Character Featured: Jack Hanma
Content Warnings: NSFW (obvi), she/her pronouns, afab!reader, not proofread talks of primal play (just barely), steroid abuse, me rambling about steroids way too much...
Okay, guys, don't come for me... I don't write smut; I always get too shy lol, so this is probably booty... Don't tell me or else I'll cry lol. As always, lemme know if I missed any warnings!!
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex.)
Because of the constant steroids, Jack doesn't sleep too well, causing him to have a fucked up sleep pattern. He's also quite paranoid, rightfully so. Especially since he has quite a reputation in the fighting world, he's expecting an attack at any moment and is ready to fight in his birthday suit, if needed.
I don't think Jack normally talks too much, so he's quieter after the deed. He's kinda stuck in a serene afterglow, feeling the warmth of your skin pressed against his, the way your hair feels against his fingers, and the soft glow pressing against his chest. All of it seems unreal, and he just wants to enjoy it with you.
While, you're likely fucking passed out, seeing as you took a monster of a dick. There's no way you are still awake lol. Once you're clean and settled in (asleep), he'll get up and lock all the doors, making sure there are any punks sneaking around; he can't have his girl get hurt, can he?
B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s.)
Now, don't get me wrong, Jack doesn't hate himself, not in the traditional sense. I think that Jack has a complicated relationship with his appearance, personality, and personhood in general. Throughout his life, he's gone through so many surgeries, and taken so many hormones that he's almost unrecognizable. It's difficult to recognize yourself when you look in the mirror. Not only that, but Jack doesn't even think he's strong, well, not strong enough.
Jack isn't stupid, he knows that he's strong, he's a monster. His teeth, his muscles, and his scars are all proof of the rabid life he leads. There's not a single thing about him that's soft, squishy, or calm. He's raging with violence and anger, fueled by vengeance, and guided by a need to be better, never being good enough. Because of this, I don't think that Jack, intially, has a favorite body part on himself.
It'd be a journey for him to realize that he's worthy of love, that you're proof of that. Your love for him, no matter platonic or romantic, is proof that he's not completely void of the man he could be. He can feel, he can love.
Now, you're a different story. I think that Jack loves all of you, seeing you as some sort of angel (without the worshipping part). He sees you as beautiful, but can't deny that your cute little hands are adorable. The way you can only hold four of his fingers, unable to fully hold his hand, just makes him want to swallow you whole.
Or how your thighs aren't even half of his, no matter what size you are. I don't think ya'll understand how massive Jack is. You're so much softer than him, so much more pliable. He feels this primal need to both destroy you and take care of you all in one, wanting to keep you safe in the most inhuman way possible. You're just so God damn cute, all of you makes him insane.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically.)
Here me out... I think that Jack's into cum swapping. Okay, I know a lot of people think it's gross, but just listen. Jack is a nasty, nasty man, and I think he's got a subtle oral fixation. The thought of tasting himself on your tongue is gross, and that's why he likes it. He likes that it's a little taboo, something that most would cringe at.
Jack has never been one to shy away from the uncomfortable or unaesthetic. Not only that but in a weird way, it's like confirming that his. You've swallowed like the good girl you are because you're *his girl,* only his girl. Now, I don't think it's a huge thing for him, but I do think he'll subtly act on this secret kink of his. If you have two brain cells, you'll piece together that he's got a thing for cum swapping, and a little cum play, too.
Now, onto the actual cum. Jack doesn't cum a lot, at all. Again, this is partially due to the steroids. Steroids decrease the amount of sperm, blah, blah, blah. Although the amount that he does release is *thick,* almost like sap. It's an off-white color and is more-so globs than a consistant flow. (I can't believe I just wrote that...)
D = Dirty secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs.)
Okay... Although Jack is a very loving partner, a natural munch, he does have a fantasy of hunting you in the woods and fucking you against a tree when you tire yourself out. He knows his strength is far beyond yours. He could kill you in an instant, hurt you, make you ache, and that scares him, so he's always oh-so careful with you whenever you're intimate, or just in general.
... But there are times when this primal urge, this voice in the back of his head pleads with him to just *take* what he wants (with your prior consent ofc) and show you that he's a strong man, a provider that can take care of you. He's strong, and he wants to prove that, grabbing you by the hips, and lifting you up as he fucks into you.
