been". like, no i know i talk enough about reiner and the concept of dying too often, but the self reflection he has in that one scene with the gun is the strongest starting point to the reality that reiner does live for everyone else, over himself. he had effectively murdered both the soldier and warrior 'personas' by the timeskip had taken place, and now was effectively living with the instability of who he was in the shadow of those.
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Stop being a soldier pls.
it's not a phase bertl, this is who i really am now :/
spends one week at work: is this what reiner braun felt like ...
reiner picks up habits from the people he was close to, especially those he's inadvertently killed. this extends to him picking up habits from a variety of the 104th by the time the timeskip has happened, as he's spent so long away from them and has the hope they'll never run into each other once more.
🧡✨️🎉Happy Birthday to AoT's baby girl Reiner!🎉✨️🧡
how to be eaten.
dialogue prompts from how to be eaten: a novel by maria adelmann.
people know of you, but do they know you?
'absolute honesty' sounds like 'total crap', to me.
i do wonder what you've all heard about me.
i am just, in general, very hurt.
i know people don't like me.
whatever you heard, maybe it's not the whole story.
you can sell anything, if you know how to package it.
life shouldn't be lived behind a screen.
everything i have, i earned.
no pain without pleasure.
i should have known something was wrong.
what twenty-something hasn't fallen for some creepy asshole?
is originality the goal?
i wasn't special before this and i'm not special now.
i exist beyond your human concept of gender.
don't tell me that you liked me for my personality.
men don't have to pretend to be good.
when people recognize me, they cross the street.
the dead speak to you?
i don't have much room to call anyone else crazy.
nobody listens to what they don't want to hear.
do you really believe me? i don't blame you, if you don't.
i wouldn't waste a lot of time trying to figure out who believes you.
i was too tired to be afraid; or else, i was afraid all the time.
self-care is a neoliberal trap.
you need everything to be all fucked up.
i'm tired of treating you like shit.
i wouldn't even pay me to sleep with me.
a kid couldn't make up something like that.
you always need to be the most interesting person in the room.
thanks, mom, but i can take care of myself.
it's funny, how they can doubt you and blame you in the same breath.
you're always involved in some weirdo catastrophe.
it's easier to see the big picture when you're not involved.
it's easy to pretend you're too cool for something when you already have it.
one morning i tried to diy a sundial.
it's not so bad, kid. come out here and talk to me.
i wasn't actually trying to hurt you. i mean, physically.
if you lose your dignity while winning the game, have you really won?
i think martinis taste like pine trees.
it would've been good tv, but it was just real life.
i try not to waste too much time wanting things.
rich kids are 'inventive'. poor kids just lie.
there will always be a bunch of assholes who don't believe you.
not everything is a love story.
you have a lot of nightmares. what are they about?
where have you broken? where have you healed?
do you think you're capable of love?
i wanted to be me without the context.
my reputation has never been about me.
you look just like your picture.
what if, for some of us, moving on involves finding good in the bad?
talent doesn't mean as much as people pretend it does.
nothing's free and everything is sellable.
there are so many ways to be torn in half.
what would you do if you had money?
i love reiner braun.
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i think one of the greatest untold stories is the fact that reiner found his way through life again, esp in the knowledge that he was so ready to just give it up to practically anything even only 20 chapters before.
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Also have these as postcard prints at my shop!
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Your monkey got my dad killed :/
guess you could say ... that shit really is bananas.