My True Love
I came across a story one night, It was titled I Choose You. That's all it took to grab my attention, Wishing I could find that type of a connection.
So I sent her a little email, Not knowing what would happen. Who knew that message to you, Would completely change my life anew.
Talking a little we soon learned each others quirks, But we never failed to make one another laugh or smirk. Conversing about everything so easily back and forth, It was obvious we was cut from the same piece of cloth.
It was as if our lives had just crossed paths by chance, But meeting you seemed to be planned well in advance. We began chatting for hours every day and night, And you quickly became my beautiful delight. The days and weeks kept rolling by, But our conversations never fell by the waist side. And we finally agreed that we needed to meet, So we could see if this was truly meant to be.
We came together on such a beautiful day, I still cant believe it took 20 hours to travel your way. But you know I really didn't care as I knew, With every passing minute only brought me closer to you. You pulled up in your car and I breathed a sigh of relief. We had waited so long that It still felt like disbelief. Though I knew I had truly arrived, When you smiled and kissed me and said Hi. The butterflies in my stomach went crazy inside, But it was so easy having you finally by my side. The car ride may have been a bit awkward at first, But it didn't take our worlds long to become fully immersed. From that first trip and every other visit that followed, It always felt like I was just returning back home. We didn't need much of anything to keep us entertained, Just loving each others company we never felt restrained. Most didn't understand how we could be so joyous, Staying in our redroom for what seemed like endless hours. What they don't know is we just loved being together so much, That all we ever needed was some food, a movie and each others touch. It still amazes me how our lives came to be so entwined, Living so far apart, we really had to endure the grind. Our love and passion for each other only grew stronger, As we knew the torture of being apart would soon be over. We waited so long for our little ceremony, Over 6 years it took for us to be joined in matrimony. I wish I had be able to give you a wedding more divine, But all we really wanted was to be together until the end of time. Meeting you completed my life, But the best part was calling you my wife. You called me a nutbasket and I called you my crazy baby, We just simply went together like biscuits and gravy. Then came that fatal night, When my whole world was left in plight. Even though a year has gone I still cant believe your gone, I'm just so lost and empty without you my sweet little baby. My only consolation is I know your in a better place, Abrahams bosom, you're surrounded by loving grace. I still wish to God that I had more time with my wife, But I'm so thankful he blessed me with a shining star in my life. As I reflect on our time together I'm filled with emotions left, right and centre. So much love and laughter, we really did have a ball, But so much pain and regret coz we really could have had it all. Coming to terms with the dreams we had being left unfulfilled, My struggle to carry on without you, is becoming ever more real. Your last blog inspires me a little, saying to "live life to the fullest" And for you my love, that's what I will forever try to accomplish. And when the Most High says my clock has run dry, We shall be laid together side by side one last time. Then God willing I can keep my final promise, I will always find you I said, even if it takes me until the end of all time.