And just this idea of hunting you, using all of his senses to find you, and the adrenaline coursing through his veins, something that usually only happens when he's in a fight, is just exhilarating. It's just a thought, and he doubts the two of you will ever get to that level because Jack doesn't know if he'd be able to control himself. Seeing you panting, sweat covering your brow as your eyes fill with terror, laced with growing anticipation, and your clothes torn to pieces, Dammit, that'd be too much to handle...
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Jack knows what he's doing, but that's just because he's taken a biology class before. He knows the female anatomy, and he isn't a complete asshole that just strives for his own pleasure. But that doesn't mean that he's necessarily experienced.
I don't think he's a virgin, seeing as there are enough size kink girlies out there who'd tried to take him, but I don't think Jack would be too interested. Partially because of the steriods, but also because Jack requires an emotional connection to form physical relationships with people.
Most of his experience comes from hookers, mostly because he can't be bothered with the whole "courting process." Jack isn't the most social person, and he has a difficult time communicating his intentions without coming off as a little creepy (well the man is a giant, after all).
Not only is he emotionally stunted, but he also has little control due to the steroids. I think that his image of himself is only exaggerated by the steroids and their effect on both his body and mind. Jack has a hard time controlling his emotions and his little (big) man downstairs. This leads to him second-guessing every sexual/romantic interaction he has with women, seeing as I think he has a fear of disregarding his partner's consent (much like his father did to his mama).
F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying lol)
Okay, this is where we get into technicality. No matter if you're 5'0ft (152.4 cm) or 6'0ft (182.88 cm), you're not taller, bigger, or stronger than Jack, that's just a fact (hey, I rhymed). Obviously, Jack doesn't want to hurt you, so that narrows down the different positions ya'll get down to.
Either way, I like to think that Jack is more of a receiver than a giver. I'll be honest, this opinion isn't too thought-out yet, so I may change it. Jack has a hard time getting it on to begin with, with all the steroids and such, so it's just disappointing for you to try to suck him off, and he can't even get a hard-on. It's not your fault, not at all. His body just isn't working like he wants it to. Either way, not the point! Jack *loves* to give you head, and I think this carries over to his favorite position.
With you flat on your back, hands clutching the fabric of your sheets as you squirm, unable to move with Jack's palms spreading you wide. Preferably, you're dressed in one of his shirts, which is more so a gown on you, but nonetheless. He's on his knees, kneeling before the foot of the bed as he goes to town, your thighs wrapped around his head. His tongue met your lower lips, mumbling dirty praise, only for you to hum at the vibrations.
It's a great way to prep you, and Jack finds that it's a lot easier to get his little man standing when his lady is moaning her head off. You like it, and he likes that you like it. Overall, a win-win.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous etc.?)
Hmmm, he's more on the serious side, in the sense that he's not goofing around like, say, Katsumi or Biscuit would, y'know? Although this doesn't mean he doesn't tease you. No, no, Jack is full of snarky comments that'll have an old woman clutching her pearls. He thrives to see your eyes divert away and for you to squirm under him, feeling your body grow warm from his teasing words.
Growling snide remarks in your ear, giving you a knowing smirk, and flicking your forehead when you're not looking at him, are all teasing traits of Jack that both turn you on and make the air feel more... what's the word? Comfortable? It definitely doesn't lessen the sexual tension, but it makes you more comfortable, I suppose, because it shows that Jack's comfortable.
Although Jack isn't all giggles and smiles, it doesn't mean he isn't fun. He keeps the bedroom lively by filling the air, so even if something awkward happens (i.e. he misses when putting it in, or your voice cracks when you moan (I don't want to talk abt it...), etc.). He doesn't shame you for it, instead, he draws your attention elsewhere, to something that's not as embarrassing. He makes you comfortable in an odd way, in a way only Jack can do.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes etc.?)
Well, Jack overall isn't a really hairy guy. Plus, just look at his freakin' head, he's gotta buzz cut! In general, being hairy is a no-no for fighters (although the Baki Universe is kinda a weird grey area, but whatever). It can get pulled, tugged, ripped out, etc., etc., and that's no good when you're trying to beat the shit out of someone.
