Hello.

Hello, my name is Shelby. | 30 | chronic reposter

[deadbirdsandflowers]

If you like to support small artists Id appreciate a share or even a like! Thank you so much for all who’ve supported me so far. 🥰

@Swayato | Linktree

Linktree. Make your link do more.

[sasukemabae]

Naruto & Sasuke throughout the years

[sohm-al]

how many followers do i need to get random asks god be nosy u little shits ask me about my personal life this is fucking boring getting nothing

[mjalti]

why does using someone’s name in conversation feel so intimate, like the way a touch feels gentle as someone is fixing ur hair or brushing out a stray strand

[mjalti]

someone: *uses my name to address me* me: oh my God, i am a physical entity… …..

[deadbirdsandflowers]

Is anyone else on abilify 2mg? I feel numb to everything around me. I can’t really concentrate too well either. Just wondering if anyone else feels this way.

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It’s been a while. I have a big update. My health insurance denied my meds in January’s because in the great state of Louisiana(aka : The Shitbox) they do NOT allow vyvanse to treat binge eating disorder. I found out that Walgreens pharmacy was lying and putting my diagnosis as adhd to be able to give it to me and my insurance found out. Fast forward to March and after my doctor tried to fight for me to be able to stay on it, they failed and recommended me to a psychiatrist to re-evaluate me and help me get back on it through an adhd diagnosis.

So after today, after three months of being off of it, I will now be back on Vyvanse at a higher dose. I was on 40 but now it will be 50mg.

I will also be on aripiprazole, and oxcarbazepine to treat my bipolar disorder, and anxiety. I used to be on Prozac and Wellbutrin. But neither of those ever helped me. She told me that was because it doesn’t actually treat bipolar disorder, it just shuts down certain parts of your brain but you still have mood swings. So we will see how this new medicine helps me.

I’m not going to lie, being off of vyvanse has really shined a light on how bad my binge eating is. I gained 10 pounds in 3 months. I will work hard at getting under 250 again. But man, the impulses to eat and eat and eat are so hard to control while not on vyvanse. I was really scared that I wasn’t going to be able to get back on it again. Because I knew I would just gain everything I had lost.

Here’s to new meds and hopefully a stable life.

[leaveful]

[shitty4eyes]

ah yes the shining white dick of korean censorship

[perfectblur]

Current Mood:

Can’t stop reading Korean webtoons

[deadbirdsandflowers]

Another drawing on procreate. A soft deer boy.

[shoujoromance]

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When you have friends but no one reaches out to you. And sometimes when they do you’re too tired to do anything. Lol.

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7 years.

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Trying to get the hang of drawing digitally.

[toky09]

[twistedcell]

[deadbirdsandflowers]

10 plus years of drawing and this is what I make of it.