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drawings and comics on everyday messes and lingered feelings

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Closure

Yuu Yuu Hakusho doujinshi (Hiei x Kurama)

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Author’s notes:

This is more or less the continuation of my previous doujin. I rewatched the anime, and I was infatuated that it features so many scenes that we didn't get from the original manga (Hiei was even only seen once in a tiny panel during the tournament...). So this doujin simply showcased my imagination of what (sfw) HieixKurama moments could happen, based on the anime.

I also received in depth inputs from the YYH fandom's discord about Hiei and Youko's complicated relationship, which I'm very thankful for.

Cheers,

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Hiei in long parka

Inspired by Dries Van Noten Menswear Autumn 2018

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Home longing

Inspired by Yohji Yamamoto Spring 2022 Menswear

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Jaganshi Hiei

Inspired by Yohji Yamamoto Spring 2022 Menswear

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More of Hiei editorial dress up

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Obsessed with Hiei's silhouette

X account

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Ignorance

Yuu Yuu Hakusho doujinshi (Hiei x Kurama)

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18+

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Author's notes:

I'm rereading the manga and I wonder if the power system affects the way people (or youkai) do intercourse. It must be connected, right? Through this doujin I wish to capture the intensity, just like how they fight.

Even though I ship Hiei x Kurama, I'm trying to be careful not to portray Kurama too weak (I mean he's strong af) but I imagine it must be still a struggle for him to be the receiving end, moreover with a human body.

Cheers,

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Pilot

Yu Yu Hakusho doujinshi (Hiei x Kurama)

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Inspired from the live action. (Only Kurama's hair is not changed, since I'm still bitter about the wig.. Also it's easier to draw him with his manga hair).

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Kanata Hongo's Hiei makes me want to draw again...

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So I found a bunch of YYH fan arts that I drew when I was around 12 year old, all dated in 2008! I wonder what was going on then. Nothing after or before. (thankfully I was a good enough kid to date them). So here are some curated ones (there a lot more, but mostly unfinished).

I make this post to honor the 12 years old me. (Although she might be pissed, why don't you move on already??)

Hiei (absolute #1, nothing changed after 16 years)

Hiei x Kurama or Kurama x Hiei (Didn't grasp the concept of top or bottom yet, didn't even dare to draw anything beyond holding hands)

Kurama (even though I'm supposed to like Hiei the most, so many drawings of Kurama...)

Yuusuke

Yuusuke x Kurama (this one is obvious+a bit Hiei and Yukina)

Hiei, Kurama, Yuusuke

Hiei, Kurama, Yuusuke, Kuwabara

Hiei and Mukuro

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When I was a kid my heart beats like crazy whenever I’m with someone I love and now the beating has moved to another body part

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i don't know what i want i don't know what i need i yearn for things i earn things i resent things god must be so sick of me 

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I made this around 2014. I remember I hated it, maybe that why it’s never published and hidden under the private post of my tumblr. But know it actually looks quite good, so I went ahead and made it public. -2023

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no matter how hard you try to keep things the way they are, there are times when your brain just shuts down and you eventually mess everything up.

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I am meant to fall for assholes.

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My parents are supportive. They let me choose what do I want to be. When I said I want to be an artist, they are fine with it. But I know, deep inside, they’re not. I can tell they are not interested in my artworks at all. Father is not pleased with the portrait I drew him for his 52nd birthday. Mother is annoyed everytime I ask her to buy me some supplies.

Maybe it’s just in my head. But it’s frightening to think that I might keep on disappointing them and I might not even get close to thanking them properly for everything they’ve done. I want to buy my dad’s dream car, landrover. I want to buy my mom lots of guccis and lvs so she won’t need to buy the fake ones anymore. I wonder if it will ever come true.