And since Jack's overall goal in life is to defeat the strongest man alive, his father, he's going to eliminate any possible hindrances. This includes his hair. Anyways, Jack is just as trimmed on his lower head as he is on his upper head (lol). I do think he likes to keep himself clean-shaven, even though I don't think he grows much hair to begin with, both genetically and because of the excessive steroid use.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.)
Jack is a gruff man. He's not sweet, and he's not lovey-dovey. He's the stereotypical representation of masculinity. He's snarky. He's confident. And he's stern. Before you, Jack didn't do soft.
He didn't think about anything but greatness, but striving to be the very best version of himself. There was nothing else, no other options, but then you came crashing into his life, and he began to see the world differently.
And so, Jack showcases his intimacy in how he handles you softly, careful not to hurt you too badly. Of course, Jack's version of soft is in a normal person's manhandling, but that's not the point! The point is that he's trying!!
He doesn't whisper soft words next to your ear. He doesn't softly press his lips against yours. His pace isn't slow and languid. But he does brush your hair out of your eyes. But he does cup the back of your head whenever he's got you pinned down, careful that your head doesn't smack against the headboard. But he does clasp your hand into his, pushing it down into the mattress in an attempt to hide the clingy embrace.
Jack isn't soft, but he is romantic... In his own Jack-way! And you wouldn't trade it for the world.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
I'm gonna be honest, I feel as though I've indirectly answered this through the other letters. Jack has a low sex drive, both naturally and due to extensive steroid usage, meaning that he doesn't feel the need to have sex.
Of course, he is just a man, and he has his urges ever so often, but Jack doesn't strike me as the type of guy to jack off, kinda ironic. If he feels the need for sex, then he's just gonna pay for it. He has no shame going to hookers or anything of the sort. To him, there's nothing wrong with it, and he doesn't look down on them like a lot of men do. They're ladies using their assets to make ends meet, really, it's the same as fighters, if you think about it. Both are using their bodies for money. He respects the hustle.
Besides, jacking off makes Jack feel like a loser, and he *hates* feeling like a loser. Although it doesn't happen often, whenever Jack pops a boner, he either waits for it to die down, not caring to deal with it, or he'll just go to the nearest brothel.
L = Location (Favorite places to do the do.)
Uh, whoops, I did these out of order, but I talk about this in Letter R!!
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going?)
Okay, so I'm kinda going to nerd out on ya'll right now because the overusage of steroids and their effects on human anatomy is extremely interesting, and I suggest ya'll look into it.
But, there's not much information (from what I've watched of the show), nor what's available online about what steroids Jack is taking. The only information I was able to find was that he's taking the (fictional) X-4 steroid. It's called a "super steroid" on the Baki wiki, but there's not a lot of information on what type of steroid it is specifically, y'know?
So, I'm choosing to make my own inferences on the type of steroid this X-4 thing is based upon, y'know? In general, Jack would be taking Performance Enhancing Drugs (or just PEDs), and specifically would be taking Anabolic Steroids, AAS, (as I'm assuming the X-4 is steroid-based... Since it's a steroid yk). But when you get into AAS, as per the extent of my knowledge, there are four different types of AAS. Of course, there's probably more that I'm not just aware of.
From my knowledge, there are Testosterone Esters, 19-Nortestosterone, DHT, and just oral steroids.
In the show, Jack is shown using injections and oral means to take the X-4 steroids. Of course, it's completely possible that Jack isn't using the proper means of administration, but these steroids are typically injected/given in specific ways.
For example, esters are usually injected via the gluteus maximus (lol). Nonetheless, I'm sure that Itagaki wasn't thinking this deeply about the X-4 steroid, and I'm not Japanese, so I'm not 100% sure what the culture/medical climate is regarding steroid usage.
But, either way, it's extremely well known that many men who abuse steroids have a hard time getting their dick hard. Many face early male pattern baldness, chronic heart conditions, and the ever-so-infamous "roid-rage." So, it wouldn't be surprising if Jack is also struggling with these common side effects, too (it's expected tbh).
N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs.)
Threesomes. With another man or woman, it doesn't matter. Jack isn't too fond of the idea of another person watching or participating in something that was made for your eyes only.
And not in the sense that Jack doesn't want another person in his body, Jack is a fighter, he's used to being on display, but being watched while having sex with you is a different story. That's a new level of vulnerability that I don't think Jack is willing to cross.
Secondly, I don't think Jack is open to the idea of consensual non-consent, whatsoever. His conception was founded on such acts and actions that he associated with his father. And, I believe, that Jack wants to be another but Yuujirou. Really, the situation is horribly ironic and just... Sad.
Jack wants to defeat his father to avenge his mother, and yet, he wants his acknowledgement. He wants Yuujirou's praise and acceptance as his son. That's why he builds his body, trying to become more like the man he so desperately wants to kill, destroying his body in the process.
But that's off topic. Jack doesn't want to be his father, not in this sense. He doesn't want to take advantage of women, and he doesn't want to force you into something you're no comfortable with. He doesn't like the idea of taking advantage of you, even if it's someting you're interested in.
Because of this, I think that Jack is very adamant about consent (as should everyone!!).
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Whoops, I kinda talked about this in a previous letter (P)... Well, I guess I could expand on that a little?
Overall, Jack is a pleaser, me thinks. I think that he wants to keep you happy and fulfilled in the relationship because you're the only person he's got. Jack's never had a lover before you, and he doesn't plan on having one after you. In his mind, you're his one in only. If things with you don't work out, then he's just never going to look at a woman again (he's romantic like that).
Whatever you and Jack have is something that only *you* can provide him with, and so, he wants to keep you pleased. Happy wife, happy life, if you will. Not to mention, it prides him to see his missus enjoying herself. He likes seeing you reeling in pleasure, pleasure that *he's* giving to you. It makes him feel like a good man, a good lover (this goes into how his love language is acts of service, it extends to both in and out of the bedroom).
Don't get me wrong, Jack would be flattered if you got on your knees and worshipped his cock, you may even see a twinge of pink on his cheeks, but he doesn't want to disappoint you when his cock doesn't even twitch. You're lovely, the woman of his dreams, and the sexiest piece of ass he's ever grabbed, but due to the steroid use and an already low sex drive, Jack has a hard to maintaining a hard-on. It's not you, it's him, really.
At moments like those, it makes him feel like less of a man. What kind of man can't get hard at their lover's touch? It makes him feel broken... Nonetheless, in an attempt to distract both you and himself from his soft dick, he tries to redirect his satisfaction to eating you out like you're soft serve. Good luck getting him off once he's started.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual etc.?)
Okay, so my man doesn't want to shatter your pelvic bone, so I don't think that Jack would have an extremely fast pace when getting down and dirty. Once you're in a commited relationshp with Jack, he really, really doesn't want to hurt you. It takes a lot for a man like Jack to actually commit to someone, to care for someone, and to give time and attention to said someone.
He'll take it slow at first, intense, but slow. He doesn't want to overwhelm you. He's not having sex to get his rocks off, but as a connection with you. Okay, maybe a little of both, but mainly because he loves you, which is something he'd never thought he'd be able to say!
His thrusts are slow and constrained. It's evident that he's holding back, channeling most of his strength to his fists, clenching the sheets as a means to distract himself from your overwhelming warmth.
I think the roughest Jack would ever get is gripping your hips or sides a little too harshly, leaving finger-tip-shaped bruises in the morning. But he'll always give you some Advil the morning after with pink cheeks and a gruff mumble.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Meh, if you want one, then he'll oblige, but he'll never willingly seek them out. He's already got a low sex drive, so if he's going to have sex, then he's going to draw it out, no? If Jack wants you, then he wants *all* of you. He wants to enjoy the whole thing, too.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks etc.?)
In his head, riskier sex isn't a bother to him. Again, Jack is a pleaser, so if you want to do something or try a new kink, then he'll probably be down. Things like public sex really aren't too uncomfortable for him. He's a big guy, so if someone were to ever find him hammering you in an alleyway, he's confident that he can beat their ass without stopping his pace. So safety isn't a concern for him, but then he thinks of someone seeing you in such positions.
He couldn't care less if others saw him naked. He's a fighter! People see him with little to no clothes *all the time,* a little weird if you think about it, but that's a topic for another day. You, on the other hand, are a completely different story. He values your privacy and *loathes* the idea of another person, man or woman, seeing your body in a way that only he should see.
Jack isn't a possessive person by default; really, he's quite understanding, but he's hesitant to put your vulnerable form in situations where someone could come across you, especially in this digital age, where everyone has a cellphone. Imagine how quickly a photo of you getting railed would end up on some sketchy, incel blog. It makes Jack's blood boil just thinking about it.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
I feel that this goes without saying, but the majority of Baki men can go for days, no doubt. They've dedicated their whole lives to becoming stronger, the strongest, so it's no surprise that they can hold a steady pace in the bedroom. If anything, it's expected, seeing as they have all those muscles.
T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Personally, I don't think that Jack is really into toys, nor are a lot of the Baki men. This is just my opinion, but I think that it comes from a sense of ego. Like, they think that they don't need some plastic toy to please their woman when they got a mouth, two hands, and a swinging dick, y'know? Of course, this varies among the different Baki men, and I think that Jack is far more willing to use toys in ya'll's sex life.
Though you'd have to bring it up because he never will. Funnily enough, I think it still would bruise his ego, but he'll get over it, especially when he sees all the new expressions he can pull outta you.
U = Unfair (How much do they like to tease?)
Ohhh boy, are you in for a ride with this one. Jack is a very unfair man, always finding enjoyment in pulling your pigtails. He likes to feel the warmth radiate from your cheeks, how you avert your gaze, and that shy expression that dawns on your features. The way you soften and pull away, too flustered to make eye contact, is really the cherry on top.
I think that Jack likes it when his darling his expressive, enjoying herself, because it tells him that he's doing something right, that she's not uncomfortable. I've mentioned it previously, but Jack is horrified by the idea of taking advantage of a woman, never wanting to repeat and become his father.
So, when he's whispering absolute filth into your ear, never letting his hands wander from his skin, he's doing the absolute most because he likes having that effect on you. It reaffirms the connection he so desperately wants with you.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.?)
I can't imagine that Jack would make too many noises in the bedroom, maybe some dirty talk here and there, but nothing more. He'd probably give some low growls, primal kind-of noises, but I don't think he'd be comfortable letting anymore than a quiet groan out. Plus, I think he likes hearing you more than himself, and if you're not a loud moaner, don't worry, he'll just lean closer to hear you loud and clear ;)
W = Wild Card (A random headcanon for the character.)
Uh, so this isn't really NSFW, more so a random headcannon of mine, and I don't really have any canon evidence to back this up, but I honestly think that the reason Jack shaves his head is that he's balding...
As far as my knowledge goes, anabolic steroids are synthetic androgens (which just means that they're just man-made hormones that mimic the effects of testosterone on the body) that increase the DHT (a type of testosterone) in the body. And when overused, this elevated DHT will cause the hair follicles to shrink and hair cycles to shorten because of how the DHT binds to the hair follicles.
Of course, I'm not a professional (yet!) in these things, so take my info with a grain of salt, but I think that Jack would struggle with hair production in general, both on his head and on the little man lol.
So, whenever you're taking a dive down under with Jack, don't be surprised when he's baby smooth lol.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Not high whatsoever. Don't get me wrong, Jack finds you attractive, both physically and personality-wise, but that doesn't change the fact that the amount of steroids he's injected into his body has taken a toll on his reproductive health.
I'm not a medical professional, but it's common knowledge that the drawbacks of steroid intake are massive. There's a laundry list of effects that come with steroid usage, such as increased risk for prostate cancer, infertility, reduced production of sperm cells, and reduction in testicle size.
All of these things come with taking steroids, and seeing how many Jack has taken, there's no doubt that he's likely seeing the effects. Though I think Jack would've naturally had an aversion to sex, just in general, seeing how he was created and his life goals.
Sex, women, and fame aren't things Jack cares for, meaning that he's never really part taken in hook-up culture, seeing as he's never focused on that portion of his life. He doesn't value having a relationship, only wanting to grow strong to avenge his mama, and beat his father.
Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterward)